• The 'Get Stuff Off Your Chest' Thread V.2
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Soft SPoTS So soDDeN
I don't even fucking know what to do right now. I can't say anything. I can't do anything. I can't make it clear how I feel. I want to make it clear how I feel. All I can do is sit here and talk to myself. Maybe it's just closure I need. Or just the simple knowledge that they're aware. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] Nobody is even reading the thread. Why do I bother posting? Nobody reads this. It's not really helping me. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] Maybe they [I]are[/I] aware. Maybe they are and just aren't making it clear. I doubt it though. I really do. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] If I was a better man, I'd say it directly. If I was a better man, I wouldn't have a problem in the first place.
[i] soft spot so sodden sudden surprise Serotonin supply so sucked out and dry [/i]
At this rate I'll be up all night. I'm just about ready to vomit so I'm not really ready to sleep. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] Fuck, maybe I am going insane. Maybe I've snapped. Maybe I'll regret this later. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] "The definition of insanity is doing the same thing multiple times and expecting a different result." [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] I can always pretend it doesn't bother me. I've been doing that for a long time. The last time I made them aware I felt like the biggest idiot in the world. Perhaps it's because it's gotten more serious. I really don't think I can pretend anymore. There's nothing I can do about it. I can't stop it. Making it clear will make it worse. Much worse for me. I can't risk it. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] The silence is deafening. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] They have to realize by now. It has to be clear as day. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] But if they haven't, there's nothing I can do. I've already lost too much like this. I'm not about to let it happen again. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] Honestly, I shouldn't be in physical pain over this. Am I making it worse in my head? I seem to do that a lot. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] I'm the only one reading. I have been for a while. What the fuck am I doing? [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] I don't even care anymore. I obviously care too much not to let this lead anywhere. I've been beating around the bush too much. I'll find out what happens when one of them reads this. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] Of all the times for neither to be reading...
Are you alright? You seem to have been talking to yourself a lot recently.
[QUOTE=Psychopath12;28228007]Are you alright? You seem to have been talking to yourself a lot recently.[/QUOTE] I'll find out.
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28227860]At this rate I'll be up all night. I'm just about ready to vomit so I'm not really ready to sleep. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] Fuck, maybe I am going insane. Maybe I've snapped. Maybe I'll regret this later. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] "The definition of insanity is doing the same thing multiple times and expecting a different result." [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] I can always pretend it doesn't bother me. I've been doing that for a long time. The last time I made them aware I felt like the biggest idiot in the world. Perhaps it's because it's gotten more serious. I really don't think I can pretend anymore. There's nothing I can do about it. I can't stop it. Making it clear will make it worse. Much worse for me. I can't risk it. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] The silence is deafening. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] They have to realize by now. It has to be clear as day. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] But if they haven't, there's nothing I can do. I've already lost too much like this. I'm not about to let it happen again. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] Honestly, I shouldn't be in physical pain over this. Am I making it worse in my head? I seem to do that a lot. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] I'm the only one reading. I have been for a while. What the fuck am I doing? [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] I don't even care anymore. I obviously care too much not to let this lead anywhere. I've been beating around the bush too much. I'll find out what happens when one of them reads this. [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] Of all the times for neither to be reading...[/QUOTE] Text me, broheim.
they have found were it hurts [editline]22nd February 2011[/editline] gremlins in my coping mechanism [editline]22nd February 2011[/editline] I need a stronger drug
Cannot shake the feeling I'm going to go running back to her. Or maybe I just feel bloated. v:v:v
[QUOTE=Pascall;28227434]Holy shit that was so goddamn hard. AHHH[/QUOTE] keep it in THE PANTS [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] :q:
oh yeah I forgot that I told you I would do that I lied
keep it in my pants then [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] eheheh
That is why I rated that post agree! Now you know Derg.
welp
I broke her. I broke her real good. :smug:
you wish you could break a girl like me
You don't even know what happened.
Dragon literally snaps their spines in half because hes a fuken dragon
Oh, so he kills them?
[QUOTE=Pascall;28235493]Dragon literally snaps their spines in half because hes a fuken dragon[/QUOTE] but you know I'm a gentle derg usually hehhhh
Shit is gonna get hostile.
Wat
None of your concern.
Uh ok then.
Facepunch is changing, and I don't like it :saddowns:
[QUOTE=Glitch360;28237809]Facepunch is changing, and I don't like it :saddowns:[/QUOTE] Yeah whole lot of drama and bickering. And other dumb stuff. Wait, isn't that normal?
Yeah, but making Hezzy gold and removing the custom forums is just too much
Guess we'll have to wait and see what happens. I'm expecting big changes.
I really need more self discipline in going to bed and doing work and stuff. I didn't leave myself nearly enough time to sleep last night, so I overslept by 3 hours (and even then only because they tested the fire alarms on us). This on a day I had a deadline for coursework. If it wasn't for the fire alarm test I'd probably be screwed.
Okay let's go I'm really fucking pissed off at myself because I'm still doing stupid shit in driving lessons, and it looks like my test date is going to be pushed back for a second time. I don't understand why I keep making these stupid blunders and it's really seriously getting to me, especially knowing how many people there are who have no trouble at all with driving. It makes me feel like a proper fucking retard idiot and I hate myself for it. Rant over. :c [editline]23rd February 2011[/editline] I also feel like I'm trying really hard to avoid it and it just keeps happening. I can't justify my mistakes in anything other than retardese. 37 hours of lessons and no private practice so far.
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