[QUOTE=appache;37185852]So then you have no reason not to go...
Take care of your junk dude...come on.[/QUOTE]
Other than it being inconvenient, awkward, and it usually takes about a week - 2 weeks before you can get in to see your family doctor for anything. By then most problems just go away on their own.
I had a UTI before and by the time we finally got in for my appointment with the doctor it had almost completely resolved it's self and I got this look like I came in for practically nothing cause it was so minimal. :T
[QUOTE=appache;37185852]So then you have no reason not to go...
Take care of your junk dude...come on.[/QUOTE]
I talked with my step dad, described all the feelings, he said it was pretty much spot on with what he had multiple times in his life.
Said it was just a sore cord, or inflamed, or even pulled. I imagine if it doesn't go away by Monday I'll have to go and see.
[QUOTE=dmillerw;37182233]Just because you have aspergers, doesn't mean you're incapable of expressing or returning emotions...
[/QUOTE]
depends on how bad it is. i'm just saying if someone has aspergers it isn't a joke and the symptoms can be serious.
i didn't mean to make a judgement about your family, i'm sorry about that
So I brought my girlfriend some Carnations.
It turns out, Carnations remind her of funerals.
:suicide:
[QUOTE=coolrider102;37187648]So I brought my girlfriend some Carnations.
It turns out, Carnations remind her of funerals.
:suicide:[/QUOTE]
God damnit. So what? It's a fucking flower. Hopefully she appreciated the gesture.
[QUOTE=RenegadeCop;37189130]So my girlfriend just came over, cried her eyes out, and left.
Her grandma tells her she's worthless, to put it nicely, and verbally abuses her all the time. (Which I think is because she seeks attention and can't move much without help so she feels unneeded)
Anyways long story short, my girlfriend says how she wishes her grandma would die and she also feels like dying. Then she sped off really fast and I'm worried.[/QUOTE]
I've had a pretty terrible experience with a grandmother before. I went over my to a relative's house with my mom once and brought my girlfriend at the time. My grandmother was there and had everyone leave the living room so it was just her standing in the middle of the room with my girlfriend and I sitting on the couch together. She was my first love, so we were super touchy with one another. We were holding hands and I put my arm around her a lot. I kissed her a few times too. Just some innocent peck on the lips stuff. Apparently this is just after my mother had found I lost my virginity to my girlfriend, and my grandparents are super elitist Catholics. So for a good 15 minutes my girlfriend and I were sitting on the couch getting grilled by my grandmother (this was the first time she met my grandmother, by the way) and being told how we should be ashamed of ourselves and have more self control. I just glared at her without saying a word until she was done. I took my girlfriend's hand and led her outside to a part of the yard beside the house that can't be easily seen by the house's windows, and I held her while she cried. I admit I teared up a little too. To this day I have no respect for my grandmother, because quite honestly she had no right to do what she did. Just like your girlfriend's grandmother has no right to treat her like that.
Lesson: Grandparents can be old, judgmental assholes. Sometimes it seems like their role in life is to make younger people feel like shit for doing completely normal young-people things. (Sorry, I know this wasn't entirely pertinent to your situation, but it still slight applies)
[QUOTE=RenegadeCop;37189130]So my girlfriend just came over, cried her eyes out, and left.
Her grandma tells her she's worthless, to put it nicely, and verbally abuses her all the time. (Which I think is because she seeks attention and can't move much without help so she feels unneeded)
Anyways long story short, my girlfriend says how she wishes her grandma would die and she also feels like dying. Then she sped off really fast and I'm worried.[/QUOTE]
You shouldn't have let her leave with that attitude.
well, here goes nothing.
I'm 13, turning 14 in october and since I started going on fp more frequently, I've become more and more eager to grow the fuck up. It feels like I'm stuck between two worlds here, because I've lost my innocence and will to act like a normal 13 year old, and I'm too young to get into any relationship!
At least I have a few friends to whom I can talk to and not feel this way, maybe because almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. Not to mention the fact that almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. With a classic badass, a romanian, a serbian, a twelve year old who can't shut his mouth, a strange mexican and a rat, there's always a party in the old Mumble voicechat channel.
(I referred to everyone by nationality or personality just to keep the general anonymity)
[QUOTE=Metherat;37192148]well, here goes nothing.
I'm 13, turning 14 in october and since I started going on fp more frequently, I've become more and more eager to grow the fuck up. It feels like I'm stuck between two worlds here, because I've lost my innocence and will to act like a normal 13 year old, and I'm too young to get into any relationship!
At least I have a few friends to whom I can talk to and not feel this way, maybe because almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. Not to mention the fact that almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. With a classic badass, a romanian, a serbian, a twelve year old who can't shut his mouth, a strange mexican and a rat, there's always a party in the old Mumble voicechat channel.
(I referred to everyone by nationality or personality just to keep the general anonymity)[/QUOTE]
..And your point is?
