Still somewhat annoyed/bothered by somethings but less than I was the other day.
I honestly can't see a reason not to commit suicide.
Seems a oddity of a statement, but most people ARE depressed in this modern day in age we live in, and most people live on the fact "it could get better"
im not denying that fact it "could get better"
but so what? really what is the point to life? I mean dieing is inevitable, so why spent years on years struggling with life when, in the end it won't really make a difference?
I want to see someone reply to this with out using religion as a basis
Cuz there are video games that need playing, food that needs to be enjoyed, and people to make laugh.
Those are some of the reasons I feel are worthy enough to live for. Mmyep.
That's just me though, I'm easy to please.
I like waking up and then sitting at my desk all day.
Being dead is BORING!
I don't think I'll enjoy being 6ft under. I'd rather sleep in a bed than dirt.
You would not survive camping.
[QUOTE=Makol;28100440]You would not survive camping.[/QUOTE]
Dohohohohohohoh
We should go camping sometime.
I stole a steel ingot because it was shiny :smithicide:. It was the size of half a pencil.
The problem is that I don't feel bad about it, and it was worth at least $5.
[QUOTE=ScoutKing;28100212]I honestly can't see a reason not to commit suicide.
Seems a oddity of a statement, but most people ARE depressed in this modern day in age we live in, and most people live on the fact "it could get better"
im not denying that fact it "could get better"
but so what? really what is the point to life? I mean dieing is inevitable, so why spent years on years struggling with life when, in the end it won't really make a difference?
I want to see someone reply to this with out using religion as a basis[/QUOTE]
Because the good outweighs the bad. Im sure you conjured up the thought of some poor family. But there is so many wonderful experiences you can have with just your friends and family. now lets consider we are talking about you. A (Im assuming since youre on the internet) middle class person. There are thousands of opportunities in life. more then writable that make it worth living. Sights to see, things to taste, people to love, things to enjoy. Not "Why live?", but 'Why die?' Even if youre poor you can still live a happy life. Not to mention, a person should never give up fighting and persevering. [u]Never[/u] even if the circumstances are terrible. If a person gives up, theyre just a coward.
[QUOTE=loco;28100573]Dohohohohohohoh
We should go camping sometime.[/QUOTE]
Army style.
Ghillie suits, MREs, shovels, and flare guns.
[QUOTE=loco;28100430]I don't think I'll enjoy being 6ft under. I'd rather sleep in a bed than dirt.[/QUOTE]
Actually, in your mind you'd never die. When your body is about to shut down, your brain releases one of the strongest hallucinogenics in the world (AKA: DMT). DMT places your mind into a dream-like state and your brain, being the incredible organ it is, basically halts time. Ever notice that your able to recall events that lasted a while in a split second. For example, let's say you went to a birthday party last week. Your brain will be able to recall everything that happened at that party in milliseconds. When you remember that party, time doesn't slow down. Your also able to think a sentence in a split second. Try saying "I enjoy long walks on the beach" in your head, then try saying it out loud like you are mid-conversation. It takes a fraction of a second to say it in your head. The brains ability to do this is basically time travel. It's not the time travel we see in movies though. And when your brain releases DMT, that ability amplifies.
Recent studies show that when you're "dead", the brain is still able to process information and absorb DMT for five minutes after the heart stops beating. Due to the amplified DMT, you're brain stops time around you and you continue to live in a dream. It's basically a dream-coma but it never ends and it doesn't ever really happen. I know that you're probably thinking that it has to end sometime, but the 5 minutes of real time will seem like an eternity.
[editline]16th February 2011[/editline]
However, science changes and this whole theory could be incredibly wrong. :v:
Yeah, but at least theories are interesting to read and sometime lead to some cool discoveries.
I just wanna blow up shit with my mind.
I posted in OIFY.
Can someone please direct me to the nearest decontamination chamber?
[QUOTE=loco;28101119]I just wanna blow up shit with my mind.[/QUOTE]
I believe that's one of those desires that everyone in the world has.
GodDAMMIT, why do I keep making plans that I can't keep. It SUCKS when I don't go through with it or I change my mind and then I can tell I disappointed the person.
I'm stupid.
But then again, I find it extremely difficult to say no when someone asks me if I want to do something. I can't say no cuz then I'll feel like I disappointed them anyway.
