[QUOTE=Thomo_UK;49008455]People leaving odd stuff about. Why.
[t]https://my.mixtape.moe/dcfcog.JPG[/t][/QUOTE]
Snazzy, become the oberleutnant of your work.
[QUOTE=Thomo_UK;49008455]People leaving odd stuff about. Why.
[t]https://my.mixtape.moe/dcfcog.JPG[/t][/QUOTE]
[t]http://i.imgur.com/IHKYBAT.jpg[/t]
Gee what a weirdo
(Depending on the size I'll take it off your hands and pawn it at the next event I go to)
I'll check next time I am there if I can.
I will become the Oberleutnant of the office :v:
[t]http://i.imgur.com/CyvASk6.png[/t]
Get out of here Fascist scum
(excuse the fluff, it's been sitting on a ushanka for a year)
[QUOTE=Mallow234;49008614][t]http://i.imgur.com/CyvASk6.png[/t]
Get out of here Fascist scum
(excuse the fluff, it's been sitting on a ushanka for a year)[/QUOTE]
[t]http://i.imgur.com/3o0qhuz.jpg[/t]
soviet pigshit
[sp] i kid i kid[/sp]
Y'all niggas need jesus
[editline]ass[/editline]
Oh, who am I to judge. I have a soviet GP gas mask, hazmat suit, and Ukrainian GRU fatigues. I'm as much as a slavaboo (if not more than) as Mallow.
I want a soviet tank
[QUOTE=kimr120;49009169]I want a soviet tank[/QUOTE]
I love that you can buy them from the Czech Republic and Poland
A T-72 for 65k? sure thing man
I bought an airsoft AK74 recently :v
[QUOTE=Gray001;49009216]I bought an airsoft AK74 recently :v[/QUOTE]
if you bought it from a department store im sad for you
cyma for lyfe. I still haven't got to take my G&P M14 out even after I got it LiPo ready (empties the 130rd mag in literally 5 seconds)
MMMMMNYESSS
JACKBOOTS ARE ORDERED
MMMMMMNYUS
If it's wrong to love this shit, I don't want to be right.
"Zillamaster55, the gay banjo-playing SS trooper"
yoo I actually collect militaria. Never thought it would become relevant conversation in this thread. Mainly collect German Bundeswehr/Bundesgrenzschutz gear, but I have a lot more too. This is just what I have on display, have much more hidden away which I'd love to display but don't have the room unfortunately. A few rarer items too.
[t]http://s27.postimg.org/myios5383/IMG_5493.jpg[/t]
I don't think the antibiotics worked... the sinus infection is resurging and coming back. That or i just got sick. Again.
Also got a really shitty grade on my math test. only 2% better than last year. Just more silly mistrakes. Its really incredibly demoralizing and I have a problem with taking test scores really poorly. I tried not to break down sobbing on the way back to my dorm. Feel like a little bitch for that, but my mind just races away with worst case scenarios and it can be so hard to stop that.
I'm just trying to play music and relax to take my mind off of it but I'm realizing I've failed to make major changes i need to again. Like posting here too much, or being too distracted. I also declined to start antidepressants even though my ARNP recommended it because I didn't want to depend on a pill, appear even more pathetic, or listen to my parents berate me for taking the easy way out of my problems and choosing to be lazy again. That was dumb. If it fixes the problem and my arnp and therapist say I should I probably should. I've been really down lately and some very dark thoughts have been returning and I've just tried to keep going, and I can do that, but its hard work.
I'm probably gonna try really hard to not post on FP anymore, and avoid distractions/unproductive activities in general. Not saying because I have the self imagined importance to think it matters that much. Actually not sure why I'm saying that either, sounds like one of those "I'm leaving facebook" type posts. Just trying to work on making myself a better person. [URL="https://youtu.be/UlF2p1UPt8Y?t=4"]And listening to oddly appropriate old country songs :v:[/URL]
edit: not attention whoring either. Just don't really have anyone to talk to about this. My roommates from last year avoid me or don't talk to me and my current roommate just doesn't take anything seriously. And I can't tell my parents about this. I always regret opening up, being honest about my grades, and voicing my concerns. Just end up feeling judged and degraded by them afterwards. So, writing this post is my venting technique for now
[QUOTE=RainBD7;49010413]yoo I actually collect militaria. Never thought it would become relevant conversation in this thread. Mainly collect German Bundeswehr/Bundesgrenzschutz gear, but I have a lot more too. This is just what I have on display, have much more hidden away which I'd love to display but don't have the room unfortunately. A few rarer items too.
