Addicts Lounge v17 - "Think of this, Eating fucking cactusses"

[Werem00se]

I am loving this loud. It's purple and shit.

[Teal Moose]

God damn it, people now think I'm a drug addict because I'm into the field of pyschonautics. I don't really use weed for personal exploration or spiritual use, just recreation. And I'm down to once a week or less now. Fucking people are so intolerant. I think it's time to tell everyone I'm going straight edge goddamn it people fucking suck.

[Rediscover]

[QUOTE=Takkun10;30508348]hittup my girl cidney alone tonight? y/n[/QUOTE]

ravage her

[editline]17th June 2011[/editline]

with your penis

[Takkun10]

[QUOTE=Teal Moose;30508754]God damn it, people now think I'm a drug addict because I'm into the field of pyschonautics. I don't really use weed for personal exploration or spiritual use, just recreation. And I'm down to once a week or less now. Fucking people are so intolerant. I think it's time to tell everyone I'm going straight edge goddamn it people fucking suck.[/QUOTE]

fuck them. just do what you want

[Teal Moose]

[QUOTE=Takkun10;30508920]fuck them. just do what you want[/QUOTE]
Yeah, good point. It's the summer too so I don't have to deal with assholes, except for work. I feel as if I've already alienated too many friends though. First I started smoking and lost some, then I stopped mostly and lost more, and now that I've been dealing with my personal demons I feel as if I've been abandoned by even more. I guess you're right, I was planning on being an isolationist this summer anyway. More time to meditate I suppose.

[TheMiracle]

[QUOTE=Teal Moose;30508967]Yeah, good point. It's the summer too so I don't have to deal with assholes, except for work. I feel as if I've already alienated too many friends though. First I started smoking and lost some, then I stopped mostly and lost more, and now that I've been dealing with my personal demons I feel as if I've been abandoned by even more. I guess you're right, I was planning on being an isolationist this summer anyway. More time to meditate I suppose.[/QUOTE]

Find who you are, [B]then[/B] you can find good friends.

[Whats This?v4]

"There's a guy on the roof up there, he's about to light up a bowl. Yup he's smoking some weed up there."

[buffalo bill]

twas a very peaceful regression, time to lay in bed

[Takkun10]

[QUOTE=Teal Moose;30508967]Yeah, good point. It's the summer too so I don't have to deal with assholes, except for work. I feel as if I've already alienated too many friends though. First I started smoking and lost some, then I stopped mostly and lost more, and now that I've been dealing with my personal demons I feel as if I've been abandoned by even more. I guess you're right, I was planning on being an isolationist this summer anyway. More time to meditate I suppose.[/QUOTE]

That sucks dude. Thankfully most of the people at my school are tolerant and most people want to get into it. If your friends don't like you just for that reason than they are not really friends. So fuck them. Find some chill guys to hang with.

[Teal Moose]

[QUOTE=Takkun10;30509099]That sucks dude. Thankfully most of the people at my school are tolerant and most people want to get into it. If your friends don't like you just for that reason than they are not really friends. So fuck them. Find some chill guys to hang with.[/QUOTE]
Yeah I got a good friend coming down from Richmond soon hopefully. Actually my best friend I should say. I could totally fuck up royally and he'd still stand by me. I only have two other friends maybe I could say that about. This summer I plan on figuring some shit out so I can go back to a somewhat normal state of mind. Or fuck it, I might just get a script for some pills. Either way, doesn't matter at this point.

[SnakeHead]

[QUOTE=Teal Moose;30509260]Yeah I got a good friend coming down from Richmond soon hopefully. Actually my best friend I should say. I could totally fuck up royally and he'd still stand by me. I only have two other friends maybe I could say that about. This summer I plan on figuring some shit out so I can go back to a somewhat normal state of mind. Or fuck it, I might just get a script for some pills. Either way, doesn't matter at this point.[/QUOTE]

Losing friends just because you smoke a harmless drug is pretty shitty, but you find out who really are good friends that are willing to stick by you no matter what. In the end they worth more than any ignorant asshole you used to be friends with.

[stupid10er]

[QUOTE=Teal Moose;30508131]I was having some hallucinations earlier, I don't know why. Haven't used any drugs today. I just started hallucinating listening to music. The music took on this physical, observable quality. I feel really at peace with everything right now which is uncommon for me. This feeling is exactly the feeling I got before I had my first out of body experience and my first hallucinations.[/QUOTE]

fuck they i have no idea what they're missing, but i guess drugs aren't for everyone. ever since my drug use began, i can say that i've been enlightened and appreciate other people and what i have far more than when i was straight edge.

[Teal Moose]

[QUOTE=stupid10er;30509354]fuck they i have no idea what they're missing, but i guess drugs aren't for everyone. ever since my drug use began, i can say that i've been enlightened and appreciate other people and what i have far more than when i was straight edge.[/QUOTE]
It's been bad and good for me. It's helped me realize that life is a game, and it is my choice to play it or to not. It's definitely broadened my perception and exposed me to states of mind I didn't think possible. But it's set off my anxiety and compounded many other problems for me, especially panic attacks. I don't regret it at all though.

[Mac2468]

A couple of loud fat bitches just walked by outside, living in an apartment sucks.

