guys guys lets not fight
lets just cuddle and touch butts
[QUOTE=RustledJimmys;46397163]meet me at adelaide oval cunt[/QUOTE]
Okay but when Kiwi has you on the ground/you have Kiwi on the ground i'm prolly gonna kick you in the head because nobody fights fair anymore and cuddles are p good.
[editline] November 3 2014 [/editline]
Okay well i prolly won't because that's mean but cuddles are still p good.
feel really goddamn depressed tonight. dunno why.
kind of want to drink or drug myself into a coma but also don't want to get out of bed and put effort into doing that
i think i might do it anyways. i mean, one more night of heavy drinking can't be that bad even though i've been showing signs of liver problems, right?
Cuddling is great because there's lots of different kinds.
[QUOTE=DeVotchKa;46397180]Okay but when Kiwi has you on the ground/you have Kiwi on the ground i'm prolly gonna kick you in the head because nobody fights fair anymore and cuddles are p good.
[editline] November 3 2014 [/editline]
Okay well i prolly won't because that's mean but cuddles are still p good.[/QUOTE]
you'd try
[editline]3rd November 2014[/editline]
cuddling is lame no question
[QUOTE=BLOODGA$M;46397207]feel really goddamn depressed tonight. dunno why.
kind of want to drink or drug myself into a coma but also don't want to get out of bed and put effort into doing that
i think i might do it anyways. i mean, one more night of heavy drinking can't be that bad even though i've been showing signs of liver problems, right?[/QUOTE]
If I were you I'd try to get my mind somewhere else completely.
[QUOTE=RustledJimmys;46397209]you'd try
[editline]3rd November 2014[/editline]
cuddling is lame no question[/QUOTE]
Yeah well how 'bout i do the bad butt touch with your butt huh Mr. Coolguy Mc2edgy4cuddles huh what then
[QUOTE=HWECQI;46397132]I really dunno if any of this will be terribly helpful, but when I have panic attacks I usually try to get away from stuff that's overstimulating. Get somewhere that's comfortable, and try to breathe easy. Focus on just your breathing, play some calm music if you need. Sometimes silence is a bit more relaxing though since it forces you to focus on just you
You might also want to contact someone close to you so they can help reassure you that everything is okay. It might also help to see a doctor if this keeps persisting cuz it sounds really bad[/QUOTE]
I've tried watching comedy shows on netflix and I'm watching always sunny and its made me feel a tiny bit better but i still feel very on edge and i can't sleep. so now I'm just drawing and trying to keep my hands away from my hair. (i have trichotillomania and anxiety makes it impossible to not pull hair)
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;46397200]uhh facepunch what are you doing
[img]https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-RDil6K_JBr4/VFcmIFqqiEI/AAAAAAAAB5k/NI_TvoLZuNE/s0/2014-11-03_19-52-26.png[/img]
pls stop[/QUOTE]
Fast Internets, that don't work :v:
soaking your face in cold water can slow down your heart and brains and provide temporary relief from anxiety. stems from some "dive reflex" in mammals that's meant to preserve oxygen when you go underwater.
I decided earlier that I was going to walk from my apartment to the library on campus, which is about a 30 minute walk. So I walk there, when it's like 28F Degrees outside and all I got on is a basic jacket and some gloves, and once I got there I bought a coffee and sat down. Well right after I unpacked everything I overheard the printer in the one lab on campus I work in was having problems. So I pretty much decided I'd help the students in the lab out, since otherwise they'd be without printing till like 8 AM, and I packed all my shit up again and walked to the complete other side of campus just to fix the printer, and all I had to do was power it off and back on. I feel good about the fact that I went and did that but it kinda threw me off my study focus.
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;46397221]I've tried watching comedy shows on netflix and I'm watching always sunny and its made me feel a tiny bit better but i still feel very on edge and i can't sleep. so now I'm just drawing and trying to keep my hands away from my hair. (i have trichotillomania and anxiety makes it impossible to not pull hair)[/QUOTE]
Ouch, my half sister has trichotillomania. That has to be rough
Just try and keep things lighthearted and relaxed. Don't be afraid to call for help if you need it
[QUOTE=BLOODGA$M;46397235]soaking your face in cold water can slow down your heart and brains and provide temporary relief from anxiety. stems from some "dive reflex" in mammals that's meant to preserve oxygen when you go underwater.[/QUOTE]
This might help too
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;46397233]Nope it's only happening on Chrome.
The fuck.[/QUOTE]
Have you tried clearing Chrome's cache?
Welp at least it works now lol
[QUOTE=DeVotchKa;46397216]Yeah well how 'bout i do the bad butt touch with your butt huh Mr. Coolguy Mc2edgy4cuddles huh what then[/QUOTE]
do it
I haven't slept for over 24 hours and I keep watching X-Files, thinking what I should do for lunch.
