• The Addicts' Lounge V. Peanut butter and marijuana sandwiches
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Oh my god my dad had a heart attack, fuck all of this.
lmfao this is funny as fuck [url]http://www.xvideos.com/video1342385/brace_yourself_-_a_blowjob_gone_wrong[/url]
Apparently vicodin makes me very sleepy(?). Woke up at 5 today hinking wtf when did I go to sleep.
good luck to anyone with their A levels in the coming month. i know i'm gonna need it
Nothing like caffeine to make a boring work day fly by! [editline]3rd June 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=cricket50;40886825]good luck to anyone with their A levels in the coming month. i know i'm gonna need it[/QUOTE] Good luck bro.
I'm making two weed edibles now, then I'm gunna eat them both and play STALKER. :v:
[QUOTE=cricket50;40886825]good luck to anyone with their A levels in the coming month. i know i'm gonna need it[/QUOTE] Don't get my results til August. Fuck the SQA.
I think I have learnt a pretty important lesson about just where to draw the line with friends, as far as what I am prepared to do for them. I have this one mate from Uni who I am quite fond of; we get along and have very similar interests and tastes but still differ enough in ideology and opinions that we have this really unique relationship. I have friends I would call brothers because of the time I have known them and how our dynamic works; I have friends I consider family, and then there is this guy who is a good friend but I can feel it in my gut that if we were blood, he is exactly what my blood brother would be, both the good and bad. Anyway our final year of Uni is coming up and we both left sorting housing a tad late because both of us expected the other to make a move toward arranging it. Finally I took the initiative a few months ago and after a pretty gruelling search and a favour from a mate I managed to land a bloody sweet 4 bedroom house in the dead centre of what is considered the Student neighbourhood. Perfect place. Here's where I crossed a line. We are two people and this house fits four, meaning that at that point it was take this and chance finding two more people or leave it and god only knows what we'd do, or where we'd end up. Needed to pay referencing with the letting agency then to secure the place so I decided to take the plunge for me and him, because I really liked the house, he doesn't have the cash on hand atm and because I want to make sure he is set up because else I dunno what he would do. Shy of nine hundred quid later in referencing alone and we have a signed agreement and the hunt is on to find two more people before June and July which is when first months rent and deposit are expected for all four rooms. Here's the problem upon reflection. I was not only panicking and stressing over living somewhere decent and well located next year, but in hindsight I put my friend's well being and interests leagues ahead of my own. It's not the gamble of it all or the money that necessarily worries me or is the line that was crossed, but that I put myself in a massively massively risky and compromising position that has caused me no small amount of stress over the past few months. If this goes south one of two things will happen. I commit even further to a failed idea and pay the rest of the required fees and find noone effectively locking two people into a four person contract of which will bankrupt me before the new year (Deal breaker, I won't go this far); or I back out of this leaving him in the cold (Which is what just about EVERYONE I asked said I should do i.e. Put myself first and let him sort himself out) and lose the non refundable ~£900 and go house/room hunting again. I shouldn't have done this, but I've come to far and the place is just too ideal. I've been hunting for people to fill the rooms for 2 and a bit months and it's been very hit and miss. The rate at which people gain and lose interest makes me feel like a god damn stock trader. I may have one person today sign on which is why I bring this up now; that and I'm sober cause I've been smoking a fair bit this week re evaluating some things concerning myself and what I should and should not be expected, compelled or want to do for kindness sake. And now I find out that he can't pay me back his part of the referencing till September, and that come deposit deadline later this month he may be short. Fuck that. He's a good friend, but no brother, and so I ask myself did I overstep. I was so concerned with him not finding a place to live or people he liked that, without resistance, I forced upon myself the charge of looking after him because I was worried without my intervention he would at worst end up not finding anywhere to live and try commuting which would fuck his degree up. He's my friend, friends help friends, but this was too far even for me. I need to not be afraid to be selfish when it comes to critically important periods of time or events. To clarify the easiest option I had and wanted to do before this was looking for people advertising one room left in a house and nab it, leaving my friend to fend for himself. Would have been so easy in comparison. I can't explain it entirely, it's just that I feel compelled to help people, friends or not. Being kind and helpful costs so little to nothing that I don't see why not, but this was too far and I see there are some instances where I must put myself above others, not necessarily in a cut throat way but still. Sorry to throw this all out there DD but it's been plaguing me. Been smoking alot more than I normally do this week to try and ease the stress and muse on the situation and what I can do and what I could've done better. I recognize that's probably bad behaviour given the situation. Hopefully I get this shit sorted and next year I will glide through, rather than bankrupt myself over some misplaced loyalty and ideals.
