The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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[QUOTE=Angoose;40840197]Just broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years.
Pretty fucking sad.[/QUOTE]
It'll be alright man, I know the feel.
I'm feeling a bit better about it now.
It was my decision as well, things just didn't feel the same lately. I just felt distant from her. I thought it was only fair that I told her, I didn't want to string her along like everything was okay.
I think I was just most upset at how upset she was, she didn't feel like anything was wrong. I love her so much, but I just think as far as a relationship goes we had just come to an end.
But she's basically removed me from everything, Facebook, Tumblr, Instagram, Snapchat. She said if we were to break up, we could never speak again because it would be too painful for her.
It's settled in my head at the moment, so i'm feeling a bit better about it, I know i've done the right thing and that's all that matters.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;40836285]What if you told her that curiosity is a natural part of life? Make her understand that by smoking she is teaching those around her to smoke. There is a possibility that she has been in the same position as you have and has the ability to understand, but maybe not necessarily condone.[/QUOTE]
oh she knows i smoke, i just don't think she wanted me waking her up at 5am to steal a small amount of tobacco when she didn't have much left anyway
now shes kinda just ignoring me
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;40840745]I don't see why people feel the need to share with their community the fact they manufacture illegal substances.. The rest of my life is on the line because a buddy thinks telling his new gf that we make hash and oil is an okay idea, yeah 'cause relationships never go wrong. Of course, all the evidence is at my house and his ass isn't at risk.
DD is different.[/QUOTE]
Aww man that is shit, perhaps it's time to find a partner who can keep his mouth shut?
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;40840745]I don't see why people feel the need to share with their community the fact they manufacture illegal substances.. The rest of my life is on the line because a buddy thinks telling his new gf that we make hash and oil is an okay idea, yeah 'cause relationships never go wrong. Of course, all the evidence is at my house and his ass isn't at risk.
DD is different.[/QUOTE]
That's not a nice thing to do (as a friend) to you.
If I tell someone something private about myself, I am accepting the consequences to my actions.
But if I'm telling someone else's secrets then I can become the cause of some negative circumstance for this person.
[QUOTE=MCCCXXXIII;40841183]That's not a nice thing to do (as a friend) to you.
If I tell someone something private about myself, I am accepting the consequences to my actions.
But if I'm telling someone else's secrets then I can become the cause of some negative circumstance for this person.[/QUOTE]
That's a really dumb and short-sighted thing to do I would say.
Everyone in this business knows bitches be cray and shouldn't be told things like this. If she has an emotional outburst for some reason (like if they break up) and decides to get revenge, or if she just talks a lot of shit with her friends and can't fully control her tongue (which is extremely common), then SuperNatural is as good as fucked.
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;40840745]I don't see why people feel the need to share with their community the fact they manufacture illegal substances.. The rest of my life is on the line because a buddy thinks telling his new gf that we make hash and oil is an okay idea, yeah 'cause relationships never go wrong. Of course, all the evidence is at my house and his ass isn't at risk.[/QUOTE]
This is a manifestation of anxiety. Reality is clouded by our own thoughts, that is the construct of emotions. I learned that by practicing to focus on void, we can distance ourselves from the showering mist of external stimulation. By accepting reality as it is; We can find a harmony in life that would be beneficial to everyone.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40841236]That's a really dumb and short-sighted thing to do I would say.
Everyone in this business knows bitches be cray and shouldn't be told things like this. If she has an emotional outburst for some reason (like if they break up) and decides to get revenge, or if she just talks a lot of shit with her friends and can't fully control her tongue (which is extremely common), then SuperNatural is as good as fucked.[/QUOTE]
I'm not saying that his friend should tell his girlfriend anything about SuperNatural's business, I'm saying that he shouldn't.
I was just saying that in doing so, he can potentially make SuperNatural a victim of his actions/words, and that's not what friends should try to do to each other.
in other news last night i found a redead server with a bunch of players. i've literally spent years trying to find a server for this gamemode. i played it one time years ago and loved it so much but then it suddenly died and nobody played it ever again. it's great fun.
[QUOTE=TCB;40841142]oh she knows i smoke, i just don't think she wanted me waking her up at 5am to steal a small amount of tobacco when she didn't have much left anyway
now shes kinda just ignoring me[/QUOTE]
Family conflicts are a natural part of life, how else would we know the times of joy? Time heals all wounds.
i wish i had some iso alcohol, i've got a bunch of baggies full of keif that i can't scrape out.
