[media]http://soundcloud.com/dogmandolphin/untitled-wip[/media]
i made this at 3 in the morning yesterdy i like it but it could use more work also a proper end
[editline]26th July 2014[/editline]
the more i listen to it the less i like it
Alright, there is something really wrong now. I went to bed at 11:00, stayed there with my eyes closed for what felt like an hour, turns out it was half an hour. The strange thing was I don't remember falling asleep for 30 minutes or I just sat there waiting for sleep to come. I go upstairs, try to explain to my parents why I can't sleep(Which is hard when I don't know why I can sleep in the first place) and I take a Gravol, hoping that it would induce drowsiness so I could try to sleep, and then I go back to bed. I lay there for what feels like another hour, but it was only a measly 15 minutes. So now I'm upstairs on the couch, telling you about my shit sleeping cycle while everyone else in the house is asleep like hibernating bears.
I hope that a few chapters of Brisingr, a Gravol tablet and the light from my lamp is enough to make me sleep. If it doesn't, then I know something is really wrong. So, hopefully this will be the last thing I post tonight. Wish me luck.
sleep works better with the light off
OK I'm really think something is wrong. I haven't slept for pretty much 2 days, and I am not in the least bit tired, like, AT ALL. I've tried to lie down and sleep, but my mind quickly controls my thoughts and a wave of futility, hoplessness and slight deppression crashes over my brain. All of this is leading to paranoia about my lack of sleep. I'm starting to consider that I might have to experience one of these 2 scenarios: I either stay up as late as I can and hopefully get tired that way, or I'll have to wake my parents up in the middle of their sleep so they can drive me to the hospital so I can get checked out.
My eyes are slightly sore, so I'm going to go back to bed and see if I can at least try to feel rested.
[editline]26th July 2014[/editline]
My post quality is degrading so I must be tired
i've been watching documentaries and movies about cults. a lot of it is really interesting but scary at the same time
I want a drink.
all that is in the house is some ancient coconut rum somewhere in the far reaches of the fridge, which I don't care for too much
[editline]banana[/editline]
i mixed it with some cherry limeade and it's pretty okay
now I'm going to watch some netflix
I physically can not lie in my bed and close my eyes. I simply can't. My mind wants to sleep but my body won't let me. I'm being completely serious here, I'm actually scared here. What if I turn out to be like Kebab and not sleep for 100 hours and then find out I have a brain tumor.
Could be that I'm nervous about something? I don't see why I would be nervous, cause I've done nothing stressful all summer. Am I scared of something?
I'm really sorry guys, but all my recent posts are about my sleeping problem and I don't think I'll be able to stop posting like this all night. It's just that writing up these posts gives me something other than my dilemma to worry about, even if they sound like ramblings of a long dead madman.
thanks Benzybae now I can't stop listening to Alvvays. :v
if it scares you [I]go to the fucking doctor i cannot stress this enough[/I]
better safe than sorry, especially as a canadian
I don't want to go to bed but I [I]need[/I] to.
I can feel my eyes getting heavier but I haven't even played any videogames today because I worked two shifts
fuck it I'm not doing anything tomorrow
every song i try to write turns into a rap song and i don't even know if they're good or not because i know next to shit about rap
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;45511814]if it scares you [I]go to the fucking doctor i cannot stress this enough[/I]
better safe than sorry, especially as a canadian[/QUOTE]
I know, I know, believe me, I would if I could, but doctor's offices aren't open at 1:30 AM around here. My only option is to wake up my parents and have them drive me to the nearest hospital, which is 45 minutes away from here, and then there's the 60+ minute wait to seeva fucking doctor when you're the only people there.
I really don't want to wake up my parents so they drive me to the hospital in the middlebof the night.
Your sleep cycle is fucked, you have to try and shut your eyes and go to sleep at once, and it's probably going to take you at least an hour to fall asleep now.
dont poop too hard.
poop as hard as possible
[editline]27th July 2014[/editline]
i can't sleep c:
Marina and the Diamonds for my waifu.
