[QUOTE=purvisdavid1;48775341]Chris Chan has a friend[/QUOTE]
That's hilarious, but you forgot that CWC can't read or write.
[QUOTE=Qwerty Bastard;48775586]That's hilarious, but you forgot that CWC can't read or write.[/QUOTE]
You need an autism translator but it's legible after that.
Here is the email that made me stop talking to him. I sent it to some of his family members.
"You heartless witch. This is the response you give me? I type all that to you. I unravel the entirety of what makes me vile. You give that response to a man who claims to be ready to throw himself off of a wall and die in less than 48 hours? To me, nonetheless. Your only friend. You brush off everything I say and reply saying that I thought you were someone different at first. On top of that you request more information about my sick acts. You are evil. You claim to be otherwise, but I see the truth.
I'm going to address the first mistake you made. "How do you know there aren't other people you could let into your life if you just have them a chance?" Grammar mistakes aside, what you are saying to me here is completely wrong. How do I know there are not others? Let me set this straight: You are not special. Broads like you are a dime a dozen. You are nothing more than a simple farm girl who is slightly more self aware than her peers. I could go to any city and pluck up a girl just as bright and talented as you. 70% of your personality you got from me. I am not worried about "my special Sabrah-kinz" disappearing into the void that is life. I haven't been waiting my entire life for Sabrah. I'm not depressed about not seeing Sabrah again. I created Sabrah. I could form many women into Sabrah. Sabrah is for me. Sabrah protects me.
No. I've been waiting my entire life for a reason to live. In a sense, that was you. You gave me purpose. I went to college for you. I worked out for you. I lived for you. But it wasn't actually for you, missy. I mean, literally it was, but you could have been replaced with anybody: Katie, Karly, McKenzie, etc. You are not the apple of my eye. You just happened to fit the position. Now that you are gone I am not saddened because I will not meet another Sabrah. I'm sad because I have no purpose. "It's a hard life without a soft woman." I 100% believe that anybody can fall in love with anybody. It just can take an eternity for some matches. On one hand I wish we could be together, on the other it doesn't matter because after Sunday none of this will bother me. Nothing will.
Your second question is about Eliza. I'm not sure why you are so insensitive as to ask that, when there are so many other things you SHOULD be addressing, but I will oblige you nonetheless. I'm sexually attracted to little girls. Not all girls. Some girls are ugly. I would probably end up molesting a girl if I lived into my thirties. I couldn't imagine living that long and staying sane alone. There are several occasions in which I did sexual acts towards Lizzy. She only questioned me once. I regret all of them.
The biggest offense was when I slept with her. We slept in the same bed together and I grinded my clothed crotch against her behind. She was asleep. I eventually orgasmed and joined her.
Another occasion was when she was sitting on my lap. I began to get an erection. I started hopping her up and down on my crotch. She eventually said to me " what are you doing, weirdo?" I said "nothing."
Another time was when we were on the trampoline. We were playing leapfrog. I had an erection and would rub my crotch against her behind slightly too long
I'm a monster. Those are all my times with her, sexually. She has always been friendly to me. We go on walks and talk and jump and play. Something in my brain is broken. It makes it so I see girls like her as sexual partners... Or something.
Another memory that pops into my head is my cousin Ariela. You asked for this.
Ariela is hotter than Lizzy. She is younger, but that isn't why. She is shy at first. She eventually warms up to certain people. She then becomes very loud and playful. She loves to tell stories and play with toys. Everything has to be just right though. She smiles a lot and hides her face sometimes. I'm a sick freak.... She really likes me. She likes when I pick her up and wrestle her. She likes when I draw with her. She especially likes when I read to her. I've seen her naked a few times, but not intentionally.
I'm not attracted to the naked body. I'm not attracted to naked women either.
My one sexual experience with Ariela was when we were watching the movie Frozen together. She was sitting on my lap and I got erection. I didn't want to violate her so I moved her. I also had two other female cousins on me, but I'm not attracted to them. Ariela kept sitting back onto my erection. Eventually I stopped the movie and said we should do something else.
Another hot girl was this little blonde girl. I don't remember her name. I babysat her. She loved to hang from my arm and hug me. I would take her to the park and just play with her. I never did anything sexual, except when she hugged me I had to push her mouth away from my erection....
I'm sick. I'm awful. I hate pedophilis. Kids can not give sexual consent, especially prepubescent....
I'm a horrible human being.
You are a horrible human being for asking about that instead of anything else. You will no longer be able to speak with me soon and instead of saying anything else, you choose that.
