• Is my Life One Huge Fuck-Up? You Decide, Facepunch.
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There are much more fucked up people that that. Life isn't easy. Get over it, or it'll be even harder. You're living in a bubble, where the definition of hardship involves not getting enough attention from mommy and daddy and being single. That's bullshit. Get out of your bubble.
Trying to OD on meds, what a goofball. How old are you anyway? 17?
Do not blame it on your parents. Your life is your own responsibility.
[QUOTE=Head Shot;24336991]Already tried overdosing with meds. Didn't work. I'm still here.[/QUOTE] Real men do ritual suicide with a katana. ...or you could just use a pistol. :smithicide:
[QUOTE=AlienCreature;24337090]Real men do ritual suicide with a katana. ...or you could just use a pistol. :smithicide:[/QUOTE] Or drown in your own puke
Stop being pathetic.
[QUOTE=sonicrjk;24337073]Trying to OD on meds, what a goofball. How old are you anyway? 17?[/QUOTE] 16. And it was my depression medicine....
[QUOTE=Shammah;24337107]Or drown in your own puke[/QUOTE] Mmmmm, tasty. :mmmsmug:
[QUOTE=Head Shot;24337121]16. And it was my depression medicine....[/QUOTE] You're 16 and a senior bro you are either smart or they really fucked up your classes 90% its the former
[QUOTE=Murkat;24337045]Quit being a whiny bitch. Many other people in the world are much worse off than you.[/QUOTE] No joke man, you have your health, and a dad who loves you. It seriously sounds like you've picked out every detail that's wrong in your life and blown them up. Also, don't say we have to decide, you're only telling us the negative. Anyone can make their life sound bad if they only focus on the negative. What's your favorite thing to do op?
[QUOTE=sonicrjk;24337134]You're 16 and a senior bro you are either smart or they really fucked up your classes 90% its the former[/QUOTE] Judging by his birth date he's about to be 17. Which wouldn't be too far off, but nevertheless is still a year ahead. Everyone I knew was 17 or 18 their senior year. Edit: Page King!
[QUOTE=iPat;24337142]No joke man, you have your health, and a dad who loves you. It seriously sounds like you've picked out every detail that's wrong in your life and blown them up. Also, don't say we have to decide, you're only telling us the negative. Anyone can make their life sound bad if they only focus on the negative. What's your favorite thing to do op?[/QUOTE] Biking- te only excuse I got o get out of that house.
Killing yourself will achieve nothing, stop bitching about how life sucks and sort stuff out. Talk with your parents, discuss how they're annoying you and making you feel depressed. You said you had good school grades before? Well go back to doing that. Go out with your friends more and build up some love for yourself.
Do you find yourself angry with your parents right as we speak?
[quote]Since he had better grades than me and less problems, they favored him over their own son.[/quote] that's what YOU make out of it. It's because you are fucking depressed. [quote]Last school, I started to search for girlfriends that could possibly love me, but none of then did because i didn't love myself. [/quote] what the fuck [quote] Right now, I'm in my senior year, still in depression, grades plummeting, and thinking of divorcing from my parents. Who's to blame for this, and how to I get out of it?[/quote] You are to blame for this. You are the one who is getting bad grades and you can't blame anyone else for this. And if you go away from your parents, where the fuck will you go? Do you really think your parents hate you or something? Seriously man, you sound like a 5 year old boy who always wants attention from their parents and others. And suicide is a bad option, there are actually people who care for you, you are just being too selfish to notice that. My advice is to seek friends. What you do is you sit next to different people at school. Start out random conversations. Don't be whiny and don't look for ways to impress people. Don't tell them your life story and on how you feel depressed and don't act like you want them all to notice you have a bad life. If you're in doubt on whether it's appropiate to say something, then don't say it. Don't give angry short replies to anyone (imagine you ask someone for a pen and he says 'no get the fuck out of my face'). Also never ever attempt to commit suicide. Once people (or your parents) hear about it, they'll think you are a mad man and they will avoid you and your parents will not suddenly care about you and if they do, it's to keep you away from attempting a second suicide. Once you are his friend, hang out with him and possibly his friends. You will slowly find things more enjoyable. I know how it feels to be depressed and I also know how much you want to express it, but fucking keep it to yourself. None of your friends (also not your ebuddies!) will be interested in hearing this. You don't have to tell anyone and you do not have to express it. Once you got a couple of friends, things will surely feel better. Some people love you (as in 'parents love their children'), they just don't show it really. It's like how most married couples don't say 'I love you' or similar after 15 years. They love each other, but they always have to tell each other.
[QUOTE=Head Shot;24337179]Biking- te only excuse I got o get out of that house.[/QUOTE] Awesome. So turn that into a hobby. Find legit trails, go to races, customize your bike, etc. Also, you're 16 which means you can get a job. That will definitely get you out of the house more, and making your own money will make you feel a lot better about yourself.
[QUOTE=Assburgers;24337204]Talk with your parents, discuss how they're annoying you and making you feel depressed.[/QUOTE] bad idea, parents are stubborn as fuck, they'll only annoy you even more. Just resort to your friends and not give a fuck about the rest
[QUOTE=Sokrates;24336903]You can only blame yourself.[/QUOTE] This.