[t]http://s27.postimg.org/myios5383/IMG_5493.jpg[/t][/QUOTE]
"Oh, you think facepunch is your ally. But you merely adopted facepunch ; I was born in it, moulded by it. I didn't see the light until I was already a man, by then it was nothing to me but BLINDING!"
-RainBD7
(you fit the facepunch stereotype pretty well :v:)
[QUOTE=RainBD7;49010413]yoo I actually collect militaria. Never thought it would become relevant conversation in this thread. Mainly collect German Bundeswehr/Bundesgrenzschutz gear, but I have a lot more too. This is just what I have on display, have much more hidden away which I'd love to display but don't have the room unfortunately. A few rarer items too.
[t]http://s27.postimg.org/myios5383/IMG_5493.jpg[/t][/QUOTE]
I am stricken with awe. I went to a pawn shop one time and they had gas mask for sale. They had a WWI gas mask hood which was supposed to have the mask attatched but it had broken off. They were selling just the hood for $50.
[QUOTE=kimr120;49009169]I want a soviet tank[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=paindoc;49009185]I love that you can buy them from the Czech Republic and Poland
A T-72 for 65k? sure thing man[/QUOTE]
[url]http://www.mortarinvestments.eu/products/tanks-2/t-72-42#currency=USD[/url]
And only $50,000! What a deal!
[QUOTE=paindoc;49009271]if you bought it from a department store im sad for you
cyma for lyfe. I still haven't got to take my G&P M14 out even after I got it LiPo ready (empties the 130rd mag in literally 5 seconds)[/QUOTE]
Fuck yeah CYMA. I have a CYMA AK-47 real wood/steel.
[QUOTE=paindoc;49010599]I don't think the antibiotics worked... the sinus infection is resurging and coming back. That or i just got sick. Again.
Also got a really shitty grade on my math test. only 2% better than last year. Just more silly mistrakes. Its really incredibly demoralizing and I have a problem with taking test scores really poorly. I tried not to break down sobbing on the way back to my dorm. Feel like a little bitch for that, but my mind just races away with worst case scenarios and it can be so hard to stop that.
I'm just trying to play music and relax to take my mind off of it but I'm realizing I've failed to make major changes i need to again. Like posting here too much, or being too distracted. I also declined to start antidepressants even though my ARNP recommended it because I didn't want to depend on a pill, appear even more pathetic, or listen to my parents berate me for taking the easy way out of my problems and choosing to be lazy again. That was dumb. If it fixes the problem and my arnp and therapist say I should I probably should. I've been really down lately and some very dark thoughts have been returning and I've just tried to keep going, and I can do that, but its hard work.
I'm probably gonna try really hard to not post on FP anymore, and avoid distractions/unproductive activities in general. Not saying because I have the self imagined importance to think it matters that much. Actually not sure why I'm saying that either, sounds like one of those "I'm leaving facebook" type posts. Just trying to work on making myself a better person. [URL="https://youtu.be/UlF2p1UPt8Y?t=4"]And listening to oddly appropriate old country songs :v:[/URL]
edit: not attention whoring either. Just don't really have anyone to talk to about this. My roommates from last year avoid me or don't talk to me and my current roommate just doesn't take anything seriously. And I can't tell my parents about this. I always regret opening up, being honest about my grades, and voicing my concerns. Just end up feeling judged and degraded by them afterwards. So, writing this post is my venting technique for now[/QUOTE]
you hardly spend time here already
your poor performance despite your efforts sounds like a psychological result; shunning anything that you deem "a distraction" to such a severe degree will just make you more unhappy
I might do a spooky halloween stream, sober this time.
[QUOTE=bitches;49010806]you hardly spend time here already
your poor performance despite your efforts sounds like a psychological result; shunning anything that you deem "a distraction" to such a severe degree will just make you more unhappy[/QUOTE]
that's actually a really good point tbh
disconnecting yourself from things you care about will only cause a spiral
unless you're like, disconnecting from using meth, or something, it'll just sever yourself from what makes you; you.