[stupid10er]

[QUOTE=Teal Moose;30509402]It's been bad and good for me. It's helped me realize that life is a game, and it is my choice to play it or to not. It's definitely broadened my perception and exposed me to states of mind I didn't think possible. But it's set off my anxiety and compounded many other problems for me, especially panic attacks. I don't regret it at all though.[/QUOTE]

i've never had a problem with any emotional/mental problems. even before my drug use, i've always distanced myself from certain people that could potentially cause said problems, whilst remaining good with the ones that i believe are decent humans. now, after i started smoking, the only people i talk to on a regular basis are ones who i deem are a positive influence on me, or vice versa.

[editline]16th June 2011[/editline]

[QUOTE=Mac2468;30509426]A couple of loud fat bitches just walked by outside, living in an apartment sucks.[/QUOTE]

better than living with parents

[Teal Moose]

[QUOTE=stupid10er;30509464]i've never had a problem with any emotional/mental problems. even before my drug use, i've always distanced myself from certain people that cause problems, whilst remaining good with the ones that i believe are decent humans. the only people i talk to on a regular basis are ones who i deem are a positive influence on me, or vice versa.[/QUOTE]
I have realized now that friendship is a two way street. Before I was just a little bitch that let myself get used by everyone. Perhaps this is good, maybe I'm severing ties that I shouldn't have made in the first place.

[CjienX]

Guy from my class has a hookup for grandaddy purp $10\g. Guys pretty chill, he said if I'm ever dry and broke and just need a sesh to hit him up and he'd smoke me out. Gonna go get a 20 bag from him later when he gets home

[dvsilverwing]

[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vtPk5IUbdH0[/media]

We gonna rock down to Electric Avenue.

[Mac2468]

[QUOTE=stupid10er;30509464]
better than living with parents[/QUOTE]

I do live with my parents. :saddowns:

[Stormcharger]

fuck yea my mega stoner friend picked up an O for me yesterday and he just texted me saying hes jealous of my O haha intersemester break is gonna be good.

[Mac2468]

Me and my friend vaped about a bowls worth of weed out of my vape earlier and it got both of us ripped.
I can't wait until I pick up my O, probably will be tomorrow. :v:

[jgerm529]

bump

[confinedUser]

[QUOTE=Rediscover;30507039]you kidding bro

i live in south carolina and yesterday we got a gnarly ass thunderstorm, power went out, thought we were about to get hit by a fucking tornado

shit was intense[/QUOTE]

i love gnarly ass storms it calms me plus while hitting on the blunt that would be the best shit ever

[Teal Moose]

Wow I feel fucking great now for some reason. This is awesome actually, I feel normal.

[Stormcharger]

[QUOTE=confinedUser;30509676]i love gnarly ass storms it calms me plus while hitting on the blunt that would be the best shit ever[/QUOTE]

I dunno man, I was outside blazed with my friend in a storm, and there had been a tornado a few days ago and we started joking about what would happen if a tornado hit now, then it got really windy and we freaked ourselves out and ran all the way back home.

[confinedUser]

in san antonio there really isn't tornadoes to worry about so it's just a big ol' storm fuck i miss the times it did storm. except the time that tropical storm hit i missed my interview because of that

[editline]16th June 2011[/editline]

i like the looks of the weather speaking of storms looks like half of next week is nothing but scattered T-storms so im hoping for some storms to hit :D

[dr.bean]

Just picked up a dub (20 sack) today, shit looks dank. Well tomorrow's gonna be fun, goin to a friends birthday party, probably about 6 other people gonna be there, we're gonna smoke in his tent lol, also still have 4 Vicodin. Pretty stoked.

[Hmn30]

[QUOTE=DrPompo;30507555]Guys im having somewhat of an issue,

idk if anyone has noticed but basicly me and my friends (closest 2) have a fascination with Radiohead and find meaning in most of it. I had a time were i was with a lot of self doubt, specially about smoking weed and how it would affect me and dependance and all that (i was just starting) and how my group of friends does it, so i could still hang out with them and not do it, but it would be fucking boring and i couldnt be with other groups cos i just wasnt part of them ( im starting tobroaden my scocial landscape now, cos its always good).

then, when i was with this doubt and began listening to radiohead, it affected me completely negatively, i lost interest in everything and thought that nothing was worth doing, i would just sit in classes and not work, not chat, just make a grumpy noice in my throat. same at home.

finally i got over that (it lasted like a week and a half or so, but it was very troubling) and stopped listening to RH for a while. then i began going back to it, and as i had it all figured out, i had no trouble, i have had the most chill months in my life since then, they have just been complete peace, i felt at ease. smoking weed almost every weekend and just simply relaxing at home. i didnt want my psychologist to keep trying to talk me out of weed cos i was so fucking great.

now lately there was an issue and i wanted to talk to him briefly about it, but it ended up in a conversation of wether i should keep doing it or not. basically he just implanted the idea that i should wait, atleast until im 18, which i wanted to opt for before, but now i just dont know, and if i do, i will most likely constantly be in self doubt and having this giving up moments and also, go out less as thats mainly the people i go out with (its not that they wont let me, but that its stupid to always go out with them to see them get high, and most likely i would want to as well) so now im (in a way) mad at my doctor for making me enter in doubt again and triggering this pattern in me, which he doesnt seem to realize exists and i believe, is damaging me.

i really want oppinions. serious oppinions please.
(edit: need opinions)[/QUOTE]
inhale that shit nikkuh

[editline]16th June 2011[/editline]

aww yeah

[dvsilverwing]

WE GONNA ROCK DOWN TO ELECTRIC AVENUE. AND THEN WE'LL TAKE IT HIGHER. WORKING SO HARD LIKE A SOLDIER. CAN'T AFFORD A THING ON TV. [sp] story of my life [/sp]

[CjienX]

I'll take a

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