bus rides are shit when you're not high
[QUOTE=breakyourfac;40886511]Oh my god my dad had a heart attack, fuck all of this.[/QUOTE] Good luck man, ive been going through some rough shit very similar. Stay strong bro
[QUOTE=TCB;40887146]bus rides are shit when you're not high[/QUOTE] Na man, I love sitting on a bus in the early morning listening to some good music, high or not
should start studying today, bought weed instead god damn.
[QUOTE=cheetahben;40872391]That's a good idea Also I've played the Steins;Gate VN, is the anime worth picking up?[/QUOTE] Steins;Gate is definitely worth watching
[QUOTE=XanKrieger;40887092]I think I have learnt a pretty important lesson about just where to draw the line with friends, as far as what I am prepared to do for them. I have this one mate from Uni who I am quite fond of; we get along and have very similar interests and tastes but still differ enough in ideology and opinions that we have this really unique relationship. I have friends I would call brothers because of the time I have known them and how our dynamic works; I have friends I consider family, and then there is this guy who is a good friend but I can feel it in my gut that if we were blood, he is exactly what my blood brother would be, both the good and bad. Anyway our final year of Uni is coming up and we both left sorting housing a tad late because both of us expected the other to make a move toward arranging it. Finally I took the initiative a few months ago and after a pretty gruelling search and a favour from a mate I managed to land a bloody sweet 4 bedroom house in the dead centre of what is considered the Student neighbourhood. Perfect place. Here's where I crossed a line. We are two people and this house fits four, meaning that at that point it was take this and chance finding two more people or leave it and god only knows what we'd do, or where we'd end up. Needed to pay referencing with the letting agency then to secure the place so I decided to take the plunge for me and him, because I really liked the house, he doesn't have the cash on hand atm and because I want to make sure he is set up because else I dunno what he would do. Shy of nine hundred quid later in referencing alone and we have a signed agreement and the hunt is on to find two more people before June and July which is when first months rent and deposit are expected for all four rooms. Here's the problem upon reflection. I was not only panicking and stressing over living somewhere decent and well located next year, but in hindsight I put my friend's well being and interests leagues ahead of my own. It's not the gamble of it all or the money that necessarily worries me or is the line that was crossed, but that I put myself in a massively massively risky and compromising position that has caused me no small amount of stress over the past few months. If this goes south one of two things will happen. I commit even further to a failed idea and pay the rest of the required fees and find noone effectively locking two people into a four person contract of which will bankrupt me before the new year (Deal breaker, I won't go this far); or I back out of this leaving him in the cold (Which is what just about EVERYONE I asked said I should do i.e. Put myself first and let him sort himself out) and lose the non refundable ~£900 and go house/room hunting again. I shouldn't have done this, but I've come to far and the place is just too ideal. I've been hunting for people to fill the rooms for 2 and a bit months and it's been very hit and miss. The rate at which people gain and lose interest makes me feel like a god damn stock trader. I may have one person today sign on which is why I bring this up now; that and I'm sober cause I've been smoking a fair bit this week re evaluating some things concerning myself and what I should and should not be expected, compelled or want to do for kindness sake. And now I find out that he can't pay me back his part of the referencing till September, and that come deposit deadline later this month he may be short. Fuck that. He's a good friend, but no brother, and so I ask myself did I overstep. I was so concerned with him not finding a place to live or people he liked that, without resistance, I forced upon myself the charge of looking after him because I was worried without my intervention he would at worst end up not finding anywhere to live and try commuting which would fuck his degree up. He's my friend, friends help friends, but this was too far even for me. I need to not be afraid to be selfish when it comes to critically important periods of time or events. To clarify the easiest option I had and wanted to do before this was looking for people advertising one room left in a house and nab it, leaving my friend to fend for himself. Would have been so easy in comparison. I can't explain it entirely, it's just that I feel compelled to help people, friends or not. Being kind and helpful costs so little to nothing that I don't see why not, but this was too far and I see there are some instances where I must put myself above others, not necessarily in a cut throat way but still. Sorry to throw this all out there DD but it's been plaguing me. Been smoking alot more than I normally do this week to try and ease the stress and muse on the situation and what I can do and what I could've done better. I recognize that's probably bad behaviour given the situation. Hopefully I get this shit sorted and next year I will glide through, rather than bankrupt myself over some misplaced loyalty and ideals.[/QUOTE] No matter how kind or selfless a person is, they must never put anything else above their well-being. If you truly want to help others, you must help yourself first. Any gifts of charity, love, awareness, health, etc. that you give should be second hand because you first give them to yourself. Also, treat others the way they treat themselves. Don't give something to someone that they don't give themselves. You'll just end up losing at the end of the day. Remember that everyone is where they are for a reason. And sometimes giving financial aid to someone can worsen the situation. You are in charge of you and they are in charge of themselves. You are in your situation to learn your life lessons, and they are in their situation to learn their lessons.
