I wish I could undo time and prevent my mother meeting my mean step father so I wouldn't have to move away from the girl I liked
I would get rid of my crippling social and generalized anxiety. I worry so much and have panic attacks over tiny things, to the point of where I am afraid of people and I always assume people are laughing at me and judging me, and I have major trust issues.
I wish I never stopped playing ice hockey when I was younger, I know for a fact I would be in the NHL right now and it kills me, especially when I just go play drop in hockey and you realize how much better you are than all those people even though you stopped playing on a regular basis.
probably the way that I speak, but that's possible to do anyway
everything else is p. good
Fix my lazy eye.
I would prevent the OP form being born so this depressing thread did not exist.
Honestly, money would probably solve a lot of my problems. The depression and other
mental illnesses I have right now are mostly the result of a shitty childhood where I didn't experience a lot of things that most children do. If I had enough money to just move out of the small town with no jobs or good people, I feel like I would then have enough motivation to pull myself out of this dark place I'm stuck in. Hell, just a couple thousand would probably be enough.
I personally wouldn't change anything that happened in the past. Not exactly my place to mess with shit like that, and I think a lot of the bad decisions I (and other people) made me into a better person.
Education, social anxiety (albeit pretty tame).
Mostly education, I usually try to see the most logical explanation as to why I failed in middle-school and above, but I really really believe it was because of terrible teaching and awful conditions. I was in a lose-lose situation where I either had to live in a cold, dirty basement, or face sleep deprivation in another apartment. And I can tell you, it is not fun to have mice eat from your food and skip around your bed during the night (I chose the basement).
So I dropped out of high-school due to depression and sleep deprivation (yep). I'm 18 today and I just got papers from my middle-school teacher, telling me I failed in every single grade (even my favorite, music). Trying as hard as I can today to get those grades up but I'm afraid it's too late, I will most likely never receive a proper school education.
Sorry, I just had to get that out somewhere :v:
Stop being such a lazy shit I am right now and have been for the longest time.
Not fucking my first (and so far, only) relationship over to the point where my ex literally said she would try to stay out of any relationships in the future. That hit me really hard and it's haunted me ever since it happened last year.
In fact I'd change everything I have done from ~2011 up until now. The consequences of my short fuse and absolutely disgusting behavior towards everyone who "offended" me, along with a 2012 full of family tragedies and other depressing crap, has made me realize how shitty my life's been lately.
I'm getting along well with pretty much everyone now that I'm in high school in a completely different city and I will remain optimistic, but looking back on the past couple of years makes me literally sick. So many people I've acted like a huge bitch to, and no way to say I'm sorry. It's bizarre, I really can't believe I used to be like that.
Enlisting when I was 17..my mind and body are so fucking fucked up to the point that I can barely take care of myself let alone get a job..
25cm dick
Be more dynamic and motivated
[QUOTE=Fourm Shark;42679205]This really is a tough choice for me. Do I change my extreme introversion, or do I correct my inability to seize opportunities? ala lazyness. I never want to be around people, and I never like talking to people when I have nothing important or urgent to say. This is very debilitation in regards to my social life, as I have no friends. [B]Or, do I correct my lazyness? I never take the initiative with anything. I always procrastinate, and press things to the last possible minute.[/B]
These two things combined make up nearly all of my problems.[/QUOTE]
I have pretty much the same dilemma, but overall I feel that if you'd be able to get motivated and start doing stuff, socializing would also be easier.
Worked hard in school and not treated it like a joke.
I was so naive.
Remove procrastination, eat better and remove depression. Actually removing depression would solve most things.
My dad's personality is something that I'd love to change. He's stubborn, and conceited, not to mention rude to everyone else who doesn't do in what he thinks is right. This really affects my relationship with him and between him and my mom. It just saddens me, and makes him a bad father.
Not moving like 6 times. I've never known what it's like to have friends your whole childhood and stuff. It just sucks to move.
[QUOTE=Used Car Salesman;42636156]Dunno. Can't figure out how to undo the shitty parts without sacrificing other things. I guess just getting in shape earlier than I did.[/QUOTE]
Headbang more.
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[QUOTE=Quark:;42636607]Go back in time and tell my young self to stop being so anal about the rules. I never had fun in school because I obeyed all the rules until high school. I'd also go back in time and take better maths classes, I never took any so when I graduated I didn't have anything advanced under my belt.
Lastly, I'd beat the [I]shit[/I] out of Middle School Me for being so annoying and dumb. I had the capacity to be smarter but I was too snotty and rude. Really ruined my entire life.[/QUOTE]
Uhhhhh, weed
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[QUOTE=alexfrance;42636769]My age, I've barely started my life at 22 but I wish I could go back to being 14 and have the same knowledge as now. I know this is going to carry on throughout life, wishing that now at 22 I am as wise as I will be at 30.
Life experiences are so rich and allow you to improve so many things in your life.[/QUOTE]
VOVOVOVOVOVVOVOVOVOVOVOVOVOOVOVVOV I have waiting to post lots of v's and o's. D:
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[QUOTE=RayvenQ;42641362]Being born, this isnt me trying to be edgy or anything, but if i could chose to go back and change things, I'd choose never to be born, given all the pain, and suffering, both physically and mentally, I've endured over the years, despite the good times I've had, all my suffering would make me chose never to exist, which, oddly enough, by all rights i shouldn't exist at all, given that my dad was/is entirely infertile when I was concieved and then born.[/QUOTE]
gg
I want more willpower - I'm too apathetic when it comes to getting shit done.
I wish that I chose a promising army career over my college courses.
Telling myself to fuck my ex-girlfriend instead of going back to dropping her off with her parents after making out with her for the first time.
Tell myself to "go for" my most recent love interest before she met her boyfriend.
Purposefully fucking up that first date with that one psycho ex-girlfriend for a year and a half.
Cursing at the drill instructor in boot camp. Big mistake, stuck at home now for the rest of my life because of it.
Not smoking.
Getting mad at a good friend over an argument and basically cutting all ties with him for the next few years. Shit, it felt bad. We did eventually patch up but it felt really bad, and it was a bad break for a fellow who really had few friends all his life.
[QUOTE=Disseminate;42637785]Restart my education. I regret going into astrophysics. I had tons and tons of passion for it in the beginning, lost basically all of it. I want to go into compsci or something - I changed at the last minute to astrophysics. I don't get the same satisfaction from doing a physics problem right that I got from a successful code compile. Even then, if I could truly do it again, I'd become a translator or make music or become a chef or teach English.
I'm now failing three out of four courses this semester, which will probably lead to expulsion, or probation at the least, and I'm $20000 in debt now. I can't imagine the disappointment on my parents' faces. If I pass, then I'm stuck doing a job I don't want to do until I get the balls to go back to college to do another degree, at which point my youth is gone.[/QUOTE]
You could still do what you like, although at a later stage of life. What some people here did was get a money making job, then with the money, go into the F&B industry.
Change my parents. Make them more normal, sweet merciful god I would do anything.
I wish I was less lazy and more attractive.
My clinical depression.
I'd like to be able-bodied. Then I could live a bit more normally, getting a job, being fuckin useful.
I would probably prevent my family from decided to move to America. God do I hate being in this country.
Being less of a lazy fuck, I have no motivation
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