I've given up on trying to make new friends.
I also don't feel embarrassed when i do silly things in public.
And I've given up on trying to find a girlfriend.
i'm gay
I used to rate everyone with a scalie avatar optimistic (and hated them with a passion), then I stumbled upon the dragon megathread and got a hard on.
Fuck.
[QUOTE=benzinxrm;28996804]I've [b]given up[/b] on trying to make new friends.
And I've [b]given up[/b] on trying to find a girlfriend.[/QUOTE]
Don't.
Realize the importance of the two and apply yourself to achieving either depending on how much you want it. If you want friends, go make some. If you want a girlfriend, talk to girls until you feel more comfortable around them (if that's the issue) or ask one out.
Only give up if you absolutely have no desire to have either. If you want one, don't give up until you either have one, or are dying.
I almost NEVER get aggressive in real life when I get mad, the worst I'll usually do is mean sarcastic comments or disguised insults. Instead, I tend to hold grudges that can last for years.
[sp]I do for example still don't like being in the vicinity of Jaaanus due to him demanding that I should leave his modeling thread a few years ago.[/sp]
I finally snapped at my section leader for indoor and parade band today after he put me on bass drum and a mallet part for two songs. He told me to play it with the person on snare and I just snapped and threw my music for the two songs. The reason I snapped was because the parts we're ridiculously easy and I finally got fed up with him putting me on easy parts.
What the shit is with people today? Ugh.
Getting pretty depressed by the amount of jobs that aren't calling me back.
People have been shoving the idea of applying to restaurants in my face and I finally did and I'm getting nothing in return for it.
I'm getting pissed off about the whole thing and extremely discouraged.
[QUOTE=Pascall;29044586]Getting pretty depressed by the amount of jobs that aren't calling me back.
People have been shoving the idea of applying to restaurants in my face and I finally did and I'm getting nothing in return for it.
I'm getting pissed off about the whole thing and extremely discouraged.[/QUOTE]
Don't let it bother you. It's hard for everyone to get a job. What with all the layoffs and such.
I wouldn't be as bothered if I didn't hear about a TON of my other friends either finding jobs for themselves or joining the military to escape the need for a job.
[QUOTE=Pascall;29044688]I wouldn't be as bothered if I didn't hear about a TON of my other friends either finding jobs for themselves or joining the military to escape the need for a job.[/QUOTE]
Easiest way to get a job is to know somebody. Try finding out if anybody you know knows someone that can get you a job.
Tried it. Failed.
No one is willing to help beyond suggest places to apply at and I've done that already.
[QUOTE=Pascall;29044756]Tried it. Failed.
No one is willing to help beyond suggest places to apply at and I've done that already.[/QUOTE]
Have you tried calling some of the places you applied to and asking about the status of your application? They usually like that.
Yup. Done it.
Believe me, I've pretty much exhausted all my options short of getting on my knees and begging for employment.
[QUOTE=Pascall;29044843]Yup. Done it.
Believe me, I've pretty much exhausted all my options short of getting on my knees and begging for employment.[/QUOTE]
Try that then?
Crying might help too. But be careful it might make you look weak and soft, which won't help if you're applying to a coal mine.
Can I apply to be a professional bum.
Some people make upwards of $100k plus a year being panhandlers.
So yes.
Man if I were any good at being a professional con and I wasn't so afraid of getting caught, I'd totally start scamming the hell out of people.
[QUOTE=Pascall;29045091]Man if I were any good at being a professional con and I wasn't so afraid of getting caught, I'd totally start scamming the hell out of people.[/QUOTE]
Panhandling isn't illegal, just immoral if your aren't homeless.
Better off playing drums on tupperware on street corners.
[QUOTE=Pascall;29044756]Tried it. Failed.
No one is willing to help beyond suggest places to apply at and I've done that already.[/QUOTE]
Hey I offered you a summer job and you turned it down so shush you :v
Isn't that out of state? That's kinda inconvenient.
I need a real job too.
Same, but no luck here either.
How to stop procrastinate.
[QUOTE=Makol;29039854]What the shit is with people today? Ugh.[/QUOTE]
Ok, barely two hours into the next day and I'm wondering this already. Seriously, the fuck?
Ugh.. Going to gym longer than usual in the morning I guess, and maybe do some push-ups or something in a few minutes.
I found that I fall asleep much easier if I listen to an audiobook before I try to sleep. Been listening to Lovecraft stories for a few nights now and I fall asleep probably 3 hours before I usually do.
I just got out of a relationship that lasted well over 3 years. I thought I was happy the whole time, and always told my friends and family that our relationship was perfect and that we never fought. Well obviously we did fight and in all honesty, the guy that I was with was pretty controlling. I was constantly depressed and, when we would get into fights, if I disagreed with him he would guilt me into taking his side, taking advantage of my depression. I eventually became suicidal, and went to the hospital for attemtped suicide. While I was there I got better, and then I met a guy who treats me great and really loves me. But I keep thinking about my ex. The last time we talked, he said I was a whore who should kill myself and that I deserve pain, etc. And it really hurts me to hear these things, because I've loved him for a really fucking long time and now the person I used to trust with everything is saying I should kill myself. Not only that, but he's getting his friends, AND my friends, to turn against me. He's telling everyone that I cheated on him and says I'm spreading lies about him. I try to still be friends with him, because I really do care about him, but he basically tells me to fuck off.
And even when he's doing all this shit to me, I still wish that he'd just tell me one day that he loves me and he can't be with anyone else..
TL;DR Suicidal
I am so fucking angry at my band mates.. its like they dont even care. Firstly we only have practice on tuesdays that an agreement we came to, but our lead guitarist thinks he can just break that agreement and dont show. Last time he did it he had to make a cake for his school. Its like they dont want to be able to make a living out of music. You have to sacrifice a lot to make a band famous.
Then our rythym is to preoccupied with his training to get a sixpack for his girlfriend.
Also only one practice per week come on, thats just stupid.
I have called a meeting tomorrow to really see if they really want this. Wish me luck.
:frog: My face when some girls 2 years below me in school said they would pay to straighten my hair they like it that much
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