3 years ago I drove a 13 year old girl to the brink of suicide and never told anyone
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You big baby you just got troll remorse
Assume this is an open letter to the OP, but all takers are free to bite:
Okay, I gave it a once over. I'll admit, I skimmed abit there.
My first read through:
Wow, this is unimpressive and bland drama, wherein a male manipulates a femal and then experiences remorse when his actions have [I]full life consequences.[/I] However, the author reconciled this manipulation, and now they've experienced healthy catharsis.
Second read through:
Hmmm, so he's a manipulative little bastard who's reveling in emotional torment. Then he fakes death. Okay sure. Then she tries to kill herself/attention whore slices herself. Arright. Then on the 6th(today), after what can only be I suppose a cavalcade of <3's and "You can dew it dog!"s from the audience, He asks for forgiveness and blah blah happy ending.
All I've got to say is hoo-fucking-ray. Alright, are there any tits to be had? No? Okay. Valuable life lessons [I]All in the Family[/I] didn't teach us? No? Alright. Can we redeem this with any comedy or tradgedy? Nooooeeewwwww? Just chilling alls-well-that-ends-well? I [I]see[/I].
Pardon, but when did this become a love and support clinic? This is the internet. Yes yes, family integrity and community building aside, this is still a collection of people on the internet, removed by one-if-not-more layers of anonymity.
I'm sure I'm echoing and/or being the exact opposite of a thousand already stated oppions, but god damn, there is no reason to publicize this. If anything, assuming the entire presmise is true (and by some evidence I've culled off the top of posts and my own general understanding of pictures of great giant blox o' text, that's dubious) you're only making this situation entirely precarious.
You're endangering her psychological wellbeing by dredging up what is de facto ancient history. How would you feel if by some chance reason you found out someone who had played you from the start and crushed you, came out of the blue somewhere over the horizon, and turned your story into a god damned melodrama fit-to-sitcom?
Not to mention, continuing to show us the reclining fatmen of the internet, the DEVELOPING SITUATION. You are now [I]exploiting[/I] this woman, who obiously (again assuming this is real or she exists and is not staged) still feels for you in some manner, to garner some meager drapery of internet prestige. Unless somehow, you're not doing this for the shear expository thrill it brings you, or to boost the length of your e-penis (I did notice you plugged your MSBioshock comic and fanart pages very prominently, even taunting the possible viewer with "hey this looks like this, but there's no reason to look at it) you need to recall one thing. We're not a god damned diary. Okay, that's over reaching, I'm not a diary. However, I doubt anyone else here is your own inner voice, or factual sanctuary. This isn't even that particularly [B]shocking[/B] given that all that happened was some low grade boo-hoo tearjerking. I've had fights with the decript troll of woman I call my mother over dinner that packed more sigma delta than this. (We had chicken for dinner that night and I was pleased god damnit.)
Lucid rant aside, I'd roll sense motive but there are no D20 nearby. Maybe you're just bad at making your point, but god damn does the entire "Look at these great works!" pre-amble nudge a foonay bone mine towards the inkling of just being sensationalist choose your own adventure zeitgeist bullshit.
In the end, I can only ask, OP what seized you to do this if you're truly pure of intention, seeking advice? Did you hear a love song on the radio? Did the wind echo her name one cold clear night months ago and not stop haunting you? Did you pass someone on the street with a bescarred neck, then go rushing to this virtual foxhole the same way a staggered 'Nam veteran still rushes for the trench in the pentunia garden when a chevy backfires?
Or maybe you're a worse coward now than you were then and this is just a means of divesting yourself of that guilt, and by taking the subtle nudge (I'm still not going to bother reading even the troposphere of this thread, so I'll assume it was subtle) assume some sense of morale fiber and man up to this young woman.
Whatever the case, I think I wandered off point somewhere, if at former length I had one. I'll state it clearly:
This entire fiasco reeks of bullshit, and what doesnt is drenched in foolish attention whoring. I hope you enjoy a nice <3 in your stack of ill-begotten valentines candies, because that's all the tiny Michael Cera shaped hipster in my chest can think to offer, even in the most ironic of gestures.
Bring me Boxes and Disagrees, for tonight I shall construct my Cardboard Palace.
[QUOTE=Crazy Ivan;26540041]Assume this is an open letter to the OP, but all takers are free to bite:
Okay, I gave it a once over. I'll admit, I skimmed abit there.
