[QUOTE=geogzm2;30002417]I scrolled through what was once a proud thread, the Sleep and Dreams thread, hoping that there would be a beacon of light I know as Zinayzen. I wasn't even reading names, just idly looking at constant bitching and whining over My Little Pony. I figured Zinayzen would come in, Zinayzen's smart, right? He can cleanse this guy out!
And then pony was zinayzen[/QUOTE]
-snip- that was obnoxiously mean
fuck you, I can enjoy shows if I want to. I still know more than you guys.
[QUOTE=Zinayzen;30003248]-snip- that was obnoxiously mean
fuck you, I can enjoy shows if I want to. I still know more than you guys.[/QUOTE]
Enjoy =/= Obsess
Also why do you presume that? I mean, fair enough if you have a qualification in it but you seems to be becoming a lot more elitist in this thread lately. You were sound as fuck last thread and generally nice to talk to and helpful.
[QUOTE=PyroCF;30003312]Enjoy =/= Obsess
Also why do you presume that? I mean, fair enough if you have a qualification in it but you seems to be becoming a lot more elitist in this thread lately. You were sound as fuck last thread and generally nice to talk to and helpful.[/QUOTE]
How am I obsessing over anything?
Being elite is fun.
Seriously though. I'm doing it because I'm bored. I've taught a lot of people some cool stuff and now they're teaching other people, which is great, don't get me wrong. But I'm not needed as much anymore, so I can only assume this is me subconsciously being like NOTICE ME, I AM STILL HERE.
:smith:
[editline]23rd May 2011[/editline]
plus i'm angry about a lot of things in my life right now and those tend to reflect onto my attitude towards other people. sorry guys.
[QUOTE=Zinayzen;30003346]Seriously though. I'm doing it because I'm bored. I've taught a lot of people some cool stuff and now they're teaching other people, which is great, don't get me wrong. But I'm not needed as much anymore, so I can only assume this is me subconsciously being like NOTICE ME, I AM STILL HERE. [/QUOTE]
I know how you feel about this thread. I get it sometimes as well. :smith:
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[editline]23rd May 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Zinayzen;30003346]
Seriously though. I'm doing it because I'm bored. I've taught a lot of people some cool stuff and now they're teaching other people, which is great, don't get me wrong. But I'm not needed as much anymore, so I can only assume this is me subconsciously being like NOTICE ME, I AM STILL HERE.
[/QUOTE]
It's fine man.
[editline]23rd May 2011[/editline]
You bored?
Here, have some interpretation material:
[QUOTE=Birdman101;29986194]PPHHHHHAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAA zin you silly drunk.
[editline]22nd May 2011[/editline]
lol I get it
[editline]22nd May 2011[/editline]
Anyways, I had two memorable dreams last night.
In the first one, I was a stuntman in a action movie. The director told me I was the most likely to get killed on the set. While we were filming, a cable snapped, sending an armored car plowing through the set, flipping cars and doing crazy awesome shit. I saved the day, and it turned out the cameras were rolling the enire time, and we made the best action scene ever.
2nd dream, I was locked up in a stone prison staffed by witches. I was in the cell with 2 friends, and the 2 ugliest most retarded chicks at my school. IT WAS FUCKING TORTURE. Anyways, I escaped by breaking a deadbolt with my own bare hands, shorting out the huge doors with redstone, and jumping out the window. Only thing was, the ugly fatass jumped out first, setting off all the alarms and ruining my chance of escape. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=geogzm2;30002417]I scrolled through what was once a proud thread, the Sleep and Dreams thread, hoping that there would be a beacon of light I know as Zinayzen. I wasn't even reading names, just idly looking at constant bitching and whining over My Little Pony. I figured Zinayzen would come in, Zinayzen's smart, right? He can cleanse this guy out!
And then pony was zinayzen[/QUOTE]
Look who's talking, you whine to people about ponies more than anyone i've met so far. The thread's still fine, you're just exaggerating like an idiot.
And ontopic, the bloody prison collapsed. I visited it's ruins and there was just blood and concrete. Nothing else.
