Smoking weed does it for me.
I head to my cousins house, light up a bowl, sit back and enjoy my free high everyday after he gets off work. He gives me free weed cause he grows and of course, I'm family. We just sit back play video games and talk about random bullshit for about 4-5 hours, then I head home and chill some more before going to bed. Fuckin chillax.
I've begun to take a liking to Salvia but it doesn't get me to do anything, it's just funny to trip out. I've smoked it 5 times now and not had any bad experiences so I guess it's been good to me.
It's gotta be weed :D
I'm at my best when I'm completely sober.
Pills (E) normally make me too erratic and I can't concentrate on a conversation without running off and doing something else.
Alcohol is ok in small amounts. It will make me a little more social, but when I have a bit too much I tend to say things I shouldn't.
Weed (even though I smoke it with friends) generally makes me want to be alone listening to music. I just find it better that way.
And I've only ever smoked gear once. Hated it so much and took me right out of my comfort zone.
So yeah, really I'm at my best when I am just myself.
Alcohol makes me turn into el-hosto with the el-mosto. Then again it probably makes me look like a cock.
Mary jane just turns me into "chilllll mannnnn" and i'm sweet for ages.
Are you just as sociable on Speed as much as you'd be on E?
I've found that when on E I just wanna move, so possibly not a good one to talk to people much?
Adderall made me sooo mentally coherent but I was thinking so fast, so deep, and just realising so much that I ended up freaking out a bit, just from being mentally exhausted from thinking so hard all day. Sadly I haven't been able to get any more but I think there might be some meth getting cooked soon...
[QUOTE=jonashappy;17319255]Adderall made me sooo mentally coherent but I was thinking so fast, so deep, and just realising so much that I ended up freaking out a bit, just from being mentally exhausted from thinking so hard all day. Sadly I haven't been able to get any more but I think there might be some meth getting cooked soon...[/QUOTE]
hey that's cool
[QUOTE=Anubis589;17311954]When you're a child, you're happy. The world is your playground. Everything is bright and cheery because you haven't been taught to see the darkness.
As you grow, you learn about the world. You learn about the darkness, which counteracts the light. At a certain point, you see both equally, and you have your fair share of ups and downs. You still have that optimistic attitude, and the world still has some magic left to it.
Eventually, the magic of the world disappears as the mystery of existence disappears. You learn that the light was a lie, and there is only darkness. In the absence of light, however, there can be no darkness. There is only the world. The light and darkness existed, but only in your mind.[/QUOTE]
As a child, you always dream about little things, your worst problem is that you won't get a candy tomorrow, but soon that fades away and leaves you in the real world, realizing the candy is a lie. That days anything made you happy, truly, even the smallest things. And now... not even the biggest things can't make a difference, there is no light without darkness.
Well written anubis, /respect.
Ontopic: Maybe the combination of Alcohol+a few cigs.
But I still remember that day in the snow with the weed, great times :(
Neoseeker wants me to lock this thread because he thinks it's pathetic
i do too.
it's not that important but i personally draw the line at reveling in drug use. well except when im high on something amazing.
hahahahaha
Valium puts me at my best, makes me more outgoing, and less anxious about social situations.
Unless I'm tired, in which case I would take a Adderall.
I just hate the fact that I can get really bothered by stupid things when I'm speeding, and the battle of hunger. Especially if I smoke and take an upper, it's like weed is fighting to make me eat, and the upper is trying to keep me from eating.
Cocaine.
Drug of choice.
Can't afford it.
Edit:
But nothing beats being happy with yourself, your life and who you are.
[QUOTE=SilverHammer;17323997]Neoseeker wants me to lock this thread because he thinks it's pathetic[/QUOTE]
About as pathetic as the rest of facepunch.
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