• What Are You Thinking? v. The Many Adventures of Napman and Outfan
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[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521538]I was doing OK but I couldn't understand him because he didn't speak english and he had a VERY thick hispanic accent.[/QUOTE] man that fucking sucks lol failing an interview bc language barrier if it helps those people tend to be more likely to hire native speakers anyway so I dont think there was much u could have done
I think everything will be alright IJNOMED, just keep trying giving up is how to make sure nothing good will ever happen
good sign for the day readin batshit insane twitter and instagram at 9am
[QUOTE=Mr.Brown;49521548]what the hell, so it's HIS problem then [B]TIME FOR REGRET DRINKS THEN M8[/B][/QUOTE] Yeah I had a regret glass of milk and a coke :v:
Im in my Basic Design class now guys im scared as fuck help
[QUOTE=esk0;49521554]I think everything will be alright IJNOMED, just keep trying giving up is how to make sure nothing good will ever happen[/QUOTE] Honestly come spring time I am going to give up.
[QUOTE=xBackfire;49521557]Im in my Basic Design class now guys im scared as fuck help[/QUOTE] It's simple- Just out-design everyone else
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521560]Honestly come spring time I am going to give up.[/QUOTE] Have you tried something like secret shopping or something else where you're an independant contractor?
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521560]Honestly come spring time I am going to give up.[/QUOTE] That is the worst possible thing you could do Giving up won't get you anywhere
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521560]Honestly come spring time I am going to give up.[/QUOTE] it's better to go kicking and screaming than passively surrendering yourself to the whims of, and I refuse to call it, fate, because everybody makes their own fate. If you keep trying and still fail, you're still supposed to keep trying even if you feel you have nothing left in you.
I learned it the hard way guys, don't give up on anything, whatever it is, until it REALLY is over. Before that you gotta keep trying, man.
I'm running out of places to try. I'm also running out of motivation and the will to even go on. I need to get out of this household soon and it's driving me insane that I'll be stuck here for years and years, endlessly searching for a job. I can't stay in the closet anymore. I honestly think It's going to take an absolute miracle for me to get out of here before I'm in my 30's. My family's relationship is so unstable the smallest thing will set off an argument and I'm scared of when the next big fight is. Because I could wind up on the street. Honestly I'm trying to take life by the balls. I haven't been lazy. I've tried for over 7 going on 8 months now to get a fucking job.
You people talk about never giving up yet you cannot endure a single pizza. Wow.
[QUOTE=DaWhatTheFox;49521593]You people talk about never giving up yet you cannot endure a single pizza. Wow.[/QUOTE] PIZZAS ARE DIFFERENT WHEN YOU GOTTA EAT YOU GOTTA EAT
If things are going terrible and you decide to give up, that won't solve your problems. You are instead deciding to stop trying and just stay in a bad state. It won't bring any good, just don't give up
Gonna fuckin pull my hair out because the asshole criticized my personal hygyine saying my face looked dirty. Sorry that my face breaks out every now and then that dosen't mean I'm dirty. I wash myself you fucking dirty asshole. [editline]13th January 2016[/editline] [QUOTE=esk0;49521597]If things are going terrible and you decide to give up, that won't solve your problems. You are instead deciding to stop trying and just stay in a bad state. It won't bring any good, just don't give up[/QUOTE] I don't think you understand my situation though. I'm kindof stuck here, even if I get a job I'm still not gonna have enough money to start my life until I'm in my late 20's early 30's... I can't stick around here that long. Family will find out I'm gay eventually. I'm not gonna wait until I'm in my 30's to come out I'll go insane long before then. I'm already starting to. They will fucking disown me.
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521603]Gonna fuckin pull my hair out because the asshole criticized my personal hygyine saying my face looked dirty. Sorry that my face breaks out every now and then that dosen't mean I'm dirty. I wash myself you fucking dirty asshole.[/QUOTE] Who the fuck can't maintain themselves clean? People who say that are assholes, don't bear that in your mind
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521603] I don't think you understand my situation though. I'm kindof stuck here, even if I get a job I'm still not gonna have enough money to start my life until I'm in my late 20's early 30's... I can't stick around here that long. Family will find out I'm gay eventually. I'm not gonna wait until I'm in my 30's to come out I'll go insane long before then. I'm already starting to. They will fucking disown me.[/QUOTE] How will giving up solve this?
