[QUOTE=Smashmaster;47361883]I don't really mind feeling sad, for some reason. I mean, there's a big difference between sad and depressed for me.
Depression is like an abyss. I just get lost in despair for weeks or months. But sadness isn't all that bad. It's tolerable, and even helps me appreciate beauty sometimes. And it only lasts an hour or two.
Sometimes I seek it out; like if I can't be happy, I might as well be sad, just to feel something noteworthy.[/QUOTE]
I kinda started developing a tollerance to being sad. Whenever something bad happens I feel better after not too long. I guess it's a little "depressing", but hey ho welcome to my life v:v:v
How's everyone doing by the way
[QUOTE=TheDrunkenOne;47362091]I kinda started developing a tollerance to being sad. Whenever something bad happens I feel better after not too long. I guess it's a little "depressing", but hey ho welcome to my life v:v:v
How's everyone doing by the way[/QUOTE]
I swear I'm just used to being depressed too. I've been this way since I was 9 or 10, and no matter how happy I feel for a few minutes, I always come right back to this empty feeling. At least being depressed != sad. But being sad on top of being depressed is fucking awful.
[QUOTE=TheDrunkenOne;47362091]I kinda started developing a tollerance to being sad. Whenever something bad happens I feel better after not too long. I guess it's a little "depressing", but hey ho welcome to my life v:v:v
How's everyone doing by the way[/QUOTE]
Flooding my 'shitty'/city full of poop on cities:skylines
and on the subject of feeling sad, I think it's given me some sort of latch to my friends where if I don't see them for even short periods I get exceptionally lonely.
oh hey a topic about being depressed and sad, i'm really good at always being depressed and sad
Yeees I feel so happy now. I told my parents about it during dinner.
I like sat and shaked a bit and my mom wondered what it was. I said it's hard to say, she kept asking a bit more and I said no on her questions.
At last I close my eyes and say "I LIKE GUYS". Dad laughs and said "I knew it would be something like that"
Mom got a bit teareyed but not in a bad way and asked some questions. She was happy that I said how I felt about stuff. My parents were totally okay, just as I imagined it :v:
Life feels nice now!
Godspeed
[QUOTE=kimr120;47362585]Yeees I feel so happy now. I told my parents about it during dinner.
I like sat and shaked a bit and my mom wondered what it was. I said it's hard to say, she kept asking a bit more and I said no on her questions.
At last I close my eyes and say "I LIKE GUYS". Dad laughs and said "I knew it would be something like that"
Mom got a bit teareyed but not in a bad way and asked some questions. She was happy that I said how I felt about stuff. My parents were totally okay, just as I imagined it :v:
Life feels nice now![/QUOTE]
Congratulations! Pretty sure it's safe to say we're all happy for you.
[QUOTE=kimr120;47362585]Yeees I feel so happy now. I told my parents about it during dinner.
I like sat and shaked a bit and my mom wondered what it was. I said it's hard to say, she kept asking a bit more and I said no on her questions.
At last I close my eyes and say "I LIKE GUYS". Dad laughs and said "I knew it would be something like that"
Mom got a bit teareyed but not in a bad way and asked some questions. She was happy that I said how I felt about stuff. My parents were totally okay, just as I imagined it :v:
Life feels nice now![/QUOTE]
Now that has cheered me up immensely, :3
[QUOTE=kimr120;47362585]Yeees I feel so happy now. I told my parents about it during dinner.
I like sat and shaked a bit and my mom wondered what it was. I said it's hard to say, she kept asking a bit more and I said no on her questions.
At last I close my eyes and say "I LIKE GUYS". Dad laughs and said "I knew it would be something like that"
Mom got a bit teareyed but not in a bad way and asked some questions. She was happy that I said how I felt about stuff. My parents were totally okay, just as I imagined it :v:
Life feels nice now![/QUOTE]
Here is your pair of inauguratory rainbow socks, congratulations.
[img_thumb]http://bostonbiker.org/files/2009/12/Socks-rainbow-400.jpg[/img_thumb]
I love everyone in this thread.
[QUOTE=ultra_bright;47363175]Here is your pair of inauguratory rainbow socks, congratulations.
[img_thumb]http://bostonbiker.org/files/2009/12/Socks-rainbow-400.jpg[/img_thumb][/QUOTE]
i have a pair of rainbow socks i never bothered to wear
who wants them
[QUOTE=ultra_bright;47363175]Here is your pair of inauguratory rainbow socks, congratulations.
