Addicts Lounge v17 - "Think of this, Eating fucking cactusses"

[buffalo bill]

my face feels like its melting off the bones

[DrPompo]

Guys im having somewhat of an issue,

idk if anyone has noticed but basicly me and my friends (closest 2) have a fascination with Radiohead and find meaning in most of it. I had a time were i was with a lot of self doubt, specially about smoking weed and how it would affect me and dependance and all that (i was just starting) and how my group of friends does it, so i could still hang out with them and not do it, but it would be fucking boring and i couldnt be with other groups cos i just wasnt part of them ( im starting tobroaden my scocial landscape now, cos its always good).

then, when i was with this doubt and began listening to radiohead, it affected me completely negatively, i lost interest in everything and thought that nothing was worth doing, i would just sit in classes and not work, not chat, just make a grumpy noice in my throat. same at home.

finally i got over that (it lasted like a week and a half or so, but it was very troubling) and stopped listening to RH for a while. then i began going back to it, and as i had it all figured out, i had no trouble, i have had the most chill months in my life since then, they have just been complete peace, i felt at ease. smoking weed almost every weekend and just simply relaxing at home. i didnt want my psychologist to keep trying to talk me out of weed cos i was so fucking great.

now lately there was an issue and i wanted to talk to him briefly about it, but it ended up in a conversation of wether i should keep doing it or not. basically he just implanted the idea that i should wait, atleast until im 18, which i wanted to opt for before, but now i just dont know, and if i do, i will most likely constantly be in self doubt and having this giving up moments and also, go out less as thats mainly the people i go out with (its not that they wont let me, but that its stupid to always go out with them to see them get high, and most likely i would want to as well) so now im (in a way) mad at my doctor for making me enter in doubt again and triggering this pattern in me, which he doesnt seem to realize exists and i believe, is damaging me.

i really want oppinions. serious oppinions please.
(edit: need opinions)

[TheMiracle]

Radiohead makes you depressed

[Rediscover]

you're going to die

[buffalo bill]

we're all gonna die buddy

[Rediscover]

he's going to die first

[editline]17th June 2011[/editline]

sorry bro

thats just how the cookie crumbles

blame english alternative music

[DrPompo]

its not like that, its just that when im sad or in doubt, i start seeing the negative interpretations of radiohead, but when im good, i see the good interpretations.. its not about radiohead its about me hating to be in doubt and wanting to finally get rid of the options. i had made a choice but now my psychologist keeps putting me into doubt, so its kinda hard to chose

[TheMiracle]

I blame the LACK of english alternative music for all the bad things in life.

[Rediscover]

bro i'm pretty sure that happens to everyone

like when i'm feeling down i cant listen to any of my favorite music because it just bums me out

[TheMiracle]

[QUOTE=Rediscover;30507822]bro i'm pretty sure that happens to everyone

like when i'm feeling down i cant listen to any of my favorite music because it just bums me out[/QUOTE]

Then start making ska your favorite music, good times [B]forever[/B].

[SilverHammer]

[QUOTE=TheMiracle;30507847]Then start making ska your favorite music, good times [B]forever[/B].[/QUOTE]

Exactly!

[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdRuc0yHImE[/media]

Happy now?

[Rediscover]

i could never get into ska

[DrPompo]

[QUOTE=Rediscover;30507822]bro i'm pretty sure that happens to everyone

like when i'm feeling down i cant listen to any of my favorite music because it just bums me out[/QUOTE]

well then, i just dont want to keep being down for the time being. for that i guess i need to make a dessition and not bother myself in the middle of this. but when i made the desition of smoking weed and not care, down comes that guy saying i should wait with logical arguments and what do i do, i feel its logical to wait but its hard to because of the situation and also, because im fine now doing it, i just dont want it to become a problem later in my life.

[Rediscover]

my friend tried his best to make me like it

but its just not my thing

[editline]17th June 2011[/editline]

all ska makes me think of the tony hawk games

[SilverHammer]

[QUOTE=Rediscover;30507875]my friend tried his best to make me like it

but its just not my thing

[editline]17th June 2011[/editline]

all ska makes me think of the tony hawk games[/QUOTE]

That's because Tony Hawk had good music :science:

[TheMiracle]

[QUOTE=Rediscover;30507875]my friend tried his best to make me like it

but its just not my thing

[editline]17th June 2011[/editline]

all ska makes me think of the tony hawk games[/QUOTE]

And what's wrong with the games you enjoyed as a kid?
Don't complain that music makes you depressed when all you listen to are "-core" subgenres.

[Stormcharger]

Lol i like listen to death metal and shit when im high and it makes me happy :v:

[SilverHammer]

More RBF just cause:

[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRU8T5yfCb4[/media]

This song makes me so happy

[editline]16th June 2011[/editline]

Actually, now that I think about it more, if you like -core bands you might like...ska-core! lol

[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NEbzVKPfvsQ[/media]

[Rediscover]

[QUOTE=TheMiracle;30507920]And what's wrong with the games you enjoyed as a kid?
Don't complain that music makes you depressed when all you listen to are "-core" subgenres.[/QUOTE]

nothings wrong with it i just dont like ska

i dont listen to metal at all

in fact i fucking hate it

[TheMiracle]

Contributing one of my favorite RBF songs
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEKbFMvkLIc[/media]

And here is an epic ska masterpiece by Streetlight Manifesto:
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2yeNzL7rTU[/media]

[editline]16th June 2011[/editline]

Do you like SM aswell SliverHammer?

[SilverHammer]

[QUOTE=Rediscover;30508081]nothings wrong with it i just dont like ska

i dont listen to metal at all

in fact i fucking hate it[/QUOTE]

Hmm ok. What do ya listen to?

[TheMiracle]

[QUOTE=Rediscover;30508081]nothings wrong with it i just dont like ska

i dont listen to metal at all

in fact i fucking hate it[/QUOTE]

Btw, X-core is not metal at all... it's like wannabe-metal.

[Teal Moose]

I was having some hallucinations earlier, I don't know why. Haven't used any drugs today. I just started hallucinating listening to music. The music took on this physical, observable quality. I feel really at peace with everything right now which is uncommon for me. This feeling is exactly the feeling I got before I had my first out of body experience and my first hallucinations.

[Rediscover]

[QUOTE=SilverHammer;30508111]Hmm ok. What do ya listen to?[/QUOTE]

everything but metal.

[Stormcharger]

[QUOTE=TheMiracle;30508117]Btw, X-core is not metal at all... it's like wannabe-metal.[/QUOTE]

except crabcore, that stuff is 100 percent metal.

[SilverHammer]

[QUOTE=Rediscover;30508150]everything but metal.[/QUOTE]

and ska? :v:

[Werem00se]

[QUOTE=buffalo bill;30507728]we're all gonna die buddy[/QUOTE]

What did you take?

[editline]16th June 2011[/editline]

[QUOTE=SilverHammer;30508203]and ska? :v:[/QUOTE]

I :h: ska.

[Takkun10]

hittup my girl cidney alone tonight? y/n

[Whats This?v4]

y

[editline]17th June 2011[/editline]

picked up a 20 sac and this shit is getting me ripped

[stupid10er]

[QUOTE=TheMiracle;30507920]And what's wrong with the games you enjoyed as a kid?
Don't complain that music makes you depressed when all you listen to are "-core" subgenres.[/QUOTE]

idk man there's some post-hardcore bands that give me some wicked goosebumps sober.