My first read through:
Wow, this is unimpressive and bland drama, wherein a male manipulates a femal and then experiences remorse when his actions have [I]full life consequences.[/I] However, the author reconciled this manipulation, and now they've experienced healthy catharsis.
Second read through:
Hmmm, so he's a manipulative little bastard who's reveling in emotional torment. Then he fakes death. Okay sure. Then she tries to kill herself/attention whore slices herself. Arright. Then on the 6th(today), after what can only be I suppose a cavalcade of <3's and "You can dew it dog!"s from the audience, He asks for forgiveness and blah blah happy ending.
All I've got to say is hoo-fucking-ray. Alright, are there any tits to be had? No? Okay. Valuable life lessons [I]All in the Family[/I] didn't teach us? No? Alright. Can we redeem this with any comedy or tradgedy? Nooooeeewwwww? Just chilling alls-well-that-ends-well? I [I]see[/I].
Pardon, but when did this become a love and support clinic? This is the internet. Yes yes, family integrity and community building aside, this is still a collection of people on the internet, removed by one-if-not-more layers of anonymity.
I'm sure I'm echoing and/or being the exact opposite of a thousand already stated oppions, but god damn, there is no reason to publicize this. If anything, assuming the entire presmise is true (and by some evidence I've culled off the top of posts and my own general understanding of pictures of great giant blox o' text, that's dubious) you're only making this situation entirely precarious.
You're endangering her psychological wellbeing by dredging up what is de facto ancient history. How would you feel if by some chance reason you found out someone who had played you from the start and crushed you, came out of the blue somewhere over the horizon, and turned your story into a god damned melodrama fit-to-sitcom?
Not to mention, continuing to show us the reclining fatmen of the internet, the DEVELOPING SITUATION. You are now [I]exploiting[/I] this woman, who obiously (again assuming this is real or she exists and is not staged) still feels for you in some manner, to garner some meager drapery of internet prestige. Unless somehow, you're not doing this for the shear expository thrill it brings you, or to boost the length of your e-penis (I did notice you plugged your MSBioshock comic and fanart pages very prominently, even taunting the possible viewer with "hey this looks like this, but there's no reason to look at it) you need to recall one thing. We're not a god damned diary. Okay, that's over reaching, I'm not a diary. However, I doubt anyone else here is your own inner voice, or factual sanctuary. This isn't even that particularly [B]shocking[/B] given that all that happened was some low grade boo-hoo tearjerking. I've had fights with the decript troll of woman I call my mother over dinner that packed more sigma delta than this. (We had chicken for dinner that night and I was pleased god damnit.)
Lucid rant aside, I'd roll sense motive but there are no D20 nearby. Maybe you're just bad at making your point, but god damn does the entire "Look at these great works!" pre-amble nudge a foonay bone mine towards the inkling of just being sensationalist choose your own adventure zeitgeist bullshit.
In the end, I can only ask, OP what seized you to do this if you're truly pure of intention, seeking advice? Did you hear a love song on the radio? Did the wind echo her name one cold clear night months ago and not stop haunting you? Did you pass someone on the street with a bescarred neck, then go rushing to this virtual foxhole the same way a staggered 'Nam veteran still rushes for the trench in the pentunia garden when a chevy backfires?
Or maybe you're a worse coward now than you were then and this is just a means of divesting yourself of that guilt, and by taking the subtle nudge (I'm still not going to bother reading even the troposphere of this thread, so I'll assume it was subtle) assume some sense of morale fiber and man up to this young woman.
Whatever the case, I think I wandered off point somewhere, if at former length I had one. I'll state it clearly:
This entire fiasco reeks of bullshit, and what doesnt is drenched in foolish attention whoring. I hope you enjoy a nice <3 in your stack of ill-begotten valentines candies, because that's all the tiny Michael Cera shaped hipster in my chest can think to offer, even in the most ironic of gestures.
Bring me Boxes and Disagrees, for tonight I shall construct my Cardboard Palace.[/QUOTE]
Brevity is the soul of wit.
Then you're lucky I posted the truncated version.
[QUOTE=Crazy Ivan;26540331]Then you're lucky I posted the truncated version.[/QUOTE]
Unluckily for you, Yahtzee isn't looking for an apprentice.
I suppose we're both out of work then.
