For the Record: I missed out on life (and gained nothing as a teen)
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Same keyboard as me (g15) :smile:
But yeah, OP, if it means anything to you, you've at least made me grateful for my life, i've always thought that my life was pretty boring, but now that I think about it, I've just woken up with a hangover from partying with my friends, and I even got with a girl last night.
Really do hope things turn around for you mate.
snip, nobody cares
[QUOTE=PirateMax;28814630]Well that is my personal opinion :v I just dislike gays being near me but I have no problem with them otherwise. Especially since I've had a gay make a move on me[/QUOTE]
I feel the same way with bigots
Except I don't like them when they're far away from me either
about 73 kilometers is just right for me
you need work on your coping skills
if something doesn't work for you, deal with it or work against it
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ask your doctor about antidepressants. go for jogs. work out. join clubs. eventually you'll meet someone who will want to be with you. talk to people more, and get outside more. you'll get better at talking and you'll be a better, happier and more sociable person.
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[QUOTE=Zeke129;28815062]I feel the same way with bigots
Except I don't like them when they're far away from me either[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=PirateMax;28814630]Well that is my personal opinion :v I just dislike gays being near me but I have no problem with them otherwise. Especially since I've had a gay make a move on me[/QUOTE]
stop
I've lived basically the same life, but a little less fucked up. If we lived in the same area and were going to school at the same time I would've been your friend.
Always thought you were a pretty fucking kickass dude. Don't worry, it could be worse, and it's probably going to get better.
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[QUOTE=lukepker;28815004]But yeah, OP, if it means anything to you, you've at least made me grateful for my life, i've always thought that my life was pretty boring, but now that I think about it, I've just woken up with a hangover from partying with my friends, and I even got with a girl last night.
Really do hope things turn around for you mate.[/QUOTE]
Wow, are you actually trying to help, or boast the fact some girl decided taht you were sufficiently good looking to have sex with.
You're pretty cool, actually.
You're going to make it in life and fall in love someday. Later on, you'll look back on this thread and think it's silly, and then I'm sure I won't be the last to say "I told you so."
Stop thinking your autistic or ocd etc., if you think you are then you are.
OP, are you taking medication or seeing a counselor?
if not, I'd suggest doing both
Hey man you'll be surprised how many people don't actually lose their virginity till their mid 20's, don't sweat it
[QUOTE=Charybdis;28817162]Hey man you'll be surprised how many people don't actually lose their virginity till their mid 20's, don't sweat it[/QUOTE]
Religious "no before marriage" people?
Doesn't talk to the other kids: antisocial
Doesn't talk to the other kids, also likes computers: FULL BLOWN AUTISM
OP: Don't let the "autism" buzzword get in your way, the autism [b]spectrum[/b] can be pretty fuckin wide as it is, but people let it be a crippling word. Your stories of you when you were younger sound like I was when I was in primary school and the first half of secondary school (UK equivalent to kindergarten & grade school)...
I did stupid shit, like flooding the top half of the school because I wanted to surf down the stairs; instead caused massive water damage. Got bullied for ages, went psycho on bully, bought in pocket knife. Police got brought in. Also told off for "hacking" several times. Found out last year I was under some monitoring program in primary school after the teacher found me "biting table legs" :v: I think I also threatened some people with bomb-related threats too, but that's not on record... all in all I was a really socially awkward kid, and yeah some kids would be pricks to me because I let them tread on me in all my shyness. I felt different. Spent a hell of a lot of my time on the computer because of it, it was escapism.
But I was lucky because in our schooling system, all our classes were the same. Any weird kids like me weren't separated from the others or anything, just had helpers in-class. Grew up with the same school kids from year one (about 7/8 years old) to year six (11/12 years old). I had a sense of humor I got off my dad, kids realized that after several years of being exposed to me. I got comfortable with the kids I knew, I made friends. Several of those kids are now my best friends. I know a lot of people I get on with, since I know these kids. Sounds like the 'black-and-white' system you were in suppressed that creating of relationships, which fucking sucks ass. It's [b]other people[/b] who have to learn that people who aren't neurotypical can be just as friendly and amiable as normal friendly people.
You sound like you're stuck in a rut right now that sucks huge balls (a lot more than I could express in my eloquent way :v:)... But stick to it, save up, you're getting work experience, you'll find better jobs with better pay, you'll get a comfortable lifestyle.
Don't off yourself at forty, if you're still a virgin, jeez god. Virginity is not as big a deal as people make it out to be. I was lucky my first time was with my best friend, and was really fun for both of us. A lot of my mates were disappointed, got their ego crushed (came too soon), were in lots of pain (the girls), or got into lots of relationship melodrama because of it. Sex is fun but it's not particularly important until you want to have kids.
Plus before you get to forty you could save up the money to go travelling around the world. It doesn't have to be expensive.
Sucks to be you OP, though I have a hunch that many here can relate to that.. more or less, they just don't bother phrase it out like you do, or they don't exactly see the problem. Which can turn out so overwhelming later on that you will shit yourself.
Still, the "don't worry be happy" don't seem to cut it in these cases.
[b]AUX ARMES, MES FRERES![/b]
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This:
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could be YOU!
With the French Foreign Legion. It's definitely what I would consider before suicide (sooo much cooler)
[QUOTE=johan_sm;28817769]Religious "no before marriage" people?[/QUOTE]
I could name three people who I went to high school with who are now 20 or 21 and haven't had sex yet
Glad I could sell you my PhysX card and support your hobby, pentium.
But in all honesty, I kinda feel the same way as you. I'm a few months from being 21, living at home, unemployed, attending community college when all my friends from high school went off to big universities and a lot of them have already bought their own apartments and know what it's like to live on their own. I grew up in a middle class society when my family was lower class.
But that's life. Sometimes all you have to realize is that you're gonna be a little behind. Don't let that stop you from continuing towards your dream (whatever that may be). I sure as hell won't let it deter me.
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Made me think, you could work one more year, one last year.
Don't splurge for things and don't go on shopping sprees.
Buy the essentials, save up.
With your last paycheck for the year buy a duffel bag and pack some shirts and a couple pairs of pants.
Take the rest and buy a plane ticket ANYWHERE in the fucking world you want and fucking leave.
You have no emotional ties to stay.
Go travel the fucking world and do whatever the fuck you want.
You'll do good man,
I end up in the same emotional ruts all the time, don't be like me and do drugs to cope.
[QUOTE=Pred4tor;28824317]This:
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Made me think, you could work one more year, one last year.
Don't splurge for things and don't go on shopping sprees.
Buy the essentials, save up.
With your last paycheck for the year buy a duffel bag and pack some shirts and a couple pairs of pants.
Take the rest and buy a plane ticket ANYWHERE in the fucking world you want and fucking leave.
You have no emotional ties to stay.
Go travel the fucking world and do whatever the fuck you want.
You'll do good man,
I end up in the same emotional ruts all the time, don't be like me and do drugs to cope.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, but sad thing is, if you're feeling suicidal, you're probably depressed and won't want to do any of those things. And that's why you're suicidal.
Don't feel bad because you have Asperger.
In Holland Asperger is the name of a vegetable!
[QUOTE=Hotespresso;28825196]Don't feel bad because you have Asperger.
In Holland Asperger is the name of a vegetable![/QUOTE]
that makes everyone feel better, being a fucking vegetable
I want to be an eggplant
I call banana!
i wanna be one of those banana's used in porn
maybe someone will use eggplant in porn some day
op the big difference between me and you is that I'm too lazy to write out a big post like that. my life has all been very similar.
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also the being autistic thing, I've just got some nasty anxiety disorders and mild ASPD to deal with
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