3 years ago I drove a 13 year old girl to the brink of suicide and never told anyone
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what the frack this is dumb as heck
apology
email
make it hapen.
The trouble he endured? What, guilt? That's fuck all compared to some poor girl knifing the shit out of
her throat. Clearly he realised she was naive or gullible or vulnerable or whatever and just went for it. "Ah, well it's only the internet" he probably thought. I think it's a horrible thing to do, stringing someone along like that, your age doesn't really come in to it, you should probably know better. I'm sure we've all milked an injury for sympathy when we were around 13 and felt a tad guilty, and buzzed by it, but this really takes the biscuit.
A part of me can't wait until she sees the OP, I want her to know how shit he feels, because who's to say this doesn't still bother her now? Maybe after an incident like this she started being that 'weird girl who always threatens suicide, but never does it' that all schools seem to have, and if the OP had just left it maybe she'd end up being a bit of a weird arty person or whatever. The bottom line is, I know your sad about this OP, and I commend the courage it took to man up and admit to it, that's really good of you, i'm not being sarcastic, well done, but I'm struggling to be sympathetic, I mean man, come on, that's horrible.
Haven't read the rest of the posts so far since I'm keeping this to the point, though I will read them later, but I guess people have started making fun of me to get funnies, which is okay I guess. Here's my full apology to her. When or if she responds, I'll let FP know what she said.
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At this point, worst case scenario is that she thought we were roleplaying all along. Best case scenario, I can finally move on with my life. Clicking that send button was probably the hardest thing I ever had to do but I did it, and now I await a response.
That's.. interesting.
woah... thats pretty fucked man. hope telling people about it kinda relieved you a bit and when you apologize to her you should feel a bit better i guess.
[QUOTE=JenkinsJ;26530465]The trouble he endured? What, guilt? That's fuck all compared to some poor girl knifing the shit out of
her throat. Clearly he realised she was naive or gullible or vulnerable or whatever and just went for it. "Ah, well it's only the internet" he probably thought. I think it's a horrible thing to do, stringing someone along like that, your age doesn't really come in to it, you should probably know better. I'm sure we've all milked an injury for sympathy when we were around 13 and felt a tad guilty, and buzzed by it, but this really takes the biscuit. [/QUOTE]
I know. What you said about "Ah well, it's only the internet" was right. I took that thought and ran a mile with it, and I shouldn't have, and now I regret it.
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A part of me can't wait until she sees the OP, I want her to know how shit he feels, because who's to say this doesn't still bother her now? Maybe after an incident like this she started being that 'weird girl who always threatens suicide, but never does it' that all schools seem to have, and if the OP had just left it maybe she'd end up being a bit of a weird arty person or whatever. The bottom line is, I know your sad about this OP, and I commend the courage it took to man up and admit to it, that's really good of you, i'm not being sarcastic, well done, but I'm struggling to be sympathetic, I mean man, come on, that's horrible.[/QUOTE]
We still talk sometimes. That isn't what she's like, she's practically back to her old self. Still, thanks for the commendation, I don't blame you for struggling to find any sympathy for me.
To be honest, I knew when I posted this thread that I would get a lot of hatred from the community, and I'm taking it with a grain of salt because I didn't just make the thread to tell the community what I did, I made it to get it off of my chest for my own mental health.
[QUOTE=Blanketspace;26525524]How did you come up with the name Neon_the_Battlehog, anyways?[/QUOTE]
I loved Sonic The Hedgehog growing up, and I had a fancharacter I never got around to posting by that name. I looked through my old drawings, back when I was ten or so, it's really not something I want to show around unless you want me to scan one to see how terrible it is.
[editline]6th December 2010[/editline]
It just dawned on me that the few hours I'll be waiting for a response are going to be unbearable. I'm in for the long haul. :smith:
Dude, I think I'm in love with you... Uh oh...
Christ man, that's some heavy shit. Hope everything works out ok.
[QUOTE=lemoncurry;26531041]Dude, I think I'm in love with you... Uh oh...[/QUOTE]
I see the jokes at my expense have started. It's okay, It doesn't really bother me.
It must have hurt to tell us, and it must have hurt more to keep it bottled up. I've never been in a situation like this, so I really don't know what to tell you. But, I wish you the best of luck on figuring all this out.
*cries* how could u do dis 2 such a poor little girl *looks up at u* come on.... i feel like.... kiling myself *ehm takes a gon 2 his head and shots himself*
goodbyeworld...... im now a angel......
13 year old drama is so thrilling!
*sniffs* *looks at Doomish's avatar* That was *wipes nose on sleeve* *sneezes* *inhales small amount of air* Bea *coughs* utiful *finger comes down to push fullstop* ; *accidentally hits semicolon*
Fucking hell. This story is saddening but I raged so hard at the * parts.
Jesus, this was hard to read. I kept looking away, just... wow. I'm sorry dude.
[QUOTE=Ehm;26531249]*cries* how could u do dis 2 such a poor little girl *looks up at u* come on.... i feel like.... kiling myself *ehm takes a gon 2 his head and shots himself*
goodbyeworld...... im now a angel......