I don't know what just happened. Anyone know if I was supposed to wake up? Heres what happened from what I remembered. So I was having a dream laalalad and then I woke up. I looked at the time and noticed it was 5 o' clock. So I just went back to bed and was thinking if I should try to go lucid or not. Realizing every attempt before hand failed, I decided no. So I was dreaming again and now I was playing a 360 game with someone. Then I realized it. There was no 360 to be seen. So I realized I was dreaming and suddenly woke up in sleep paralysis. Now then, this is the second time this has happened to me, so I knew what to do and focused on one image. Then I heard a huge boom and I broke out of sleep paralysis because it scared the shit out of me. Anyone know what made that sound cause it came from behind me, and behind me is a wall, and behind that is outside.
Auditory hallucinations, I would assume. Or a car backfiring.
I've been having the shittiest dreams lately
Not in the least interesting from what I can remember of them.
I only have two weeks of school left, summer's gonna be good.
[img]http://emotes.s3.amazonaws.com/mlp/pcrazy.png[/img]
I can live without ponies...
I think I did it. I think I have finally rid my mind of my anti self last night.
I was in a rock room. I stared at my hands, and became lucid. I then ripped apart the room into a sma white enclosed room from portal, and roared out for my sc to come. and they came. The roof ripped off, revealing a red sky. Clouds formed over as the pink humanoid phased into existence.
"hello." it said in a condescending voice. "I have had enough of your shit." I said back. "oh have you?" it said, walking towards me. "yes I have. You need to leave. NOW." "make me. You read about me. You made me. You ARE me." I stared him down, then phased several sticks of TNT into my hand. "NOT ANYMORE!" I yelled, slamming the sticks into the top of it's skull, pink blood splattering. It coughed, then kneeled. The room began to crack.
I took a step back, then said: "you are no longer welcome. You are pain and misery. Perish in the depths of my mental hell." and with that, a meteor slammed into him, splattering him into goo. A massive beam shot up out of the meteor into the clouds with a noise that sounded like a scream. The clouds began to arc lightning and send it down at me. I summoned A lightning rod, causing them to arc harmlessly into the ground. I walked over to my sc who looked at me, then tilted my head down. His body changed. He gained a black suit and a grey blank face, like that of an artist's reference. He looked me in the eyes, and said:
"I'm proud of you."
[QUOTE=xxfalconxx;30020176]I think I did it. I think I have finally rid my mind of my anti self last night.
I was in a rock room. I stared at my hands, and became lucid. I then ripped apart the room into a sma white enclosed room from portal, and roared out for my sc to come. and they came. The roof ripped off, revealing a red sky. Clouds formed over as the pink humanoid phased into existence.
"hello." it said in a condescending voice. "I have had enough of your shit." I said back. "oh have you?" it said, walking towards me. "yes I have. You need to leave. NOW." "make me. You read about me. You made me. You ARE me." I stared him down, then phased several sticks of TNT into my hand. "NOT ANYMORE!" I yelled, slamming the sticks into the top of it's skull, pink blood splattering. It coughed, then kneeled. The room began to crack.
I took a step back, then said: "you are no longer welcome. You are pain and misery. Perish in the depths of my mental hell." and with that, a meteor slammed into him, splattering him into goo. A massive beam shot up out of the meteor into the clouds with a noise that sounded like a scream. The clouds began to arc lightning and send it down at me. I summoned A lightning rod, causing them to arc harmlessly into the ground. I walked over to my sc who looked at me, then tilted my head down. His body changed. He gained a black suit and a grey blank face, like that of an artist's reference. He looked me in the eyes, and said:
"I'm proud of you."[/QUOTE]
Awesome. Good job. :D
I wish I remember how i fought with my anti-self. :( But I cannot.
[QUOTE=Sabrina;30007261]Look who's talking, you whine to people about ponies more than anyone i've met so far. The thread's still fine, you're just exaggerating like an idiot.
And ontopic, the bloody prison collapsed. I visited it's ruins and there was just blood and concrete. Nothing else.[/QUOTE]
This person did not just say that.
