Crossdressing & Transgender & A̲L̲L̲I̲E̲S̲ Discussion v. Thread Reassignment Surgery

[Candy Bee]

[QUOTE=Reyjr43;48731547]Why do I hate myself so much? [b]I brush off my own problems to help people[/b][/QUOTE]
Honestly, I think this might be one of the biggest reasons why. If you help others at the expense of yourself, and never focus on yourself, you're never going to improve. While it's always a nice thing to help friends and people you know, love, and care for, it's equally as important, if not more so, to also take care of yourself. Sure, it might seem selfish, but if you don't take care of yourself, eventually something is going to happen and you won't be able to take care of others. Take some time and help yourself. People aren't going to hate you for not helping them every last time they ask it or need it. Don't take on others' problems if you have your own glaring problems that need worked out first. It's one of the reasons that I feel I [i]can[/i] help so many people, is I have so very few issues myself.

[Ms. Gyroscope]

I need some crazy cool femmie clothes. Where can I buy some?

[Kaiwren]

My best advice to you, Ms. Gyroscope, is to [I]not[/I] do what I did at first and go to Hot Topic. :sick:

[shxwxrs]

I just order my cute clothes on Amazon and stuff. But my clothes are usually hella simple hoodies/joggers/tights/etc.

[Zero_]

On Target they had cute shirts on sale, so there's that.
They never have shorts on my size, though. It's either 4 or 8, but never 6.

[Boozy&Bitter]

[QUOTE=biodude94566;48733166]Honestly, I think this might be one of the biggest reasons why. If you help others at the expense of yourself, and never focus on yourself, you're never going to improve. While it's always a nice thing to help friends and people you know, love, and care for, it's equally as important, if not more so, to also take care of yourself. Sure, it might seem selfish, but if you don't take care of yourself, eventually something is going to happen and you won't be able to take care of others. Take some time and help yourself. People aren't going to hate you for not helping them every last time they ask it or need it. Don't take on others' problems if you have your own glaring problems that need worked out first. It's one of the reasons that I feel I [i]can[/i] help so many people, is I have so very few issues myself.[/QUOTE]

I usually feel satisfied with my life when I've really helped other people. It gives my life some meaning.

[Miya]

[QUOTE=Ms. Gyroscope;48733411]I need some crazy cool femmie clothes. Where can I buy some?[/QUOTE]

[url]http://www.welovefine.com/womens-1-426.html[/url]

[Johnny Guitar]

[QUOTE=Reyjr43;48731547]You know that something is wrong when I saw a post on facebook about suicide awareness being this month and I instantly thought "Huh, suicide awareness month is this month? Maybe killing myself will help raise awareness."

Why do I hate myself so much? I'm not even a terrible person, I'm a very nice person and I brush off my own problems to help people, I'm rather intelligent and I really enjoy helping people if I can, but I just fucking hate myself and I don't get it.

Why can I be motivated to hate myself, but I can't get motivation to put toward something else, like becoming a decent reverse engineer, or making a new project, or even learning how a new programming language? Something, anything but hating myself or others.

I live a life feeling like I have some terrible physical addiction, I wake up hungry because I never feed myself enough, I force myself to eat only as much as I need for survival because I feel like I'm going to get fat otherwise, then I go on to constantly live in physical pain because I'm so stressed out, and with how low my blood sugar is I get awful physical symptoms, terrible headaches constantly, everything is pain, passing out randomly when standing up. I hate it, I can't continue on like this, it's just a matter of time. A ticking time bomb is what I am, and I'm shutting everyone out so I don't take them with me.[/QUOTE]

My heart really felt heavy as I read this, you were such a good person to me and.. I don't know what to say, I really... just don't.

[Candy Bee]

On a positive note, I talked with my girlfriend's family and if things go well we can get her set on the path to transitioning. :D It will take time, obviously, but she's in a pretty open-minded area and her campus has resources for it. The biggest concern I have right now is money.

[Ms. Gyroscope]

[QUOTE=Kaiwren;48735085]My best advice to you, Ms. Gyroscope, is to [I]not[/I] do what I did at first and go to Hot Topic. :sick:[/QUOTE]

I've seen some nice shit there. [url]http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/Girls/Hoodies/Grey+amp+Red+Plaid+Skull+Girls+Pullover+Top-10378716.jsp[/url]

[Shark Bones]

[QUOTE=biodude94566;48737298]On a positive note, I talked with my girlfriend's family and if things go well we can get her set on the path to transitioning. :D It will take time, obviously, but she's in a pretty open-minded area and her campus has resources for it. The biggest concern I have right now is money.[/QUOTE]

When y'all visited I thought she'd already started.

[DevShinx]

I tried telling my Dad my feelings and my lack of social skill when it comes to stuff outside of my comfort zone seems to be causing my dad some emotional turmoil due to how bad of a job I did at telling him. ;-;

So, I am typing up a letter thing to explain any questions he may have.
I'm so bad at explaining stuff like this.

[shxwxrs]

[QUOTE=DevShinx;48741339]I tried telling my Dad my feelings and my lack of social skill when it comes to stuff outside of my comfort zone seems to be causing my dad some emotional turmoil due to how bad of a job I did at telling him. ;-;

So, I am typing up a letter thing to explain any questions he may have.
I'm so bad at explaining stuff like this.[/QUOTE]

I know how you feel, I had to write my mom a note for when I told her I was gay, and then I ended up writing her another note explaining how I feel like I should be trans.

