• 3 years ago I drove a 13 year old girl to the brink of suicide and never told anyone
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[QUOTE=ScoutKing;26535663]you're still using her by trying to stir things up... the girls obviously emotionally very weak, and you are obviously very weak too... you two are both sick, mentally, and socially. you have already demonstrated you clearly lack balls and judgment.. why not stop fixing your mistakes and stop trying to salvage this situation, as you will probably do this again. You are a compulsive liar, the odds are in favor of you doing something similar to this, seek help for it.[/QUOTE] I'm still using her by letting her know that I felt terrible about what I did and I want to make reparations for my actions? I don't know how you define using someone but that's not what I think of it as at all.
[QUOTE=Doomish;26535707]I'm still using her by letting her know that I felt terrible about what I did and I want to make reparations for my actions? I don't know how you define using someone but that's not what I think of it as at all.[/QUOTE] you played with fire, and fucked up on numerous occasions, your about to play with fire again, I expect you would of learned to walk away. You fucked up big time.. not once.. not twice... nor twice. the girls emotionally weak obviously IE suicide, believing your bullshit, and actually still putting up with your ass. you're emotionally weak by preying on her, stalking her, and playing mind games both consciously and subconsciously. It is best you two don't talk to each other nor bat a eye about each other. Unstable person+Unstable person= disaster. thats what you got going on here.
You shouldn't continue talking to her, or if you do don't post about it on facepunch please. Btw, is she hot?
You got balls man.
You could have just turned the computer off
[QUOTE=ScoutKing;26535663]you're still using her by trying to stir things up... the girls obviously emotionally very weak, and you are obviously very weak too... you two are both sick, mentally, and socially. you have already demonstrated you clearly lack balls and judgment.. why not stop fixing your mistakes and stop trying to salvage this situation, as you will probably do this again. You are a compulsive liar, the odds are in favor of you doing something similar to this, seek help for it.[/QUOTE] Sometimes, all you need is a little forgiveness. Is there something wrong with wanting someone to forgive you? This thread really made me think. It made me think of who all these posters really are and what sort of shit they've gone through. It really changed my perception of Doomish a lot. Most importantly, It really made me think of my own life. I've really been a manipulative ass to a lot of my friends and acquaintances over the years, and this thread really made me realize what I was doing. Doomish, I'm not going to lie. You really are kind of a dick, but I think it's a noble thing that you're finally telling someone about this. I guess I should thank you. I'm not entirely sure.
[QUOTE=MrOwn1;26535850]Sometimes, all you need is a little forgiveness. Is there something wrong with wanting someone to forgive you?[/QUOTE] thats fine, but hes not going to walk a way... he needs to STOP this bull shit now, he shouldn't of posted this, and people shouldn't give this guy a ounce of respect or pity. what he did and is doing is disgusting on so many levels, we shouldn't be fueling his fire, there is no resolve in a situation like this in the way hes going about it. Its simpler, easier, and less destructive if he just walked out completely.
[QUOTE=sonicrjk;26535814]You shouldn't continue talking to her, or if you do don't post about it on facepunch please. Btw, is she hot?[/QUOTE] Don't worry, that was the last part of our conversation I plan on posting on FP. From here, I don't really know where to go. Back to my video games I suppose. I've up and assured I have a reserved parking spot in Hell, and my apology was the only thing I could really offer. She found her closure and I found mine, and that's all I ever really wanted. In a bit I'll go talk to my parents, let them know I settled up with her once and for all, solved my problem, and ask them what I can do to get help for controlling my lying problem. I guess from here I go on with my life. And, I personally think she is attractive, yes, but I won't go too much into detail on that.
[QUOTE=Doomish;26535956]Don't worry, that was the last part of our conversation I plan on posting on FP. From here, I don't really know where to go. Back to my video games I suppose. I've up and assured I have a reserved parking spot in Hell, and my apology was the only thing I could really offer. She found her closure and I found mine, and that's all I ever really wanted. In a bit I'll go talk to my parents, let them know I settled up with her once and for all, solved my problem, and ask them what I can do to get help for controlling my lying problem. I guess from here I go on with my life.[/QUOTE]So you're still going to talk to her? She hot?
