I'm taking affair and changing right now!
I've lost 23 Kilos over the last 4 months, and I'm trying to keep it up, it's harder, because I've lost all the initial motivation, but I'm living with my brother, who's fit as fuck and he's helping me keep to my diet and workout plan.
I've still got 29 kilos left before I reach my ideal weight, but I'm very optimistic for the future of my weigh, more than I have ever been.
[QUOTE=Disseminate;42637785]Restart my education. I regret going into astrophysics. I had tons and tons of passion for it in the beginning, lost basically all of it. I want to go into compsci or something - I changed at the last minute to astrophysics. I don't get the same satisfaction from doing a physics problem right that I got from a successful code compile. Even then, if I could truly do it again, I'd become a translator or make music or become a chef or teach English.
I'm now failing three out of four courses this semester, which will probably lead to expulsion, or probation at the least, and I'm $20000 in debt now. I can't imagine the disappointment on my parents' faces. If I pass, then I'm stuck doing a job I don't want to do until I get the balls to go back to college to do another degree, at which point my youth is gone.[/QUOTE]
I called my mom a little bit ago over Skype. Her mic wasn't working so I was talking and she was responding on paper. When I said I had something important to tell her, she wrote "changing degree?" and I was genuinely suprised - she asked me what to, I said "computer science", and she wrote "sounds great."
Aaaaaaaaa i'm so happy aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
remove depression, get fit, stop being lazy, be a girl, etc etc
have a smaller penis
all pants are too tight and women keep staring at it :(
I wouldn't have signed on for the No Fap November challenge.
Not have ADD.
Would solve a heck of a lot of problems.
[QUOTE=Rammaster;42635062]I would probably send my past self a little lesson about nutrition and fitness.[/QUOTE]
why cus ur fat hahahahahahahahahhaahahagbdgadsgdhasgdh
I would have a lollipop right now
I'd go back and stick with my gut feeling of not wanting to go to university. Instead I'm here studying something I don't really care that much about getting massively in debt and feeling majorly shit about myself. The worst part is how I knew I didn't want to go but just went along with it to avoid upsetting my parents/family. Argh.
Now I'm here at a university that is actually quite highly ranked (Lancaster), doing Computer Science which I find quite straight forward and simple, getting good grades in all of my class work etc and yet I just don't want to be here. My family keep trying to push me to stay even though I really just want out and it's becoming a constant source of stress and unhappiness for me. I knew I didn't want to go to uni way back when we had to apply, but I was convinced to do it by my parents etc. I'm so angry at myself for not saying no, it now feels like my whole life is going to be fucked up :(.
I wish I never bought my car after I left high school.
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