• 3 years ago I drove a 13 year old girl to the brink of suicide and never told anyone
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[QUOTE=Doomish;26532947]I would be so upest that I think my sanity would completely fall apart. I hope to god that's not what ends up being the truth.[/QUOTE] Then maybe she could make a thread on how she drove a 16 year old to the brink of suicide. :v:
So you're a compulsive liar who preys on innocent, desperate, suicidal people? Totally, give him hearts.
[QUOTE=NickFury666;26533086]So you're a compulsive liar who preys on innocent, desperate, suicidal people? Totally, give him hearts.[/QUOTE] You say that like I was looking for this to happen. I really wasn't. I wasn't looking for someone to pick on to fuel my own ego and believe I could lie about anything, I sincerely enjoyed the company of this person, so much that it clouded my judgment and I did the stupidest thing I've ever done.
internet girlfriends, huh.
Good luck to you bro and all that, but the one thing that really bothered me was how the girl described her actions with asterisks in extreme detail and used periods to an excessive amount to show pauses in speech. This broke my face. :psyduck:
I truly wish you the best out of this whole situation. Good luck with your appology!
You're a dick. Straight up, no bullshit. You are an asshole. You drove this girl to the brink of death, and sorry is all you can say? You are the biggest piece of shit I've ever learned about. What the fuck compelled you to do such a thing? If you ever even cared about that girl, you would have never done that. You make me sick.
[QUOTE=AJones;26533473]You're a dick. Straight up, no bullshit. You are an asshole. You drove this girl to the brink of death, and sorry is all you can say? You are the biggest piece of shit I've ever learned about. What the fuck compelled you to do such a thing? If you ever even cared about that girl, you would have never done that. You make me sick.[/QUOTE] :rolleyes:
I hope for the best for you in this whole situlation aswell, It shows how Mature you've become... I dont exactly know what to say, Sorry if it sounds a bit corny.
Wow dude, I had to stop read and play ganme or something. This is some hard stuff my dude.
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;26533869]Even though Doomish is a cunt and a jerk, he's a nice guy apart from this, and get off his back. I think it's decent of him trying to apologizing, even if she shouldn't forgive him.[/QUOTE] Oh, I still like Doomish, but I have kinda lost respect for him.
Whats up with anime fantasies and the phantom of the opera?
well then..
[QUOTE=AJones;26533473]You're a dick. Straight up, no bullshit. You are an asshole. You drove this girl to the brink of death, and sorry is all you can say? You are the biggest piece of shit I've ever learned about. What the fuck compelled you to do such a thing? If you ever even cared about that girl, you would have never done that. You make me sick.[/QUOTE] Thank you for your kind words. Please, if you have a recommendation of something better I can do, just let me know.
I have to agree with a lot of people in the fact that was completely a dick move, but good on you for trying to apologize. Hope you feel better about all this.
Good luck, we've all done some horribly stupid things that we wish we could undo. (Also sorry for shitting in your Minecraft thread some time ago. :v:)
...wow. Quite a story. I can't fathom how she could be so gullible as to believe that, though... Also, on a side note, this made me think about (this is going to get really cheesy, brace yourself) the actual people behind every FP account. I mean, prior to reading this, I just thought of Doomish as some random person who wrote pretty meh comics and was butthurt that Shenanigensen was more popular than he was. (No offense meant. Now, at least.) But this story made me realize that he's more than just a picture attached to an account. I think we all have stories to tell, thinking about this.
Dammit, Doomish. It takes a lot to move me to tears, and I'll be fucked it you didn't just do that. :h:
y'know, OP, I was going to come in here and (after reading the thread) point out how disgusting what you'd done is, how you're an absolute pathological liar and should seek help (you likely [I]are,[/I] that's not just normal fucking around as a kid); but then I remember practically the same thing happened to me, except, y'know, in real life. There was this girl in high school that I led on like a motherfucker and who was absolutely in love with me, and I went off and told her I didn't want a girlfriend before I went to college; and then I got a different girl (who was very important to me). She was not very well after that. best I can tell you is that it's really not your fault; you certainly didn't [I]help[/I] what she did to herself, but know you didn't [I]cause [/I]it. People like this are stupid, young kids, most likely depressed as shit - and your event was simply one of melancholy. Your "death" just added on top of her already shite life; that feeling and thought of suicide were almost certainly still there, there's not anything you can do about it. I realized that with my girl; and realized that when someone is that far gone and suffering that much, no matter what you do you can't really change it. People do stupid shit as kids. Don't feel bad. She's alive, she's going through life. You may have given her severe trust issues, but nothing more serious than losing a brother.
[QUOTE=Butthurter;26535311]I'm sorry but what kind of pretentious weaboo writes *cries under sleeve* and *sighs deeply* upon hearing someone's death.[/QUOTE] She's not a pretentious weaboo, that's just how she emotes on the internet, I suppose. She really is a good anime artist, not just another wannabe.
