• The 'Get Stuff Off Your Chest' Thread V.2
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I feel sick to my stomach and very exhausted. It's been insanely hot and humid here the past few days which may not seem bad, but I've not gotten more than 4 hours sleep the past couple days because of it, and now tonight I can't fall asleep because not only is it hotter than the pits of hell, I'm also sick to my stomach from having to resort to eat fast food for dinner. I've been fighting the desire to throw up the past hour, and now when I try to trigger it, nothing happens. Fuck this shit. Oh, and one of my only (and oldest) friend whom I've known for the past 14 years is being a douche to me for no reason. So I'm pretty fed up with that too. Guess I'll just stay awake until I pass out or throw up since I have no choice. And easter supper was pretty shit too. It's pretty shitty to feel backstabbed by your family when the table-topic turns into gay-bashing. (I'm not gay, but I'm bi and nobody in my family knows and now never will know. It's official now if I ever meet a guy it's gonna have to be absolutely secret.) I left about 5 minutes after that conversation ended since I just felt disgusted by them. The only good thing about this week is the fact that I've not had to work. Things will turn around though I'm sure. [QUOTE=Pascall;29459822]god fuck I didn't sign up for this bullshit you help someone with ONE THING and then they feel like they can walk all over you, ask you for advice, and then not even take it and blame you for their fucking screw ups what a fucking cuntwagon. I would say I hate this guy, but he's lucky because I can't really effectively hate someone but GOD he's a fucking cunt. a stupid one that felt good to say.[/QUOTE] I can somewhat relate to that. My last ex-girlfriend was pretty much exactly like this, and she wonders why we split up and why I refuse to talk to her again. Some people just exist to irritate others it seems, and some people just can't learn how to stop repeating the same mistakes in their life. Just get rid of them if they do more harm in your life than good. [QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;29463124]God fucking dammit I'm sick of people using me to take their stress out on. I feel like a fucking punching bag. [editline]27th April 2011[/editline] Another nosebleed from stress. Fantastic.[/QUOTE] That sucks. My only advice about that is to respond by raising your voice back at them, then try calming them down and offer to listen to what's stressing them. It sounds like semi-shitty advice, but in most of my experiences I get them to stop bitching at me and realize I'm not the cause of their problems and they (usually) apologize to me, and I also get a reputation out as to not get in my face about something. Don't let people lash out at you as it's not acceptable behavior, but definitely have an open ear if they want to talk. I'd much rather cut ties with someone for not letting them walk all over me than be a punching bag. Hope you feel better and get to ease up ASAP. Sorry for the crappy writing guys, I'm just so very, very tired.
Well guys you might remember me from the original "Get stuff off your chest thread". I was the guy who had the friend who would do everything to ruin my relationships. Well this is a build up on that and it has a happy ending for once. So I'm still going out with S. I had been unhappily going out with her for 6 months. We were in almost every class together and we didn't even talk most of the time. At this point I still had a crush on H. Who was the girl I'd been going for for a year and every time my "friend" found out I was about to ask her out. Would ask her out. Go out with her for a few weeks, treat her like shit. Then dump her leaving her an emotional wreck and not wanting a relationship. Anyway, along comes the senior formal night. I had a date with a friend of mine B (Didn't actually even consider S. Our relationship was so shit by this point I just wanted to end it). I found out that H didn't have a date so I said I would take her along with B (She and B are best friends). I ended up taking two girls to the formal. I kept trying to have a talk with H, but every time I tried my "friend" would rush up and interrupt us with some stupid stunt or joke or something. I was getting really pissed off by this. But then the afters party came. I went there with my best friends Tom, Matt and Jayden. We got bored of the inside so we all went outside and Tom and Matt got drunk. We were all lying on the trampoline and Jayden was succeeding in making out with his date for the night. B wasn't coming until later so I was all alone but S was there. I tried to spend time with S. I really did. I invited her out. I stayed inside with her. I tried to talk to her. But she just ignored me in favor of her friends and my "friend". I was thinking "Great. He's already fucking up another one of my relationships". I went outside in a huff and laid down on the trampoline next to Jayden and his girl. Then suddenly H comes out of nowhere and