Is my Life One Huge Fuck-Up? You Decide, Facepunch.

[Missing User]

[QUOTE=mr.killa;24343616]Invest your life in computers. They can't talk back.[/QUOTE]

Yet.

[TheKnowItAll]

[QUOTE=Head Shot;24336854]Hey, FP. I've realized that my entire life has been one hug fuck up. My dads a really shy computer programmer who's practically my role model, but my moms always giving me problems to the point that I have depression. she always points out the bad in me and never the good. That, and she always has to be right or she starts screaming at me. In middle school I was always being an attention whore because I wasn't loved at my house, and wanted people to notice me no matter what, and in the end, left me with no friends.

In high school, however, people began to like me as I decided to change my personality to tailor fit everyone I talk to. In my freshman year, my uncle lost custody of my older cousin because of his drinking problems, and we adopted him. Since he had better grades than me and less problems, they favored him over their own son. Last school, I started to search for girlfriends that could possibly love me, but none of then did because i didn't love myself.

Right now, I'm in my senior year, still in depression, grades plummeting, and thinking of divorcing from my parents. Who's to blame for this, and how to I get out of it?[/QUOTE]

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Also, take peelz. Lots of peelz. Louis knows where they are.

On a more serious note, See a shrink.

[blackrack]

[QUOTE=Ali Legend;24343560]Are you going to post his fucking facebook then or what?
[/QUOTE]

Yeah, i'm going to post his fucking facebook, he's not that much of an idiot though, at least he know where the privacy options are, [url]http://www.facebook.com/PeachNinja[/url]
[url]http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1149979465[/url]

[Ccharlton]

My parents ditched me in England so they could move to America when I was 17, surely that might be able to communicate my life. I left college as I didn't have enough cash from my part time job to pay rent and food, so yeah I love my life though wouldn't change it at all.

[crackberry]

Why are people always so stressed. Relax a little.

[Missing User]

[QUOTE=blackrack;24344190]Yeah, i'm going to post his fucking facebook, he's not that much of an idiot though, at least he know where the privacy options are, [URL]http://www.facebook.com/PeachNinja[/URL]
[URL]http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1149979465[/URL][/QUOTE]

Howard High School in Maryland.

School's address:

8700 Old Annapolis Road Ellicott City, MD 21043 410.313.2867

[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DE1U9Owz8-M[/media]

Hahahah, :wtc:.

[Snoops]

[QUOTE=Head Shot;24336854]And thinking of divorcing from my parents. [/QUOTE]

Errm?
OK

[Missing User]

Kevin Newell's birthday: Wednesday 25 November 1992 (17 years)

[blackrack]

[QUOTE=Ali Legend;24345811]Howard High School in Maryland.

School's address:

8700 Old Annapolis Road Ellicott City, MD 21043 410.313.2867 begin_of_the_skype_highlighting**************410.313.2867******end_of_the_skype_highlighting
[/QUOTE]

Why would we wanna go there anyway ? teenagers and shit

[LODY]

there are many people living much worse than you

[BrQ]

[QUOTE=KorJax;24339084]Watch that line of thinking. When you get older it will turn everyone against you, even people you like, and you'll be taking on the image of "douchebag"

The thing is, what you REALLY need to do is to not give a shit what people think when said people are out to harm you (physically or emotionally), or people who [B]actively[/B] do not care for your well being at all.

If you act like no one else's opinion matters ever, then you will do nothing but distance yourself from meaningful relations with other people, and only attract really shallow people into your life.

But if you take everyone's opinion too seriously all the time then you'll just become depressed (like you are now). So give a fuck about what some people say or think, but never ever worry too much about it, and never ever give a fuck when dealing with complete strangers/people who only harm you.

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Also read this:

[url]http://thinksimplenow.com/happiness/overcoming-fear/[/url][/QUOTE]

this really

sometimes you should just not give a shit about someone's opinion but just denying and not listening to other's opinions is just a dick thing to do and people will hate you for it and and if you take things too seriously, you will end up like.. how you are right now.

[Missing User]

[QUOTE=blackrack;24346029]Why would we wanna go there anyway ? teenagers and shit[/QUOTE]

To practice our sweet sweet dance moves, and share suicidal tales.

[blackrack]

[QUOTE=Ali Legend;24346185]To practice our sweet sweet dance moves, and share suicidal tales.[/QUOTE]

or we can just go and make fun of walid :smug:

[Santz]

Hahah you dont know what real problems are.

It's true that we all have problems, and to us they look horrible but man, your problems aren't nearly as bad as others.

If you are 16, you can still fix your life.

[Head Shot]

[QUOTE=Ali Legend;24345935]Kevin Newell's birthday: Wednesday 25 November 1992 (17 years)[/QUOTE]

Hahahhahahaha Kevin ur so fucked

[PN_Redux]

oh well. At least im not you Wallid

[Monkey Pie]

[QUOTE=Head Shot;24336854]Hey, FP. I've realized that my entire life has been one hug fuck up. My dads a really shy computer programmer who's practically my role model, but my moms always giving me problems to the point that I have depression. she always points out the bad in me and never the good. That, and she always has to be right or she starts screaming at me. In middle school I was always being an attention whore because I wasn't loved at my house, and wanted people to notice me no matter what, and in the end, left me with no friends.

