• The 'Get Stuff Off Your Chest' Thread V.2
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[QUOTE=Dank Dave;28484952]Weed is great.[/QUOTE] Eh. [i]Maybe[/i] every once in a while with the right people.
[QUOTE=Binsky;28484016]I'm so sorry you're struggling this much with your mother, man. I don't know what to say except that I'm sorry and you can always PM me if you need someone to talk or vent to. You may want to see a doctor or something about the insomnia. I know the whole situation with your mom sucks but try to not make it devalue your life. You're a fucking human being and that in itself is amazing. On top of that you seem like a caring individual and a generally good person. Try to take pride in yourself and maybe you can find solace in that.[/QUOTE] It's tough though. I always try to be there for other people but I don't have anyone who can give me what I need. My best friend is great and I know she'll always have my back and be there for me whenever I need her, but she's going through a lot of shit right now and I don't have the heart to dump my problems on her at this point in time. Please don't get me wrong, I'm more than happy to be there for her as long as she needs me but I just wish there was someone who I could vent to without feeling selfish. This forum helps a little but I need someone to hold me close. One night after a stressful time attempting to deal with my mom I crawled into bed next to my girlfriend (now ex). She put her arms around me and I buried my head in her chest and cried. She didn't say anything and I'm not even sure if she realized I was crying, she was merely there. It was so beyond unsatisfying. All of my close friends tell me I'm so strong and all this crap, but I'm really not. They just think I am because when they have problems I'm the only one who is tough with them and pushes them through so they can be happy again. Teen drama, bad first times, molestation, betrayal, dying fathers, teen pregnancy, drug abuse, college pressure, rocky relationships, stalkers, I've done my part to help my friends through so much but I can't, for the life of me, get past my own problems. I've had such a crazy year, characterized mainly by sex, drugs and rock and roll. I've had ups and downs and it seems like the ups are getting fewer and further between and the downs are becoming deeper and harder to climb out of. [editline]7th March 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=MindMuncher;28485415]Eh. [i]Maybe[/i] every once in a while with the right people.[/QUOTE] Another thing. To help cope with my mom and my sleeping problems I've been taking pretty much every chance I get to blaze. When I smoke I don't just get a little high, I wake up the next morning with no clue what I did the night before. I'm still piecing together nights from two weeks ago. It feels great and smoking helps me sleep so much better but I'm getting a little worried about how much I'm doing. This weekend all I remember is sitting down to smoke, playing music in the car with friends and then waking up with people sprawled out in my bedroom and living room. I'm actually coming down as I type this.
[QUOTE=Dank Dave;28485600]It's tough though.[/QUOTE] I know what you mean, bud. I can relate a lot to feeling lonely. I miss having someone care unconditionally for me and will hold me like you described. It seems like it's getting harder and harder to find someone like that. I find solace in my friends, though, the best I can and tell myself that I will find someone who I can love and who will love me. There are so many fascinating and beautiful people out there I know that there will be so many amazing people that I will meet and eventually one that I will want to spend the rest of my life with. I understand about being there for friends too. I always do my best to help whoever I can but sometimes I feel like there's no one there for me. It feels like when I need someone to talk to that no one has time for me. That's actually really been bugging me a lot lately. I just do my best to remain strong and persevere. I have outlets like tennis, rock climbing, and weight lifting to help me through my problems. I know it's hard, man. You'll find someone eventually just try to enjoy other aspects and some pretty lady will come along that you can really connect with. [editline]7th March 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=MindMuncher;28485415]Eh. [i]Maybe[/i] every once in a while with the right people.[/QUOTE] I don't always smoke weed but when I do it's with my best friends
[QUOTE=Binsky;28485936]I know what you mean, bud.[/QUOTE] I know what you mean too, but it's not like my friends don't have time for me. I'm just unable to ask anyone for help. I can't get myself to do it. Thinking about asking for help makes me feel embarrassed and like I'm just being a pest. My outlet is hockey. I pour my heart and soul into that sport but there's only so much hockey I can play.