[QUOTE=Doomish;26535956]Don't worry, that was the last part of our conversation I plan on posting on FP. From here, I don't really know where to go. Back to my video games I suppose. I've up and assured I have a reserved parking spot in Hell, and my apology was the only thing I could really offer. She found her closure and I found mine, and that's all I ever really wanted. In a bit I'll go talk to my parents, let them know I settled up with her once and for all, solved my problem, and ask them what I can do to get help for controlling my lying problem. I guess from here I go on with my life.[/QUOTE] try meeting other women. it's obvious you'll never go anywhere with this one, so just be satisfied with your apology and move on.
[QUOTE=sonicrjk;26536008]So you're still going to talk to her? She hot?[/QUOTe] My parents have advised me not to, so no, unfortunately, though I think it's probably better that way. And yes, I think she's attractive. [QUOTE=ScoutKing;26535915]thats fine, but hes not going to walk a way... he needs to STOP this bull shit now, he shouldn't of posted this, and people shouldn't give this guy a ounce of respect or pity. what he did and is doing is disgusting on so many levels, we shouldn't be fueling his fire, there is no resolve in a situation like this in the way hes going about it. Its simpler, easier, and less destructive if he just walked out completely.[/QUOTE] And this is the point at which I walk out. I don't really care what you think I should or should not have done, because I don't see a PHD on you and I've already said my piece and made things right with her. I don't plan on talking with her after this despite what I said as per the advice of my parents, who know how my brain works far better than me. I'm not fueling any fire because there is no fire left to fuel. I tested the waters by making this thread and realized that telling people was just what I needed to tell [i]her[/i].
[QUOTE=Doomish;26535956]Don't worry, that was the last part of our conversation I plan on posting on FP. [b]From here, I don't really know where to go.[/b] Back to my video games I suppose. I've up and assured I have a reserved parking spot in Hell, and my apology was the only thing I could really offer. She found her closure and I found mine, and that's all I ever really wanted. In a bit I'll go talk to my parents, let them know I settled up with her once and for all, solved my problem, and ask them what I can do to get help for controlling my lying problem. I guess from here I go on with my life. And, I personally think she is attractive, yes, but I won't go too much into detail on that.[/QUOTE] [b]GO OUTSIDE AND STOP CAUSING TROUBLE AND OBSESSING OVER SOME GIRL ONLINE [/b] if you don't... well enjoy being a compulsive liar and having no real ounce of a life. there's your answer
[QUOTE=Doomish;26536027]And yes, I think she's attractive.[/QUOTE] Why?
[QUOTE=ScoutKing;26536042][b]GO OUTSIDE AND STOP CAUSING TROUBLE AND OBSESSING OVER SOME GIRL ONLINE [/b] if you don't... well enjoy being a compulsive liar and having no real ounce of a life.[/QUOTE] Read the post above you and please stop trying to troll [i]after[/i] everything worth trolling has already happened, you're just embarrassing yourself. Anyway, thanks, FP, you've helped me solve yet another problem I could not solve alone. :love: [editline]6th December 2010[/editline] [QUOTE=sonicrjk;26536044]Why?[/QUOTE] Hell I dunno, I think she looks nice and her personality matches it. I said I'm going to leave her alone, though, so that's what I'll do.
