• The 'Get Stuff Off Your Chest' Thread V.2
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Get on my wagon.
[QUOTE=Pascall;28795517]i'll paint it colors of the rainbow[/QUOTE] Ranebo Moon Wagon Safariventure. [editline]25th March 2011[/editline] Well that was entertaining. Back to crushing boredom.
[QUOTE=Pascall;28795469]fine then, don't join the pEaCE pARAdE [editline]25th March 2011[/editline] we have sodas[/QUOTE] Do you have DrPepper?
you've got to be fucking kidding me. Really messy break up, she leaves me for no reason, really hurts to breath in general now. Go in for my 3 and a half hour english comp class and the topic is Love, Romance and Romantic conflicts. Analyzed and wrote a paper on the shit for 3.5 HOURS WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
Though I don't mind being short, I feel somewhat subconscious that people assume I'm a child. Today I went to the John Deere store to pick up some replacement blades for the mower and I could just tell in his voice that he felt like he was talking to a kid. "Will that be all for you, [i]bud[/i]?" The tall man be bringin' us down. :saddowns: [editline]25th March 2011[/editline] Maybe I should grow a beard or some five o' clock shadow.
[QUOTE=Pascall;28795469]fine then, don't join the pEaCE pARAdE [editline]25th March 2011[/editline] we have sodas[/QUOTE] I don't drink soda unless it's mixed with POISON. Is that permissible? [editline]25th March 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=OvB;28801837]Though I don't mind being short, I feel somewhat subconscious that people assume I'm a child. Today I went to the John Deere store to pick up some replacement blades for the mower and I could just tell in his voice that he felt like he was talking to a kid. "Will that be all for you, [i]bud[/i]?" The tall man be bringin' us down. :saddowns: [editline]25th March 2011[/editline] Maybe I should grow a beard or some five o' clock shadow.[/QUOTE] I call everyone "bud/buddy" and shit. Maybe it's my inner Tennessean coming out. [editline]25th March 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=God of Ashes;28795995]you've got to be fucking kidding me. Really messy break up, she leaves me for no reason, really hurts to breath in general now. Go in for my 3 and a half hour english comp class and the topic is Love, Romance and Romantic conflicts. Analyzed and wrote a paper on the shit for 3.5 HOURS WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK[/QUOTE] That sucks, bro. If you need to vent you can always PM me
[QUOTE=God of Ashes;28795995]you've got to be fucking kidding me. Really messy break up, she leaves me for no reason, really hurts to breath in general now. Go in for my 3 and a half hour english comp class and the topic is Love, Romance and Romantic conflicts. Analyzed and wrote a paper on the shit for 3.5 HOURS WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK[/QUOTE] Go watch the movie 'Cashback'.
Shit I don't wanna fail my math A-level exam.
I am dying of boredom. This has overall been the most disappointing weekend in a while.
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28831325]I am dying of boredom. This has overall been the most disappointing weekend in a while.[/QUOTE] Go bake a batch of delicious cookies and run around bragging about how they're fucking delicious to everyone. Or keep whining.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;28832548]Go bake a batch of delicious cookies and run around bragging about how they're fucking delicious to everyone. Or keep whining.[/QUOTE] I'm not whining. I was just saying something.
I feel you on that bro. The last week was spring break for my school, our girls varsity basketball team won state championship, and absolutely all of my friends were gone to New York on a (or should I say [i]the[/i]) choir trip. My facebook was 100% radio silent the entire week, and other than on Facepunch I haven't interacted with anyone except my family since last Friday.. So kind of one of those moods where you're sitting doing nothing (or doing something and just not getting it noticed) while everyone else is out having the time of their life. I'm not normally a Forever Alone but at the moment, whoo boy I need to go look at some pictures of puppies.
