12.Then
-Way too sensitive
-Crybaby
-Angry
-Didn't write anything at school
-Retard
-Owns a Nokia
-In a shitty school
17.Now
-Calm
-Laughs at any teasing
-Friendly
-Quiet
-Writing and doing stuff in school
-Careful
-Less gaming more modding
-Still owns a Nokia (not the same)
-Shy
-In a decent school
5 years ago all I wanted to do was play video games.
Now all I want to do is play video games and party.
5 Years Ago, I would cling to my friends.
Now, I don't cling to friends because i have none.
Dark.
5 years ago I was 5 years younger
Bam
No but really, I was really incoherent and grammatically challenged
And very annoying
Now I'm not
Bam
Me five years ago.
(13)
- Pretty creepy
- Socially awkward
- Lack of motivation
- Total dick
- Wore heart on sleeve/m'lady
Me now.
(18)
- Signifigantly less creepy.
- Still quite socially awkward (Old habits die hard I guess.)
- Way more motivation than before.
- I'm not entirely a walking penis anymore.
- No longer wearing heart on sleeve/farewell m'lady
I'm quite pleased with my development actually.
I've matured quite a bit, the harder life gets the more I understand others. I respect my mother far more, hurt her back pretty badly in an accident and still worked hard to keep a roof over my sister and I's head. Back then I didn't really care about other peoples struggles, as long as I got what I wanted. It makes me sick, thinking about some of the things I did and said to other people. I still say and do stupid things sometimes, but I'm not the all out annoying prick I used to be. I aspire to be a better, more understanding human being.
(15)
Virgin
(20)
Has had Chlamydia
I've come a looooooong fucking way
12:
Pussy bitch
Socially awkward
Bad glasses
Ok hair
Bad teeth
No girls
Not many friends
Doormat
Unfit
Spent all my time playing video games
0/10 self esteem
17:
Not a pussy bitch
One of the easiest people to talk to ever
Rad glasses
Pretty cool hair
Good teeth
Still no gf but I have gotten with a fair amount of girls
Loads of friends
I don't take shit
Still a bit unfit but I've been gyming recently, I'm improving for sure
Hardly game and keep it secret
Self esteem is about a 7.5/10
Happier with who i am
Got more friends, well at least online
Fucking love myself now, i am the goddamn king
I shower and get my hair cut on a regular basis
When I was 11
Enjoyed video games like spore and stuff like that
not a fan of "adult" content
didnt know what anime was
never heard of steam
actually was barely part of the internet at all
was the strange kid at school, but was pretty good at the classes
socially awkward
detested dating with all my might
afraid of girls
now (16)
I know what steam, anime, and the internet is
still not a fan of "adult" content (I cant even watch kill la kill. its too much for me)
still socially awkward, but I use it to my advantage to create funny moments (making your whole class laugh really helps your image)
skipped forward a year in math, in honors/AP courses for everything else
became an over achiever because grades are about all I got
became tolerant of others dating (I still protest public displays of affection though)
somewhat less scared of girls (I can converse with one for about 3 lines. thats my progress in that regard)
so, the summary? I became book smarter, a bit wiser, and on a straight path to become an educated loner
Age 12:
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Lanky as fuck, wore baggy clothes for some reason
Little to no self confidence
Couldn't talk to girls
Experimented with Photoshop, edited SWEPs, no real marketable skills
Long haircut
Current (17):
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(Top picture before prom, bottom shortly after a surgery this year)
Lanky as fuck, wear fitting clothing often picked out by girlfriend
Very confident in self, future
Dating a girl I've known much of my life for the past 3 years
Have a solid understanding of LUA, very experienced with Photoshop/After Effects, AND lucked out with a sexy voice.
Clean shaven with a short hair cut.
All in all, I'm very happy with how I've turned out. It took forever, but I'm finally happy with who I am and what I do. To anyone going through an awkward phase, just keep trying to improve yourself. Sooner or later you'll hit your stride, find talents and happiness. I hit mine around 15 as I really began to become active in coding/Photoshop as well as a little VO work. 2 years later and life is still great.
12-
Fat
Ate too much junk food
I wore tasteless clothing
bought videogames that I never finished
made cringeworthy youtube videos(luckly they're not up anymore, I even got hate for them)
~metal~
hopeless with women
shit grades
17(soon 18)-
In a relationship with a wonderful girl
Hitting the Driver's Ed
Studying construction
Out-of-shape, but thinner
Cigarette every now and then, no addiction
Better eating habits
Shittier health
Too much hipster music
Meh grades
Video games at an all-time low
Started out with nothing and still got most of it left.
[QUOTE=ThatSwordGuy;44903883]Man, there isn't a single point in time where I don't think about myself in the past and think "What a friggin idiot"[/QUOTE]
Oh god, that's the stuff that keeps me up at night
13 year old me was a cynical asshole who played WoW, listened to dimmu borgir and was overweight.
18 year old me is a cynical asshole who listens to pururin ( [url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tg8Jahz6RM4[/url] ) and lays in his bed staring at the ceiling.
... the only thing that's changed is that my World of Warcraft account is frozen at the moment and I've begun to realize what a boring life I have.
I'm 19, turn 20 in a week, I've had the same routine the last ... 8 years, pretty much - 'cept for a year when I was 16 to 17.
I just go to school, come home, play computer the rest of the day. Play with and talk to friends over Skype, however, don't just sit "alone." Party occassionally, started going to the gym a couple of times a week, but haven't been there for a while after I was ill for a week.
Didn't have friends over for my 18th, 19th and most likely wont for my 20th birthday, just family, although I have friends.
I sound depressing although I'm usually happy. I keep myself busy; when I leave the computer I take out my phone and watch Netflix or anything like that.
Don't know where this is going nor how to stop this post.
- Edit -
Guess I lost weight, but got taller too, so I guess I weigh as much.
Okay lets see here..
I'm going to be 29 in two months, so I'm putting my current age at 29, making me 24 five years ago.
24: Was highly optimistic, attending college (psychology), working out and staying in somewhat good shape. I was collaborating on art projects with friends, and writing regularly. I had hair. Overall positive, maybe sometimes a little cynical but not so much. My anxiety issues were still a major factor in my decision making. Had severe migraines and started taking narcotics for the pain in 2009, it took several months of regular use to break one bad migraine I had.
29: Not very optimistic, no longer attending college (dropped out), not exercising or dieting properly which puts my weight at 240lbs (I'm 6 foot), but I still look good in my opinion. No longer collaborating on projects with friends as they have all given up on focusing on their art, and dug into the trenches of the working class.
Very cynical and pessimistic, but still a delight at parties. I've traveled beyond my hobble to other states to visit friends and vacation, so my anxiety calmed down for a while, but has now picked back up again due to financial woes and continuing narcotic use for severe migraines, so I'm very stressed out. I too stopped working on most of my art and don't see myself picking drawing or painting back up, though I am actively working on a story project that's been in the works since the late 90s.
I don't have as much hair, in fact, I'm balding now so I shave my head regularly.
Photos below are from 2009 and 2014.
2009
[IMG]http://i60.tinypic.com/2r76f48.jpg[/IMG]
2014
[IMG]http://i62.tinypic.com/5y5l4h.jpg[/IMG]
Age 14: I was pretty fat and unhealthy, and my mom and dad forced me into playing soccer. I didn't really have any friends and was kind of a social outcast based on my 8th grade year.
Now, age 19, I'm still fat but also fit, soccer turned into one of my favorite pastimes, and am one of the most liked people in my age group around where I live. It was a nice transition, 10/10 would recommend.
when i was 12 i was a bullied loser but i have since developed into a friendless loser
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