I'll be dead. I hoped that you could save my life. Not you specifically. Just whoever I chose to put in your position.
It's not your fault that you failed. I never gave you enough power to save me."
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I am sorry i can't take this seriously.
Don't worry, we saved you. It's now a dick letter to Garry.
[QUOTE=cartman300;48775718][thumb]http://i.imgur.com/SxsZ2W2.png[/thumb]
I am sorry i can't take this seriously.[/QUOTE]
LMFAO!!
good lord
[img]http://i.imgur.com/zKbv6oQ.png[/img]
This guy has a way for words.
Man, who threatens to kill themselves if a girl doesn't hook up with them and thinks, "Hell yeah, this relationship is gonna be 100% healthy. She is totally diggin' my suicidal urges."
[QUOTE=SabrinaS;48775694]"The biggest offense was when I slept with her. We slept in the same bed together and I grinded my clothed crotch against her behind. She was asleep. I eventually orgasmed and joined her.
Another occasion was when she was sitting on my lap. I began to get an erection. I started hopping her up and down on my crotch. She eventually said to me " what are you doing, weirdo?" I said "nothing."
Another time was when we were on the trampoline. We were playing leapfrog. I had an erection and would rub my crotch against her behind slightly too long" - Mikenopa[/QUOTE]
[I]Hooolyy shitt[/I]
I feel nauseous
[editline]28th September 2015[/editline]
The last time I read something this fucking weird was Elliot Rodger's manifesto, hell, it could BE his manifesto.
You need to get as far away from this guy as you can, it's not safe even being in the same country as this lunatic.
[QUOTE=Lord Xenoyia;48775828][I]Hooolyy shitt[/I]
I feel nauseous
[editline]28th September 2015[/editline]
The last time I read something this fucking weird was Elliot Rodger's manifesto, hell, it could BE his manifesto.
You need to get as far away from this guy as you can, it's not safe even being in the same country as this lunatic.[/QUOTE]
I showed the email to his family. His father tried to cover things up,•but the aunt and other members got involved. I believe he is a registered offender now. I haven't really heard much about him.
[QUOTE=SabrinaS;48775909]I showed the email to his family. His father tried to cover things up,•but the aunt and other members got involved. I believe he is a registered offender now. I haven't really heard much about him.[/QUOTE]
what was your first reaction to "piss balloon"
How old were you two when this all happened last year?
i mean relationships where one of the partners forces the other for affection with means of guilt or suicide threats are pretty common with young teens, otherwise you're cuckoo
[QUOTE=OzzyCockroach;48775925]what was your first reaction to "piss balloon"[/QUOTE]
We finally get the answers we've been longing for.
He [QUOTE=Xephio;48775933]How old were you two when this all happened last year?
i mean relationships where one of the partners forces the other for affection with means of guilt or suicide threats are pretty common with young teens, otherwise you're cuckoo[/QUOTE]
I was 16, he was 18. We knew each other for a year. I was dumb and naive..
[editline]28th September 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=OzzyCockroach;48775925]what was your first reaction to "piss balloon"[/QUOTE]
My reaction to all of it was something like "WTF, Ewww."
lock this dude up and throw away the key
[QUOTE=SabrinaS;48775963]He
I was 16, he was 18. We knew each other for a year. I was dumb and naive..
[editline]28th September 2015[/editline]
My reaction to all of it was something like "WTF, Ewww."[/QUOTE]
Was this the weirdest shit he ever did? Or are there other stories? If it isn't too much of a bother/too personal for you to tell us more about this dude, please. We're all ears.
This thread got interesting REALLY fast
Now that was an interesting trip down memory lane, completely forgot this had happened.
another person to add to the "Remember That No Matter How Bad You Fuck Up At Least You're Not This Guy" list
I have a lot of problems. Since the creation of this thread I have gone through a lot. I admit, I was heartless to Sabrah. I put her through an emotional hell. I constantly used my suicidal thoughts to manipulate her. I'm not a pedophile. In January of this year I finally came to the realization that I was being a manipulative jerk. At the time all I could think of was to say something so awful to Sabrah, that she would no longer talk to me out of pity. I wanted to kill myself without hurting her. I didn't want her to feel guilty. I have never had any sexual thoughts about a child. I have no charges or any legal things at all. After I sent my disgusting email to Sabrah, I jumped off of a wall in Jerusalem in an attempt to kill myself. Obviously this didn't work. As I was laying on the ground, having received nothing more than a few scrapes, a young woman walked by and was playing music. The singer had a British accent. I decided at that point, since I had never been to England, that I would use my remaining funds to fly to London and kill myself there instead. When I arrived in the London airport I got flagged by security. I had no luggage, I had no plans, and I didn't answer any questions well because I was very nervous. After an hour or two talking with a guy in a suit, while he searched me and my stuff, I finally admitted that I only came there to kill myself. I spent the night in a room they had supplied for me at the airport. At 2am another guy in a suit came and woke me up telling me that my flight was leaving soon. Without telling me, they had booked a ticket for me to the JFK airport.