Well I've determined that this weekend is just my weekend to be pissed off at everything. Normally I'm very relaxed, even when people go out of their way to make me angry, but this weekend even the littlest things get me up in arms, and there's not really anyone I can complain to because the person who I'd normally vent to is having some troubles of her own. I woke up yesterday thinking "This'll be a great weekend!" Texted someone to hang out that day, and made some vague plans with two girls to hang out the next day (today), and ate a big breakfast. Felt good. My best friend, who I've unfortunately let myself develop romantic feelings for texts me saying that she hooked up with her ex last night, despite the fact that she's essentially told me how he's a gigantic asshole over the past three months at least. I'm thinking "Okay, that wasn't very smart... She's going to get back together and it'll fall back apart and make her sad all over again". Bums me out purely because I legitimately care about her happiness. Then she tells me that they didn't use a condom either, and that they used plan B, but she took it eight hours late because she fucking fell asleep. Three huge mistakes in one night seem to take the cake for bad decisions that she's made. I'm not actually all that worried that she's going to be pregnant, but she's flipping shit about it. I'm all supportive, and suggest various things that she can do to take her mind off of it in a futile effort to make her feel better. As the day progresses I never get a response from the first person I texted, so I have nothing to do today. I figure, "hey, I can go try and take her mind off of her situation and watch some movies at her house" but it turns out that I can't because her mom has decided that she can't leave the house or have anyone over until their house is clean, and it's not at the time. I find out later that her friend came over whining about her boyfriend. Makes me happy that someone else's problems will distract her from her own, but somewhat off-put because I feel a little blown off. I realize that I wasn't, and that it just happened this way, but I was still somewhat angry. I went to bed and for some reason couldn't stop imagining her fucking her ex, which makes me feel like crap. I think to myself "Screw this, I'll just imagine crocodiles eating some water buffalo during the great migration!" (don't ask me why, it's just the first picture that popped into my head that I could imagine clearly) So I start thinking about how the crocs are portrayed as the bad guys, and how during the Salmon Run, when the bears are eating salmon who can't escape, it's very similar, but the bears aren't portrayed negatively. I then feel all pissed that the crocodiles are unfairly viewed as monsters just because they lurk under the water, even though bears lurk right above and everyone is fine if they munch on helpless salmon, but crocodiles can't munch on helpless water buffalo. When I finally fall asleep, someone decides that two thirty in the morning would be a great time to text me and tell me that they're drunk and want to chat. I responded politely, but told them that I was going back to bed and hoped them luck with finding someone to talk to. I was still pissed. I wake up today, angry at myself for being so affected by my best friend's actions even though they don't involve me, and go eat some doughnuts down in the kitchen. I try to contact the two girls who I was going to go do something with today, but it turns out that one of them (the one I'm texting) got food poisoning when they decided to go eat out at midnight. No one's fault, but I'm still upset. Then my dad volunteers me to go pick up some lumber from Home Depot, and I go along, happy to get out of the house. He's returning three planks of wood and picking up eight differently sized pieces. Since he doesn't have a receipt for the returned pieces, they pay him the lowest known price of the last three months (a policy that [i]every[/i] store upholds). He takes offense at this stating that it's the principle of the matter, and decides to go get a store employee to come and look at the price on the shelf (a dollar more than he was recompensed). He then decides to argue principle to the employee who can't change store policy and can't help but stand there and listen politely. She was very good at remaining cordial and attempting to be helpful. I would have snapped right there. I can just stand by while he gets her to call the manager and repeat what he just told the employee. When he gets home he retells the story to my step-mom, and I overhear it, wondering if he'll tell it fairly. At one point he mentions how I tried to defend the store policy by telling him that stores are [i]meant[/i] to take advantage of you, and that they do all the time, it's just less obvious. He just says that I was trying to defend them by "being logical", and that I was embarrassed by him probably. I call out from my room telling him that I was embarrassed because he was being a pain in the butt. He tells my step-mom, since it's a conversation now taking place in three separate rooms, and says something about how he wasn't just going to say "Yeah Owen, you're right!" I remind him that "You [i]never[/i] just say 'yeah Owen, you're right!". He says "Yeah Owen you're right, I don't ever say that!". The only reason I didn't start to boil right there was because it was actually funny. He doesn't ever accept when I'm correct though... I can hardly contain my excitement about what the rest of the weekend holds... I think that this is the first time I've legitimately used this thread to vent. Feels good, and I don't even care if anyone reads all of it. [QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28832579]I'm not whining. I was just saying something.[/QUOTE] Sorry, I'm just being all confrontational right now since I'm in a crappy mood.