I can't make anyone happy. :<
Then don't be so quick the agree with plans or something. It's better to say "maybe" or "it depends on..." than actually agreeing to something. By doing that it leaves things up in the air and neither side will feel bad about it since it was never actually set and was an idea instead.
[editline]16th February 2011[/editline]
It's easier to postpone/cancel an idea than a plan.
[editline]16th February 2011[/editline]
Just sayin'.
I kinda feel pressured a lot of the time.
It's not just one thing though, it's whenever anyone asks me to do anything that I'd rather not do. Even if I say maybe, they put the pressure on me and make it seem like they'll be mad if I don't. Or they just call me a shut-in and it makes me really really angry.
But anyways, I came home happy, so I'm not gonna let this sour my mood. I'm too busy being a pokenerd.
this better not mean you're bailing on L4D tonight :(
Eh, my day wasn't great to begin with so I'll just keep doing what I have been doing all day.
Which was nothing.
[QUOTE=Dragon;28101847]this better not mean you're bailing on L4D tonight :([/QUOTE]
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
that's not helping
[QUOTE=Dragon;28101847]this better not mean you're bailing on L4D tonight :([/QUOTE]
It pretty much is Mr. Dragon Pants.
[QUOTE=Teh_Spork;28100837]Actually, in your mind you'd never die. When your body is about to shut down, your brain releases one of the strongest hallucinogenics in the world (AKA: DMT). DMT places your mind into a dream-like state and your brain, being the incredible organ it is, basically halts time. Ever notice that your able to recall events that lasted a while in a split second. For example, let's say you went to a birthday party last week. Your brain will be able to recall everything that happened at that party in milliseconds. When you remember that party, time doesn't slow down. Your also able to think a sentence in a split second. Try saying "I enjoy long walks on the beach" in your head, then try saying it out loud like you are mid-conversation. It takes a fraction of a second to say it in your head. The brains ability to do this is basically time travel. It's not the time travel we see in movies though. And when your brain releases DMT, that ability amplifies.
Recent studies show that when you're "dead", the brain is still able to process information and absorb DMT for five minutes after the heart stops beating. Due to the amplified DMT, you're brain stops time around you and you continue to live in a dream. It's basically a dream-coma but it never ends and it doesn't ever really happen. I know that you're probably thinking that it has to end sometime, but the 5 minutes of real time will seem like an eternity.
[editline]16th February 2011[/editline]
However, science changes and this whole theory could be incredibly wrong. :v:[/QUOTE]
This is assuming that the process of death is in the right conditions for DMT to be released.
I need to stop being so negative all the time. It's not like I do it on purpose, I guess it's the way I say things it what makes me so negative about things.
This week has been pretty lame after Valentines Day, which was fun, which makes what I'm annoyed with worse but there's nothing I can do or say to make it better. I tried to distract myself but that doesn't help, tried talking it over which seemed to be going somewhere but never did, and now I'm not sure what to do.
And now I feel like a put a little sourness into someone's day which isn't what I wanted to do.
[editline]17th February 2011[/editline]
I'm sick of my own behavior but I don't know how to change it. I'm already going to try to change myself for someone in order to be more fun, but an entire behavior and attitude change will be a huge thing to do.
Don't change for anyone lol
That's stupid.
If there's a conflict in personalities, you just find a happy medium or something. But changing completely, nah. Ain't worth it.
I want to become better than what I am now, not just for everyone around me but so I can be better for myself. I need to be more mentally and physically healthy.
[editline]17th February 2011[/editline]
Automerge was murdered.
Oh well if it's because YOU want to for YOU and ONLY YOU, then go for it.
But never change just because someone else thinks it'd be a good idea. Gotta do things for yourself.
Nah, that part of changing for someone is kind of part of it. I find myself to be boring in general so I want to be more fun to be around.
Well do whatever you think is best.
If you wanna better yourself somehow, then good 4 u.
Wanna know why people watch sad movies even though they make them sad? Or scary movies even though they shit themselves? Because even though it's not a good feeling to you, other people don't feel the same thing. Really they feel a bit better overall because sadness is easy to empathise with.
If you are worried about depressing everyone else, don't be. You might be a bit gloomy but it doesn't rub off on anyone else and you are the only one worrying about it. If anything you are more interesting than the average, dull and cheery person because at least you feel something when around you.
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