[QUOTE=Binsky;28485936]I know what you mean, bud. I can relate a lot to feeling lonely. I miss having someone care unconditionally for me and will hold me like you described. It seems like it's getting harder and harder to find someone like that. I find solace in my friends, though, the best I can and tell myself that I will find someone who I can love and who will love me. There are so many fascinating and beautiful people out there I know that there will be so many amazing people that I will meet and eventually one that I will want to spend the rest of my life with. I understand about being there for friends too. I always do my best to help whoever I can but sometimes I feel like there's no one there for me. It feels like when I need someone to talk to that no one has time for me. That's actually really been bugging me a lot lately. I just do my best to remain strong and persevere. I have outlets like tennis, rock climbing, and weight lifting to help me through my problems. I know it's hard, man. You'll find someone eventually just try to enjoy other aspects and some pretty lady will come along that you can really connect with. [/QUOTE] I just lost a lot of my family in the last two years, specifically someone really important. And no matter how hard I try, how many new things I do, how many places I go, I always feel lonely. I can't get a girlfriend for some reason. Which prevents me from finding somebody who I can just trust myself with and connect to, care about, and vent to, and spend time with. I'm disconnecting with my friends slowly for some reason. I'm not running around crying about everything to everybody. I just feel alone. Don't get me wrong, while this is a thread to "complain" in, I'm not complaining about my life. I know I have it very good, and better than a lot of people. I am very, [u]very[/u] grateful for that. I will never stop appreciating the things I have. But I need something more than material possessions. And I haven't figured out what I need.
Fuck! It was three months ago when I smoked pot, and I still have troubling thoughts from it. It seemed to have really messed me up. Increased paranoia? Hypochondria? Fuck.
[QUOTE=T.F.W.O.;28489398]Fuck! It was three months ago when I smoked pot, and I still have troubling thoughts from it. It seemed to have really messed me up. Increased paranoia? Hypochondria? Fuck.[/QUOTE] Must've been some opium in that marijuana plant. Maybe some coca.
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[QUOTE=eatdembeanz;28490082]Must've been some opium in that marijuana plant. Maybe some coca.[/QUOTE] No one else was affected.
Every time I sit in silence, I can hear faint yelling. Ive known peace, but it's been seldom seen. At least, in these times.
My best friend has made me feel like shit, and now I just feel really depressed. I'm not sure if it was intentional or not, but this isn't the first time that this has happened before.
I have nothing against the people who do them, but I personally think drugs are stupid, and they're really not good for you at all. Just my opinion. And I hate that every time I'm having a great time, something has to bring me down. As I said, my life's pretty good right now. I have some awesome friends, school is easy, everything is fine. But there's this one guy who pretends to be my friend, but I HATE him. He's always tackling me for absolutely no reason, and I'd think it was funny if he didn't do it so much. And recently during class he's been taking lotion and rubbing it on my clothes and neck. That wasn't even funny to begin with. And I think the stuff smells horrible. And it's so annoying because I wear a hoodie and I like to wear the same one at least twice a week so I don't have to wash them every day, so every time he does that I have to wash my hoodie because it smells like crappy lotion. I just want him to leave me alone. [editline]8th March 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=TheWhiteFox1;28496361]My best friend has made me feel like shit, and now I just feel really depressed. I'm not sure if it was intentional or not, but this isn't the first time that this has happened before.[/QUOTE] My friend's like that but I know it's not on purpose, because he only does that because he gets a new girlfriend within a month after he breaks up with the last one. This makes me feel bad because I haven't had a gf in almost two years.
[QUOTE=hammerheadshark;28496504]My friend's like that but I know it's not on purpose, because he only does that because he gets a new girlfriend within a month after he breaks up with the last one. This makes me feel bad because I haven't had a gf in almost two years.[/QUOTE] These aren't even about his girlfriend (I've never had a girlfriend either, so ronery). It's weird, because I know that he'd stick up for me in any situation, yet he treats me like shit a lot of times. Hell, I'm worried that if I post this, he'll see it and get pissed at me (He's a lurker).
My tea is cold, grr.
[QUOTE=TheWhiteFox1;28496649]These aren't even about his girlfriend (I've never had a girlfriend either, so ronery). It's weird, because I know that he'd stick up for me in any situation, yet he treats me like shit a lot of times. Hell, I'm worried that if I post this, he'll see it and get pissed at me (He's a lurker).[/QUOTE] Well I was just saying how my friend makes me feel like I've been doing something wrong. Hope he doesn't see it though.
[QUOTE=hammerheadshark;28496845]Well I was just saying how my friend makes me feel like I've been doing something wrong.[/QUOTE] Yeah same here, sorry if I came off wrong.
[QUOTE=TheWhiteFox1;28497053]Yeah same here, sorry if I came off wrong.[/QUOTE] Well I hope your friend doesn't make you feel like crap anymore.
[QUOTE=hammerheadshark;28498568]Well I hope your friend doesn't make you feel like crap anymore.[/QUOTE] Thanks :unsmith:
[QUOTE=TheWhiteFox1;28498947]Thanks :unsmith:[/QUOTE] No problem.
