• What Are You Thinking™ - Otterman: im a twerp
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i had a dream where a cow was riding a bull like a bull rider then i woke up and spent 5 minutes sitting in bed wondering what the fuck i was dreaming about
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;51621231]Caring about things isn't really tied to how you view yourself. A lot of times I have very low self-worth but I also want what's best for the people I care about as well as myself.[/QUOTE] You and me both
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;51621154]Public conversations about these kinda topic usually lead to naturally unsatisfying conclusions.[/QUOTE] its just dreams bro nothing [editline]4th January 2017[/editline] [QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;51621231]Caring about things isn't really tied to how you view yourself. A lot of times I have very low self-worth but I also want what's best for the people I care about as well as myself.[/QUOTE] and look at me i have unwarrent levels of ego and i dont care about anything
Christmas break is over for me hello everyoneone
its my best friend adam one one seven two
i sell crack on paypal, jus like obama fiji diamonds on my wrist, i fuck yo mama
glod in 4 weeks
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For some reason, I can't seem to hold back tears. I try my best not to cry. I try to tense up my muscles, I'd think to myself not to cry, I try to think other thoughts, but when the tears start rolling, it's like a dam broke down and it keeps running. I completely hate it. I want to be a stronger person by not showing any tears that shows I really am a weak person inside. It just seems like no matter what I do with crying, it's hopeless.
last day in Sydney tomorrow, better make it count by racing against regulars in Maximum Tune
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;51621145][video=youtube;ldTtAURFwSg]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldTtAURFwSg[/video][/QUOTE] this belongs in a museum
imagine being so insecure you think working at Pizza Hut is considered kafir so you have to change it to Pitsa Hats [editline]4th January 2017[/editline] it's already registered as halal ffs
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[QUOTE=PsycheClops;51621290]For some reason, I can't seem to hold back tears. I try my best not to cry. I try to tense up my muscles, I'd think to myself not to cry, I try to think other thoughts, but when the tears start rolling, it's like a dam broke down and it keeps running. I completely hate it. I want to be a stronger person by not showing any tears that shows I really am a weak person inside. It just seems like no matter what I do with crying, it's hopeless.[/QUOTE] It takes a stronger person to accept that sometimes it's better to let it out than keep your emotions bottled up and festering inside you. Don't subject yourself to stupid preconceptions about what you should or shouldn't be doing. It only becomes a problem if you cant stop crying for even the simplest things, by which point shit's fucked anyway.
Its very hard to visit somewhere with friend (reunion) if i cannot drive any bike or car. i have to rely on friend so i can hitch a ride
Man wind you ain't got no place being around in the winter. Like seriously.
i like memes
I stopped worrying about being useless when I realised that life is meaningless anyway, just don't be a dick'ead.
This might seem a bit random and a bit like a rant, but I really feel like I need to say something in general since it's on my mind. My apologies in advance if A) this isn't the right place to post this and B) it's just a tl;dr post. I've had to start taking medication for my anxiety some time around late June or early July of last year, and I think I'm actually starting to get a stronger understanding of why I've been feeling so anxious over the last few years as a whole, and it's actually not for the reason that I thought it was for before. Over the last few years, I've been dealing with what I believed was social anxiety (which my doctor has confirmed that I show a large majority of symptoms for). Since I was feeling overly anxious while I was at work or just out and about in general to the point that I was even having a hard time getting out of the house, I was actually prescribed some medication to help keep my anxiety in check, and my regular checkups to see how I'm doing (the medication they have me on is actually an anti-depressant that also works for anxiety, but it has a lot of side effects that my doctor wanted me to keep an eye on) have yielded rather positive results. But now my anxiety is starting to get worse, and I'm starting to feel overly anxious even at home, and I'm starting to think it's honestly because of something that terrifies me to the core and has been starting to loom over me even more so as of late. It might sound fucking stupid as hell to some people, but I have a morbid fear of silence, and it's not because of any reason that would seem ridiculous or irrational, like paranoia or feeling like I'm in danger when I'm not. It's actually because my hearing has been degrading for quite a while, and I was told by my doctor almost 10 years ago that the level of progression for the degradation would most likely leave me deaf by the age of 30. I'm 26 turning 27 this upcoming June, and my hearing has gotten so bad that I honestly have a hard time hearing anyone talk to me unless they're almost shouting in my face. I can hear things just fine on my computer since I leave the main system volume maxed out at all times, but I can't even hear any of the music on my iPod without having it damn near maxed out, and even that sounds quiet to me. I think the reason for why I've been feeling so anxious as of late, and why it's been getting worse, is because of my fear of silence and the ever-increasing possibility that I might end up being deaf by the time I'm 30. I know some people might think that's something I'm just getting myself worked up over, but my hearing has literally only been getting worse and worse, and I honestly don't know what to do. I can't stand being in silence at all; I [B]have[/B] to have some sort of sound going on at all times, even if it's just listening to the same song on repeat a million times over. If I lose my hearing, I honestly don't know how I'll get by, and that's something that terrifies the ever-living shit out of me. It's even gotten to the point where I literally think out loud, even about some of the strangest shit, just so I can hear my own voice to make sure I can still hear. I don't know if I should see a psychiatrist about this or not, but I'm definitely going to be bringing this up with my doctor at my next appointment. Again, sorry if this too long of a read or not the right place to post this, but I really needed to say something.
[QUOTE=Spectre1406;51621291]last day in Sydney tomorrow, better make it count by racing against regulars in Maximum Tune[/QUOTE] Pack an umbrella!!
[video=youtube;Ju5taKN4ah0]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ju5taKN4ah0[/video] Man this is fucked up.
[I]ALL THE OTHER KIDS WITH THE PUMPED UP KICKS YOU BETTER RUN BETTER RUN FASTER THAN MY BULLET[/I]
i hate winter so much.
oh man my pc has been flooded with a toxic gas, this is not good
[video=youtube;ihaH_EsYf7M]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihaH_EsYf7M[/video]
Accidentally pressed on reserve while looking through car rentals. I tried to cancel it but then my friends say why not and I succumbed into peer pressure. Now I have an Audi A1 for the next 5 days and extended insurance, what do?
[video=youtube;KcVsq6Q3v60]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcVsq6Q3v60[/video]
[QUOTE=adam1172;51622158]Accidentally pressed on reserve while looking through car rentals. I tried to cancel it but then my friends say why not and I succumbed into peer pressure. Now I have an Audi A1 for the next 5 days and extended insurance, what do?[/QUOTE] what else can you do with an audi except act like a baller for five days?
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