3 years ago I drove a 13 year old girl to the brink of suicide and never told anyone
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Stay strong man, just remember that you where quite young
And remember that she's over what happened, there's no point in worrying about her
I just hope everything turns out ok, and you can move on
[QUOTE=GunFox;26522549]The brink of suicide?
Fucking lazy kids these days, doing everything half-assed.[/QUOTE]
I'm willing to bet that most attempted suicides were pleas for attention. Not sure where I read the statistic, but people who openly say that they are going to commit suicide are the ones that generally do not even attempt, or don't succeed if they do attempt. Generally people who do successfully kill themselves are ones who never talked about the idea.
The girl probably wouldn't have killed herself. The brink you drove her to was an attempt to attempt to suicide. Oh yeah, and you're a dick for doing that; you must have some mental disability or something because normal people don't do shit like that :raise:
Woah man
She believed all of this? what the fuck
hahaha what the hell is happening to the facepunch forums?
I almost drove a girl to suicide over the internet also and it fucking haunts me too. I want to get this out, it seems like the right thread.
I was on habbo hotel, I made this alter ego called Usha, and I met this girl. She was so nice, and I was using her to get furniture off her (I KNOW this sounds stupid) after a while we started talking every single day for hours on end, on msn, the phone (text, never voice) etc. I had only ever showed her one photo which was not me. She was so in love with me and I told her that I was in love with her. We spoke for TWO YEARS every day! She would sit on webcam for hours on end, showing me signs etc. I thought it was great it was the first time I had ever seen a girl get her titties out of me ha. My friend was also in on this. I broke up with her just to cause drama and make her beg to get back with my alter ego, and instead she got a new boyfriend. In a fit of jealousy my friend and I planned to tell her that Usha had committed suicide and it was her fault and he left her a note. She believed it. Next day pictures were uploaded, she had cut "RIP USHA" into her arm... really really carved it in. She wasn't online for a while and I found out she tried to commit suicide. Oh my god I feel fucking awful and it's making me sick just thinking about it. It's a part of my past that I want to erase. She is alive and well today, I still check up on her though I never contact her. Maybe I should... maybe I should make things right.
No wonder you felt like garbage, if I would have done that I'd be worse off than you right now. I'm glad you got that off your chest though.
I gave you a heart OP because we all make mistakes and it took a lot of guts to tell this to someone. :h:
Keep us posted about how it goes when you tell her. :ohdear:.
But hey! look at the bright side, at least you don't have tinnitus. :buddy:
[QUOTE=Dutchlike;26523172]Keep us posted about how it goes when you tell her. :ohdear:.
But hey! look at the bright side, at least you don't have tinnitus. :buddy:[/QUOTE]
But I do. :(
Anyway, I wish you luck Doomish. Everyone has something they did in the past that they regret, no matter what it is. Personally, I think it's quite ridiculous that she believed any of that, not the fact that you made it all up.
You're a fucking douche.
Seriously: what the FUCK? He - why are you giving him support for something that... sick?
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...holy shit
Snip this thread, OP.
Knock yourself in the head with something hard till you forget everything.
Problem solved.
[QUOTE=MrExitusXVI;26523111]I almost drove a girl to suicide over the internet also and it fucking haunts me too. I want to get this out, it seems like the right thread.
I was on habbo hotel, I made this alter ego called Usha, and I met this girl. She was so nice, and I was using her to get furniture off her (I KNOW this sounds stupid) after a while we started talking every single day for hours on end, on msn, the phone (text, never voice) etc. I had only ever showed her one photo which was not me. She was so in love with me and I told her that I was in love with her. We spoke for TWO YEARS every day! She would sit on webcam for hours on end, showing me signs etc. I thought it was great it was the first time I had ever seen a girl get her titties out of me ha. My friend was also in on this. I broke up with her just to cause drama and make her beg to get back with my alter ego, and instead she got a new boyfriend. In a fit of jealousy my friend and I planned to tell her that Usha had committed suicide and it was her fault and he left her a note. She believed it. Next day pictures were uploaded, she had cut "RIP USHA" into her arm... really really carved it in. She wasn't online for a while and I found out she tried to commit suicide. Oh my god I feel fucking awful and it's making me sick just thinking about it. It's a part of my past that I want to erase. She is alive and well today, I still check up on her though I never contact her. Maybe I should... maybe I should make things right.[/QUOTE]
What the fuck internet, how do these ideas come into your heads?