says hi and jumps on the trampoline next to me. We start getting chatty and getting closer and closer. My "Friend" was off talking to my girlfriend then eventually got drunk and passed out. I was feeling really really attracted to H but then I went "Oh shit. I have a girlfriend". I stopped and called out to S and asked her to join me. She said she was busy and began flirting with another guy. So I went "fuck it". I spent that whole night with H in my arms and finally told her how much I love her. She asked about my girlfriend and I said that I knew and wouldn't kiss her or anything tonight. Next morning I explained myself to S and broke up with her. She took it very well at first until my "friend" joined the fray. He spread a rumor that he saw H and I having sex in the bushes and making out under the trampoline. (Remember he was passed out most of the night.) and told S. S was furious and in an attempt to spite me started going out with my "friend". Not that I cared. I had my H and I was deeply in love, I thought nothing would come between us... Or so I thought. Now this is entirely my fault. But one week H got really disengaged and wouldn't tell me why. She was crying a lot and I was trying to figure it out. I was told by one of H's friends C that my "friend" was texting H really really dirty messages. Now instead of doing the normal thing and going to H about it. In a rage I went right to my "friend" who then proceeded to tell me stories of how H was apparently cheating on me with him. I was pissed. I broke off contact with my "friend". I told H that she was a cheating whore and without giving her a chance to speak broke up with her. Dick move my side. but you might be asking "Why Bear? She cheated on you didn't she?" ...No. No she didn't. My "Friend" had noticed that H and I were madly in love and wanted to break us up. So when I came to him he thought this was his chance and told me this story. I put it together with her being distant and crying and came to the conclusion that he was telling the truth. What had happened is he had sent her the dirty messages which she had promptly responded with ""friends name". You are a disgusting prick and you should feel ashamed, Bear and I are in love and you are just trying to break us apart. I'm glad he's not stupid enough to fall for such a low trick. You had many chances with me and blew it. Go fuck yourself" ...My reaction when I found this out? "..FFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-" But then wait. "Bear, Why was she crying and distant then? What was up" Turns out that of all timing, Her mother had announced that she was breaking up with her father and moving away to Canada. So Bear was pretty much Douche of the year. But luckily after much apologizing, explaining and begging, H took me back. When she found out what my "friend" had done she was furious and now officially hates his guts. Best part? Turns out I'm actually rather well liked at my school, when the "cool" group caught wind of this. They grabbed me and H and brought us over to the "cool" area as well as Tom, Jayden, Matt and my other best mate Jarrad. So now over in the far corner of the school. My old "friend" sits all alone with two special needs kids as his only company and friends. H and I are deeply in love. S is going out with my "friend" but hates his guts. All in all, a happy ending to 3 years of him ruining my relationships and love life.
I'm so useless at chatting with friends most of the time. All I usually say is 'lol' or send a smiley face.
Yea Schlink :smug:
What is it?
Or coming up with different versions of my name [editline]29th April 2011[/editline] Lol
'Tis fun. :smugdog::pipe:
I feel like I just let everyone down :smithicide:
One of my classmates is in so much shit right now. We were working on an online project on google docs and he deleted some of my work because he thought it was a useless addition. Turns out, it wasn't useless and it was actually assigned to me. There is a way to recover it, but I didnt tell the teacher because I want this kid to suffer because he's been talking shit about this one goth girl (When I mean talking shit, I mean he's saying that she gets it up the ass from her dog. ) that is having some dark problems about her family, and she takes everything he says. So right now, he got 50% on all his work and this projects counts for like 20% of the term. Also, I just got an B+ on the project because the teacher felt sorry for me Problem is, I dont feel any guilt.
I just split up with my girlfriend who I'd been with for a year and a half. I felt like the spark had gone between us for the past 2 months and I rather that we rather not fall out over several weeks/months, so I had to do slightly better thing and break off with her before things got bad. It was fucking hard to tell this face to face especially once she started weeping but I had to do it, now I'm just trying to let this all sink in and keep myself reassured that I did the better thing. I just hope she handles things well. I feel guilt but it was the necessary action, right?
