• The 'Get Stuff Off Your Chest' Thread V.2
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My grandma died just a few minutes ago.
I've had a thing for this girl who's a year older than me for a long time, despite talking to her all of once (what can I say, she's attractive :v:). A month and a half ago or so, I sent her a chat on facebook while I was inebriated saying something to the effect of, "You're the most gorgeous girl in the world," keeping in mind this was the second time I'd ever talked to her. She was understandably a little weirded out, and so it got around, which really isn't a big deal to me, but more importantly, it was really awkward between us for the rest of the month. Now, normally, I'm really good with girls, and entirely too confident around them, if anything. With her, it's odd, because I get nervous even being around her. Anyway, I talked to her about a week and a half ago, and made amends for the creepy chatting incident, and we talked for a while, mostly just small talk. I've talked to her a few times since, on facebook, and it seemed like it was going well, but she ignores me pretty often. I've decided that I'm done trying with her. I'm just gonna tell everyone I'm completely over her. I'm not. :saddowns:
I really feel like I'm doing something wrong and it's really bugging me since I can't figure it out. I was told somethings that I need to correct and I will work on not doing those things anymore. I'm just not feeling like myself today and I think it affected a lot of things...
I've been friends with a great girl for a while, and I've been thinking about asking her out...but I'm afraid how I'll be viewed by others, seeing as we're both a little odd.
Who cares about what other think and sonwhat if you're both odd? If you like her then ask her out.
[QUOTE=cheetahben;28962910]I've been friends with a great girl for a while, and I've been thinking about asking her out...but I'm afraid how I'll be viewed by others, seeing as we're both a little odd.[/QUOTE] What do you mean by "odd"?
I met a really nice boy through an internet chatroom and we got to talking over Yahoo. We didn't have that much in common, but I still really liked him. He was astoundingly attractive and very talented. Problem is he had a lot of emotional baggage with him. I wasn't really willing to accept much of it. The straw that broke the camel's back was when I learned that he, roughly the same age as me, had a child. I broke it off. In trying to lighten the mood, I gave him an unconventional goodbye--"Try not to get hit by any cars". Who was I to know his parents had died in a car crash when he was young? We met a little while later in the chatroom again, and he barely remembered me. He made it clear to me that thanks to a medical condition of his, he probably wouldn't remember me at all anyway. I sent him a request on Yahoo again. He still hasn't responded. That was a few months ago. He has a facebook but I'm too much of a pussy to send him a friend request, because I know he won't remember me. I'd like to check the chatroom out more often, but there's a lot of creeps in there and I don't really feel comfortable in it. I know this is all really petty and pathetic, but it sucks and I'd like to be able to get it off my chest. So yeah.
I feel like I keep my head up in the clouds too often. I'll spend all my time thinking, listening to music and either writing, playing videogames or drawing. I don't find any entertainment in the work that I have to do to pass through school and it sucks because its the only way I know to learn how to truely get into game design. :smith: I want to be a game designer, its my life's dream but I feel like I'm being stifled or ignored. I know I'm not, my advisor is constantly bugging me to get my work done when i run into him, but its just...I want to make games, not waste my time learning math I'll never use or using video editing software.
[QUOTE=Swilly;28978196]I feel like I keep my head up in the clouds too often. I'll spend all my time thinking, listening to music and either writing, playing videogames or drawing. I don't find any entertainment in the work that I have to do to pass through school and it sucks because its the only way I know to learn how to truely get into game design. :smith: [B]I want to be a game designer[/B], its my life's dream but I feel like I'm being stifled or ignored. I know I'm not, my advisor is constantly bugging me to get my work done when i run into him, but its just...I want to make games, not waste my time learning [B]math I'll never use[/B] or using video editing software.[/QUOTE] I cringed. You think you don't need math because you want to program? That's gonna bite you in the ass.
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28978213]I cringed. You think you don't need math because you want to program? That's gonna bite you in the ass.[/QUOTE] Contrary to popular belief, unless you're building your own engine. You won't need it, I've actually spoken to many GDs during interviews just to see where my current skills are and how far I am from really getting anywhere. I'm also not planning to be programmer heavy or art heavy, inbetween. So I would understand Calc I and II.
[QUOTE=Swilly;28978231]Contrary to popular belief, unless you're building your own engine. You won't need it, I've actually spoken to many GDs during interviews just to see where my current skills are and how far I am from really getting anywhere. I'm also not planning to be programmer heavy or art heavy, inbetween. So I would understand Calc I and II.[/QUOTE] You have to program to be a Game Designer and programming is based around math.
I just stole a box of ritz bits from my mom... :c00l:
[QUOTE=Sir Anthony;28978293]I just stole a box of ritz bits from my mom... :c00l:[/QUOTE] You are the worst person to ever live. I know we aren't supposed to judge in this thread, but Jesus H, you're terrible. Worse than Hitler? I think so.
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28978273]You have to program to be a Game Designer and programming is based around math.[/QUOTE] :v: Oh I didn't know I need math to use libraries already made by the knoweledgable programmers. I'm not saying I won't take the classes, its just I fucking suck at math to begin with.
[QUOTE=Swilly;28978496]:v: Oh I didn't know I need math to use libraries already made by the knoweledgable programmers. I'm not saying I won't take the classes, its just I fucking suck at math to begin with.[/QUOTE] Hahaha good luck getting successful relying on other people's work.
Well, I got grounded today. It seems my parents got a email from Verizon about something I torrented, my mom looked through my history and found thepiratebay, she found porn sites too.
[QUOTE=darkrei9n;28978883]Well, I got grounded today. It seems my parents got a email from Verizon about something I torrented, my mom looked through my history and found thepiratebay, she found porn sites too.[/QUOTE] that sucks dude what the hell were you torrenting to make the ISP notify you lol
I'm getting ready to start applying for my permit next week, and I've got to say I'm nervous as hell.
Finally sucking up my pride and applying for a job as a food service worker at one of the hospitals in the medical center. So pro. /not
Please be a nice food lady, the ones at the hospitals where I use to work were really mean. :frown:
I'll be a sexy food lady aw yeh
Um, if you can make that possible please let me know. [editline]3rd April 2011[/editline] And provide proof. :q:
I'm Bisexual, I tried to tell my gay friend, but he thought I was joking, no one in my family knows this, and I'm keeping it that way, well, atleast till he (my gay friend) tells his family too. Oh, and he is a FP member.
[QUOTE=Makol;28979462]Um, if you can make that possible please let me know. [editline]3rd April 2011[/editline] And provide proof. :q:[/QUOTE] only for you bby
[QUOTE=Photonic Sun;28979165]that sucks dude what the hell were you torrenting to make the ISP notify you lol[/QUOTE] Linux Distros.
Worrying about too much stuff to sleep. I wish I had something to take my mind off of everything, and that could do it fast.
[QUOTE=Pascall;28979558]only for you bby[/QUOTE] Thanks babe. :h:
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28979614]Worrying about too much stuff to sleep. I wish I had something to take my mind off of everything, and that could do it fast.[/QUOTE] message me, you staver you
[QUOTE=Pascall;28979635]message me, you staver you[/QUOTE] If you think you know what it is I'm worried about you're wrong. :v:
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;28979646]If you think you know what it is I'm worried about you're wrong. :v:[/QUOTE] lol I'm not thinking anything? CAN I NOT JUST WANT TO TALK TO YOU WHEN YOU ARE FEELING BLUE? that CUTS DEEP MAN
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