[QUOTE=hammerheadshark;28496504]I have nothing against the people who do them, but I personally think drugs are stupid, and they're really not good for you at all. Just my opinion. And I hate that every time I'm having a great time, something has to bring me down. As I said, my life's pretty good right now. I have some awesome friends, school is easy, everything is fine. But there's this one guy who pretends to be my friend, but I HATE him. He's always tackling me for absolutely no reason, and I'd think it was funny if he didn't do it so much. And recently during class he's been taking lotion and rubbing it on my clothes and neck. That wasn't even funny to begin with. And I think the stuff smells horrible. And it's so annoying because I wear a hoodie and I like to wear the same one at least twice a week so I don't have to wash them every day, so every time he does that I have to wash my hoodie because it smells like crappy lotion. I just want him to leave me alone. [editline]8th March 2011[/editline] My friend's like that but I know it's not on purpose, because he only does that because he gets a new girlfriend within a month after he breaks up with the last one. This makes me feel bad because I haven't had a gf in almost two years.[/QUOTE] So some dude is tackling you and rubbing lotion on you... Uh-huh...
I dated a girl for 8 months. I did everything I could to make her happy. I loved her, and she said she loved me. She dumped me on valentine's day saying she had issues to work out. I understood, it happens. But come to find out, she lied. She said there was no passion in the relationship anymore. I wish she had just said that in the first place. It makes me sad knowing that she lied to me after saying "I love you" so many times. The break up hurt, but now it's even worse knowing she lied about it. She's also with someone else, which adds quite a bit of sting to it. I didn't know that I deserved to be treated like this, I thought I was a good boyfriend. I thought I deserved the truth. Right when I started to get better, too.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;28501612]So some dude is tackling you and rubbing lotion on you... Uh-huh...[/QUOTE] Yeah he tells me he "isn't" gay... [editline]9th March 2011[/editline] And today I realized just how much I wanted a girlfriend. Right now whenever I see people hugging or kissing I kinda wish it was me, and I have to look away. [editline]9th March 2011[/editline] Wait, you know what makes that guy even worse? He says that tackling me and rubbing lotion on me ISN'T gay either.
I feel that I'm missing many, many opportunities for a relationship. Roughly 10 girls I find attractive find me funny and are friends with me, but I just know that they already have boyfriends and have, in fact, seen them. :saddowns:
[QUOTE=eatdembeanz;28513808]I feel that I'm missing many, many opportunities for a relationship. Roughly 10 girls I find attractive find me funny and are friends with me, but I just know that they already have boyfriends and have, in fact, seen them. :saddowns:[/QUOTE] ...Are you my twin?
[QUOTE=eatdembeanz;28513808]I feel that I'm missing many, many opportunities for a relationship. Roughly 10 girls I find attractive find me funny and are friends with me, but I just know that they already have boyfriends and have, in fact, seen them. :saddowns:[/QUOTE] You should stick around until one of them is single. Don't be a rebound, but be available.
You know those times when you feel really lonely, but you really aren't? Yeah.
[QUOTE=ElectronicG19;28514832]You know those times when you feel really lonely, but you really aren't? Yeah.[/QUOTE] I've felt like that the past few weeks. All these friends, but the girl I loved is gone. Doesn't help that she started being mean. Not dating any more high school girls.
Facepunch is officially on my "Most Visited" list. Kinda sad...
Ah man where to begin, first of all, my cousin lost his grandmother (our shared grandmother, didnt know her very well myself so her death didn't really affect me) and on top of that his ex girlfriend who he had a lot of love for is dying from cancer. I really care for my cousin so it depresses me to see him going through this much pain and he isn't himself anymore, he used to be this cheery outgoing guy and now hes just depressed all the time. Other than my cousins problems i have problems of my own, my parents recently got divorced, which has taken a big toll on my 8 year old brother. My dad, who is a recovering drug user/alcoholic had said it was all my fault but is trying to turn over a new leaf now... I really don't know what to do and I am physically, mentally and emotionally drained all the time and I can barely hold up in school. I really just don't know what to do, I fear that I'm about to completely break down and just give in which i don't want to happen of course... Eugh this friggin sucks
[QUOTE=Adventbishop;28519942]Ah man where to begin, first of all, my cousin lost his grandmother (our shared grandmother, didnt know her very well myself so her death didn't really affect me) and on top of that his ex girlfriend who he had a lot of love for is dying from cancer. I really care for my cousin so it depresses me to see him going through this much pain and he isn't himself anymore, he used to be this cheery outgoing guy and now hes just depressed all the time. Other than my cousins problems i have problems of my own, my parents recently got divorced, which has taken a big toll on my 8 year old brother. My dad, who is a recovering drug user/alcoholic had said it was all my fault but is trying to turn over a new leaf now... I really don't know what to do and I am physically, mentally and emotionally drained all the time and I can barely hold up in school. I really just don't know what to do, I fear that I'm about to completely break down and just give in which i don't want to happen of course... Eugh this friggin sucks[/QUOTE] Making lists of the problems generally helps me. It shrinks the overwhelming ideas down to little bite-sized ones that I can think through, or at least that I feel more comfortable with.
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