• Gay Chat V12 - Even More Optimistic
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[QUOTE=gerbe1;47360223]It's funny because there would probably be a university that would let you do that. "Erogenous zones and sexual technique: a study" In other news, as a desperate cry for help I am posting what happens when I try and make my own poster: [IMG_thumb]http://i.imgur.com/N6dYcjC.jpg[/IMG_thumb] Critics have said: "I don't know whether to laugh or cry" "rainbow australias is hilarious" "This is a good example of what not to do" "it is 90s web design level simplistic" "oh god" (some of these are intentional misquotes but nonetheless)[/QUOTE] Add some small borders to the font to make it readable. Post the .psd and I'll give it a try?
[QUOTE=Tsanummy;47360252]Add some small borders to the font to make it readable. Post the .psd and I'll give it a try?[/QUOTE] I think it needs a complete redo (but I want the words and rainbow australias) I don't know what is a .psd I did it on gimp. There are only .xcf
Im a Graphic Designer, i can make you one if you want?
Turns out there's a fellow gay in the city north of where I live. He invited me for tea for Monday. How nice.
[QUOTE=greeley;47360323]Im a Graphic Designer, i can make you one if you want?[/QUOTE] I certainly do want! But also don't if it's gonna take up all your time :v: [editline]20th March 2015[/editline] Oh yay I think I blew the battery on my laptop. No more computer for me everyone. See ya in a week or three!
Why did I click those spoilers? Probably should avoid this thread for a while now, being lonely isn't that healthy. EDIT: Should probably talk to my mom and say that I'm gay, it hurts in my stomach but I will probably feel better if I stop keeping it a secret.
[QUOTE=kimr120;47360575]Why did I click those spoilers? Probably should avoid this thread for a while now, being lonely isn't that healthy. EDIT: Should probably talk to my mom and say that I'm gay, it hurts in my stomach but I will probably feel better if I stop keeping it a secret.[/QUOTE] Think of it this way: once you get someone to be with, you can surprise them with your vast knowledge in the art of dick sucking thanks to this thread and its tips. As for coming out to your mother, that's not a bad idea. Unless your mother is very anti-gay then there shouldn't be anything else beside the "really now?". When I came out to my mother, she just jokingly said "so is this something we won't mention to your father for the next few years?" Joke or not, my father would most likely have a very different reaction, as he's been talking to me how to handle girls for as long as I remember. And then there's the Latino factor.
My parents aren't anti. They will most likely accept it. I'm scared though. Feels like my life will be changed and that my sexuality will define me instead of me.
As long as you don't start it awkward like "I love the thought of having manmeat in my boypussy" it should be fine, yeah?
[QUOTE=kimr120;47360662]My parents aren't anti. They will most likely accept it. I'm scared though. Feels like my life will be changed and that my sexuality will define me instead of me.[/QUOTE] You'll feel better because you won't have to try and hide anything, You can just hint about it and if your mother doesn't twig your hinting something just come straight out with it, honesty is the best policy and because you said she isn't against gays then you should be fine.
[QUOTE=kimr120;47360662]My parents aren't anti. They will most likely accept it. I'm scared though. Feels like my life will be changed and that my sexuality will define me instead of me.[/QUOTE] Only if you let it, you're always you hopefully your life will change - for the better
That I will keep for myself those things. Also fuck that word "boypussy" IT'S A ANUS!. Know you're joking but damn seriously fuck that word. Ugh now I understand what a fucking closet is. I just wish it wasn't necessary to say it and just be able to be it. But fuck I gotta open the door. I wish that fucking closet never existed. But I gotta face it, it's a minority and it's unusual. Gotta tell them. But I need to fucking do it and not say tomyself that I'll do it another day. I just get nervous and ctrl+w this thread when I hear someone coming into my room. It would be better to not be that nervous and just be able to be like when I felt nothing for guys.
[QUOTE=kimr120;47360575]Why did I click those spoilers? Probably should avoid this thread for a while now, being lonely isn't that healthy. EDIT: Should probably talk to my mom and say that I'm gay, it hurts in my stomach but I will probably feel better if I stop keeping it a secret.[/QUOTE] Trust me, it does feel so much better. You actually feel happy.
I enjoy doing an hour or so of 3d modelling, then getting up for 20 minutes to have a shower, then coming back to find my monitor has crashed and can't be restarted without resetting the whole computer. I had this same problem before with the AMD HD sound drivers, which I wiped off but they have reappeared somehow to fuck up my work and suck out any enjoyment I had modelling.