I'll admit it... I welled up a bit when I read that, OP.
-1 Mancard
[QUOTE=Crazy Ivan;26540381]I suppose we're both out of work then.[/QUOTE]
Hey man, I'm just in between places is all. Don't you judge me.
Have you shown her this thread yet, OP?
[QUOTE=Mingebox;26540422]Hey man, I'm just in between places is all. Don't you judge me.[/QUOTE]
I know a guy who knows a guy who can put you in a place that's between between places if you want. I'm here for you bro.
:love: I love you OP, and im sorry.
You weren't a monster, you were just really, really, really fucking stupid.
what the fuck
I am not even going to waste too much characters on this post , so i will keep it short.
no.
i dont know what to think of this
I think that you did the right thing, by telling her and apologizing.
[QUOTE=Darkebrz;26538411]3 years ago? Her last pictures date to less then a year ago, with you commenting on them.
What is this?[/QUOTE]
When I say that I mean it happened over a span of 3 years leading up to last year. 3 years ago is when the whole thing started.
[editline]7th December 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Crazy Ivan;26540041]
In the end, I can only ask, OP what seized you to do this if you're truly pure of intention, seeking advice? Did you hear a love song on the radio? Did the wind echo her name one cold clear night months ago and not stop haunting you? Did you pass someone on the street with a bescarred neck, then go rushing to this virtual foxhole the same way a staggered 'Nam veteran still rushes for the trench in the pentunia garden when a chevy backfires?
Or maybe you're a worse coward now than you were then and this is just a means of divesting yourself of that guilt, and by taking the subtle nudge (I'm still not going to bother reading even the troposphere of this thread, so I'll assume it was subtle) assume some sense of morale fiber and man up to this young woman.
Whatever the case, I think I wandered off point somewhere, if at former length I had one. I'll state it clearly:
This entire fiasco reeks of bullshit, and what doesnt is drenched in foolish attention whoring. I hope you enjoy a nice <3 in your stack of ill-begotten valentines candies, because that's all the tiny Michael Cera shaped hipster in my chest can think to offer, even in the most ironic of gestures.
Bring me Boxes and Disagrees, for tonight I shall construct my Cardboard Palace.[/QUOTE]
I suppose what drew me to bring this up after so long is that I was just tired of having it on my conscience. Doing something like this to a person is not easy to forget, especially when that person comes back into your life after they've officially left it without a goodbye like she did. I'd almost gotten over the issue entirely until she added me on Facebook and I was given a chance for redemption by having some kind of contact with her.
Trying to put me down is basically null at this point because your words mean shit to me compared to hers. She forgave me for what I did and that's fine with me, and now that I've said my piece, I have no more business with the matter because I've basically unlocked the door to moving on after all this time, and what you don't seem to understand is that this affected me far longer than it should have purely because of my own personality, and I just can't let that go by unnoticed. I try to be a nice person, I really do, I've grown out of being the uncaring 13 year old. I went through this whole thread without getting mad at anyone despite wanting to several times.
You think you're being smart and witty by going against the grain but what you're really doing is saying what most of the thread has been saying all along. If you didn't read past the first page like you claimed then you wouldn't know this, though, would you?
[QUOTE=ScoutKing;26539334]ahaha we all did stupid shit when we were 13 cause of hormones.. but this? hormones can only do so much...[/QUOTE]
i don't think you have the experience to know what hormones can fuck with
Holy shit, Are you fucking kidding me? So she believed you DIED and...
Cannot find the words to describe this...
Wow, that was just...wow.
Damn sad story. I hope you feel better now.
[QUOTE=Crazy Ivan;26540041]Assume this is an open letter to the OP, but all takers are free to bite:
Okay, I gave it a once over. I'll admit, I skimmed abit there.
[/QUOTE]
I read the whole post in Yahtzee's voice. You're a cynical bastard, aren't you?
oh and if anyone's wondering if this is real, it is, I've got Doomish on Facebook and the girl's one of his friends.
How much would you bet she is here on Facepunch and has been trolling you the whole time?
wow thats horrible
I can't believe she actually accepted your apology
I am so fucking sad right now :( Good luck in the future.
Doomish, much love brother :)
That made me cry.
Glad everything went well in the end.
:smile:
what
Good to know she's alright now and has forgiven you.
Her acceptance of your apology brought warmth to my heart, good going dude :3:
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