[QUOTE=BrickInHead;26535295]y'know, OP, I was going to come in here and (after reading the thread) point out how disgusting what you'd done is, how you're an absolute pathological liar and should seek help (you likely [I]are,[/I] that's not just normal fucking around as a kid); but then I remember practically the same thing happened to me, except, y'know, in real life. There was this girl in high school that I led on like a motherfucker and who was absolutely in love with me, and I went off and told her I didn't want a girlfriend before I went to college; and then I got a different girl (who was very important to me). She was not very well after that. best I can tell you is that it's really not your fault; you certainly didn't [I]help[/I] what she did to herself, but know you didn't [I]cause [/I]it. People like this are stupid, young kids, most likely depressed as shit - and your event was simply one of melancholy. Your "death" just added on top of her already shite life; that feeling and thought of suicide were almost certainly still there, there's not anything you can do about it. I realized that with my girl; and realized that when someone is that far gone and suffering that much, no matter what you do you can't really change it. People do stupid shit as kids. Don't feel bad. She's alive, she's going through life. You may have given her severe trust issues, but nothing more serious than losing a brother.[/QUOTE] Ummm...that's not the same...you led someone on, he made up a person for her to fall in love with, then killed him.
She replied. [img]http://i51.tinypic.com/bdv954.png[/img] I don't think I've ever been as relieved in my entire life as I am at this very moment. It's like the weight on my shoulders has magically floated away and I'm free of the burden for the first time in what seems like goddamn forever. I feel like crying I'm so happy. It was still a despicable thing I did and I'll never forgive myself for it, but knowing that she forgives me is all I really deserve or wanted.
I wish I had punctuation like that when I was 13 [editline]7th December 2010[/editline] . [editline]7th December 2010[/editline] Also, I bet she likes you. You guys should meet up.
[QUOTE=Doomish;26535455]She replied. [img_thumb]http://i51.tinypic.com/bdv954.png[/img_thumb] I don't think I've ever been as relieved in my entire life as I am at this very moment. It's like the weight on my shoulders has magically floated away and I'm free of the burden for the first time in what seems like goddamn forever. I feel like crying I'm so happy. It was still a despicable thing I did and I'll never forgive myself for it, but knowing that she forgives me is all I really deserve or wanted.[/QUOTE] Nice. Must feel great to get some closure.
[QUOTE=Doomish;26535455]She replied. [img_thumb]http://i51.tinypic.com/bdv954.png[/img_thumb] I don't think I've ever been as relieved in my entire life as I am at this very moment. It's like the weight on my shoulders has magically floated away and I'm free of the burden for the first time in what seems like goddamn forever. I feel like crying I'm so happy. It was still a despicable thing I did and I'll never forgive myself for it, but knowing that she forgives me is all I really deserve or wanted.[/QUOTE] This feels like the last 2 minutes of a movie where people have been running from bad guys their whole life and now they have noone to run from. Watcha gonna do now, OP.
[QUOTE=Craptasket;26522285]*hug*[/QUOTE] Holy shit.
fuckin goon.
[QUOTE=mr apple;26535563]This feels like the last 2 minutes of a movie where people have been running from bad guys their whole life and now they have noone to run from. Watcha gonna do now, OP.[/QUOTE] I don't know. I really didn't anticipate the outcome to be the best case, and it is. I swept the skeletons out of my closet and blocked the door with a chair, and now I think I've done all there is to do. I thank you, FP, for helping me gather the courage to apologize for what I've done. To be honest, I think I'm going to try to restore my friendship with her to what it was originally, maybe start over on a good, more personal note, now that we know what one another looks like and we've both grown up a little. I still have a long way to go on the mental road to recovery, personally, but I think this wrapped up in the best way it possibly could. I love the internet sometimes.
[QUOTE=Doomish;26535455]She replied. [img_thumb]http://i51.tinypic.com/bdv954.png[/img_thumb] I don't think I've ever been as relieved in my entire life as I am at this very moment. It's like the weight on my shoulders has magically floated away and I'm free of the burden for the first time in what seems like goddamn forever. I feel like crying I'm so happy. It was still a despicable thing I did and I'll never forgive myself for it, but knowing that she forgives me is all I really deserve or wanted.[/QUOTE] you're still using her by trying to stir things up... the girls obviously emotionally very weak, and you are obviously very weak too... you two are both sick, mentally, and socially. you have already demonstrated you clearly lack balls and judgment.. why not stop fixing your mistakes and stop trying to salvage this situation, as you will probably do this again. You are a compulsive liar, the odds are in favor of you doing something similar to this, seek help for it.
Well done, Doomish. I still think you're a dick.
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