[QUOTE=Sleeves;49010785]I am stricken with awe. I went to a pawn shop one time and they had gas mask for sale. They had a WWI gas mask hood which was supposed to have the mask attatched but it had broken off. They were selling just the hood for $50.[/QUOTE]
Should have gone for it. If it was a genuine PH, PHG or any other hooded mask from WW1 it would have been worth way more than that.
[QUOTE=J!NX;49010987]
unless you're like, disconnecting from using meth, or something, it'll just sever yourself from what makes you; you.[/QUOTE]
I mean, disconnecting from using meth will cause a spiral too.
[QUOTE=Snoberry Tea;49011194]I mean, disconnecting from using meth will cause a spiral too.[/QUOTE]
it's not like using meth was bad enough to boot :v:
I will probably stop posting on FP in general, or at least sharply curtail it to certain hours. Mostly because I did waste many hours in what should have been worktime browsing or posting here.
I've had time to think and as I've mentioned in the past if you learn from the experience nothing is lost. You can gain from it, instead.
1. I overestimated my Diff EQ exam and spent way too much time studying for that. I blocked out way more than I needed for a test that was in actuality incredibly easy. I also had no idea how my new math professor formats his tests and couldn't find examples of his stuff online. I know better now.
2. I need to do smaller amounts of work and studying in more consistent intervals, but keep it realistic. I've made a huge point of setting a few daily goals- right now its get to class everyday (every class) and work on 1hr of hw. I'm doing well on the former, compared to last quarter, but still trip up. The latter is hard. The block of one hr is daunting. Instead, my new goal is to spend 1 hr per class, after each class (works with my schedule) rereading material from lecture, reading from the textbook and taking notes for the next day, and doing 4-5 problems of relevant practice. 4-5 is only a few but it doesn't make me shutdown out of fear of some huge amount of work.
3. I'm talking to my ARNP about antidepressants next time I see her. If they work, they work. I have the ability to focus now, but I often feel apathetic and like everything is pointless. ADHD is complex, and everyone thinks adderall is an "instant win" pill, but it really just makes me even slightly capable of focusing in class (still a struggle, I have to put phone and tablet away or leave them at home, sit in front of class so professor can guilt me into focusing, and actively try to not zone out or look at distracting movements).
4. I'm going to get this running for a few weeks and make it a habit, then consider trying to start exercising again. I can't do too much at once, it has never worked and I keep trying it anyways so this time I'm making small bits of change that add up.
Most importantly last quarter I got 25% average on my first test. This time I got 10%. My diff eq exam went really well. Also, there is another midterm, homework scores, and the final (thats two midterms of credit) to save my grade with. One bad midterm score, 10% under the average, does not ruin my grade. Its just that I can't stop my mind from snowballing like crazy in the immediate moments after a test. The change in my habits now is that instead of letting this ruin my week or sending me intro a depressive spell, I let myself get all emotional and weepy (lol), play some music to get my edgy dark feelings that my parents don't get out, meditate, then get to work fixing the problem. [URL="http://i.imgur.com/nv76h3W.jpg"]Because I solve practical problems[/URL] :v:
Also writing this out is like venting. Forms the idea better. And since I say it on a public forum I'm more inclined to commit because muh pride
Snake selfie time
[t]http://i.imgur.com/H3xgNSC.jpg[/t]
I want a snake.
Hey folks, it's me Broguts here with a brief life post. Because of a tragic shaving accident I have lost all of my flesh. I have decided to adopt the name Noguts until this problem is fixed.
[t]http://i.imgur.com/5bRecCU.jpg[/t]
Joining in on the selfie train with a non-Halloween selfie I took earlier this week.
[t]http://i.imgur.com/3d12UNh.png[/t]
I'm only squinting because the sun was right in my eyes.
[editline]29th October 2015[/editline]
And because anybody else says anything, I plan on shaving in 2 days.
[QUOTE=kimr120;49009169]I want a soviet tank[/QUOTE]
[IMG]http://puu.sh/l2DJq.jpg[/IMG]
first thought that entered my mind when reading that
[url]https://www.dropbox.com/s/ki3osjst126n9wa/20150928_235853_HDR%5B1%5D.jpg?dl=0[/url] I need to buy anothee revolver so I can shoot them both at the same time, they're so damn fun to use.
I prefer shotguns.
I may buy one when I move off-campus. I enjoy shooting sports, and shotguns are so versatile and hilarious.
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