[QUOTE=Makol;28237499]Shit is gonna get hostile.[/QUOTE]
you can come too rrerr
[QUOTE=Dragon;28238436]you can come too rrerr[/QUOTE]
Do you even know what I'm talking about?
I feel bad having an addiction that isn't chemical based, it makes me feel less human, less deserving.
edit: I'm saying if it was chemical based I would have an excuse.
[QUOTE=credesniper;28240103]I feel bad having an addiction that isn't chemical based, it makes me feel less human, less deserving.
edit: I'm saying if it was chemical based I would have an excuse.[/QUOTE]
What's your addiction?
[QUOTE=credesniper;28240103]I feel bad having an addiction that isn't chemical based, it makes me feel less human, less deserving.
edit: I'm saying if it was chemical based I would have an excuse.[/QUOTE]
All addictions are chemical based. Unless you mean drugs. Or unless you mean you're not actually addicted.
[QUOTE=Makol;28238474]Do you even know what I'm talking about?[/QUOTE]
no not really but my offer stands!!
God I'm so fucking bored and when I get bored I get depressed badly I start to think how much of a failure I am at life and so on. It's really bad right now. some suicidal thoughts cross the mind but I blow them off and try to think of some thing else.
I feel so bad for Hezzy. He tried to help those Minecrafters, and paid the penultimate price for it.
[QUOTE=eatdembeanz;28244455]I feel so bad for Hezzy. He tried to help those Minecrafters, and paid the penultimate price for it.[/QUOTE]
A true hero.
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28227860]At this rate I'll be up all night. I'm just about ready to vomit so I'm not really ready to sleep.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
Fuck, maybe I am going insane.
Maybe I've snapped.
Maybe I'll regret this later.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
"The definition of insanity is doing the same thing multiple times and expecting a different result."
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
I can always pretend it doesn't bother me.
I've been doing that for a long time.
The last time I made them aware I felt like the biggest idiot in the world.
Perhaps it's because it's gotten more serious.
I really don't think I can pretend anymore.
There's nothing I can do about it.
I can't stop it.
Making it clear will make it worse.
Much worse for me.
I can't risk it.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
The silence is deafening.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
They have to realize by now.
It has to be clear as day.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
But if they haven't, there's nothing I can do.
I've already lost too much like this.
I'm not about to let it happen again.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
Honestly, I shouldn't be in physical pain over this.
Am I making it worse in my head?
I seem to do that a lot.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
I'm the only one reading. I have been for a while. What the fuck am I doing?
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
I don't even care anymore.
I obviously care too much not to let this lead anywhere.
I've been beating around the bush too much.
I'll find out what happens when one of them reads this.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
Of all the times for neither to be reading...[/QUOTE]
Fuck you, I read this.
Been reading all of your stuff and you need to calm down.
You can either [i]tell[/i] us about what is happening without convincing yourself you're going crazy, or you can go take a break and sit outside and stare at the sky.
Really, no more vague posts. It doesn't help you. Talking about it would.
The 'Get Dergon Off Your Chest' Thread V.Dergon <Dergon and Dergon Flirting Dergon>
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;28244533]Fuck you, I read this.
Been reading all of your stuff and you need to calm down.
You can either [i]tell[/i] us about what is happening without convincing yourself you're going crazy, or you can go take a break and sit outside and stare at the sky.
Really, no more vague posts. It doesn't help you. Talking about it would.[/QUOTE]
Already over it, talked to who I needed to talk to for a good 2 hours.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Dragon;28244629]The 'Get Dergon Off Your Chest' Thread V.Dergon <Dergon and Dergon Flirting Dergon>[/QUOTE]
But what if I don't want Dergon off my chest?
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28244648]Already over it, talked to who I needed to talk to for a good 2 hours.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
But what if I don't want Dergon off my chest?[/QUOTE]
Then I suggest you immediately begin rerr'ing with such ferocity as to get said Dergon hot and horny.
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28244648]Already over it, talked to who I needed to talk to for a good 2 hours.
[/QUOTE]
Good!
You should know what to do in the future then.
i think some of the moderators might be cool guys, but i dunno how to approach them on steam etc without looking like a user who is like "omg your a mod, so cooooool"
Am I cryptic?
[QUOTE=Makol;28245965]Am I cryptic?[/QUOTE]
Always.
Good, that's my goal.
I see right through you
Explain.
[QUOTE=Makol;28246083]Good, that's my goal.[/QUOTE]
We have a 'useful' rating, but what about an 'unhelpful' rating?
Rate rainbows instead.
ok
[QUOTE=ElectronicG19;28245932]i think some of the moderators might be cool guys, but i dunno how to approach them on steam etc without looking like a user who is like "omg your a mod, so cooooool"[/QUOTE]
Just say hi. Lol. I like talking to random people, regardless if they're sucking up or not, as long as they're not idiots. I'm sure some other mods feel the same.
I am too much of a little bitch to ask a girl out. Every time I pump myself up for it, I see her and crumble down and don't ask her.
[QUOTE=Pascall;28246485]Just say hi. Lol. I like talking to random people, regardless if they're sucking up or not, as long as they're not idiots. I'm sure some other mods feel the same.[/QUOTE]
hi
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
I only talk to you and Dragon.
I can't hold a conversation online longer than a minute. I can never think of what to say next and I just sit there trying to think of something to say. It's terrible because ever since I moved this summer the only way of communicating with my other friends is online. Woe is me.
[editline]23rd February 2011[/editline]
I do fine with talking to people face to face. Not sure why I have a problem with it online.
You can talk to me Zabeyyy!
There's one song that will always relax me no matter what. I don't even know why it does. I love it.
Helter Skelter always relaxes me. even though it's the most intense Beatles song. huh.
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