xanax.. the only drug that can make you not feel like shit and depressed
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Benzos just tend to make me tired, make me do really stupid shit, give me short term amnesia, just general chaos. I tell people that 1-2 xanax bars depending on your tolerance is equal in irresponsibility and fucked-up-ness to chugging a fifth of vodka, except with benzos, you can still be at a point where at the time you think youre completely fine and not being retarded when actually everybody you come in contact with can tell youre "really fucked up on something", id almost call it like being blacked out drunk but being able to walk and in your mind you think youre fine.
[QUOTE=jonashappy;31930094]Benzos just tend to make me tired, make me do really stupid shit, give me short term amnesia, just general chaos. I tell people that 1-2 xanax bars depending on your tolerance is equal in irresponsibility and fucked-up-ness to chugging a fifth of vodka, except with benzos, you can still be at a point where at the time you think youre completely fine and not being retarded when actually everybody you come in contact with can tell youre "really fucked up on something", id almost call it like being blacked out drunk but being able to walk and in your mind you think youre fine.[/QUOTE]
This^ is definitely what physically and mentally happens.. At the time you just think you're fine and not worried about anything but really you're fucked up and not going to remember what you're doing in a few hours.
When i made that fucked up post above (where i think i started typing with my eyes closed) i even said i think im blacked out and yes, i definitely do not ever remember making that post.
I always think im walking fine but everyone says i look drunk.
[editline]25th August 2011[/editline]
in that post when i go off track twice, i'm sure i thought to read back what i had typed but it must have still not made sense to me
Benzos have the potential to be one of the most evil drugs. Stayblazed, dont fuckin off yourself, I had to watch my mom barely escape death because she got "fed up" and downed 120mg of klonopin. I cant really show emotion over the internet... but that was probably the worst day of my life. Life is beautiful man, and it wouldnt be so beautiful if we didnt have hardship to remind us of love, life, ambitions, dreams, sure this world can seem so terrible sometimes, I know the feeling far to well for my preference... but when I can get through all that, I just realise, you only have ONE life, let me emphasize this, ONE MOTHERFUCKING LIFE. That doesnt mean you should go shoot up fuckin H every day and get drunk to "make the most of it". My mentality is this, I only have one life, so I better make damn sure I enjoy the really important things like family and friends, never stop striving to achieve my goals and dreams, never think "I can't do that because Im just another human meat puppet on this space marble" or whatever. I look at things like this, I take a "famous/rich" person and realise theyre a normal person just like me, who managed, through the grace of god/karma, to live out their dreams. And thats my goal with this life. Im gonna play this motherfucker like its a game and Im goin for the high score.
Hard times come and go, for every high, there is a low. For every low, there will eventually be a high. If that makes sense to you. Basically, life gets better when you get your shit sorted out. I have a shitty life right now, but I just keep thinkin of the future
[QUOTE=FuckStephenHarp;31857299]atleast the internet is the one thing that doesn't bother me...[/QUOTE]
LOL right
i started a fire in a parking lot once when i was high on xanax im not sure why i was just like "fuck it, im starting a fire"
my friend od'ed on xanax.
i fucking hate it.
You hate a drug because someone OD'd on it? Thats silly.
Lower you daily intake on Drugs and cut them all off. Look at your sober life for a while and see if you truly need help after a few weeks clean. You will protest you have been doing it too long and it's impossible, but nothings impossible if you put your mind to it.
Xanax changes people.
In bad ways.
Wow the above two posts are extremely ignorant, who are you to say it changes people in bad ways? It's helped me alot, i'm alot more social and i don't worry about shit as much and my OCD goes away. You say it's making people change in bad ways? I say you're an idiot who doesn't know jackshit what he's talking about.
@smooth-e i'm prescribed it, so pre sure my doctor knows what's best for me a bit better than you do.
It's good for people who need it but it's addictive and can fuck a person up.
Well in my case I actually need it, even though i abused it a couple times i tend to avoid doing that and taking it as needed cuz running out and w/d'ing is the worst feeling imaginable
STAY AWAY FROM BENZOS KIDS
:siren: going cold turkey on a heavy addiction can kill thus taking a large amount of willpower to overcome if your feeling depressed change your life style not your drug diet
And in regards to OP best of luck to you man I hope you can break those bad vibes move out of the norm travel humble thyself chill more stop smoking (until tolerance goes away) and look at the good in the world we care about you here at dd, :)
thanks for stating the obvious
The problem with not caring is that nothing gets accomplished. I'm very much a fan of not caring about anything but it doesn't make things change. Keeps them exactly how they are.
[QUOTE=SilverHammer;31990815]The problem with not caring is that nothing gets accomplished. I'm very much a fan of not caring about anything but it doesn't make things change. Keeps them exactly how they are.[/QUOTE]
not caring is good for bs drama, but everything else, not so much.
