i remmeber one dream where i was travelling across an airport. an empty, abandoned, partially ruined airport. just making my way across the tarmac, crossing thru a busted up jet, yet for some reason i was being low key, trying to avoid detection, yet no one was around and i was afraid. weird shit like that.
butts
i just remembered another dream. it was pretty bad though, it was about being publicly shamed and blowing my brains out :frown:
Actually this dream stuff is something that affects me a lot I just never really have the chance to talk about it. Usually I'm more comfortable talking about it one on one with someone I know but even then I always feel strange bringing it up.
I only had nightmares or lewd ones :v:
Pleasant dreams are non-existent to me
Public conversations about these kinda topic usually lead to naturally unsatisfying conclusions.
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;51621154]Public conversations about these kinda topic usually lead to naturally unsatisfying conclusions.[/QUOTE]i'm sorry if i had something to do with that. i know i have a problem with looking insensitive when posting, and i don't want to send the wrong message
[QUOTE=MissingNoGuy;51621158]i'm sorry if i had something to do with that. i know i have a problem with looking insensitive when posting[/QUOTE]
Nah it's just personal preference I think.
I'm kinda sappy and like having longer conversations, especially if it's a mutually relatable topic with whoever I'm talking to. So when public chats and threads take their natural course and the topic changes I'm usually left feeling like I need to say more.
sip cyanide till i take my life i dont wanna die i just wanna feel alive
[QUOTE=MissingNoGuy;51621158]i'm sorry if i had something to do with that. i know i have a problem with looking insensitive when posting, and i don't want to send the wrong message[/QUOTE]
Hm I don't think his post was directed at anyone. Generally discussions can be quickly replaced in faster threads, meaning it can become "to late" to join a convo, leaving some left put and some unfinished? Just a guess
It's why I really prefer one on one chats to groups chats for more serious topics.
Also why I tend to pester some people sometimes and offer my ear, most of the time it helps me too.
JAM IT IN YOUR PEE HOLE
[QUOTE=Xubs;51621166]eat burg til my heart clogs except it don't because burg is my fuel[/QUOTE]
hecking yes
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;51621171]:dogwow:[/QUOTE]
It's not within my control.
At the same time tho I also understand not everyone is the same and I really am a sappy dork so i try not to pressure too much and why I still take the chances to speak when this stuff comes up in public chats.
[QUOTE=Xubs;51621179]jam it down your pie hole
the food that is
not anything lascivious[/QUOTE]
mmmm slurp burgers mmmmmmmmm
lasagna
As you can all see I still won't shut up lol.
[QUOTE=KillRay;51621165]Hm I don't think his post was directed at anyone. Generally discussions can be quickly replaced in faster threads, meaning it can become "to late" to join a convo, leaving some left put and some unfinished? Just a guess[/QUOTE]That's probably it.
I have random episodes of paranoia and severe anxiety that's hard to control and makes things look directed towards me. It's hard to put into words.
I've had thoughts yesterday about anti-money, like coins you get that subtracts the total amount of change you hand over. So if somebody gave you $1.25 followed by an anti-[B]quarter[/B], it would drop down to a buck. Or something dumb like that.
[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;51621192]I've had thoughts yesterday about anti-money, like coins you get that subtracts the total amount of change you hand over. So if somebody gave you $1.25 followed by an anti-nickel, it would drop down to a buck. Or something dumb like that.[/QUOTE]
Well that is pretty dumb and impossible.
[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;51621192]I've had thoughts yesterday about anti-money, like coins you get that subtracts the total amount of change you hand over. So if somebody gave you $1.25 followed by an anti-[B]quarter[/B], it would drop down to a buck. Or something dumb like that.[/QUOTE]
damn dude how baked are you
I'm a goddamn cashier and I still can't figure out how to count money.
[QUOTE=Xubs;51621206]you can't deny my posts aren't incredible at least, imagine if the incredible posting habit of saying things like "i love fuzzy animal" went away? you'd be hopeless, how can anyone deal with that
nobody can[/QUOTE]
i would die
hype
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;51621178]At the same time tho I also understand not everyone is the same and I really am a sappy dork so i try not to pressure too much and why I still take the chances to speak when this stuff comes up in public chats.[/QUOTE]
I tend to be a sappy dork too. Maybe not as much, as I really remain thoughtless on myself. But there would deep inside always be some sort of thought in me that tells me I'm a useless person. And I think it's right too. I don't think there has been many times where I actually try when I needed to. When the thought really starts to grow on me, it really gets to me [I]hard[/I]. It's sort of the reason why I don't think about myself much, because in truth, I don't think I've really achieved anything important in my own life. Just a person who lives and that's it for me.
I've had some pretty terrifying nightmares. One time I dreamed that I looked up at the sky and the constellations came to life, signifying the end of the world. Still in the sky, one of them looked at me and used this magical force to pin me down, and I went cold with a feeling of impending doom. I knew I was damned to hell forever.
My nightmares stem from the fact that I'm a former Christian and am still on the fence on whether God is real or not, and whether the prophecies of Revelation have come to pass. What helps me cope is just being around people and enjoying the things that I like, which is sometimes hard to do when it's the middle of the night.
sleep
:dogsleep:
[QUOTE=Xubs;51621206]you can't deny my posts aren't incredible at least, imagine if the incredible posting habit of saying things like "i love fuzzy animal" went away? you'd be hopeless, how can anyone deal with that
nobody can[/QUOTE]Xubsposting is the best thing to grace WAYT
I mean, if it was not a thing, the reserves of quality posts would run dry.
[QUOTE=PsycheClops;51621219]I tend to be a sappy dork too. Maybe not as much, as I really remain thoughtless on myself. But there would deep inside always be some sort of thought in me that tells me I'm a useless person. And I think it's right too. I don't think there has been many times where I actually try what I need to do. When the thought really starts to grow on me, it really gets to me [I]hard[/I]. It's sort of the reason why I don't think about myself much, because in truth, I don't think I've really achieved anything important in my own life. Just a person who lives and that's it for me.[/QUOTE]
Caring about things isn't really tied to how you view yourself.
A lot of times I have very low self-worth but I also want what's best for the people I care about as well as myself.
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