Sphinxa, You stop drugs and drink and i'll stop masturbating to scat porn. We will fight this addiction together.
"Press Start Button"
nah *presses A button*
[QUOTE=greeley;46674982]Sphinxa, You stop drugs and drink and i'll stop masturbating to scat porn. We will fight this addiction together.[/QUOTE]
What a shitty addiction
If it was as easy as just finding another coping mechanism I really would have found one by now, money is no issue for me in terms of becoming broke. I'm really hoping it's just a phase but if it's not then I'm seriously fucked I'm at a loss over everything in my life at the minute and shit just keeps piling itself on top of my pre-existing issues, it's an endless vicious cycle and it has been for as long as I can remember.
Stop for just a minute and think over what you still have. Focus on what you want to achieve. Life isn't over yet. Tackle one problem at a time. You can still live on without a girlfriend. And there's no shame in asking for help from friends and family.
[editline]9th December 2014[/editline]
There's no burden one have to carry alone.
[QUOTE=Limed00d;46675099]Stop for just a minute and think over what you still have. Focus on what you want to achieve. Life isn't over yet. Tackle one problem at a time. You can still live on without a girlfriend. And there's no shame in asking for help from friends and family.
[editline]9th December 2014[/editline]
There's no burden one have to carry alone.[/QUOTE]
Completely understand that life can quite easily going on after losing someone, thing is though, I've achieved everything I've already want to achieve, I'm further than most 22 Year olds in life and have experienced a metric fuckton more. I've had a good run. Right, there is no shame in asking for help, but when it comes to that, I'll say I'm going to do it and then bam like fuck are you Kurtis you're going to crack open that bottle of Jack Daniels rack up some lines of that cocaine you have and become a recluse.
I really don't want to live this way I honestly don't but I can't stop.
[QUOTE=sphinxa279;46675116]Completely understand that life can quite easily going on after losing someone, thing is though, I've achieved everything I've already want to achieve, I'm further than most 22 Year olds in life and have experienced a metric fuckton more. I've had a good run. Right, there is no shame in asking for help, but when it comes to that, I'll say I'm going to do it and then bam like fuck are you Kurtis you're going to crack open that bottle of Jack Daniels rack up some lines of that cocaine you have and become a recluse.
I really don't want to live this way I honestly don't but I can't stop.[/QUOTE]
Stop whining like a little girl, get your arse on tinder, find bitches, get rid of them, find some awesome girl with similar interests to you, she will rule you and you will love it. She is funny, attractive and awesome all at the same time. Forget about your ex. Love life.
I was in the same boat before dude. If you think it'll be hard to find someone, trying being a gay dude who hates the gay scene, its stupidly hard, but i managed to find somebody AWESOME and we've been together a year and still stupidly head over heels.
We're here for you mate, everything is good, you're 22 and you have A LOT left to live for.
[QUOTE=greeley;46675152]Stop whining like a little girl, get your arse on tinder, find bitches, get rid of them, find some awesome girl with similar interests to you, she will rule you and you will love it. She is funny, attractive and awesome all at the same time. Forget about your ex. Love life.
I was in the same boat before dude. If you think it'll be hard to find someone, trying being a gay dude who hates the gay scene, its stupidly hard, but i managed to find somebody AWESOME and we've been together a year and still stupidly head over heels.
We're here for you mate, everything is good, you're 22 and you have A LOT left to live for.[/QUOTE]
I'm on tinder, I'm finding bitches, I'm getting rid of them, my life currently consists of Alcohol, Drugs, Sex, Sleep, Work, Repeat.
I honestly wish I could forget all about the stupid cunt, sadly two years can't just disappear with the blink of an eye, it's a real shitty situation to be in. I've tried guys as well but we suck worse than women.
I appreciate the kind words man, as well as you Emil and Tau.
If it's any consolation, Sphinxa, I'm the same way, spent a few years with a girl in a LDR (my first mistake), traveled across the USA to see her, only for her to shortly go back to her routine of browsing the internet all fucking day and RPing with her friends. I was pretty much just an emotional crutch for that girl and I never felt a hurt like that before. Shit still stings to this day and I have a hard time opening up and connecting romantically with others anymore.