aaaa apparently my mouse is broken, it's a wireless one and i think the connection is dead. but the batteries in my mouse seem to have been leaking and i'm gonna try to get some new ones so i can test that (apparently my house has no new batteries in it at all)
[QUOTE=Otsegolation;40887478]No matter how kind or selfless a person is, they must never put anything else above their well-being. If you truly want to help others, you must help yourself first. Any gifts of charity, love, awareness, health, etc. that you give should be second hand because you first give them to yourself. Also, treat others the way they treat themselves. Don't give something to someone that they don't give themselves. You'll just end up losing at the end of the day. Remember that everyone is where they are for a reason. And sometimes giving financial aid to someone can worsen the situation. You are in charge of you and they are in charge of themselves. You are in your situation to learn your life lessons, and they are in their situation to learn their lessons.[/QUOTE] A sound lesson. I don't like the measure the worth of a friendship or a persons value but if I had to in this instance, and I feel compelled too, then I am taking on far too much responsibility for someone who I could live without. Picking up in a bit and going Fishing this evening I think. Always relaxing to watch the sunset, smoke some Doobs and catch some Mackerel.
[QUOTE=TCB;40887822]aaaa apparently my mouse is broken, it's a wireless one and i think the connection is dead. but the batteries in my mouse seem to have been leaking and i'm gonna try to get some new ones so i can test that ([B]apparently my house has no new batteries in it at all[/B])[/QUOTE] I know how that feels, there was a time like two weeks ago, where to turn on/off my TV I'd have to cycle through the 10 batteries that were in my room
[QUOTE=TCB;40887822]aaaa apparently my mouse is broken, it's a wireless one and i think the connection is dead. but the batteries in my mouse seem to have been leaking and i'm gonna try to get some new ones so i can test that (apparently my house has no new batteries in it at all)[/QUOTE] I read mouse as house and was very cconfused....
[QUOTE=Nifae;40886843]I'm making two weed edibles now, then I'm gunna eat them both and play STALKER. :v:[/QUOTE] This was not a good idea. I end up having an epic battle from the Chernobyl NPP to Red Forest... only to realize I was going backwards.
Feeling pretty depressed.
[t]https://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/10374_10151506294743381_1833409520_n.png[/t] Childhood: Altered
[QUOTE=Mcdougle69;40888407][t]https://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/10374_10151506294743381_1833409520_n.png[/t] Childhood: Altered[/QUOTE] [video=youtube;iPfmsiGXCWY]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPfmsiGXCWY[/video]
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Had to cancel a smoke session with friends for a funeral. Feels bad man.
[QUOTE=KillerTele;40880040]Might get my hands one some weed for my first time ever tomorrow. Really looking forward to trying it out this weekend![/QUOTE] Here we go. Hope it's good. [img]http://i.imgur.com/PqszVETl.jpg[/img]
Looks like some quality hashish, have fun!
One of us, one of us, one of us.
[QUOTE=KillerTele;40889434]Here we go. Hope it's good. [img]http://i.imgur.com/PqszVETl.jpg[/img][/QUOTE] how are you gonna smoke it? i hear alot is wasted in joints even though the practical difference has seemed pretty hard to notice.
Welcome to the cool guys club
[QUOTE=Falchion;40889671]how are you gonna smoke it? i hear alot is wasted in joints even though the practical difference has seemed pretty hard to notice.[/QUOTE] I think it's very easy to notice, even with the best-rolled joints I always need a fuckload more to get somewhere than in a pipe or bong
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