What Sab meant is that ponies are awesome and that there's no point arguing about that.
[sp]I hope[/sp]
[editline]24th May 2011[/editline]
Lets talk about how songs affect dreams and pretend none of this pony shit happened :razz:
I think this has some effect, just not sure what effect.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGNccio7Jo4[/media]
Wow, makes me wish my anti-self could have been defeated so easily. Ahhhh well.
As I have previously mentioned I will be posting my own encounters with my anti-self, and I am currently up to number two. Names have been changed or taken out of these logs.
It was the sky was red, cracked with orange light. It sat on a pile of corpses, corpses of people I know. “ Round 2” It yelled with an evil delight. “ The Eternal battle between good and evil, ooh I’m so excited” I stared, it’s sword had taken on the property’s of a mirror. I shared its reflection. “ So what was the term? ‘Phantom twin’
I got a kick out of that one.” “And as for a low blow Mr Todds I don’t think so but perhaps you should see your dark side, Then we can team up on him!” “ Am i Frightening you!” I attempted to will a weapon into my hand, A Gun appeared, I smiled and raised it in it’s direction, I fired nothing happened.
“ Are you forgetting? I MAKE THE RULES NOW!” The dream seemed to warp at this outburst. “ Now, now Lets have some fun.” Stay away I said “ I can’t I’m in you.” It Laughed. My sub conscious is stronger than you I yelled at it. “ Really!? Well then I’m sure I’m just a moment away from blowing up in that case!” “ I have your sub conscious under my thumb, OUR sub-conscious.
But this can be simple, easy. Submit. SUBMIT TO ME. It’s not so bad. We have our moments.” You’re a symbiotic parasite, I want nothing to do with you I said. “ Ah I think this will do for now, And Mr T Remember the only thing to fear is fear HIMSELF. As for Your worst fear.........Tomorrow. I woke.
Once again, this is over for me. And looking back on this now makes me wonder... How I ever sunk to that level.
Good dreams.
[QUOTE=Eonart;30022865]Read your anti sub things in Shao Kahn's voice.
But you're Australian so what do you know.
defeat him in mortal kombat[/QUOTE]
I have said multiple times that it is all over. Aussies rule. And I'm a scorpion player.
Last night's dreams:
1# I was stuck in a minecraft-like world composed of blocks. Me and many others. We were constantly assaulted by hammer-wielding ninjas that would rise out of puddles and drag us in and then hammer our heads to mush. After one of these attacks we had only a few people left, and I finally figured out a way to leave the world for the real one. Jump into the void outside the map. So I jumped and blam! I appeared at the top of a TV company's skyscraper in South Korea. I went inside and on the top floor asked a guy to take me down. He said "Use the Telemis" and I said what? He then showed me a round notch in the wall where a human could stand, and said it's a teleportation device. I asked how much it costs and he said 9 billion dollars. Then I stepped in and it was an incredibly strange experience, I felt my body disintegrate and vanish, and then reassemble at the bottom floor's Telemis. After this dream I can say I finally know how "beam me up scotty" feels like.
2# I was fighting a medieval army, together with a couple of others, in giant mechs which ran on whiskey and wine. There was much trouble between our kingdoms, and after I ran out of whiskey, I had to fight them on foot using a huge claymore. Then a piece of my leg got sliced off, so I cooked it medium-rare and ate it.
3# I got transported into an alternate universe where a physical law made it impossible to see beyond a few hundred thousand kilometres, making the skies starless. I made up a device that would automatically find stars and light them up and then continue on. As I watched the skies the galaxies and such slowly started to appear, like lights on a christmas tree. Was really cool.
I keep having weird lucid transitions, and I don't know why. :<
Plus I'm starting to have this weird thing happen where I'll be dreaming but something will half wake me up so I'll be half awake but still dreaming so it turns into this weird lucid daydream thing. It's very weird.
I'm starting to dislike my recall method. I need to transition back into normal LDing.
[editline]24th May 2011[/editline]
also orkel wtf dream #2
Oh right I did have a false awakening where I woke up and wrote a full page in my journal before waking up for real.