[QUOTE=ScoutKing;26536042][b]GO OUTSIDE AND STOP CAUSING TROUBLE AND OBSESSING OVER SOME GIRL ONLINE [/b] if you don't... well enjoy being a compulsive liar and having no real ounce of a life. there's your answer[/QUOTE] [QUOTE=Doomish;26536027] I don't plan on talking with her after this despite what I said as per the advice of my parents, who know how my brain works far better than me.[/QUOTE] stop being a prick especially since he's said he's over it
[QUOTE=Doomish;26536062]Read the post above you and please stop trying to troll [i]after[/i] everything worth trolling has already happened, you're just embarrassing yourself. Anyway, thanks, FP, you've helped me solve yet another problem I could not solve alone. :love:[/QUOTE] I didn't know telling someone who caused emotional harm and physical harm to someone disgusting is trolling.
[QUOTE=AJones;26533473]You're a dick. Straight up, no bullshit. You are an asshole. You drove this girl to the brink of death, and sorry is all you can say? You are the biggest piece of shit I've ever learned about. What the fuck compelled you to do such a thing? If you ever even cared about that girl, you would have never done that. You make me sick.[/QUOTE] Did you read the fucking thread? What he done was wrong, but his thought process and inner-torment is very clearly explained throughout... this dude just gave us a MASSIVE insight into an extremely private part of his life looking for relief and you come along and call him a dick? Fuck you. You're not helping. OP, I'm glad you got it sorted out... genuinely.
[QUOTE=Doomish;26535956]From here, I don't really know where to go. Back to my video games I suppose. I've up and assured I have a reserved parking spot in Hell, and my apology was the only thing I could really offer. She found her closure and I found mine, and that's all I ever really wanted.[/QUOTE] If you believe there's a Hell, you should also believe in forgiveness for your sins. Did you sin? Yes. Were you forgiven? Yes. The next step is to leave the past behind and get on with your life. Don't sit around and mope about your past mistakes. [B]LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND YOU[/B]
Maybe you should get to know her again in facebook in private? Instead of telling us everything thats going on at this moment. Its great to hear that you've made your peace and she's accepted that, i commend you for doing what many people who might be in the same situlation might not have the courage to do. I think its time for this topic to get locked. ^^ Edit: Scoutking rated himself agree... Come on dude, get a life. -_-
[QUOTE=Doomish;26536062]Hell I dunno, I think she looks nice and her personality matches it. I said I'm going to leave her alone, though, so that's what I'll do.[/QUOTE] Post her picture with the eyes scribbled out.
[QUOTE=Highwind017;26536114] I think its time for this topic to get locked. ^^[/QUOTE] I agree, it's served its purpose, really. I thank FP for helping me through it, there was a really heavy doubt in my mind when I was about to hit the send button, but I remembered that FP was counting on me to apologize to her, so I did, and it turned out for the best. Now I just have to leave her in the past and look forward to tomorrow, with a clear conscience, for the first time in ages.
[QUOTE=Doomish;26536170]Now I just have to leave her in the past and look forward to tomorrow, with a clear conscience, for the first time in ages.[/QUOTE] Godspeed, my friend. :smile:
[QUOTE=Highwind017;26536114]Maybe you should get to know her again in facebook in private? Instead of telling us everything thats going on at this moment. Its great to hear that you've made your peace and she's accepted that, i commend you for doing what many people who might be in the same situlation might not have the courage to do. I think its time for this topic to get locked. ^^ Edit: Scoutking rated himself agree... Come on dude, get a life. -_-[/QUOTE] this post ughh
If you wrote a book about this, it would probably sell.
Facepunch: Life fixer, Doctor and Suicide prevention center <3
Well, I'm glad the OP got his attention fix.
[QUOTE=Xen Tricks;26522424]So you're gay but you loved this girl. Apparently Supergay as well.[/QUOTE] this is serious business man, not funny anyway, you should be proud you gave up the lies
uh, what.
I grew a bit sick when I read that you told her you died and even more sick when she attempted suicide. But god bless you for writing such an emotional apology, and I really am happy for the way things turned out for you. She seems like a really polite girl, I hope you learned from the experience though.
That is the most enlightening wall of text that I have read in ages. Good that you finally came to your senses and spat it out. But really, it is nice of you for writing this wall of text and for apologizing to her.
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