This dog I tried to save from the street is gone out of our back yard where we put her to be safe. I'm a sad panda. I can only hope her owners came and got her out of our yard...
:(
[editline]17th May 2014[/editline]
It looks like she ran away again though
[QUOTE=jbthekid;44830137]That would be sound advice if depression didn't feel like numbness. When I'm heavily depressed, I don't necessarily feel sad, I just don't feel. The moments when I get to cry or feel sad, at least I get to feel for a few minutes. That's honestly the worst kind of depression. Also take into account that depression can be situational, it can be a chemical imbalance in the brain, it can just mean you're sad for a day and happy again the next. It's a weird, fucked up thing is what it is.[/QUOTE]
Naw I understand. I mean my stuff I talked about up there can last for several months, but I do get the random "I am sad as shit" for a few days where I just don't feel anything but sadness, I don't even want to cry, I'm just [i]SAD[/i].
It's different for everyone and stuffs and there isn't really a "cure" for it. I totally get it.
[QUOTE=Katatonic717;44830094]How I deal with depression is I play with my cat.
Like, playing with him doesn't make me happy or anything, he just gets rowdy and scratches me. When he scratches me I get mad.
So I get all pissed.
At least I don't feel sadness for a few minutes.
I mean this would be awesome advice if it didn't involve anger and pain.
[editline]17th May 2014[/editline]
Though my depression stems from crushing loneliness. I [b]NEED[/b] to hang out with people, meet new people, or have friends over. Like just general social stuff. If I don't see people for a long time I get super sad and don't want to do anything.
When summer comes my depression goes away because my friends are back and we can hang out and stuff.
When I was little I'd always cry real hard when a friend would have to leave. I just don't like being alone.
Is this like a reverse of social anxiety? Like is this some kind of disorder?
I mean I can function without people, I can still eat, sleep, poop, and work, but I just feel like complete shit.[/QUOTE]
There's also seasonal depression. Just the rapid change in weather and the all around world can really throw people off. My therapist told me that when stuff like that happens, it can relate to where we were around this time a year ago, or more even. Around this time last year I lost my dad, so I think me getting depressed recently is my body's way of reminding me that things have changed, that this year is/is going to be different, and that I just have to adapt to it. Antidepressants are here to help me through it. Although I wish I didn't need them, it's better than living in that shit hole of depression. You begin to feel crazy after a while if you don't treat yourself.
[editline]17th May 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=Katatonic717;44830171]Naw I understand. I mean my stuff I talked about up there can last for several months, but I do get the random "I am sad as shit" for a few days where I just don't feel anything but sadness, I don't even want to cry, I'm just [i]SAD[/i].
It's different for everyone and stuffs and there isn't really a "cure" for it. I totally get it.[/QUOTE]
Yeah man, everyone will experience it at some point in their life, some just more so than others. It's unfortunate, but I feel almost like it's really a learning experience. You kind of find yourself and learn to deal with yourself in times like these, and you come out a stronger person.
i don't feel stronger at all. Just pathetic, annoying, empty and slutty.
[QUOTE=jbthekid;44829998]Just started mine up again. Real confusing stuff. I'm on my third one to try, which is Celexa, and I finally found something that's working.
I don't get it though. Last time I had escitalopram (generic for lexapro), and the side effects were nothing. This time around I tried it again, but the side effects made me feel like death. I was smoking pot the first time around, so I guess that really has an effect on side effects. Tried Zoloft, hell. Now Celexa, which is doing fine.
[editline]17th May 2014[/editline]
Klonopin is the shiznit.[/QUOTE]
I used to be on Effexor, I am now going to be on Valdoxan, a melatonin receptor agonist.
It gives your body a boost of melatonin; I might be able to sleep comfortably, instead of waking up 7-8 times a night; the only time I can get a decent nights sleep is when I drink.. which is an awful solution, but it's such a comfort to have a good nights sleep (whatever the cost).
I am thinking if the our reflection on the mirror is not real how we can be sure that we are real? O.o
[QUOTE=cucumber;44830308]I am thinking if the our reflection on the mirror is not real how we can be sure that we are real? O.o[/QUOTE]
[img]http://www.vodkacranberryclooney.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/05/Jaden-Smith-CNO-006227.jpg[/img]
So I am trying to brute force my way through work with the power of Protomen.
Its thankfully a pretty easy night. Especially compared to last night.
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;44830235]i don't feel stronger at all. Just pathetic, annoying, empty and slutty.[/QUOTE]
Maybe support from those who care about you will help get rid of those feelings. A little help is all anyone really needs.
i hate that a lot of people have this "well stop doing it!!11" logic when it comes to problems.
Sometimes i tell people that i always have this feeling that i have to prove myself to all the people i meet, and that its making me tired of everything.
"well, just stop doing it bro! its that simple"
i.dont.agree.
how would you feel if you are sad and someone tells you "well have you tried not to?!"
"well, stop being fat then! you weak mind person" "stop feeling like that, its that simple"
like its the answer i missed all the time i thought about it, it really feels like a wall nobody sees...
snippery
huh
goodnight
[QUOTE=autodesknoob;44830395]i hate that a lot of people have this "well stop doing it!!11" logic when it comes to problems.
Sometimes i tell people that i always have this feeling that i have to prove myself to all the people i meet, and that its making me tired of everything.
"well, just stop doing it bro! its that simple"
i.dont.agree.
how would you feel if you are sad and someone tells you "well have you tried not to?!"