[Shark Bones]

Hnnnng.

Spent all of yesterday writhing in pain as blood leaked out of me in places it shouldn't.

The bleeding has stopped it seems but the pain is still there. x-x

[Ms. Gyroscope]

[QUOTE=Shark Bones;48745126]Hnnnng.

Spent all of yesterday writhing in pain as blood leaked out of me in places it shouldn't.

The bleeding has stopped it seems but the pain is still there. x-x[/QUOTE]

Um.... Details??

[Shark Bones]

[QUOTE=Ms. Gyroscope;48745935]Um.... Details??[/QUOTE]

Details are gross and probably shouldn't be shared publicly. :C

Pain has gone down but there's still some sensitivity there. Gonna see a doctor soon, hopefully.

[arlygoodbrownie]

[QUOTE=Ms. Gyroscope;48737880]I've seen some nice shit there. [url]http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/Girls/Hoodies/Grey+amp+Red+Plaid+Skull+Girls+Pullover+Top-10378716.jsp[/url][/QUOTE]

After I've seen word of HotTopic stealing designs from online artists and selling it on their products, I've gotten a real bad taste in my mouth from them.

[Lollipoopdeck]

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[Ms. Gyroscope]

[t]https://scontent-ord1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xtf1/v/t1.0-9/12042920_500356030135889_5704424271386243221_n.jpg?oh=5235c8d4f75c2a5849ae36f59f9d4294&oe=5666E67A[/t]

new outfit

[Zero_]

Does anyone know how to make lips look smaller?
I'm growing comfortable with my face, but I just can't take a nice photo of myself because my lips just ruin everything.
They are way too big and bulbous.

[Ms. Gyroscope]

[QUOTE=Zero_;48748627]Does anyone know how to make lips look smaller?
I'm growing comfortable with my face, but I just can't take a nice photo of myself because my lips just ruin everything.
They are way too big and bulbous.[/QUOTE]

But thats the most feminine thing ever? So many chicks are jealous of my supposedly "big" lips.

But if you still want them smaller just put a bit of your foundation on the edge of your lips and create a false edge with lipgloss or lipstick.

Its semi convincing

[Zero_]

[t]http://i.imgur.com/G4Fzwez.jpg[/t][t]http://i.imgur.com/GTZ500y.jpg[/t]
On the first picture they actually look kinda nice, but the second one, which is how my lips look 99% of the time, they just look wrong. It's like they don't fit, or something.

[axelord157]

Look fine to me.

[Ms. Gyroscope]

[QUOTE=Zero_;48748813][t]http://i.imgur.com/G4Fzwez.jpg[/t][t]http://i.imgur.com/GTZ500y.jpg[/t]
On the first picture they actually look kinda nice, but the second one, which is how my lips look 99% of the time, they just look wrong. It's like they don't fit, or something.[/QUOTE]

Those lips are great. Like They look super good. Nice and plump. I mean girls nowadays are getting lip injections and shit just to look like you do now.

[arlygoodbrownie]

[QUOTE=Zero_;48748813][t]http://i.imgur.com/G4Fzwez.jpg[/t][t]http://i.imgur.com/GTZ500y.jpg[/t]
On the first picture they actually look kinda nice, but the second one, which is how my lips look 99% of the time, they just look wrong. It's like they don't fit, or something.[/QUOTE]

Take this only from a stance of "if it were me," but I wouldn't change a thing. They look [I]amazing.[/I]

That said, change them to how you feel fit. Someone already mentioned a thinning technique.

[Judas]

I might buy a motorcycle #fuckthepolice

[slayer20]

So like a couple weeks ago, I played Pathfinder with my friends. We're running a campaign and I'm playing a sorcerer.

We're like 7 or 8 floors down this dungeon and come across what we thought to be a lady we were searching to rescue. Being the perverted sorcerer I am, I instantly go to make sure she's ok and everything. I offer her food and water, etc. She starts acting a little weird. She gives off some false information about how she was captured and stuff. I act like she's telling the truth and tell everyone not to worry about it (I like getting in trouble lol).

Well, one of our party members decided he would handcuff us together when we weren't looking because reasons. Just about the time this happened, the "girl" transformed into a lizard man. It honestly didn't turn out to surprise us too much, since the "girl" was already acting weird the moment we met her.

Anyway, the "girl" turned into a lizard man and one of my friends just had to say something like "at least you didn't kiss him. That would have been like kissing a transgender person." I gave him a super dumb look and told him that's not even comparable, but that's all I could really say to him.

What's worse is that the next week, we started joking about boobs or something (I forget) and our DM showed me this picture of a beer squeezed between a girl's large breasts. I thought it was funny, but I said "Well I don't drink, but neither." The girl at our table (the one dating the guy above, not the DM), gave me this really weird look like it's not the answer she was expecting, or she just thought something was up with me.

Idk maybe I'm reading too much into it.

[Boozy&Bitter]

[QUOTE=Zero_;48748813][t]http://i.imgur.com/G4Fzwez.jpg[/t][t]http://i.imgur.com/GTZ500y.jpg[/t]
On the first picture they actually look kinda nice, but the second one, which is how my lips look 99% of the time, they just look wrong. It's like they don't fit, or something.[/QUOTE]

Hey I have smaller lips and we can trade, but only if they look like the second picture.

[Amber902]

Well i was lying in bed and my chest felt wet. I looked under my shirt and i yhink I'm starting to lactate.

[Judas]

fucking lucky omg