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;46397250]yeah and that made no effect until now[/QUOTE]
It's cause I showed up. I'm fixing so much shit tonight :v:
Also dang my nuts smell good.
owwie the merge
Maybe I should get back to limiting my time online again
I think im starting to let myself get overwhelmed
[QUOTE=HWECQI;46397291]Maybe I should get back to limiting my time online again
I think im starting to let myself get overwhelmed[/QUOTE]
Same, I've been telling myself 10 more minutes for about the past three hours.
[editline]3rd November 2014[/editline]
Weird, was just digging through my laptop bag to find a pencil, and I pull out a flash drive without its shell. It's not mine, and I'm kinda afraid to plug it in to my laptop for obvious reasons.
[QUOTE=Mikesword221;46397297]Same, I've been telling myself 10 more minutes for about the past three hours.
[/QUOTE]
Naw my problem isn't really the time I'm spending.
I have a problem where I get wrapped up in what other people say or do or like, think. Sometimes when I lose track of myself, I end up getting easily influenced emotionally by these kind of things. Negativity from people can really, really get to me, whether it's related to me or not
[editline]3rd November 2014[/editline]
It's a stupid thing of mine that I've tried to fix. I've been way better about it lately but I'm slipping a little bit
[QUOTE=HWECQI;46397380]Naw my problem isn't really the time I'm spending.
I have a problem where I get wrapped up in what other people say or do or like, think. Sometimes when I lose track of myself, I end up getting easily influenced emotionally by these kind of things. Negativity from people can really, really get to me, whether it's related to me or not
[editline]3rd November 2014[/editline]
It's a stupid thing of mine that I've tried to fix. I've been way better about it lately but I'm slipping a little bit[/QUOTE]
please don't feel bad. i don't want to cause you to feel bad. i am grateful that someone is talking to me and trying to help me out and I'm taking yours and everyone else's advice. please don't get overwhelmed.
[QUOTE=HWECQI;46397380]Naw my problem isn't really the time I'm spending.
I have a problem where I get wrapped up in what other people say or do or like, think. Sometimes when I lose track of myself, I end up getting easily influenced emotionally by these kind of things. Negativity from people can really, really get to me, whether it's related to me or not
[editline]3rd November 2014[/editline]
It's a stupid thing of mine that I've tried to fix. I've been way better about it lately but I'm slipping a little bit[/QUOTE]
Ahhh I see. That happens to me, more so in person then online. My best friend was really stressed last week so I kept trying to cheer her up but it just ended up making me feel way worse.
Anyway, I'm saying fuck it and plugging this thing in. If I suddenly go offline, remember my stupidity. :v:
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;46397398]please don't feel bad. i don't want to cause you to feel bad. i am grateful that someone is talking to me and trying to help me out and I'm taking yours and everyone else's advice. please don't get overwhelmed.[/QUOTE]
Oh no I didn't mean it like that! I mean, I'm worried about you and I hope you end up okay, but it's a lot of cumulative things getting to me, not just what you're going through
It's both worrying for people and trying to combat negative feelings from other people, I guess. Two things I've always kinda had trouble with.
[QUOTE=HWECQI;46397413]Oh no I didn't mean it like that! I mean, I'm worried about you and I hope you end up okay, but it's a lot of cumulative things getting to me, not just what you're going through
It's both worrying for people and trying to combat negative feelings from other people, I guess. Two things I've always kinda had trouble with.[/QUOTE]
Thats mainly why I'm stressed out. We're both humanitarians it seems. Im extremely stressed out about the world right now and its making me feel physically ill.
Psst guys i love all of you like a whole bunch, just remember that when you're feelin' down alright
i stopped trying to cheer people up after it was clearly evident they only wanted to feel sorry for themselves rather than even attempt to get out of whatever funk it was they were in.
[QUOTE=HookerVomit;46397421]Thats mainly why I'm stressed out. We're both humanitarians it seems. Im extremely stressed out about the world right now and its making me feel physically ill.[/QUOTE]
:c I'm sorry to hear that. I always hate when stuff like that can hit me like that. I try very hard to be selective about what I care about, but I find it really hard sometimes to maintain that. I end up caring too much over things I probably shouldn't, whether it be a stranger's well being or someone's harsh opinion of something I hold kinda dear
I have to be very selective of what kinda news I read cuz of that or what places I decide to browse online cuz of that kinda thing
[editline]3rd November 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=RustledJimmys;46397430]i stopped trying to cheer people up after it was clearly evident they only wanted to feel sorry for themselves rather than even attempt to get out of whatever funk it was they were in.[/QUOTE]
I had to do something like that to someone i considered a best friend. I tried helping them a lot but in the end they treated me like garbage despite me trying my best and they refused to take anything that might make them happy
those kinda people are the worst
I'm glad we could all have this bonding moment, but I plugged in that flash drive and it turns out it's what I thought it was, just another students flash drive. Seems like the dudes been missing it since October 1st, since that's the last date a file was modified. Luckily for this guy, he had a resume in here with his school email so I'm going to shoot him an email asking about it. :dance:
[editline]3rd November 2014[/editline]
I just learned the hard way to never pull an exposed flash drive out. Owwwwwww
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