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[QUOTE=Memnoth;40841398]Family conflicts are a natural part of life, how else would we know the times of joy? Time heals all wounds.[/QUOTE]
are you a shaman
[QUOTE=TCB;40841401]are you a shaman[/QUOTE]
I would only consider myself as a friend.
don't worry memnoth you're my friend :buddy:
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you're all my friend
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you're all my friend
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singular
[QUOTE=MCCCXXXIII;40841373]I'm not saying that his friend should tell his girlfriend anything about SuperNatural's business, I'm saying that he shouldn't.
I was just saying that in doing so, he can potentially make SuperNatural a victim of his actions/words, and that's not what friends should try to do to each other.[/QUOTE]
I never thought that you did. I was just feeling sorry for SuperNatural and angry at his dumb-ass friend in that post :c
His friend is probably blinded by emotion and romantic notions of an ever-lasting perfect relationship which clouds his judgement. But when you're doing what he does you [B]always [/B]need to stay smart, think one step ahead and not give in to impulses like that. He did, which makes me doubt if he's cut out for this line of work.
This could potentially mean years in prison, you don't fuck around with those risks.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;40840275]Life is a painful journey my friend. We can only hope to see the beauty within ourselves to gain the strength that keeps us walking when the road ahead is covered in darkness.
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To me, soul means emotions, feelings, reactions. Even if we carry the empirical data of science in our arms that points to our definition as machines under evolution, why not choose to see meaning in the mere existence of our perception?[/QUOTE]
I didn't say that it isn't a wonderful illusion. It's fantastic that we are even able to perceive anything, and the fact that we can reflect on that experience is just icing on the metaphysical cake.
Also, and this may sound a bit weird, but I envy you in a way. Why? Because when the world is taken over by robots and artificial intelligences (this is highly likely), you'll have an easier time understanding the vast minds of our new robotic overlords. You'll probably be granted special privileges as a human/AI translator and mediator.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40841181]Aww man that is shit, perhaps it's time to find a partner who can keep his mouth shut?[/QUOTE]
Only thing is half the shake I have is his. I won't lie, I told my family about it and I have 2 friends who also know but I'm telling people I already trust with my life and I accept the consequences if they do rat me out because it was my choice to tell them and I'm not risking other people.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40841236]That's a really dumb and short-sighted thing to do I would say.
Everyone in this business knows bitches be cray and shouldn't be told things like this. If she has an emotional outburst for some reason (like if they break up) and decides to get revenge, or if she just talks a lot of shit with her friends and can't fully control her tongue (which is extremely common), then SuperNatural is as good as fucked.[/QUOTE]
The girl isn't mentally stable either and apparently drinks too much all which combine for a bad combo. I would have more of an understanding of him telling her if they had been dating for longer than a few days.. Try a couple months.
[QUOTE=MCCCXXXIII;40841373]I'm not saying that his friend should tell his girlfriend anything about SuperNatural's business, I'm saying that he shouldn't.
I was just saying that in doing so, he can potentially make SuperNatural a victim of his actions/words, and that's not what friends should try to do to each other.[/QUOTE]
I should point out I don't run a business as in I don't sell or anything which reduces my chances of being caught by a significant number which makes this even scarier.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;40841303]This is a manifestation of anxiety. Reality is clouded by our own thoughts, that is the construct of emotions. I learned that by practicing to focus on void, we can distance ourselves from the showering mist of external stimulation. By accepting reality as it is; We can find a harmony in life that would be beneficial to everyone.[/QUOTE]
First time my Clonidine hasn't been strong enough to hold back my external anxiety symptoms. I could try to distance myself from it but the problem would still be here and it's something I need to solve.
Heart beat just increased, I'm sweating like a beast.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;40841510]I never thought that you did. I was just feeling sorry for SuperNatural and angry at his dumb-ass friend in that post :c
His friend is probably blinded by emotion and romantic notions of an ever-lasting perfect relationship which clouds his judgement. But when you're doing what he does you [B]always [/B]need to stay smart, think one step ahead and not give in to impulses like that. He did, which makes me doubt if he's cut out for this line of work.
