• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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Cody what you're going through reminds me a lot of my own mushroom trip a while back. I took a bit less than you but it had been lemon tek'd. I'd probably call it a bad trip. It just kind of grabbed me by the collar, shook me and threw me to the fucking ground. It yelled at me about all the problems i had been making, things that i had been ignoring for too long. It threw me into the pit of depression. There was nowhere to turn but further into my mind. I wonder why it's always the bad trips that teach us the most. It really woke me the fuck up.
I was not ready for that experience at all. I have a lot to learn
[QUOTE=cody8295;46138236]I was not ready for that experience at all. I have a lot to learn[/QUOTE] Overwhelming trips happen to almost everyone, don't worry too much. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=The Aussie;46138233]Cody what you're going through reminds me a lot of my own mushroom trip a while back. I took a bit less than you but it had been lemon tek'd. I'd probably call it a bad trip. It just kind of grabbed me by the collar, shook me and threw me to the fucking ground. It yelled at me about all the problems i had been making, things that i had been ignoring for too long. It threw me into the pit of depression. There was nowhere to turn but further into my mind. I wonder why it's always the bad trips that teach us the most. It really woke me the fuck up.[/QUOTE] It's really simple. Bad trips get you in a headspace you don't want to be in while giving you ideas you would never want to see. Or they just take your brain and smash it to the ground showing you how people can overlook simple things such as the concept of self and destroying it. You understand more because, at the end, had an experience. And bad ones tend to stick longer than good ones in brains.
Overwhelming is a true understatement
One of the things I like about trips is that it forces your mind to do that, to take experiences and feelings you may have repressed and forces you to think about it from an outsider perspective. I just think everyone in the world should trip at least once, it'd be a very different place if we did
[QUOTE=cody8295;46138286]Overwhelming is a true understatement[/QUOTE] I'm sorry i used it then. But the ideas i wanted to say was that the trip got you into an headspace you didn't want to be in and completely fucked your brain. It was only more polite.
[QUOTE=Joseph Smith;46138259] It's really simple. Bad trips get you in a headspace you don't want to be in while giving you ideas you would never want to see. Or they just take your brain and smash it to the ground showing you how people can overlook simple things such as the concept of self and destroying it. You understand more because, at the end, had an experience. And bad ones tend to stick longer than good ones in brains.[/QUOTE] That really makes a lot of sense. I've never had any other bad trip, and i can't really remember anything that came off of that. However, a hell of a lot of what i learned in that shroom trip is still very obviously affecting me now. Maybe i just grew older, or maybe my personality was changed, in part, by the trip. Have you or anyone else learned something significant on a good trip? All i've got in a greatly increased appreciation of nature, especially trees. I love to look a trees.
[QUOTE=Joseph Smith;46138304]I'm sorry i used it then. But the ideas i wanted to say was that the trip got you into an headspace you didn't want to be in and completely fucked your brain. It was only more polite.[/QUOTE] No worries. The mind fuck is just, yeah..
[QUOTE=cheetahben;46138290]One of the things I like about trips is that it forces your mind to do that, to take experiences and feelings you may have repressed and forces you to think about it from an outsider perspective. I just think everyone in the world should trip at least once, it'd be a very different place if we did[/QUOTE] But not every trip makes a man better(leaving out that making patients with mental disorders are to be forbidden psy). You have to be ready for the trip and after it, you have to be a better man just by strong will. While an epiphany may happen, it's not said it will carry over once the trip is over. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=The Aussie;46138311]That really makes a lot of sense. I've never had any other bad trip, and i can't really remember anything that came off of that. However, a hell of a lot of what i learned in that shroom trip is still very obviously affecting me now. Maybe i just grew older, or maybe my personality was changed, in part, by the trip. Have you or anyone else learned something significant on a good trip? All i've got in a greatly increased appreciation of nature, especially trees. I love to look a trees.[/QUOTE] Yes, it made me change some stuff in my life and overall gave me a more clear vision of how things look on the other spectrum of the world, trying not to put yourself in every situation as a constant. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=cody8295;46138313]No worries. The mind fuck is just, yeah..[/QUOTE] As i said, come down from this. Relax and don't worry. You will be safe and sound when all of this is over.