[QUOTE=Metherat;37192148]well, here goes nothing.
I'm 13, turning 14 in october and since I started going on fp more frequently, I've become more and more eager to grow the fuck up. It feels like I'm stuck between two worlds here, because I've lost my innocence and will to act like a normal 13 year old, and I'm too young to get into any relationship!
At least I have a few friends to whom I can talk to and not feel this way, maybe because almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. Not to mention the fact that almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. With a classic badass, a romanian, a serbian, a twelve year old who can't shut his mouth, a strange mexican and a rat, there's always a party in the old Mumble voicechat channel.
(I referred to everyone by nationality or personality just to keep the general anonymity)[/QUOTE]
good god
[QUOTE=Metherat;37192148]well, here goes nothing.
I'm 13, turning 14 in october and since I started going on fp more frequently, I've become more and more eager to grow the fuck up. It feels like I'm stuck between two worlds here, because I've lost my innocence and will to act like a normal 13 year old, and I'm too young to get into any relationship!
At least I have a few friends to whom I can talk to and not feel this way, maybe because almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. Not to mention the fact that almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. With a classic badass, a romanian, a serbian, a twelve year old who can't shut his mouth, a strange mexican and a rat, there's always a party in the old Mumble voicechat channel.
(I referred to everyone by nationality or personality just to keep the general anonymity)[/QUOTE]
...
okay
Metherat, just so you know, pretty much everybody went through that. The whole "I'm more mature than all my friends" phase of pubertous development is a common delusion. Your friends likely all feel the same way, or have felt the same way, or will shortly be feeling the same way.
Don't be in such a dang rush to grow up. You're gonna be missing these days by the time you have to pay bills and work a full-time job to keep yourself alive.
[QUOTE=Metherat;37192148]well, here goes nothing.
I'm 13, turning 14 in october and since I started going on fp more frequently, I've become more and more eager to grow the fuck up. It feels like I'm stuck between two worlds here, because I've lost my innocence and will to act like a normal 13 year old, and I'm too young to get into any relationship!
At least I have a few friends to whom I can talk to and not feel this way, maybe because almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. Not to mention the fact that almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. With a classic badass, a romanian, a serbian, a twelve year old who can't shut his mouth, a strange mexican and a rat, there's always a party in the old Mumble voicechat channel.
(I referred to everyone by nationality or personality just to keep the general anonymity)[/QUOTE]
yes
Lady Girl and I have decided to take [I]the big plunge[/I] and make our relationship ~Facebook Official~
The rumor mill was about to break at work anyway. Lady Girl confided in the head housekeeper, who told the breakfast attendant, who'll tell whoever, and it'll eventually get back to the managers. I guess there's nothing to be concerned about with work, as long as we exercise some proper discretion and general class!
[QUOTE=Metherat;37192148]maybe because almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. Not to mention the fact that almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers.[/QUOTE]
Is that a typo or are they just that 'crazy'?
Craziest ass motherfuckers
the more you say fuck, the cooler you get
[QUOTE=Metherat;37192148]well, FUCKING here goes FUCKING nothing FUCK.
I'm 13, turning 14 in MOTHER FUCKING october SON and since I started going on fp more FUCKING frequently, I've become more and more eager to grow the fuck up. It feels like I'm FUCKING stuck between two FUCKING CADBERRY CUNTCREAM worlds here, because I've lost my innocence and will to act like a normal 13 year old (I WANT TO FUCK THAT GIRL THAT SITS INFRONT OF ME IN CLASS), and I'm too young to [del]FUCK[/del] get into any relationship!
At least I have a few friends to whom I can talk to and not feel this way, maybe because almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. Not to mention the fact that almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. With a classic badass, a romanian, a serbian, a twelve year old who can't shut his mouth, a strange mexican and a rat, there's always a party in the old Mumble voicechat channel.
(I referred to everyone by nationality or personality just to keep the general anonymity)[/QUOTE]
Needs more "shit".
[QUOTE=Metherat;37192148]well, FUCKING here goes FUCKING nothing FUCK.
I'm 13, turning 14 in MOTHER FUCKING october SON and since I started going on fp more FUCKING frequently, I've become more and more eager to grow the fuck up. It feels like I'm FUCKING stuck between two FUCKING CADBERRY CUNTCREAM worlds here, because I've lost my innocence and will to act like a normal 13 year old (I WANT TO FUCK THAT GIRL THAT SITS INFRONT OF ME IN CLASS), and I'm too young to FUCK get into any relationship!
At least I have a few friends to whom I can talk to and not feel this way, maybe because almost all of them are crazy-ass motherfuckers. Not to mention the fact that almost all of them are crazy-ass [B]SHIT FUCKING[/B][highlight]mOTHERFUCKERS[/highlight]. With a classic bad-ass (ASS THAT IS OF POOR QUALITY), a roma[B]SHIT[/B]nian, a serbian, a twelve year old who[B]SHIT[/B] can't shut his mo[B]SHIT[/B]uth, a strange mexican and a rat, there's always a party in the old Mumble voicechat channel.