In high school, however, people began to like me as I decided to change my personality to tailor fit everyone I talk to. In my freshman year, my uncle lost custody of my older cousin because of his drinking problems, and we adopted him. Since he had better grades than me and less problems, they favored him over their own son. Last school, I started to search for girlfriends that could possibly love me, but none of then did because i didn't love myself.

Right now, I'm in my senior year, still in depression, grades plummeting, and thinking of divorcing from my parents. Who's to blame for this, and how to I get out of it?[/QUOTE]

tell your mother to fuck off, why should you listen to a bitch that tries to make you feel bad and have their absurd view that makes them think everything she says is right.

if my mother did this i would retaliate with the same, and make her feel just as bad.

[POWA KILLERDeux]

[QUOTE=Head Shot;24336854]Hey, FP. I've realized that my entire life has been one hug fuck up. My dads a really shy computer programmer who's practically my role model, [b]but my moms always giving me problems to the point that I have depression. she always points out the bad in me and never the good. That, and she always has to be right or she starts screaming at me. In middle school I was always being an attention whore because I wasn't loved at my house, and wanted people to notice me no matter what, and in the end, left me with no friends.[/b][/QUOTE]

Holy fuck are we twins or what?

EDIT :

Btw OP, get a cat or dog.

[ColdFusion]

Dont listen to all the asses out here on facepunch.

Yes life has been an ass to you. But the only reason you are being depressed is because you think life is being an ass to you. Do something fun try to break out off feeling depressed all day.

PS. Facepunch is not your doctor. Talk to a non internet person if needed

[♠️♥️♦️♣️]

So you have no friends but pn_red is your friend.
And you're that annoying kid who won't stop trying to get everyone to watch that Nerd dancing in his room video.
Which makes sense since you're an attention whore.
All the same, you need to man the fuck up and stop giving a shit of what people think of you.

[TK 421]

Your life doesn't completely suck, OP. I never met my dad and have no idea what he looks like. I don't even know his first name.
But he's apparently a dick so it doesn't bother me too much.

[Anastatius]

I can already tell what kind of person you are. You are a whiny, pathetic bitch and you are only that was because you have made yourself that way. Nothing anyone can tell you will help you because you will just simply shoot it down in favor of being depressed and being full of self-pity. Sooner or later you will realize that there is more to life than wallowing in that self pity. Instead of magnifying the miniscule problems and making them seem like massive behemoths, try focusing in on what is good in your life and strive to get more of those good things.

[Darkride196]

Now this sounds similar to one of my old happenings.

When i was in 5th to 6th grade i always got made fun of and people would take and call my parents and family shit, For 2 full years girls asked to go out with me and canceled and laughed at me the next day. It got to the point where i stopped caring. I started failing all my classes, all my friends left me, I became a recluse in all aspects.

Now in 7th +8th grade it got worse. The kids would start to kick the shit out of me, And that's when i learned how to fight, not just one person but maybe 5 at once. i gave up for awhile in my schoolwork failing all my classes, And people still hit me, i ended up having 5 friends.

This all became an epiphany in my 9th grade years. both my grandma's died, i was close to both, hell, one even lived with me, My schoolwork began to fall and my friends left me. I was alone for the first year, got in some random fights, but that was easily taken care of. Then all the sudden people start ignoring me when i talked, no one wanted to be my partner in class or anything, They simply left me alone

Into 10th grade i got one of my old friends back,but i still hung out by myself in the park and people just let me be, i hung out with my friend when we could. all the sudden things rapidly changed.

I started gaining friends, meeting new people and learning new languages,
My schoolwork excelled, my friends would always hang out with me at parties and whatnot, and this continued into my 11th grade year,
when i was still battling depression and whatnot, so we go to the doctor, and he asks what i feel,
i told him all about it, and he told me i was bipolar, probably due to the traumatic experiences i had.

Into half my 11th grade year, i hung out and was cool with everyone, and nothing really bad happened,
I got all sorts of new friends and met new people. I'm still battling affording my medication for my bipolar disorder.
My sister and parents didn't give a fuck what happened to me until then.

Things just keep on getting better, and you gotta be like a norseman, With your head high, and axe sharp. Be proud of who you are.
Nobody can take that away from you. They may be able to remove your name, remove your body,
Everything. But they'll never be able to take who you are,
No matter how hard they may try. for this reason, You are special.

leve rettferdig, my friend.

[Afgman]

1.) Become a Muslim?

or

Forgot about your parents they mean nothing in the long run, but you should strive for yourself and make goals and work hard and become better :).

[TheKnowItAll]

Also, Emo alert! Emo alert!

[Azgorath]

Divorce your parents?

[crumbleshake]

[QUOTE=Head Shot;24336939]How am I supposed to do that if I come back to mom screaming at me about how I should go kill myself?[/QUOTE]

That's just not fucking right for her to say something like that. Tell her to get the fuck out. To be honest though, Facepunch definitely isn't the place to go for life guidance. Look at all the haters and people who don't give a shit.

[Revanold]

Hug fuck up

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[Adam_Roman]

Here's what you do. Go out and make friends with some people. Get to know them well. Whenever you have problems, tell them about it. They'll end up being close enough that you can tell them anything, and it'll give you somewhere to turn when you're feeling upset.

2000th post.

[Trafficman]

Your life is what you make of it. If you think you're a fuckup then that's all you'll ever be.