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521603]Gonna fuckin pull my hair out because the asshole criticized my personal hygyine saying my face looked dirty. Sorry that my face breaks out every now and then that dosen't mean I'm dirty. I wash myself you fucking dirty asshole.[/QUOTE] what did you expect? ignorant people have their own beliefs about what could be the problem with somebody, you can't fault him for being offensive through ignorance unless he deliberately refused to educate himself about something, and yet he probably didnt care because like I mentioned, he had his mind on hiring somebody Hispanic like he was.
To be fair maybe a one way flight somewhere warm and more gay friendly might be the best option. It would be a huge risk but at this point I'm willng to take a risk. I mean my whole life right now is pretty risky.
Pasta > Pizza
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521603]Gonna fuckin pull my hair out because the asshole criticized my personal hygyine saying my face looked dirty. Sorry that my face breaks out every now and then that dosen't mean I'm dirty. I wash myself you fucking dirty asshole. [editline]13th January 2016[/editline] I don't think you understand my situation though. I'm kindof stuck here, even if I get a job I'm still not gonna have enough money to start my life until I'm in my late 20's early 30's... I can't stick around here that long. Family will find out I'm gay eventually. I'm not gonna wait until I'm in my 30's to come out I'll go insane long before then. I'm already starting to. They will fucking disown me.[/QUOTE] And what are you gonna do? You gotta think of something other than being pessimistic all the time [QUOTE=Shaohs;49521625]Pasta > Pizza[/QUOTE] ok that hmmmm i eat pasta a lot regularly than pizzas so STILL PIZZAS MUAHAHAHAHAHA
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521622]To be fair maybe a one way flight somewhere warm and more gay friendly might be the best option. It would be a huge risk but at this point I'm willng to take a risk. I mean my whole life right now is pretty risky.[/QUOTE] tel aviv is pretty gay friendly
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521622]To be fair maybe a one way flight somewhere warm and more gay friendly might be the best option. It would be a huge risk but at this point I'm willng to take a risk. I mean my whole life right now is pretty risky.[/QUOTE] As I mentioned before, it's better to try something than not try at all. Feeling sorry for yourself won't get you anywhere, and you know it. YOU have to be the change in your own life. You hit a wall, you push through it - you don't bounce off and then give up the ghost to go home. It's clear that your current situation is untenable, so worse comes to worst you have two options - find employment to secure your financial situation first, and following this, move the fuck out of your house from your abusive family as far as possible. The ball's in your court now and that's pretty much it. Go out fighting every step of the way to live your life. I've fought for every scrap i've gotten my entire life, without the cushions of an old boy's club, despite the fact that my dad could smooth out any number of paths I could take. I don't believe in bypassing steps. I started at the bottom like everybody else, and eventually became what I am today, despite nearly dying due to a bout of depression induced sickness, and having gone through more pain than it's possible to endure mentally during my five years of study thanks to asshole educators. tl;dr: if I could do it, so can you.
Idk man I don't know what to do anymore. It's a waste of time to be looking for jobs at this point. I'm wasting my youth. I'm not like the rest of you guys and I am not satisfied with laying in bed all day playing video games and making calls back and fourth to different places I applied. I need to be physically around people that care and I'm on my own right now and it's just not pleasant.
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521645]Idk man I don't know what to do anymore. It's a waste of time to be looking for jobs at this point. I'm wasting my youth. I'm not like the rest of you guys and I am not satisfied with laying in bed all day playing video games and making calls back and fourth to different places I applied. I need to be physically around people that care and I'm on my own right now and it's just not pleasant.[/QUOTE] I sent you a link to a LGBT club that meets near you, try going there?
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49521645]Idk man I don't know what to do anymore. It's a waste of time to be looking for jobs at this point. I'm wasting my youth. I'm not like the rest of you guys and I am not satisfied with laying in bed all day playing video games and making calls back and fourth to different places I applied. I need to be physically around people that care and I'm on my own right now and it's just not pleasant.[/QUOTE] What is the other choice if you just give up and decide to do nothing? You are equally wasting your youth if you give up. Stopping the look for a job will not make your situation any better, it's hard but it's one of the few choices you got.
Good morning everywun. It seems this thread will come to an end soon. Rest in peace, young lad. Rest in peace. :cry:
Making it happen
[QUOTE=Otterman;49521662]Good morning everywun. It seems this thread will come to an end soon. Rest in peace, young lad. Rest in peace. :cry:[/QUOTE] AYYYYY, every time when you're waking up it's for me to sleep :v:
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