(I referred to everyone by nationality or personality just to keep the general anonymity)[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=W0w00t;37193771][/QUOTE]
Perfect.
[QUOTE=gufu;37178825]Anyway, I am still in goddamned pain. Especially if I think of her or things we did together. Hell, I am not sure if I hate her nowdays or miss her and would do anything to have a chance to be in a relationship with her. My view wildly changes within my head in minutes, if not second. In any way, if one thing she is right about, is that I must forget the past and move on. That includes her. If I don't remember her, then she won't be able to hurt me any more.
Oh, and listening to Ocarina of Time music? Instant depression, just add flashbacks to good parts of past relationship.
In all truth, I would like to contend with the idea that one does not need a relationship when they lack in social spheres. As much as I would like to make more friends (for all the goddamned uncontrollable quirkiness I have), there is a goddamned hole in my chest, and I feel like I am constantly bleeding. I need someone to get me more stable in this world. As much as friends can do, they can't get me completely on my feet. Either the wound has to cauterize with time or somehow be blocked off. I am not the fan of an idea of rebound relationships, but I feel like I need someone. Not for social status, but to actually have someone out there who would return as much love as I would give them. But whatever, bullshit comes later, getting friends, first.
So yeah, enjoy the delicious pasta, while it's being excreted.[/QUOTE]
ow.
I wouldn't blame it on her disorders though, I've an identical situation to her (disease wise) and I feel exactly the same way you do (that I want a relationship)
[QUOTE=gufu;37178825]Anyway, I am still in goddamned pain. Especially if I think of her or things we did together. Hell, I am not sure if I hate her nowdays or miss her and would do anything to have a chance to be in a relationship with her. My view wildly changes within my head in minutes, if not second. In any way, if one thing she is right about, is that I must forget the past and move on. That includes her. If I don't remember her, then she won't be able to hurt me any more.
Oh, and listening to Ocarina of Time music? Instant depression, just add flashbacks to good parts of past relationship.
In all truth, I would like to contend with the idea that one does not need a relationship when they lack in social spheres. As much as I would like to make more friends (for all the goddamned uncontrollable quirkiness I have), there is a goddamned hole in my chest, and I feel like I am constantly bleeding. I need someone to get me more stable in this world. As much as friends can do, they can't get me completely on my feet. Either the wound has to cauterize with time or somehow be blocked off. I am not the fan of an idea of rebound relationships, but I feel like I need someone. Not for social status, but to actually have someone out there who would return as much love as I would give them. But whatever, bullshit comes later, getting friends, first.
So yeah, enjoy the delicious pasta, while it's being excreted.[/QUOTE]
when you say "She didn’t care what I felt or what shit I had to go through" was she that blunt about it or are you just exaggerating
[QUOTE=gufu;37193403]Needs more "shit".[/QUOTE]
After reading from the bottom of page 168 through to 170, I think we have enough shit in this thread to justify having the word in the thread title, thank you
Hey BDA, did you happen to have a date at a coffee shop in Old Elicott City last week? Because I was with a group of people and I couldn't help but noticing the guy near the door with some lady looked a whole lot like you but without the facial hair.
[QUOTE=Jmir 54;37198536]I couldn't help but noticing the guy near the door with some lady looked a whole lot like you but without the facial hair.[/QUOTE]
Woah woah, strange sentence structure
made me think the lady had facial hair at first :v:
I don't even know where Old Elicott City is!
[QUOTE=trotskygrad;37193930]ow.
I wouldn't blame it on her disorders though, I've an identical situation to her (disease wise) and I feel exactly the same way you do (that I want a relationship)[/QUOTE]
Well, I guess she does want a relationship. Just not with me, I guess. Should've told me immediately, at least.
[QUOTE=Mobon1;37197164]when you say "She didn’t care what I felt or what shit I had to go through" was she that blunt about it or are you just exaggerating[/QUOTE]
She just confessed to me that she doesn't really care about what I felt towards her in any way beside being just a friend.
Update:
Went to the ER, I couldn't take it.
Got my balls examined, after waiting fucking 4 hours. Thankfully though. The doctor examined them, found no lumps, no anything. It was a bit tender when he was pushing his fingers through my sac, but nothing that made me go, "Hnnngg!" as he described(pain feeling). He also checked for hernias, and that stuff.
I do however have to go in for a ultrasound, just to check even more further, to clarify.
[QUOTE=SatansSin;37207367]
I do however have to go in for a ultrasound, just to check even more further, to clarify.[/QUOTE]
Let us know if its a boy or a girl, I hear you're expecting thousands of them down there.
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