This morning I found out that my aunt has cancer, and that a friend of mine got glassed in the face pretty severely last night, had to go for emergency surgery. =[
I look back at how I used to act on the internet and it makes me feel depressed how much of an idiot I was. I made some enemies for no reason, who could've been good friends if I wasn't such a fucktard. Being home-educated for the reasons that I am made me lose almost all of my self confidence so I try my hardest to be friendly and kind to people but it ends up going wrong (I.E. GGT) and I start some kind of bullshit argument. I just wish I could take back my first few months here. A lot of people that I wish I had as friends hate me now. :smith:
This is really gay.
Most of the time I feel that conversations in threads would be better without my input.
Can't motivate myself to revise for shit, even though there's so much riding on me getting in to uni :(
5 days from now, makes 1 year that my dad has died of cancer. and a sister of his, an aunt of mine, also died of cancer just last week...
my life is pointless im 17 ive never kissed a girl hell ive never even been on a date i have been ostrisied by my school for not have a girl friend i lost all of my friends no one talks to me i cry myself to sleep every night my own brother makes fun of me for doing it i hate my life :( :( :( one top of it all the girl i like is staying at my house becuase our moms are friends and her mom is the phyc hospital for the next 3 weeks
[QUOTE=clownkiller;29656493]my life is pointless im 17 ive never kissed a girl hell ive never even been on a date i have been ostrisied by my school for not have a girl friend i lost all of my friends no one talks to me i cry myself to sleep every night my own brother makes fun of me for doing it i hate my life :( :( :([/QUOTE] If you cry yourself to sleep at night just because you've never had a girlfriend that's honestly pretty pathetic.
I feel totally weirded out that Osama bin Laden is dead. I almost feel bad.
sometimes when I'm swimming in a public pool, I take my pants off, get a boner, and touch girls legs with it and they think that I just bumped them with my leg
[QUOTE=clownkiller;29656493]my life is pointless im 17 ive never kissed a girl hell ive never even been on a date i have been ostrisied by my school for not have a girl friend i lost all of my friends no one talks to me i cry myself to sleep every night my own brother makes fun of me for doing it i hate my life :( :( :( one top of it all the girl i like is staying at my house becuase our moms are friends and her mom is the phyc hospital for the next 3 weeks[/QUOTE] How is that last part bad in any way!? You just have more opportunity to get to know eachother, or more opportunity for you to "woo" her. Being seventeen and having never kissed or gone out with someone is no reason to cry yourself to sleep. Hell, I'm sixteen and I've never had a girlfriend. The only girl I've ever kissed was a pity-kiss, and told me that it didn't count a couple weeks later. You're not in some place that no other teenage boy has been. Just make sure not to cry yourself to sleep while that chick is staying the night. That would be a really uncomfortable situation.
I don't usually do these kinda things but hell might as well. I'm doing suprisingly well for once, doing my exams. They seem to be so easy, so despite my original nerves they're going well. I've been having a great time with my mates over the past few months, had some great nights out and I got myself a girlfriend! :buddy: So for once, things are going my way! Lets hope it lasts...
I love Klaxon Beat
[QUOTE=T.F.W.O.;29659932]I feel totally weirded out that Osama bin Laden is dead. I almost feel bad.[/QUOTE] To be honest I would have wanted to talk to him about shit around the world and what most wanted #1 thought about it.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;29679277] Being seventeen and having never kissed or gone out with someone is no reason to cry yourself to sleep. [/QUOTE] Really? I'm 18 in this position, and I feel like a 40 year old virgin in the making.
[QUOTE=MegaJohnny;29683013]Really? I'm 18 in this position, and I feel like a 40 year old virgin in the making.[/QUOTE] Well you can have an upbeat attitude about it at least. Crying yourself to sleep doesn't usually help people. It's really unlikely that you don't have some sort of intimate interactions with whatever gender you're into by the time you're forty. I wouldn't sweat it too much. Sure, go for any opportunities to get better acquainted with people, but don't feel like a failure if you haven't poked someone else's genitals with your own yet.
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That hurts.
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Cool. [editline]9th May 2011[/editline] Well feels good to be appreciated.
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