This could potentially mean years in prison, you don't fuck around with those risks.[/QUOTE]
It's like when people are idiots and send nude vids of themselves to people. You might trust them now, but who knows what they are going to be like in a few years, people change and so do you. what i am trying to say is boobies are gonna be on the tubes if they can be on the tubes and you don't want those boobies to be yours
[QUOTE=Parja;40841578]I didn't say that it isn't a wonderful illusion. It's fantastic that we are even able to perceive anything, and the fact that we can reflect on that experience is just icing on the metaphysical cake.
Also, and this may sound a bit weird, but I envy you in a way. Why? Because when the world is taken over by robots and artificial intelligences (this is highly likely), you'll have an easier time understanding the vast minds of our new robotic overlords. You'll probably be granted special privileges as a human/AI translator and mediator.[/QUOTE]
I already have inside knowledge that a popular member of this subforum is actually a robot. So you're not wrong there :tinfoil:
[QUOTE=Parja;40841578]I didn't say that it isn't a wonderful illusion. It's fantastic that we are even able to perceive anything, and the fact that we can reflect on that experience is just icing on the metaphysical cake.[/QUOTE]
I was mostly being rhetorical or poetic, it wasn't necessarily directed at you.
[QUOTE=Parja;40841578]Also, and this may sound a bit weird, but I envy you in a way. Why? Because when the world is taken over by robots and artificial intelligences (this is highly likely), you'll have an easier time understanding the vast minds of our new robotic overlords. You'll probably be granted special privileges as a human/AI translator and mediator.[/QUOTE]
There's no need to envy the humble servant that goes by the name of friendship.
[QUOTE=mrmr;40841619]I already have inside knowledge that a popular member of this subforum is actually a robot. So you're not wrong there :tinfoil:[/QUOTE]
i trusted you man
Finally came to the conclusion that I don't want to go to college. This is so relieving to me.
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;40841609]First time my Clonidine hasn't been strong enough to hold back my external anxiety symptoms. I could try to distance myself from it but the problem would still be here and it's something I need to solve.
Heart beat just increased, I'm sweating like a beast.[/QUOTE]
Problem is only a word, remember that numbers are only significant if we choose to apply meaning to them. It doesn't have to be something solvable, it's just a state of the universe, and you can choose how to approach it however you desire.
[QUOTE=cheetahben;40841809]Finally came to the conclusion that I don't want to go to college. This is so relieving to me.[/QUOTE]
i don't want to go to college either. i'd rather just travel around a bit. i'm gonna try to get a job making games and shit, i've been mapping for source for a few years and i've looked at valve's requirements for level designers, the only thing i don't have is "Three years industry experience (or equivalent)". i've been working on a mod for like two years so by the time i'm out of school would that count as an equivalent, or would i have to work for some indie company or something?
i know hammer inside and out and meet all the other requirements, too.
i think the only problem i would have with becoming a post-human consciousness without a physical form is that i wouldn't be able to do drugs
[QUOTE=Parja;40841923]i think the only problem i would have with becoming a post-human consciousness without a physical form is that i wouldn't be able to do drugs[/QUOTE]
Is it really possible to apply human emotions on something that is considered as not human? To not have a physical form is to be one with everything and that would mean no desires and no suffering.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;40841810]Problem is only a word, remember that numbers are only significant if we choose to apply meaning to them. It doesn't have to be something solvable, it's just a state of the universe, and you can choose how to approach it however you desire.[/QUOTE]
I think I just need to talk to him about it and hopefully his gf forgets everything he said about what we do then I can chill out. Not like I can actually solve the problem unless we have any DD'ers who are hit men..
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;40842036]I think I just need to talk to him about it and hopefully his gf forgets everything he said about what we do then I can chill out. Not like I can actually solve the problem unless we have any DD'ers who are hit men..[/QUOTE]
Well, I do practice 5 different forms of martial art, and I guess everyone really does have a price. I took a large dose of Xanax without tolerance last week, and I almost went outside to look for a local gang that extorted money from a friend.
I recognized that I don't want to go to jail though.
[QUOTE=mrmr;40841619]I already have inside knowledge that a popular member of this subforum is actually a robot. So you're not wrong there :tinfoil:[/QUOTE]
nobody is a robot here
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;40842036]I think I just need to talk to him about it and hopefully his gf forgets everything he said about what we do then I can chill out. Not like I can actually solve the problem unless we have any DD'ers who are hit men..[/QUOTE]
How much are you paying?
[QUOTE=Turing;40842228]nobody is a robot here[/QUOTE]
You can neither prove nor disprove that statement. The philosophy of what a mechanical being is can also suggest the notion of an origin in biology.
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