[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;47360718]I enjoy doing an hour or so of 3d modelling, then getting up for 20 minutes to have a shower, then coming back to find my monitor has crashed and can't be restarted without resetting the whole computer. I had this same problem before with the AMD HD sound drivers, which I wiped off but they have reappeared somehow to fuck up my work and suck out any enjoyment I had modelling.[/QUOTE] Oh fuk do you sometimes boot your pc and it starts in a weird resolution and have to also restart, I use amd too and I hate it
[QUOTE=kimr120;47360711]That I will keep for myself those things. Also fuck that word "boypussy" IT'S A ANUS!. Know you're joking but damn seriously fuck that word. Ugh now I understand what a fucking closet is. I just wish it wasn't necessary to say it and just be able to be it. But fuck I gotta open the door. I wish that fucking closet never existed. But I gotta face it, it's a minority and it's unusual. Gotta tell them. But I need to fucking do it and not say tomyself that I'll do it another day. I just get nervous and ctrl+w this thread when I hear someone coming into my room. It would be better to not be that nervous and just be able to be like when I felt nothing for guys.[/QUOTE] While it's probably a minority, it certainly isn't unusual at this day and age. It's not the 50's anymore, you can be yourself. If anyone would give you shit about your sexuality, they'll most likely get even more shit back for being so backwards raised.
[QUOTE=Thomo_UK;47360726]Oh fuk do you sometimes boot your pc and it starts in a weird resolution and have to also restart, I use amd too and I hate it[/QUOTE] No I don't get that. The only problem I have really had is having 2 sound drivers at once, which apparently fucks something up. I don't know what I am even talking about but removing them fixed it.
No idea why I waited so long with coming out, my parents were always accepting and open about it. I think even my father commented on it once saying "If any of you (me and my two brothers) are gay, it's completely fine and you can tell us." but for some reason I didn't take the chance. Wasn't until my 18'th birthday I decided to treat myself by coming out, and I've never gotten a better gift, even if it was from myself.
Thanks for the advice guys. It made me feel better. I must do this.
My mom always defended lgbt rights and expressed her support until her own son came out, then she made sure I felt like shit emotionally for the years to come. My father supports me 100% but I still feel the pressure when I invite my boyfriend over to watch a movie or hang, I didn't tell him anything but he feels unwelcome by her to the point that he even started entering the house from the garage instead of the main door, hiding his pressence / tracks (if he brings something to eat he disposes it on the street instead of just throwing it in the trash), etc.. Has anyone gone through something similar? 5 years of "give her time" about something I am not to blame, I've never done anything to deserve this, I'm a B+ student, behave well, don't smoke or drink, etc.. But then, after doing everything I can to be good person and friend I feel guilty because my mother can't approve something I believe isn't wrong or that I can change/choose like I choose to be a good student. I feel like there is nothing I can do but just give up human relationships altogether to stop feeling this guilt, and don't misjudge me: If I could take a pill to turn heterosexual I'd decline it, I'm more than fine the way I am, but I'd like others to see it that way as well. tl;dr My mom is an hypocrite and I won't miss her when she's gone, wouldn't mind her reading this (since my parent's have """"accidentally"""" found things I've posted online and confronted me about them) sorry for the long post and the personal blog, been waiting for a while to get it off my chest and you're the ones I don't mind sharing with.
[t]http://a.pomf.se/fxazkg.jpg[/t]
Was fucking cloudy here so all I got was a blurry half-disc. The neighbors cat was more interesting to shoot with my camera.
I had perfect view of the eclipse but I was unable to take any proper photos. Real pity.
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;47361092]Well get better at it.[/QUOTE] I'd like to see [I]you[/I] getting better at taking pictures of eclipse with a god damn smartphone >:I
[QUOTE=Mallow234;47361039][t]http://a.pomf.se/fxazkg.jpg[/t][/QUOTE] Why is the sky smiling?
[QUOTE=gerbe1;47360223]It's funny because there would probably be a university that would let you do that. "Erogenous zones and sexual technique: a study" In other news, as a desperate cry for help I am posting what happens when I try and make my own poster: [IMG_thumb]http://i.imgur.com/N6dYcjC.jpg[/IMG_thumb] Critics have said: "I don't know whether to laugh or cry" "rainbow australias is hilarious" "This is a good example of what not to do" "it is 90s web design level simplistic" "oh god" (some of these are intentional misquotes but nonetheless)[/QUOTE] atleast it isn't comic sans
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;47361173]I would but it's night time and it's not coming to New Zealand. Maybe next time Sharkie.[/QUOTE] I'd show you what's coming where...
Maybe next time then [editline]20th March 2015[/editline] Muh merge
For the last half an hour I have felt like I wanted to be sad. I ended up watching finales of shows I like, sad scenes in general and read sad things on Tv Tropes. I mean I succeeded in being sad but I don't really know why I even needed to do it.
[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;47361334]For the last half an hour I have felt like I wanted to be sad. I ended up watching finales of shows I like, sad scenes in general and read sad things on Tv Tropes. I mean I succeeded in being sad but I don't really know why I even needed to do it.[/QUOTE] I don't really mind feeling sad, for some reason. I mean, there's a big difference between sad and depressed for me. Depression is like an abyss. I just get lost in despair for weeks or months. But sadness isn't all that bad. It's tolerable, and even helps me appreciate beauty sometimes. And it only lasts an hour or two. Sometimes I seek it out; like if I can't be happy, I might as well be sad, just to feel something noteworthy.
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