[QUOTE=SilverHammer;31990815]The problem with not caring is that nothing gets accomplished. I'm very much a fan of not caring about anything but it doesn't make things change. Keeps them exactly how they are.[/QUOTE]
Yeah like you said there are certain times when one should be giving a fuck (like at work, school, etc.) but like cpn.crunch said there's also times where not giving a fuck is a great relief.
[QUOTE=FuckStephenHarp;31992025]Yeah like you said there are certain times when one should be giving a fuck (like at work, school, etc.) but like cpn.crunch said there's also times where not giving a fuck is a great relief.[/QUOTE]
i cant stand drama, especially when its stupid shit that can easily be avoided and is only perpetuated by moronic babies that just dont get it.
^Especially when it gets to the point that it starts to bother you, which in turn knowing that it's bothering you bothers you more causing a paradoxical effect of anxiety/bother.
I'm sorry but OP I HATE xanax, tooo many bad experiences at parties with it.
I passed out face down after drinking half a fifth + beers + 6mg of xanax, my "friends" let some scumbag asshole go completely through my pockets, search my wallet steal my money.
But as with all medications, when you actually NEED them and aren't taking them for recreational purposes, they are a godsend. Goodluck OP
[QUOTE=bluesky;31997397]I'm sorry but OP I HATE xanax, tooo many bad experiences at parties with it.
I passed out face down after drinking half a fifth + beers + 6mg of xanax,[I][B] my "friends" let some scumbag asshole go completely through my pockets, search my wallet steal my money.
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But as with all medications, when you actually NEED them and aren't taking them for recreational purposes, they are a godsend. Goodluck OP[/QUOTE]
wow that's not cool at all man, your friends are fucking assholes
[QUOTE=Hmn30;31998276]wow that's not cool at all man, your friends are fucking assholes[/QUOTE]
Yeah, I know. they aren't friends anymore but I've had a couple shitty blackout nights on them. Not to mention when you wake up the next day you have rage/shitty attitude.
6mg? jesus that's a fuckload. I only need (after have been on them for 6 months) 5mg to get fucked up. 6mg with no tolerance? plus mixing with alcohol? I don't want to be mean and call you and idiot but that's exactly how you were that night. Never mix booze with benzo's they potentiate one another beyond comprehension.
Even if i take my normal prescribed dose and have a few drinks i get fucked up.. Not a good idea to mix booze with benzo's EVER. weed potentiates xanax enough as is, stick to that if you want to get more 'high', but stay away from booze when you're on them.
I know i'm a hypocrite but just take it from me because i know what i'm talking about
^I was gonna say something like that but then I knew you would probably say it better than me
I hope people learn from my mistakes and don't do the stupid shit i have done in the past. For instance i'm being a hypocrite right now by drinking a strong ceasar and having a beer while on 4.5mg... I'm just gonna black out but that's exactly what i want right now.
Difference between blacking on xan and blacking on booze is a huge difference. Blacking on alcohol usually makes people violent, belligerent and aggressive/hostile. A blackout on xanax is like 'huy dide i jsut got hihg an now iunno wats gonig on??/'
We all make mistakes, we all have made wrong judgements and we've all been hypocrites.
In the long run we (hopefully) learn from it and be a better and wiser person.
Don't take anything you do now too hard on yourself, most folk around here are like ~15 to +-20 years old (?), we're all still very young and most of us are still growing up. Can't bear a grudge against anyone of that age.
[QUOTE=FuckStephenHarp;31999193]6mg? jesus that's a fuckload. I only need (after have been on them for 6 months) 5mg to get fucked up. 6mg with no tolerance? plus mixing with alcohol? I don't want to be mean and call you and idiot but that's exactly how you were that night. Never mix booze with benzo's they potentiate one another beyond comprehension.
Even if i take my normal prescribed dose and have a few drinks i get fucked up.. Not a good idea to mix booze with benzo's EVER. weed potentiates xanax enough as is, stick to that if you want to get more 'high', but stay away from booze when you're on them.
I know i'm a hypocrite but just take it from me because i know what i'm talking about[/QUOTE]
It probably wasn't 6mg but this gay guy I know gives me the yellow bars for $.50 a piece, and I came to the party with 12 of them, woke up and they were all gone haha I guess I handed a bunch out but yeah after that I stayed away from xanax.
Holly shit I LOVE klonopin though, kpins + pain killers = amazzing time
i've been on klonopin for 3 months and xanax for 3 months.. I def prefer the xanax.
But when it comes to benzo's it's different strokes for different folks
[QUOTE=FuckStephenHarp;32013832]i've been on klonopin for 3 months and xanax for 3 months.. I def prefer the xanax.
But when it comes to benzo's it's different strokes for different folks[/QUOTE]
I perfer xanax over ativan I know that their both benzo's but ativan is too strong. I like the feeling xanax gives
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