When the dog I've known my whole life had to be put down. I held his paw while his life slipped away.
when i got dragged out from a mental hospital because i wouldn't let go of my mother.
My saddest goodbye was when my cat passed away last year. My parents got her a few months before I was born, so she was with me ever since I was born. Last year however, some day in May, I had a dream about her, she was with me in school for no apparent reason. The next morning I got up and she was laying disorientated in the closet. My mom was laying infront of her, saying "You're gonna make it..." I can still hear my mom saying that today. My cats eyes were moving from left to right all the time. That was the worst thing ever to see for me. She has already had some problems a month before. A broken leg, and a tumor at the root of her tail. Well that day we had to take her to the vet and put her to sleep. That was also the first day I've seen my parents crying.
I still can't stop thinking about her, and I'm trying hard to hold back my tears as I'm typing this. I loved her like a sister...
I think my girlfriend just committed suicide last night. I don't know how. I can only guess the endless possibilities of why. It feels... empty. Like, I feel the pain of her death, or at least the assumption of it. I don't feel like it is right though. Like I'm still dreaming. It's weird how fast a person becomes just a hunk of flesh. When someone dies they are just over with. A speaking, breathing human is gone. Replaced by a shell of what's left. My girlfriend has grown up with sexual abuse hanging over her head. Every week for at last 8 years of her life have been beatings and rape. I don't understand how anyone could ever get through it. I'm not as strong as she is emotionally; I guess that's why I am already breaking down right here on Facepunch. I am not completely sure yet. I haven't been able to contact her and she deleted her facebook and skype. I'll update you guys if I find out more but for now I'm left in the dark only assuming that she has passed away.
My gramps as he was waiting for another heart surgery about 2 years ago. He was still cracking jokes even though he knew he probably wouldn't make it. One of the last things I heard from him was "Damn this pudding is good"
Goddamnit.
[QUOTE=Chernobyl426;37439397]I think my girlfriend just committed suicide last night. I don't know how. I can only guess the endless possibilities of why. It feels... empty. Like, I feel the pain of her death, or at least the assumption of it. I don't feel like it is right though. Like I'm still dreaming. It's weird how fast a person becomes just a hunk of flesh. When someone dies they are just over with. A speaking, breathing human is gone. Replaced by a shell of what's left. My girlfriend has grown up with sexual abuse hanging over her head. Every week for at last 8 years of her life have been beatings and rape. I don't understand how anyone could ever get through it. I'm not as strong as she is emotionally; I guess that's why I am already breaking down right here on Facepunch. I am not completely sure yet. I haven't been able to contact her and she deleted her facebook and skype. I'll update you guys if I find out more but for now I'm left in the dark only assuming that she has passed away.[/QUOTE]
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Go to her house and find out if shes ok, also what has she done about her being raped and abused?
4-5 months ago something happened between me and a friend(it was pretty much my fault), he basically just stopped talking to me for a long time, he'd get on steam for a minute, then get off. I didn't know his numbers because I had them on an iPod that got dropped in a lake. One day he got on and said he didn't think we should talk for awhile.
Anyway a month later a friend told me he was talking to him, we re- added each other, became good friends again. I haven't seen him in awhile though, he used to get on steam after school all the time but I haven't seen him in awhile
[QUOTE=Chernobyl426;37439397]I think my girlfriend just committed suicide last night. I don't know how. I can only guess the endless possibilities of why. It feels... empty. Like, I feel the pain of her death, or at least the assumption of it. I don't feel like it is right though. Like I'm still dreaming. It's weird how fast a person becomes just a hunk of flesh. When someone dies they are just over with. A speaking, breathing human is gone. Replaced by a shell of what's left. My girlfriend has grown up with sexual abuse hanging over her head. Every week for at last 8 years of her life have been beatings and rape. I don't understand how anyone could ever get through it. I'm not as strong as she is emotionally; I guess that's why I am already breaking down right here on Facepunch. I am not completely sure yet. I haven't been able to contact her and she deleted her facebook and skype. I'll update you guys if I find out more but for now I'm left in the dark only assuming that she has passed away.[/QUOTE]
you should call her parents or someone to check up on her, what the fuck?
how can you just sit back and wait to find out whether she killed herself or not?
This thread reminded me of when my granddad was on his death bed last year.
The whole family was holding his hands until the end. Seeing the glint in his eyes just dissapear, the skin pale, the last breath.
It hurt
lots
I remember it as if it happened half an hour ago.
My saddest goodbye was when I was 12. I had just come home from school and I was doing my homework when my dog who was born just a week before me, so I has spent my entire life with her, came up on the couch to sit next to me. I reach out and pet her, and she just bit me. While it hurt, I couldn't help but notice that the bite wasn't powerful enough to puncture my skin. I also noticed how she was releasing her bite with every passing second. I didn't know what happened until my stepdad noticed and took her to the vet. Turns out, she had a brain tumor and had just died. ;~;
Said goodbye to the girl I mentioned 2 pages ago.
I feel empty.
Grandmother on her deathbed, right on christmas, worst day on my life, I have never seen someone close to me die before that, and never have seen my dad cry before. She suffered so much, and to this day I just can't believe I will never see her again, it has been some time, but it just feels empty on the inside.
[editline]28th August 2012[/editline]
Fucking thread, I'm crying again.
[editline]28th August 2012[/editline]
"And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away"
[QUOTE=/B/rother;37447166]you should call her parents or someone to check up on her, what the fuck?
how can you just sit back and wait to find out whether she killed herself or not?[/QUOTE]
Couldn't get a hold of her parents and I still can't. Not able to go check on her.
well facepunch, I didn't think you could but you managed to make me cry
Saying goodbye to my grandmother. She passed away on the 10th due to cancer. In a way, I'm happy we knew it was coming, so we could say goodbye. I carried her casket in the funeral, felt good to be able to carry her on her last journey. How I miss her..
[editline]31st August 2012[/editline]
Never going back to this thread. I read through it, and I'm bawling now. Man, this sucks.
One of my good friends that I met here on Facepunch recently committed suicide, I just learned this. I never even got a chance to say goodbye, but we used to talk daily. He was a frequent member of a teamspeak me and a couple of other Facepunch members regularly joined, and I was friended with him on facebook. One day last week he didn't come in. That sometimes happens, so it was mostly ignored. A few days later, he still hadn't joined, so I started PMing him on Facepunch asking him where he was. Just today, I looked on facebook and I saw I had a friend request from someone I didn't know. I decided to check out their profile. They had only one like, and it was "R.I.P. *Friend's Name Here*." At this point, I didn't believe it, stuck in thinking that it was someone else. I looked at the location of people posting on the page, and all of it was from where my friend lived. My stomach sank when I realized that it wasn't someone else. I accepted the friend request, and sent them a message asking what their relationship to my friend was. She was my friend's mom. She said that he named me and the others who frequented our teamspeak were his closest friends, and that we meant the world to him. I'm having a hard time typing this, since I was pretty close friends with him and I just learned. I still am struggling with believing that he is really gone.
Rest in Peace, [URL="http://www.facepunch.com/member.php?u=90512"]DireAvenger[/URL], you were an amazing friend and I am glad that you considered me a friend. I know that even you don't believe that anything is beyond, but it is hard to think that you are really gone.
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