• Gay Chat V15
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Jump on it as soon as possible, Mallow. Trust me. If it's Renal Cell Carcinoma, it will almost certainly jump given enough time. You need to have it removed ASAP, even if it means taking out the entire kidney. My mother had RCC. It jumped to her liver before they realized they'd misdiagnosed it. Took about a year for it to jump from when they first found it as a pea sized tumor and misdiagnosed it as benign. After that, it filled her liver with tumors in about six months and killed her. Y'all have way better healthcare than America does. No reason for that to happen to your folks. Push them to get it taken care of ASAP. [editline]4th November 2015[/editline] Also if the doctor you go to for it wants to try radiation therapy, [i]get another doctor[/i]. Renal cancer is extremely resistant to radiation therapy and chemotherapy. The best course is partial or full removal of the affected kidney.
[QUOTE=Sleeves;49042716]That sounds fun but I don't want my siblings teasing me. How long do you normally do it? Your schedule, I guess, is what I am curious about.[/QUOTE] I don't do them regularly but usually ~200 jumps at a steady pace per workout
Yesterday was one of the better days in a long time. Today is good too- NASA is accepting astronaut applications which means they really are heading back to space soon I am so unbelievably excited and hyped it's not even funny Medically, I can't be an astronaut. But I can be an engineer and if a new space race is starting it's perfect timing. And getting to Mars is going to require propulsion work which means the plasmas lab near me, doing propulsion work for NASA, is probably gonna get more funding. :D! [editline]4th November 2015[/editline] spppAAAAAAAaaaaaaaAaaceeeee
Lost my shit yesterday
Is it weird that at the start of the day in the morning when I'm alone at work I feel really shitty and have pretty grim thoughts, like I almost posted about how I might be slipping back into being an alcoholic and whatnot but when I've been around people and stuff it's usually all fine till I go to bed where I think about the same stuff? Am I drowning out my problems throughout the day or is it just me overthinking shit when I'm alone I'm not sure...
[QUOTE=Louis;49047362]Is it weird that at the start of the day in the morning when I'm alone at work I feel really shitty and have pretty grim thoughts, like I almost posted about how I might be slipping back into being an alcoholic and whatnot but when I've been around people and stuff it's usually all fine till I go to bed where I think about the same stuff? Am I drowning out my problems throughout the day or is it just me overthinking shit when I'm alone I'm not sure...[/QUOTE] Social interaction works wonders to get your mind off things, but when you're by yourself it's just you and your thoughts. I wouldn't say you're over thinking it.
[QUOTE=Louis;49047362]Is it weird that at the start of the day in the morning when I'm alone at work I feel really shitty and have pretty grim thoughts, like I almost posted about how I might be slipping back into being an alcoholic and whatnot but when I've been around people and stuff it's usually all fine till I go to bed where I think about the same stuff? Am I drowning out my problems throughout the day or is it just me overthinking shit when I'm alone I'm not sure...[/QUOTE] Most likely over thinking shit. Try mindfullnes meditation, you can move into it slowly and it's easy to pick up. The entire premise is to stop those obsessive or unhealthy thought patterns from taking hold by just being mindful of the thoughts in the moment, and letting them fly freely in your mind so to speak. Watch the birds. Don't let the birds that fly over you head make a nest in it.
[QUOTE=Louis;49047362]Is it weird that at the start of the day in the morning when I'm alone at work I feel really shitty and have pretty grim thoughts, like I almost posted about how I might be slipping back into being an alcoholic and whatnot but when I've been around people and stuff it's usually all fine till I go to bed where I think about the same stuff? Am I drowning out my problems throughout the day or is it just me overthinking shit when I'm alone I'm not sure...[/QUOTE] If you're anything like me, you're overthinking things. The worst I get most of the time is when I'm alone with just my thoughts. A big cloud of negativity just forms out of nothing and pelts me pretty hard until I lose myself in something somehow. It'd do well for you to not turn to alcohol to get rid of those kinds of thoughts, but it's your body, not mine. I usually just blare some music to drown anything out, or sit down with a game. It's temporary, but it's some form of relief at least.
Yeah I used to drink a lot whenever friends weren't around me and it was kinda awful, now its going to be even worse because i can get my hands on drugs and i dont want to ruin myself but I'm really impulsive... I need to find something to keep my mind off things, and its not even like a hobby that I'm lacking because its in the early hours of work and the late nights in bed
[QUOTE=Louis;49049566]Yeah I used to drink a lot whenever friends weren't around me and it was kinda awful, now its going to be even worse because i can get my hands on drugs and i dont want to ruin myself but I'm really impulsive... I need to find something to keep my mind off things, and its not even like a hobby that I'm lacking because its in the early hours of work and the late nights in bed[/QUOTE] Haphazardly swing weights around or spend time chatting or texting people.