"Got a weird girl in love with me? Whelp, time to fake my death"
e: No, sorry: "Time to fake my death and blame her for it"
Another happy time on FP.
That's sad... I hope she will forgive you.
"Yet my art frustrates me by continuing to improve" ahhahaahahahahahhahahahahahahaa
weeeiiiiiiird.
[QUOTE=Ezhik;26523392]That's sad... I hope she will forgive you.[/QUOTE]
I hope she forgives me too. That's all I can hope for really. We'll see after school today.
[editline]6th December 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Lachz0r;26523408]"Yet my art frustrates me by continuing to improve" ahhahaahahahahahhahahahahahahaa[/QUOTE]
i didn't say it improved by much :rolleyes:
[QUOTE=Doomish;26523410]I hope she forgives me too. That's all I can hope for really. We'll see after school today.
[editline]6th December 2010[/editline]
i didn't say it improved by much :rolleyes:[/QUOTE]
*wipes sleeve under nose*
This story depresses me. I wish there was more I could say but god, everything in my mind is now dark....
That is one messed up story
There are no words.
What. Thats fucked up, In every way.
Going to school now (6:30 goddamn you stupid moneygrubbing school system and your efficient bus routes). Come 3:00 I'll let her know this thread exists and tell her just how sorry I am about the whole thing, and I'll let you guys know her response. Wish me luck.
OP, your sad little story reminds me of my own sad little story.
Back when I was a wee lad of fourteen years, my parents had elected to move from my beloved Wisconsin hometown to that of a coastal Floridian city. We got there in the middle of eighth grade, and as such, I was universally recognized as "That new kid."
My second day of school, though, I met Angela; the first girl to befriend me since I'd moved there. Unfortunantly, as her father was enlisted in the Navy, we wouldn't be going to the same high school. In fact, she was moving to Washington state, on the other side of the country.
We kept in touch, of course, by phone, but mostly by e-mail. We chatted every day for nearly two years. Eventually, I told her I was fond of her, and she responded with mutual feelings. For some time, we fantasized about either her return to Florida, or my visiting her in Washington. Point is, we had strong feelings for each other.
She drew, too, if you could call it that. What she really did was take screencaps of Naruto and re-color them, then claim them as her own. Her avatar was that of the pink-haired character, albeit with green hair and a blue outfit. To make matters worse, she was a fervent fan of Twilight, and it got to the point where the only possible coversation topics were Twilight and Naruto. I loved her anyway, even if she was a weeabo/twitard.
One day, I asked her if we ever had a chance together.
She said no, and that she was never interested in me; we haven't talked since.
Thanks for digging up repressed memories, OP. :smith:
[editline]6th December 2010[/editline]
Also I think you're a dick for what you did. You're a massive bag of dick.
[quote]giggles and pokes them a little more* But you're a chipimuuunk. You're cute enough as it is, and now the cheeks. 8D[/quote]
:frog:
That's one fucked up, depressing story. I find it horrible how you kept lying to her. But the thing I find really retarded is the fact that she actually believed it.
[QUOTE=Doomish;26522207]but I still have never apologized. And tomorrow, tomorrow I'm going to. Tomorrow I'm going to show her this thread and I'm going to let her know that it still bothers me that I didn't tell her or anyone, and that I want to make amends, and that I want to move on with my goddamn life already. I've tried forgetting as I said above, and not once was I able to forgive myself for what I've done.[/QUOTE]
:gbsmith:
Woah. I don't know what to say about this.
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