[editline]24th May 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Zinayzen;30027302]
also orkel wtf dream #2[/QUOTE]
I dunno. The leg piece turned into a raw steak for some reason.
I just had a very bad dream. It involved hair.
:saddowns:
[QUOTE=Sabrina;30029756]I just had a very bad dream. It involved furries and horse-cocks. I am not happy.
:saddowns:[/QUOTE]
Why do we need to know this
[QUOTE=PyroCF;30029840]Why do we need to know this[/QUOTE]
..Because it was a dream?
Fine, I edited it.
I had a weird dream where I was a predator. Not predator like Alien vs Predator, but a sexual predator. I was chasing someone around an empty building and eventually caught them and did stuff. The act was mindless and lacked any trace of pleasure. I couldn't even name a single attribute they had other than that they were female and smaller than I am, they were just a nameless nobody in my dream.
I don't always dream since normally I'm out cold, sleeping like a rock, but when I do dream, they creep me the hell out and/or confuse me.
[QUOTE=Psychopath12;30030277]I had a weird dream where I was a predator. Not predator like Alien vs Predator, but a sexual predator. I was chasing someone around an empty building and eventually caught them and did stuff. The act was mindless and lacked any trace of pleasure. I couldn't even name a single attribute they had other than that they were female and smaller than I am, they were just a nameless nobody in my dream.
I don't always dream since normally I'm out cold, sleeping like a rock, but when I do dream, they creep me the hell out and/or confuse me.[/QUOTE]
At least you don't walk in abandoned prisons that look like someone sprayed the walls full of blood with a garden hose :v:
[QUOTE=Sabrina;30030566]At least you don't walk in abandoned prisons that look like someone sprayed the walls full of blood with a garden hose :v:[/QUOTE]
All of the details were a blur in the dream, even the building's inner structure was vague but had just enough clarity to be the setting of a rape.
I've had gory dreams too, those ones are usually much more vivid than my dream about raping some unknown person and getting no satisfaction from it.
[QUOTE=Psychopath12;30030647]All of the details were a blur in the dream, even the building's inner structure was vague but had just enough clarity to be the setting of a rape.
I've had gory dreams too, those ones are usually much more vivid than my dream about raping some unknown person and getting no satisfaction from it.[/QUOTE]
I'd say you have a subconscious need for control.
Can someone give me incentive to get back into dreaming?
Apparently, a dream I had weeks ago killed off my need to LD.
A side note, I had a nightmare in which I drowned and even after I woke up, I thought I was still dreaming because everything was dark (I was under my blanket), and because of that, I was still suffocating and eventually, I got my blanket off me and slowly got my breath back, as well becoming lucid (to the fact I'm awake).
[QUOTE=Sabrina;30030831]I'd say you have a subconscious need for control.[/QUOTE]
I'll be honest, as I was reading that, I glanced to the left briefly, saw your avatar, continued reading it, then got slightly aroused.
On the topic of dreams, I recall a recurring dream that I first recall having when I was still in preschool, I still occasionally get it nowadays. It's just a setting of neutrality. It's not blindingly bright, it's not pitch black, it's some vague middle ground. I have no sense of depth perception and relative size compared to the area I am in is completely skewed. I can't even recall interacting with anything during this "dream". I'm just there, existing but not really feeling like anything exists (myself included). When I was younger, I thought that something was going wrong with my head, I heard a piercing noise all throughout the duration of this dream. It was not loud, it was subtle but sharp. When I took physics in highschool, I learned that it was actually just electronic noise generated by the power outlets in the walls. However, whenever I hear that noise piercing the silence at night, I still loosely associate it with that recurring dream.
whee I got tickets to kroq's weenie roast. I will see all the bands. All of them. Ahahahhahahahahahaha. Ha.
On yesternight's dreams:
-Two headed pigeon chimera!
-Feeling of dread when staring into their dead round eyes!
-Running the fuck away!
-Losing sense of time! (For some weird reason I can recall dreams vividly but they somehow integrate into my daily memories at night.)
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