[QUOTE=Kegan;46675403]If it's any consolation, Sphinxa, I'm the same way, spent a few years with a girl in a LDR (my first mistake), traveled across the USA to see her, only for her to shortly go back to her routine of browsing the internet all fucking day and RPing with her friends. I was pretty much just an emotional crutch for that girl and I never felt a hurt like that before. Shit still stings to this day and I have a hard time opening up and connecting romantically with others anymore.[/QUOTE]
Exactly the same pal, romance is fucking dead to me right now. Just can't believe how hard it is, second serious relationship that's gone tits up. I'm doomed to a life of casual sex, drugs, alcohol and terrible hangovers.
a life of casual sex drugs alcohol and terrible hangovers doesnt sound so bad tbh
[editline]9th December 2014[/editline]
the key is to not get hangovers
[QUOTE=CQRPSE;46675473]a life of casual sex drugs alcohol and terrible hangovers doesnt sound so bad tbh
[editline]9th December 2014[/editline]
the key is to not get hangovers[/QUOTE]
All depends on how many drugs you're taking and how much alcohol you're drinking, if it's a casual amount sure I bet it's a blast, if it's a litre of Jack Daniel's, 4 Grams of Coke, 2 Grams of MDMA and a shit fuckton of weed then it's not the best.
Sphinx I recommend picking up a different outlet. Have you considered walking/running? That's helped me in the past when I suffered from pretty nasty anxiety, and really helped lower my stress levels when I was unemployed.
[QUOTE=Kegan;46675531]Sphinx I recommend picking up a different outlet. Have you considered walking/running? That's helped me in the past when I suffered from pretty nasty anxiety, and really helped lower my stress levels when I was unemployed.[/QUOTE]
I quite often go for drives like 30 miles or so away from my city, but then as soon I get home, it all just happens again. Really tearing me apart if I'm honest.
[QUOTE=sphinxa279;46675539]I quite often go for drives like 30 miles or so away from my city, but then as soon I get home, it all just happens again. Really tearing me apart if I'm honest.[/QUOTE]
Not a drive. A walk or a run. Physical exercise. Your body will release endorphins and you'll feel better. Driving is still sitting on your ass.
im pulling an all nighter and im kinda regretting it ugh
oh well
[QUOTE=Kegan;46675578]Not a drive. A walk or a run. Physical exercise. Your body will release endorphins and you'll feel better. Driving is still sitting on your ass.[/QUOTE]
if I run anywhere I'll want to hang myself due to exhaustion. I guess I can give walking a shot, pop in some headphones and see how it goes...
[QUOTE=MEOWTFLOL;46675612]im pulling an all nighter and im kinda regretting it ugh
oh well[/QUOTE]
Don't do that to yourself if you can avoid it, that shit takes a toll on the body, just like a year ago I was going through some really nasty anxiety and wound up not sleeping properly for like 3 days.
There are some pretty good things you can download that will shut your computer off at a set time, to kind of force you to go to bed.
But do go to bed. You wont just feel tired the next day if you don't, there are numerous other bad effects that you will face. Along with that you accumulate sleep debt, which takes a few days to rid yourself of.
so sooothinggg
[video=youtube;UlX4n1Pkocg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlX4n1Pkocg[/video]
[QUOTE=sphinxa279;46675619]if I run anywhere I'll want to hang myself due to exhaustion. I guess I can give walking a shot, pop in some headphones and see how it goes...[/QUOTE]
Dude go gym, pump iron, get angry and lift. It worked for me.
[QUOTE=greeley;46675842]Dude go gym, pump iron, get angry and lift. It worked for me.[/QUOTE]
I have a home gym I never use lmao, best £3k ever spent.
Why don't i come live with you and i'll keep you preoccupied?
edit:
That was not meant to sound as sexual as it did
you're a liar, that was 100% sexual.
more than welcome to :v:
When you eat, your stomach does not read taste like your tongue does. It reacts to the chemicals in the food. But yet so many people will eat something for the taste, even if it is unhealthy.
Your body is constantly healing and fighting off illness, so everything you do will either help or hinder that process.
Grandma finally moved in with us. She'd arrived with my mom, bag and baggage. She's too old to be living by herself, and we've been badgering her to move in with us for years now.
Woo car accident! Best way to start the day!
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;46676520]You alright mate? You ain't too fucked up right? What about the car?[/QUOTE]
I'm fine. Not even sore. Can't say the same for the car.
Hydroplaned and spun across two lanes into the barrier. I'm just thankful no one else was in them.
I really think i should start watching this show now:
[video=youtube;y6EdnDMi5tY]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6EdnDMi5tY&feature=share[/video]
I think this local excavation company kinda missed their target demographic here:
[img]http://i.imgur.com/EHgAsl8.jpg[/img]
[I]Yay I got a Tinder match!
Oh, it's a bobcat.[/I]
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