[img_thumb]http://bostonbiker.org/files/2009/12/Socks-rainbow-400.jpg[/img_thumb][/QUOTE]
I want to buy and wear a pair of pink socks. Dunno why though. Just a weird impulse.
Also, it's funny to get off work and check Facepunch to see Gay Chat has 80+ new posts. I'm thinking, [I]"wow, this must be good conversation!"[/I] Nope, just tips on how to suck dicks.
Not even mad though. Needed advice for that aspect of things.
Just tips hehehe
I was hoping someone would see that reference.
Hehe reference
Remember that BTS photo I posted of my film? Well the full thing has been released! Go watch it!
[url]https://vimeo.com/122802446[/url]
[QUOTE=kimr120;47362585]Yeees I feel so happy now. I told my parents about it during dinner.
I like sat and shaked a bit and my mom wondered what it was. I said it's hard to say, she kept asking a bit more and I said no on her questions.
At last I close my eyes and say "I LIKE GUYS". Dad laughs and said "I knew it would be something like that"
Mom got a bit teareyed but not in a bad way and asked some questions. She was happy that I said how I felt about stuff. My parents were totally okay, just as I imagined it :v:
Life feels nice now![/QUOTE]
Congrats! Now go suck some dicks!
[QUOTE=MaddaCheeb;47364288]I want to buy and wear a pair of pink socks. Dunno why though. Just a weird impulse.
Also, it's funny to get off work and check Facepunch to see Gay Chat has 80+ new posts. I'm thinking, [I]"wow, this must be good conversation!"[/I] Nope, just tips on how to suck dicks.
Not even mad though. Needed advice for that aspect of things.[/QUOTE]
I got pink socks the other day. Like three pairs. And three pairs of pink underwear and two pairs of pink shirts and one pair of pink pants.
I washed all my white clothes with a red scarf on high heat accidentally. :v:
You know you've found the one when he travels an hour and a half to your place to lend a hand after you've broken both your own hands coming off a motorbike <3
What do you guys think about dating older guys?
[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;47366022]What do you guys think about dating older guys?[/QUOTE]
Date whoever makes you happy.
[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;47366022]What do you guys think about dating older guys?[/QUOTE]
Unless your like 17 and the other guy is 55 I don't really care.
So I'm doing something crazy and driving 850 miles from California to Idaho on Friday to meet my internet boyfriend in person and have wild sex at his farm.
[QUOTE=Trekintosh;47366156]So I'm doing something crazy and driving 850 miles from California to Idaho on Friday to meet my internet boyfriend in person and have wild sex at his farm.[/QUOTE]
I'd be wary of meeting someone for the first time at a farm
don't want to become pig food
We're meeting at the city first.
Managed to get some modelling done without my monitor crashing.
[t]http://i.imgur.com/n4448Lx.png[/t]
[t]http://i.imgur.com/F7pDhZ8.png[/t]
I don't really understand smoothing yet though, I can't get it right. it either smooths too much or doesn't seem to do anything.
I also don't know what that square thing under the barrel is. I suppose you could use it to store your lunch or something.
[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;47367031]
I don't really understand smoothing yet though, I can't get it right. it either smooths too much or doesn't seem to do anything..[/QUOTE]
There's two types of smoothing: hard and soft.
Hard is basically the unsmoothed thing, which is used on edges or bevels. Soft is used for things like tubes and such, or generally any part that's meant to look smooth. The rest is handled through vertex normals and bumpmaps (dota 2 uses bumpmaps to dictate smoothing for instance)
While I have a thing for older men, I don't see myself dating one for a good while.
[QUOTE=TheDrunkenOne;47367079]There's two types of smoothing: hard and soft.
Hard is basically the unsmoothed thing, which is used on edges or bevels. Soft is used for things like tubes and such, or generally any part that's meant to look smooth. The rest is handled through vertex normals and bumpmaps (dota 2 uses bumpmaps to dictate smoothing for instance)[/QUOTE]
I've tried a few things and had no success. I'll just have to ask it nicely to smooth itself.
Going to be going to Minnesota to go convention a convention with a guy I've known for about 5 or 6 years today. I'm pretty nervous due to us dating each other for the first time and I'm going to be there for about an entire week.
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