Sex, Girlfriends and Shit III

[Guy Mannly]

[QUOTE=S31-Syntax;37351820]So uh, somewhat late response, but it sounds like MightyMax should have talked to this kid:

[url]http://facepunch.com/showthread.php?t=1206906[/url][/QUOTE]

or he should talk to stonem and they could compete over whose imaginary problems are worse

[Loopoo]

[QUOTE=Guy Mannly;37351852]or he should talk to stonem and they could compete over whose imaginary problems are worse[/QUOTE]

I love when you get to the point of tiredness that you find things funnier for some mystical reason. 7:39am and I haven't slept in ages and this comment was quite hilarious.

Gotta give Stonem and MightyMax some credit for livening up this thread a bit with their pants-on-head retarded dramas.

[arcticdrinker]

said final goodbyes to my friend tonight and her parents who love me since im moving for college tomorrow. we spent like 30 minutes in the driveway just holding each other because neither of us could really say goodbye. she started tearing up and, i never expected this but she even got me to a little bit too. we're just gonna hope for the best

idk why i keep updating you all when i dont even post here, i guess maybe to just give any of you hope that eternal friend zone is bullshit and never give up. it took me 6 years and its terrible fucking timing but hey i got here. good friends can make up a good relationship

[Loopoo]

-snip, I feel stupid-

Glad everything is working out for you, and don't question why you post here man, we're all here to share our experiences, ask for advice, get things off our chest. I know that feeling when you're just so happy that you want to tell someone, anyone. Here's the best place! :)

(I don't know if this post comes across as douchey / assholish. I don't want it to be. Just giving my two cents regarding the friendzone. Like NuclearAnnhilation [Annhilation is spelled wrong btw haha, confused me for a second typing it out!] don't give up. Figured someone out there who is being friendzoned could benefit from the advice I suppose)

[Rhenae]

What drama did stonem make up? I musnt have been around for that. -just curious-

Also I just had the bestest pre-birthday birthday party day with my bf and his family :)
And now its my birthday, Im legally a person now woo!

[Loopoo]

Seriously, that snuff movies comment just made me feel sad. Some sick people out there, why would you even want to watch the suffering of others.

[Stormcharger]

[QUOTE=Yahnich;37352263]"gonna watch snuff movies"
"i almost committed suicide after my first time"

etc etc[/QUOTE]

Why is there drama in saying you're gonna watch snuff movies?

[Guy Mannly]

[QUOTE=Rhenae;37352257]What drama did stonem make up? I musnt have been around for that. -just curious-[/QUOTE]

well, the most obvious bullshit she's come up with was claiming that she's schizophrenic and has visual and auditory hallucinations and that her psychiatrist had no idea she was hallucinating. apparently these hallucinations that her doctor has never noticed she's having were triggered by her ptsd from being raped..
i've also seen her post several times in the hot girls thread whining about how nobody there believes she's a girl and talking about how she's bisexual.

[Stormcharger]

[QUOTE=loopoo;37352271]Seriously, that snuff movies comment just made me feel sad. Some sick people out there, why would you even want to watch the suffering of others.[/QUOTE]

Are snuff movies just videos where people actually die in like accidents/executions or am i mistaken?

[arcticdrinker]

yeah i made this account when i couldnt spell and also thought the name would be "super badass!!!!" if i made it now it'd be dildozer or something.

you're right too, just being happy and wanting to tell so i guess ive been doing that. sure ive had other shit with girls here and there but none too serious all through out high school, but like i said, shes always been one of my best friends but also who ive always wanted to be with. she had more relationships than me but its not i ever ignored her when she had someone. id always hang and talk with her the same and i suppose it paid off.

you guys are a-okay here! (well most of you)

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

jesus you guys are quick. i meant that to loopoo

[Stormcharger]

[QUOTE=Yahnich;37352304]snuff movies are movies where you watch real people die, yes[/QUOTE]

well in that case i believe there are 2 different reasons people watch them
I watch them because I want to see everything that goes on in this world, but I get sad and almost cry sometimes
and some people watch them because they like to watch people suffering which is fucked up

[Loopoo]

I'm not just a quick poster... My friends call me the minute-man. And that's on a good day.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

[QUOTE=Stormcharger;37352325]well in that case i believe there are 2 different reasons people watch them
I watch them because I want to see everything that goes on in this world, but I get sad and almost cry sometimes
and some people watch them because they like to watch people suffering which is fucked up[/QUOTE]

I have really good memory. IE I remember things that other people would forget, like days out, or something someone said etc etc.