[QUOTE=iPat;24337280]Awesome. So turn that into a hobby. Find legit trails, go to races, customize your bike, etc. Also, you're 16 which means you can get a job. That will definitely get you out of the house more, and making your own money will make you feel a lot better about yourself.[/QUOTE] No job, that's too much time, he needs to get better grades, just find trails and shit
[QUOTE=BulletofHell;24336884]Your life's only a huge fuck up because you make it seem that way.[/QUOTE] //thread, no kidding. If you go around thinking your life sucks/is a huge fuck-up it will be. It's all in your mind.
So live an awesome life to prove them wrong and shove it in their faces.
[QUOTE=blackrack;24337281]bad idea, parents are stubborn as fuck, they'll only annoy you even more. Just resort to your friends and not give a fuck about the rest[/QUOTE] True true.
Life's only as good as you make it out to be man.
This song is a great way to feel better. I highly recommend you listen to it OP. [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHWRo5gzxl0[/media]
Your life is one huge fuck up.
Lol. Well anyway, what would you guys do in my shoes? Because... I've been thinking of killin my myself for months now, like feel that I can't get anything out of life.
[QUOTE=Head Shot;24337731]Lol. Well anyway, what would you guys do in my shoes? Because... I've been thinking of killin my myself for months now, like feel that I can't get anything out of life.[/QUOTE] [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHWRo5gzxl0[/media] You are not a special and unique snowflake You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else We are all part of the same compost heap Always cheers me up!
Wallid. Ive known you for almost 4 years now. And frankly youre a cool guy but look, I know you may not see this but most people at school like you because youre an idiot. They think youre an idiot because you portray yourself as one. Now youre a good friend of mine, I still see you a complete idiot (how the fuck do you manage to fuck up easy mac? I still dont understand that. I sit there watch you put it in the microwave and you come back with it all in a plasmic state.) but i dont see you just as an idiot. I see you as big of as an idiot enough I fear what the hells going to happen to you after high school. I mean if you put a whole can, yes FP the entire can with the contents, of chief Boriarde in the microwave, so poor he could barely afford the school bagle($1) and paid in nickles and dimes, i ask myself. How the hell are you going to survive. I feel that natural selection is about to just strike you down at any moment. Also let me comment on what you stated above. Youre still an attention whore. everything youve done over this summer on FP is proof that you are. Well also about the grade thing. Your parents as you keep telling me were 4.0 gpa students. Now I can understand why they dont look at you after this past school year, 1. You went into Precalc, started failing precalc 3 weeks into school dropped down to Functions and Trig, started failing that through out the entire year, and now you have to decide whether you want to try consumer math or accounting. 2. In chem you failed almost every single test or quiz given. You would put "FFFFUUUUUU" for 6 lines for the simple BCR and submit it. Guess almost everything. Now youre not taking any science classes. Your parents still hate you because you do stupid things at your house. Now about the girlfriend thing. You had the perfect opportunity to go out with some girls. Youve tried 18 times with 6 different girls. Ill explain to FP that you had the chance but fucked it all up. Ok now FP im sorry this is already so long. It was about homecomming time and he liked a girl named Kate. He was supposed to go to HC with her but she set him up with another friend of theirs, Julia, who liked Wallid a lot. So it came time for HC and rather than going with Julia, he blew her off and asked Emily K out to be his gf she said yes. HC happens. about 2 days later Emily and Wallid broke up because of a misunderstanding on his part. So he decides to try and go out with Julia. She declines of course and he is left wondering how someones feelings could change in a period of two weeks. I had to explain to him girls dont like being blown off. He then went back to Emily K asking for another chance she declined. Wallid is now very desperate and tries to go out with our 4th girl, Danielle. She is interested in him but Wallid does another tail spin and decides he then wanted to go out with a good friend of his Emily L. Now she is severely fucked up in the head. Touch her and she freaks out like she just saw a ghost, she thinks dancing is the most important aspect of her life, she even said to me that if she gets a bf they have to understand, dancing will always be above them. She talks about herself a lot but then bashes herself. So it took a lot of convincing and she accepted. They went out for about 3 hours and then Emily broke up with him. A week later they give it another go to last only 2 weeks. Shit happens that mess everything up between all of us. He then goes out with girl #6 Jenena. it only last for a day because he constantly calls her every couple of mins asking where she is and asks her cousins if theyve seen her. That ends the facade that lasted the entire year. I know Ive left somethings out because its just so ridiculously stupid. Wallid had the perfect chance with Julia but decided to go down the other path. He needs no sympathy. I was there and gave him guidance but he always ignored me and did his own thing. [editline]02:19PM[/editline] [QUOTE=Head Shot;24337731]Lol. Well anyway, what would you guys do in my shoes? Because... I've been thinking of killin my myself for months now, like feel that I can't get anything out of life.[/QUOTE] Make smarter decisions and listen to what I tell you to do. You have the perfect opportunity today and you better take it. You cant get anything out of your life because you dont take the initiative to have a life.
Well that was specific. Thanks for that bud.
[QUOTE=Head Shot;24337956]Well that was specific. Thanks for that bud.[/QUOTE] No problem. I said i knew you left out somethings. And besides the Gf thing they needed to know.
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