Fucking goddamn. [editline]27th March 2011[/editline] Fuck.
i am listening to rage against the machine and unironically relating to the lyrics
My computer suddenly stops working and I end up spending the whole weekend trying to figure it out.
So once I finally decided to do something about my depression and make a move on her, after I've gone down so far, she doesn't reply to my sms nor is she at school. I'm just so... low...
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;28856161]So once I finally decided to do something about my depression and make a move on her, after I've gone down so far, she doesn't reply to my sms nor is she at school. I'm just so... low...[/QUOTE] You talk about emotions like they're heights.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;28864720]You talk about emotions like they're heights.[/QUOTE] I think that's a good way to think of them. Anyways, today I'm going to try again if she's there.
Feeling all sorts of things right now. None of them are clear.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;28841512]Well I've determined that this weekend is just my weekend to be pissed off at everything. Normally I'm very relaxed, even when people go out of their way to make me angry, but this weekend even the littlest things get me up in arms, and there's not really anyone I can complain to because the person who I'd normally vent to is having some troubles of her own. I woke up yesterday thinking "This'll be a great weekend!" Texted someone to hang out that day, and made some vague plans with two girls to hang out the next day (today), and ate a big breakfast. Felt good. My best friend, who I've unfortunately let myself develop romantic feelings for texts me saying that she hooked up with her ex last night, despite the fact that she's essentially told me how he's a gigantic asshole over the past three months at least. I'm thinking "Okay, that wasn't very smart... She's going to get back together and it'll fall back apart and make her sad all over again". Bums me out purely because I legitimately care about her happiness. Then she tells me that they didn't use a condom either, and that they used plan B, but she took it eight hours late because she fucking fell asleep. Three huge mistakes in one night seem to take the cake for bad decisions that she's made. I'm not actually all that worried that she's going to be pregnant, but she's flipping shit about it. I'm all supportive, and suggest various things that she can do to take her mind off of it in a futile effort to make her feel better. As the day progresses I never get a response from the first person I texted, so I have nothing to do today. I figure, "hey, I can go try and take her mind off of her situation and watch some movies at her house" but it turns out that I can't because her mom has decided that she can't leave the house or have anyone over until their house is clean, and it's not at the time. I find out later that her friend came over whining about her boyfriend. Makes me happy that someone else's problems will distract her from her own, but somewhat off-put because I feel a little blown off. I realize that I wasn't, and that it just happened this way, but I was still somewhat angry. I went to bed and for some reason couldn't stop imagining her fucking her ex, which makes me feel like crap. I think to myself "Screw this, I'll just imagine crocodiles eating some water buffalo during the great migration!" (don't ask me why, it's just the first picture that popped into my head that I could imagine clearly) So I start thinking about how the crocs are portrayed as the bad guys, and how during the Salmon Run, when the bears are eating salmon who can't escape, it's very similar, but the bears aren't portrayed negatively. I then feel all pissed that the crocodiles are unfairly viewed as monsters just because they lurk under the water, even though bears lurk right above and everyone is fine if they munch on helpless salmon, but crocodiles can't munch on helpless water buffalo. When I finally fall asleep, someone decides that two thirty in the morning would be a great time to text me and tell me that they're drunk and want to chat. I responded politely, but told them that I was going back to bed and hoped them luck with finding someone to talk to. I was still pissed. I wake up today, angry at myself for being so affected by my best friend's actions even though they don't involve me, and go eat some doughnuts down in the kitchen. I try to contact the two girls who I was going to go do something with today, but it turns out that one of them (the one I'm texting) got food poisoning when they decided to go eat out at midnight. No one's fault, but I'm still upset. Then my dad volunteers me to go pick up some lumber from Home Depot, and I go along, happy to get out of the