I made the mistake of watching one (fuck you LiveLeak) and I couldn't function for weeks. I was emotionally numb and felt like utter shit. I found it hard getting to sleep because I felt so bad.

Learnt my lesson, never watching one again. I'd rather be ignorant and happy, than aware of the everyday suffering that occurs on this planet.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

Seriously, the comments to the snuff films are just as bad. There are some severely fucked up people in this world.

[Rhenae]

I hate rating on my phone, but im such a compulsive rater I do it anyway :v:

Stonems stuff now reminds me of how much I want to shoot my middle school self with a shotgun for acting similarly.

[Stormcharger]

Oh man that sucks bro, I also have really good memory and remember everything I watch but it doesnt effect me like that, I can go to sleep fine after watching tons of stuff in a night, I just feel like I shouldnt live in a sugar coated world and should watch what millions of people have to go through in other parts of the world where everything isnt so perfect.

[thisispain]

we should sugar coat the world though, sugar coating is delicious

[Stormcharger]

Living in a false world is not something I am fond of

[Loopoo]

[QUOTE=Stormcharger;37352405]Oh man that sucks bro, I also have really good memory and remember everything I watch but it doesnt effect me like that, I can go to sleep fine after watching tons of stuff in a night, I just feel like I shouldnt live in a sugar coated world and should watch what millions of people have to go through in other parts of the world where everything isnt so perfect.[/QUOTE]

I'd advise against it, buddy. It really starts to get to you after a while, and it makes you extremely cynical. You start to feel like life isn't worth it, because so many people die and - I'm not going to go into it. It's just not nice at all, but if you're adamant about leading a pragmatic life in which you're aware of the suffering of others, best of luck with it.

Also, my memory kicks ass when it comes to school. Just go to every class, never revise, get high B's, even A's in my finals. Can't complain! Girlfriend used to kick my ass though, cause she knew I could do so much better and get A's in most subjects if it wasn't for the fact I was lazy and never revised. I miss her.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

[QUOTE=thisispain;37352417]we should sugar coat the world though, sugar coating is delicious[/QUOTE]

Good thing you're already sugar-coated <3

I feel like donuts now. There was a Krispy Kreme near me, but it got closed down.

[thisispain]

what's the point of life if you can't have some bourbon with a slice of cake once in a while

[Loopoo]

I talk too much.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

[QUOTE=thisispain;37352478]what's the point of life if you can't have some [B]milk [/B]with a plate of [B]cookies [/B]once in a while[/QUOTE]

Yum.

[Stormcharger]

[QUOTE=loopoo;37352457]I'd advise against it, buddy. It really starts to get to you after a while, and it makes you extremely cynical. You start to feel like life isn't worth it, because so many people die and - I'm not going to go into it. It's just not nice at all, but if you're adamant about leading a pragmatic life in which you're aware of the suffering of others, best of luck with it.

Also, my memory kicks ass when it comes to school. Just go to every class, never revise, get high B's, even A's in my finals. Can't complain! Girlfriend used to kick my ass though, cause she knew I could do so much better and get A's in most subjects if it wasn't for the fact I was lazy and never revised. I miss her.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

Good thing you're already sugar-coated <3

I feel like donuts now. There was a Krispy Kreme near me, but it got closed down.[/QUOTE]

Lol what are you talking about, Ive watched these videos for like 4 years now and they just make me realise that my life is awesome and I really dont have any serious problems at all, I never even feel depressed or cynical, yea sure im aware of the suffering of others but it doesnt make me feel like life isn't worth it I dont even get how you would end up thinking like that when you see other people die, I would think for most people it would be the opposite?