I guess at this point they didn't care that I killed myself or not, as long as I didn't do it in their country. The flight to New York was fine. I slept most of the way and watched a few movies. When I arrived in New York I made the first logical decision I had made in a long time: I checked myself into a psych ward. From the airport, I walked to the Jamaica Queens Hospital and admitted myself. I was there for 2 weeks and my dad bought me a Greyhound bus ticket back to my home. I was still very depressed at this point. After a month I checked myself into another mental hospital. I stayed here for a week. At this point I was frustrated with my lack of help, so I looked up cults to join. I really don't know why I thought this was a bright decision. I joined a cult that call themselves The Twelve Tribes. I lived with them for 2 weeks. After 2 weeks I was fed up and attempted to pour bleach into my eyes. I couldn't keep my eyes open, and ended up just burning my thighs and my face.
I decided that I can't do this anymore. I was going to get serious about getting help. I found out about a treatment called electroconvulsive therapy. I received 16 sessions. This was very expensive and I still have hospital bills from that experience. Unfortunately, it did not help. The doctors were frustrated. It has a 90% success rate. From here I went through 8 weeks of intensive outpatient therapy. I learned a lot of useful information there. I still had depression, though. A month later I attempted to kill myself by overdosing on my medications. This was a horrible experience. I vomited all night and had multiple seizures. I peed myself. At around 4am I attempted to walk, but was extremely dizzy. My grandparents had heard me fall and helped me to the car. I was in the psych ward for another two weeks. I had given up on seeking help at this point. I didn't even bother leaving my room. I ate whatever the brought me and nothing more. Every day I told them that as soon as I got out I was going to kill myself. I don't know why, but they said I was only doing it for attention so they released me.
I attempted to overdose on benadryl the next night. My brother and I share a room and I guess I started hallucinating, so he called an ambulance for me. I woke up in the hospital and my mother was crying. I had been in coma for a few days. It was at this point that I decided I would no longer attempt to kill myself. I really suck at it. I've attempted multiple times, and it never works. I'm currently enrolled in training to become a conductor for the railroad. I still have depression. I'm receiving weekly therapy and taking 4 medications daily. I never thought that this thread would be a part of my life again, and I plan on it continuing to not be. I'm only replying because I got an email saying that someone commented on my "love letter." Reading that letter now I just laugh. It is such a cruel and dumb letter. No sane person would write this and expect anything but for the reader to be repulsed or begin mocking. I'm still mentally ill, but I am trying to get better. This is a process. It will take me time until I am normal... I may never fully recover.
Thank you.
What the actual everloving fuck
[QUOTE=Mikenopa;48776393]Huge wtf post[/QUOTE]
I don't think you have just depression. I think you might have that, but you definitely have other issues, too. But, whatevs, I'm not a doctor. Sabrah's better off.
[QUOTE=Mikenopa;48776393] --- [/QUOTE]
holy shit you managed not to die in isreal
[QUOTE=Mikenopa;48776393]As I was laying on the ground, having received nothing more than a few scrapes, a young woman walked by and was playing music. The singer had a British accent. I decided at that point, since I had never been to England, that I would use my remaining funds to fly to London and kill myself there instead.[/QUOTE]
Are you the travelling fool or something? What's next, Novgorod? Innsbruck? Irtrusk?
This HAS to be an elaborate troll............ Surely
amazing
[QUOTE=FlashMarsh;48776512]This HAS to be an elaborate troll............ Surely[/QUOTE]
I hope not Parkourdude91 was confirmed fake I at least want this to be real.
If this is real, the majority of you are very insensitive. This whole thread so far has been wildly unethical with regards to it's comments.
Where's the Facepunch that helped that suicidal man a week ago? Someone who is (severly) depressed and suicidal is [i]never[/i] something to laugh at.
Look at yourselves. Take a long look.
Is this because the lunar eclipse
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