"well, stop being fat then! you weak mind person" "stop feeling like that, its that simple"
like its the answer i missed all the time i thought about it, it really feels like a wall nobody sees...[/QUOTE]
Reminds me of that comic of the dude who's been like stabbed in the hand and everyone just says, "You just need to snap out of it. We'l go to the movies, you just need to stop thinking about it."
[editline]or this[/editline]
Or this
[t]http://puu.sh/8Pt82.jpg[/t]
[QUOTE=DudeGuyKT;44830425]Reminds me of that comic of the dude who's been like stabbed in the hand and everyone just says, "You just need to snap out of it. We'l go to the movies, you just need to stop thinking about it."
[editline]or this[/editline]
Or this
[t]http://puu.sh/8Pt82.jpg[/t][/QUOTE]
pretty much...i would like to see that other comic you said too c:
bonjour
[QUOTE=autodesknoob;44830395]i hate that a lot of people have this "well stop doing it!!11" logic when it comes to problems.
Sometimes i tell people that i always have this feeling that i have to prove myself to all the people i meet, and that its making me tired of everything.
"well, just stop doing it bro! its that simple"
i.dont.agree.
how would you feel if you are sad and someone tells you "well have you tried not to?!"
"well, stop being fat then! you weak mind person" "stop feeling like that, its that simple"
like its the answer i missed all the time i thought about it, it really feels like a wall nobody sees...[/QUOTE]
I'm feeling you there.. the situation as a whole is fractally more complex.
No matter where you start to delve, it just opens a network of problems, that are seemingly interlinked with other problems.
For those who have never suffered a mental illness, or never been closely associated with someone who does, it's hard to even empathize.
There is feeling crap after something bad, juxtaposed to the mindset of looking at everything bad, and when it comes to the chemistry it can heavily effect your life in ways that you couldn't imagine.
It sucks.
Paid a $20 note for a $1.80 ticket since that was all I had. The guy gives me the 20 cents with 5 cent coins when there was a stack of 20s next to it. I guess I deserved that :v:
I'd say avatar fits but it'll probably change by the time I hit enter.
the old dude from across the street as staring at me the entire time iw as getting dry coming out the shower i gotta learn to close the blinds :////////////////////
[editline]17th May 2014[/editline]
im violated
I can drink legally and smoke cuban cigars
I love Europe
[QUOTE=mikeyt493;44831829]the old dude from across the street as staring at me the entire time iw as getting dry coming out the shower i gotta learn to close the blinds :////////////////////
[editline]17th May 2014[/editline]
im violated[/QUOTE]
wink at him next time.
wow, i knew it would be a waste of time going to the t-mobile store asking them to hard reset my phone. Those fools couldn't get it. They went to google to figure it out and STILL didn't know how to do it. It took me .5 seconds to do it myself by watching a youtube video. Im so fucking upset.
They even ran my credit because they wanted me to finance a phone. HA! No Thanks!
As soon as my other network bill is up at the end of the month, I'm going to get a sim card and see how i like t-mobile again.
The only reason why i want to do this is because its the only smart phone i own and this flip phone isn't cutting it for me and I am not even going to bother using an iPhone because thats too damn expensive unless someone wants to sell theirs to me.
otherwise, I'm just fine using this little phone with decent internet access. Just need to get a sim card.
THREE CHEERS FOR SELF EFFICENCY1!
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;44832064]wow, i knew it would be a waste of time going to the t-mobile store asking them to hard reset my phone. Those fools couldn't get it. They went to google to figure it out and STILL didn't know how to do it. It took me .5 seconds to do it myself by watching a youtube video. Im so fucking upset.
They even ran my credit because they wanted me to finance a phone. HA! No Thanks!
As soon as my other network bill is up at the end of the month, I'm going to get a sim card and see how i like t-mobile again.
The only reason why i want to do this is because its the only smart phone i own and this flip phone isn't cutting it for me and I am not even going to bother using an iPhone because thats too damn expensive unless someone wants to sell theirs to me.
otherwise, I'm just fine using this little phone with decent internet access. Just need to get a sim card.
THREE CHEERS FOR SELF EFFICENCY1![/QUOTE]I sometimes wonder if there was ever a golden age where tech support knew what they were doing.
Doesn't seem likely, though; it's like asking if there was ever a time when pigs could fly.
honestly, i don't know why their first instinct was to go to Google??? Everyone knows to go to Youtube. It was odd because I think the kids working there were younger than me. They should know better.
I don't know why but sometimes [sp]actually most of the time[/sp] I like to pretend that my leg is still in pain. I have NO idea why I do this.
oh fuck i'm back up to 205 pounds
this is unacceptable
[QUOTE=Bradyns;44830303]I used to be on Effexor, I am now going to be on Valdoxan, a melatonin receptor agonist.
It gives your body a boost of melatonin; I might be able to sleep comfortably, instead of waking up 7-8 times a night; the only time I can get a decent nights sleep is when I drink.. which is an awful solution, but it's such a comfort to have a good nights sleep (whatever the cost).[/QUOTE]
I'm prescribed Trazodone for sleep. It used to be prescribed as an antidepressant, but the side effect of sleepiness over the years kind of made it more suitable for just using it to sleep. I'll tell you what, it works. The celexa makes it hard to stay asleep, so it helps a ton.
[QUOTE=Big Ben;44832931]oh fuck i'm back up to 205 pounds
this is unacceptable[/QUOTE]
stop eating. get nutrients from the sun and river spouts.
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