If you have those kind of thoughts, it'd benefit you more to work them out on your own time. Even if you have some kind of schedule, your mental health is more important. Talk to someone. Play a game. Turn on some white noise if you must to drown it out. It's not good to prolong those thoughts, especially before sleeping.
[QUOTE=Sleeves;49050051]Haphazardly swing weights around or spend time chatting or texting people.[/QUOTE] I don't think "distract yourself more" is a very good solution for "I feel depressed when i am not distracted"
forget i said anything then lol
[QUOTE=Booker K;49050391]listening to this the first time and im all :excited: [video=youtube;lGaneyDfyls]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGaneyDfyls[/video][/QUOTE] [video=youtube;yeJx04_47Lc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yeJx04_47Lc[/video]
yay undertale [media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilmX2IwAAw8[/media] this song gives me chills for some raisin
[QUOTE=Booker K;49050391]listening to this the first time and im all :excited: [video=youtube;lGaneyDfyls]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGaneyDfyls[/video][/QUOTE] That battle was way too emotional. It felt so good to undo all the killing I did on my first neutral run to then come back and save everyone on my second run.
I was looking at that game earlier, is it anything like Mother? It reminds me a whole lot of it.
[QUOTE=Cold;49050136]I don't think "distract yourself more" is a very good solution for "I feel depressed when i am not distracted"[/QUOTE] whatever works, man. works for me to a degree, but then i just get bored [editline]5th November 2015[/editline] [QUOTE=Fhenexx;49050690]I was looking at that game earlier, is it anything like Mother? It reminds me a whole lot of it.[/QUOTE] its somewhat based on mother, from unconventional combat to strange plot
[QUOTE=Booker K;49050736]i felt like a moron when i killed some monsters on my first run (including toriel rofl) and i didnt intend on doing it at first but oh well it was inspired by mother / earthbound and even contains soundbits in the soundtrack from both games iirc so yeah[/QUOTE] Yeah I feel like the end was really effective because it feels like you're saving your friends and not just characters needed to advance the plot.
[QUOTE=Booker K;49050391]listening to this the first time and im all :excited: [/QUOTE] This song makes me tear up lol I dunno if I've gotten so invested in a video game before I played this. Only thing I can think of is Earthbound but Undertale just takes that same charm and woosh. Undertale also reminds me of OFF sometimes, sometimes with the music but mostly the atmosphere. It gets pretty spooky.
Undertale is easily my game of the year, unless Fallout 4 can make me cry (and not from all the crashing)
going through old photos of my dog because it makes me happy, and I can't find a single picture where she doesn't look cute. her massive underbite is what gets me [t]http://i.imgur.com/f0oCtO8.jpg[/t] [I]unmanly giggling[/I]
[media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlYHQDsA13U[/media] cave story!
[QUOTE=Rubs10;49050515][video=youtube;yeJx04_47Lc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yeJx04_47Lc[/video][/QUOTE] "Dummy!" is way better. :smug: [video=youtube;N3epEVMNJdY]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3epEVMNJdY[/video]
70 applicants. 1 Tomoe, 1 Job It's 70 to 1 who will win the Christmas job!! [editline]5th November 2015[/editline] I swear I pulled out all the stops this time I better get somewhere
[QUOTE=Thomo_UK;49052981]70 applicants. 1 Tomoe, 1 Job It's 70 to 1 who will win the Christmas job!! [editline]5th November 2015[/editline] I swear I pulled out all the stops this time I better get somewhere[/QUOTE] Has there ever been a time when such measures have failed? If so, I will be in shock.
Welp, there's my alarm, good morning Now to tear myself out of bed and go to this job I hate
things i do at 11 pm instead of lab reports [vid]https://my.mixtape.moe/zstohe.mp4[/vid]
you guys aren't keeping it real until you go to bed at midnight, wake up at 6am, and then realize you can't get back to sleep so you can wake up at 7am, so you waste an hour before getting up and ready to leave the house and you feel rubbish
You're not keeping it real until you go to bed at 5am, wake up at 7am to go to work but fall asleep instantly and then get into work for 10am late as fuck and feel garbage all day :flex:
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