[thisispain]

i'm pretty sure you watch those videos because you enjoy watching them

[Stormcharger]

Im just an extremely curious person, most people I know occasionally watch those videos as well because most people are curious

[Loopoo]

[QUOTE=Stormcharger;37352503]Lol what are you talking about, Ive watched these videos for like 4 years now and they just make me realise that my life is awesome and I really dont have any serious problems at all, I never even feel depressed or cynical, yea sure im aware of the suffering of others but it doesnt make me feel like life isn't worth it I dont even get how you would end up thinking like that when you see other people die, I would think for most people it would be the opposite?[/QUOTE]

It's a bit strange that you've been watching snuff films for four years. That's not really normal and it can't be healthy for you.

I'm happy enough being aware that the world isn't all fine and dandy, but I don't have to go and watch gruesome videos to let myself know it. It's a bit morbid and depressing.

Also, by your logic, whenever a family member / close friend died, everyone should be happy and smiling because they should be happy they're still alive. It's quite normal and entirely human to feel upset and depressed over death. More so when the death is a circumstance of a sociopath just killing for fun.

[Guy Mannly]

you're watching them for the same reason people watch horror movies, to get a reaction. watching executions by your own free will doesn't make you any better or more aware of the world than the rest of us.

[Stormcharger]

How could it be unhealthy? I feel sad when I watch the videos.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

[QUOTE=Guy Mannly;37352563]you're watching them for the same reason people watch horror movies, to get a reaction. watching executions by your own free will doesn't make you any better or more aware of the world than the rest of us.[/QUOTE]

Im not saying im better than anyone

[Loopoo]

[QUOTE=Stormcharger;37352572]How could it be unhealthy? I feel sad when I watch the videos.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

Im not saying im better than anyone[/QUOTE]

I'm pretty sure subjecting yourself to videos of that nature isn't exactly beneficial. Damn, when I watch stuff like that, I get the shakes really bad. Not nervous shakes, but weird post-adrenaline shakes. It's not nice at all.

Witnessing death on a regular basis will desensitize you and it sure as hell can mess you up. Soldiers get PTSD for a reason. Normal, healthy human beings suffer some sort of consequence from witnessing death of other humans far too often.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

But hey, to each his own. You've been watching them for four years, I doubt that'll change anytime soon. I just hope it hasn't affected you detrimentally.

[Stormcharger]

I really don't think it has affected me detrimetally, when I watch them I really get no affects apart from feeling sad for the victim unless its like an execution of a war criminal or something like that. Maybe I just don't react like most people do? for me its like the same reaction as when other people watch medical shows, gross but intriguing. And no im not some creepy cold person, I care deeply for all my friends and am a extremely friendly person if I say so myself. Its just something ill kinda randomly feel like looking at maybe once a month.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

And just to reiterate I dont think im cool or better than anyone for watching them, I keep it to myself in real life

[Guy Mannly]

also your environment isn't "false" like you claim it is, it's just another side of society.

[editline]22nd August 2012[/editline]

[QUOTE=Stormcharger;37352655]Its just something ill kinda randomly [b]feel like[/b] looking at maybe once a month.[/QUOTE]

yeah, this is the part that worries me.

[thisispain]

if it's a compulsion then you might have a compulsive disorder

i'll take an excuse to post music, especially if it's relevant:
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXRL2etsV6I[/media]

[Loopoo]

[QUOTE=thisispain;37352757]if it's a compulsion then you might have a compulsive disorder

i'll take an excuse to post music, especially if it's relevant:
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXRL2etsV6I[/media][/QUOTE]

If this is the sort of music you listen to, your life must be awesome. Happy feeling every day. I can just imagine you falling backwards in slowmotion into a field of daisies with this big-ass grin on your face.