I put a Judge Dredd helmet on a raccoon. Why did I do this
[t]http://i.imgur.com/R8VhvX4.png[/t]
It's not even good.
what is my life
[QUOTE=Katatonic717;45512623]I put a Judge Dredd helmet on a raccoon. Why did I do this
[t]http://i.imgur.com/R8VhvX4.png[/t]
It's not even good.
what is my life[/QUOTE]
your life is to make bad raccoon potatochops
[QUOTE=Zonesylvania;45512626]your life is to make bad raccoon potatochops[/QUOTE]
Can I get paid for that? There has to be a need somewhere.
Some really obscure niche that needs filling.
[QUOTE=Katatonic717;45512633]Can I get paid for that? There has to be a need somewhere.
Some really obscure niche that needs filling.[/QUOTE]
If some rich guy with more money than sense thinks it's a good idea, then yes. Otherwise, no.
[QUOTE=Kurahk;45511935]I know, I know, believe me, I would if I could, but doctor's offices aren't open at 1:30 AM around here. My only option is to wake up my parents and have them drive me to the nearest hospital, which is 45 minutes away from here, and then there's the 60+ minute wait to seeva fucking doctor when you're the only people there.
I really don't want to wake up my parents so they drive me to the hospital in the middlebof the night.[/QUOTE]
Have you done anything active lately? It might be that you simply have excessive energy and you can't lie down.
I have been at my computer for days and therefore, yes I do have issues sleeping, but I'm maintaining my sleep cycles which I have in my ordinary weekends. Which is go to bed at 10:30 (now 11 though), read a book until I feel tired which is usually in 45 minutes, go to sleep and wake up at ~10:00 AM
[QUOTE=Katatonic717;45512633]Can I get paid for that? There has to be a need somewhere.
Some really obscure niche that needs filling.[/QUOTE]
Do a patreon thing.
[QUOTE=Zonesylvania;45512639]If some rich guy with more money than sense thinks it's a good idea, then yes. Otherwise, no.[/QUOTE]
Just one day I see in the paper:
"WE NEED PICTURES OF RACCOONS IN SILLY HATS AND WE NEED THEM NOW!"
This is my destiny.
[QUOTE=Katatonic717;45512645]Just one day I see in the paper:
"WE NEED PICTURES OF RACCOONS IN SILLY HATS AND WE NEED THEM NOW!"
This is my destiny.[/QUOTE]
Big Macs will rain from heaven first, and sillier things have happened.
[QUOTE=Kurahk;45511935]I know, I know, believe me, I would if I could, but doctor's offices aren't open at 1:30 AM around here. My only option is to wake up my parents and have them drive me to the nearest hospital, which is 45 minutes away from here, and then there's the 60+ minute wait to seeva fucking doctor when you're the only people there.
I really don't want to wake up my parents so they drive me to the hospital in the middlebof the night.[/QUOTE]
Wow you really live in the middle of fucking nowhere. Better to go see a medical professional if this continues since I'd assume an ambulance can't reach you ASAP if something is actually wrong.
facepunch is fucking retarded when it comes to wages and unions
Cheers to 4 weeks of not being on addictive as fuck painkillers anymore.
i'm running out of painkillers
time to start breaking them into halves
Alright, I eventually said fuck this and I sat on my couch, closed my eyes and supported my head with one fist. I conked out for a few minutes before I woke up again, so I tried to lie down on said couch and sleep. It worked and I woke up and noon.
I really have to apologize for shitting up the thread with my delusions. I was a little freaked out and those posts helped calm down a bit. I promise that it won't happen again.
[QUOTE=Kurahk;45515083]Alright, I eventually said fuck this and I sat on my couch, closed my eyes and supported my head with one fist. I conked out for a few minutes before I woke up again, so I tried to lie down on said couch and sleep. It worked and I woke up and noon.
I really have to apologize for shitting up the thread with my delusions. I was a little freaked out and those posts helped calm down a bit. I promise that it won't happen again.[/QUOTE]
See, we told you that the only thing wrong was a fucked up sleep cycle. It isn't threadshitting if you feel like you have legitimate concerns over something, though it does sort of draw a fine line if used too liberally :v:
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