13 year old drama is so thrilling![/QUOTE]
You son of a bitch how did you beat me to it? HOW?
[QUOTE=Ehm;26531249]*cries* how could u do dis 2 such a poor little girl *looks up at u* come on.... i feel like.... kiling myself *ehm takes a gon 2 his head and shots himself*
goodbyeworld...... im now a angel......
13 year old drama is so thrilling![/QUOTE]
You have to remember that I'm practically 17 now. All of this was in the past. I'm almost an adult, and it hurts me almost as much as it hurt the people reading my comments, purely because of how much I hammed it up. It's like some sort of horribly written fanfiction about me and a girl I've never and will never meet in real life.
[QUOTE=Conro101;26531306]Jesus, this was hard to read. I kept looking away, just... wow. I'm sorry dude.[/QUOTE]
No, you '*keeps looking away*'.
[editline]6th December 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Doomish;26531318]You have to remember that I'm practically 17 now. All of this was in the past. I'm almost an adult, and it hurts me almost as much as it hurt the people reading my comments, purely because of how much I hammed it up. It's like some sort of horribly written fanfiction about me and a girl I've never and will never meet in real life.[/QUOTE]
Good read, still.
[QUOTE=RayDark;26531283]*sniffs* *looks at Doomish's avatar* That was *wipes nose on sleeve* *sneezes* *inhales small amount of air* Bea *coughs* utiful *finger comes down to push fullstop* ; *accidentally hits semicolon*
Fucking hell. This story is saddening but I raged so hard at the * parts.[/QUOTE]
I know, I know. We were kids. This was when *s were cool to us and denoted that you were doing something, no matter what it ended up being.
EDIT: For those that didn't see it on the last page, I sent her my apology:
[quote]Haven't read the rest of the posts so far since I'm keeping this to the point, though I will read them later, but I guess people have started making fun of me to get funnies, which is okay I guess. Here's my full apology to her. When or if she responds, I'll let FP know what she said.
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At this point, worst case scenario is that she thought we were roleplaying all along. Best case scenario, I can finally move on with my life. Clicking that send button was probably the hardest thing I ever had to do but I did it, and now I await a response.[/quote]
[QUOTE=Doomish;26531318]You have to remember that I'm practically 17 now. All of this was in the past. I'm almost an adult, and it hurts me almost as much as it hurt the people reading my comments, purely because of how much I hammed it up. It's like some sort of horribly written fanfiction about me and a girl I've never and will never meet in real life.[/QUOTE]
i *sniff* under *feels a tear coming down his face* stand.....
It's threads like these where a guy opens his heart to us, and we act like fucking retards at the poor guy's expense that makes me hate the world a little bit more.
[QUOTE=Conro101;26531414]It's threads like these where a guy opens his heart to us, and we act like fucking retards at the poor guy's expense that makes me hate the world a little bit more.[/QUOTE]
[editline]6th December 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Doomish;26531348]I know, I know. We were kids. This was when *s were cool to us and denoted that you were doing something, no matter what it ended up being.
EDIT: For those that didn't see it on the last page, I sent her my apology:[/QUOTE]
You should send her the facepunch thread link and let her see what kind of dickweeds you hang out with now, let her see that there is far worse than you :v:
Waiting eagerly.
For some reason whenever i look at this thread Baba O'reilly by The Who plays in my head.
Here we go(for those who are dumb enough not to know who The Who are)
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Ho-lee-crap. Wow. Kudos to you, no really. Good thing that you are at least coming clean. Hats off to you sir. :tiphat:
Still, I find this all.. very odd. Not saying that this isn't true or anything. The thing is just that I have never experienced any form of real "teenage drama" in myself. Guess I'm either very lucky or just emotionally dead.
[QUOTE=Conro101;26531414]It's threads like these where a guy opens his heart to us, and we act like fucking retards at the poor guy's expense that makes me hate the world a little bit more.[/QUOTE]
He fucked with someone's feelings for an extended period, he showed no self control over a matter he knew he shouldn't have done in the first place. I'm sorry that you think I'm being "insensitive", but I honestly think of the OP as a douchebag. I was was in her place, I would never forgive you. I would most likely have pure hatred towards you.
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Here is an email I salvaged from right after she tried to do it. She kept telling me she was going to grab life and never let go, and she claimed to have never said it. She tried to deny it and I can't blame her, she was angry at me and this was one of the last times I ever talked to her.
[editline]6th December 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Ninja_Blue;26531613]He fucked with someone's feelings for an extended period, he showed no self control over a matter he knew he shouldn't have done in the first place. I'm sorry that you think I'm being "insensitive", but I honestly think of the OP as a douchebag. I was was in her place, I would never forgive you. I would most likely have pure hatred towards you.[/QUOTE]
I was a douchebag. I'm not anymore. I wouldn't be apologizing if I were still the same person I was when this all took place. You have to take my word when I say I've changed, and now I'm asking for forgiveness.
op, you are thick as fuck.
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At first I thought this was a response to your Facebook message, I felt bad for you.
Fucking hell, man. I've known you for a long while now, but I never expected something like this to have happened to you.
Holy shit.
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