house. He's returning three planks of wood and picking up eight differently sized pieces. Since he doesn't have a receipt for the returned pieces, they pay him the lowest known price of the last three months (a policy that [i]every[/i] store upholds). He takes offense at this stating that it's the principle of the matter, and decides to go get a store employee to come and look at the price on the shelf (a dollar more than he was recompensed). He then decides to argue principle to the employee who can't change store policy and can't help but stand there and listen politely. She was very good at remaining cordial and attempting to be helpful. I would have snapped right there. I can just stand by while he gets her to call the manager and repeat what he just told the employee. When he gets home he retells the story to my step-mom, and I overhear it, wondering if he'll tell it fairly. At one point he mentions how I tried to defend the store policy by telling him that stores are [i]meant[/i] to take advantage of you, and that they do all the time, it's just less obvious. He just says that I was trying to defend them by "being logical", and that I was embarrassed by him probably. I call out from my room telling him that I was embarrassed because he was being a pain in the butt. He tells my step-mom, since it's a conversation now taking place in three separate rooms, and says something about how he wasn't just going to say "Yeah Owen, you're right!" I remind him that "You [i]never[/i] just say 'yeah Owen, you're right!". He says "Yeah Owen you're right, I don't ever say that!". The only reason I didn't start to boil right there was because it was actually funny. He doesn't ever accept when I'm correct though... I can hardly contain my excitement about what the rest of the weekend holds... I think that this is the first time I've legitimately used this thread to vent. Feels good, and I don't even care if anyone reads all of it. Sorry, I'm just being all confrontational right now since I'm in a crappy mood.[/QUOTE] read all of it. Not exactly in the same situation as you but I feel ya. My girlfriend (ex now I guess) was/is my best friend.
[QUOTE=God of Ashes;28869974]read all of it. Not exactly in the same situation as you but I feel ya. My girlfriend (ex now I guess) was/is my best friend.[/QUOTE] I'm in a much better mood now. Granted, I feel a little betrayed that she fucked him, despite the fact that we had nothing going and it's perfectly within' her rights to fuck whoever she wants... Since I felt like she betrayed me, even though I know it's unfair, I really have no desire to do anything intimate with her anymore, at least for the time being. We'll still be friends, but I really don't know what she thinks of things right now. I talked to her about how I was angry at everything that weekend, and explained it all, including why I thought I was angry at her. I haven't said anything to her for two days. Got smiles in the hallways, but aside from the internet or hanging out outside of school, I never actually see her, so I can't really tell what she's doing. Just feel a little burned out by my emotions over the weekend...
I tell myself and motivate myself that I'm gonna interact with her but I never get to it, there is never a good opportunity! I'm not giving up though.
I don't like my face, it's too round-ish. I feel so cheap having to use "myspace angles" to get a picture of myself that I don't hate.
[QUOTE=Simski;28892824]I don't like my face, it's too round-ish. I feel so cheap having to use "myspace angles" to get a picture of myself that I don't hate.[/QUOTE] Wanna show me a picture of how you look? I'll be honest, don't worry. It's alright if you don't.
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;28892913]Wanna show me a picture of how you look? I'll be honest, don't worry. It's alright if you don't.[/QUOTE] Straight from the front [img_thumb]http://i96.photobucket.com/albums/l189/Simski_2006/175034.jpg?t=1301500318[/img_thumb] Angled [img_thumb]http://i96.photobucket.com/albums/l189/Simski_2006/164222.jpg?t=1301500344[/img_thumb]
Man, you look great, I don't see why you are thinking so hard about it. You look way different in motion than in picture, way better, and honestly you look great in those pictures. You have a really nice jaw, don't worry about it, you are good looking.
Thanks, I've just never gotten that impression in real life. People who see pictures of me tend to say I look good, but I have rarely seen much people in real life who has shown any interest in my looks... I'm just a bit unselfconscious :(
Don't worry so many of us are. And really the reason why people don't show interest in your looks is probably not because of your looks, because you do look good.
im gonna get my nipples of my chest.
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