I dont think ill ever think of myself as I have been? Surely I don't want to think I will be but that thought is confusing
Bit of a funny story, my friend did that same dose with the same shrooms that you have. He was freaking out and ended up riding his bike to a nearby park. He was tripping really fucking hard. He says it was the most interesting bikeride of his life. Anyway, get starts riding through the forest and comes across a fucking campfire. In the middle of god damn nowhere. No people either. He thinks the forest is burning down so he leaps off his bike to attempt to put it out. He somehow puts the fire out in his shroom addled state. He starts laughing really, really hard. He figures, fuck it, there's no one around, and starts screaming at the top of his lungs. It had just rained too, so he assumed no one was around. He gets back on his bike and rides home. People were actually 50 metres away, but he was too fucked up to notice them. [b]Retard tier story[/b]
god damn, i really do love Dan Deacon: USA
[QUOTE=cody8295;46138337]I dont think ill ever think of myself as I have been? Surely I don't want to think I will be but that thought is confusing[/QUOTE] Only time will tell if this trip leaves a mark or not. But do remember, everything can be washed away from your mind if you want it. Perhaps for a while you will have ideas connected from the trip stay in your head, but i wouldn't be surprised since your experience was very "overwhelming". But seeing my friends and myself be trough some bad trips, i'm sure you will recover.
[QUOTE=Joseph Smith;46138351]Only time will tell if this trip leaves a mark or not. But do remember, everything can be washed away from your mind if you want it. Perhaps for a while you will have ideas connected from the trip stay in your head, but i wouldn't be surprised since your experience was very "overwhelming". But seeing my friends and myself be trough some bad trips, i'm sure you will recover.[/QUOTE] I'll make damn sure that this experience goes to good use. I'd be a fool if I dont reference this night everyday for the rest of my life.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46138372]I'll make damn sure that this experience goes to good use. I'd be a fool if I dont reference this night everyday for the rest of my life.[/QUOTE] I wouldn't say so. You don't need to obsess it. This will serve as a teaching. Like a kid that learns that fire is hot and it burns, you don't obsess with it, but when you're gonna use it, you're gonna be careful. The rabbit hole is deep cody, wouldn't want to lose you down there mate.
You're right, I just need to calm down and relax.
make sure you don't smoke any weed since that could make them come back on
[QUOTE=cody8295;46138403]You're right, I just need to calm down and relax.[/QUOTE] Yes, as i said calm down, relax and try to sleep when you can. Let time tick by and don't stress yourself too much. My offer is still on. If you wanna talk you can find me here, PMs or Steam(but do tell me it's you, i refuse random adds). Beside that, welcome back to earth psychonaut. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;46138411]make sure you don't smoke any weed since that could make them come back on[/QUOTE] Oh yes, try and stay away from drugs for a bit.
I have some lorazepam that I could take but that will just make me less anxious, so I'll save em for a rainy day (or a really bad trip). There are inner conflicts that I need to address and perhaps this was a nice wake up call.
Benzos are my preferred method of getting to sleep after lots of stimulating drugs. If you have something you need to be up early for it might not be a bad idea.
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Sometimes shrooms can set you down and teach you what's wrong with your life on the other hand it's nothing that can't wait until the morning to separate what's important from the nonsense
I've had about four or five glasses of whiskey. Not sure because I was zoned into my code. But, now am trying to sleep, not only do I feel unsatisfyingly sober, but I still can't sleep. This is why I need weed and not booze. On top of that, my cravings still aren't satisfied, I'm practically drooling for another glass right now. I just want to sleep. Anyone else here fight insomnia on a nightly basis?
Just went to both pharmacy chains in this city state. One didn't offer my medication in the prescribed dosage, the other one didn't have any supply of it it all. I have one pill left.
Found out is fairly impossible to smother ones self.
Me and my boy are gonna smoke some dankedy tonight and kick back and play some Diablo III. It'll be his first time, so I am super hype. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] Any tips for helping someone smoke for the first time? We barely have half a gram, but even after a year of smoking my tolerance is still low as shit and I'm betting his will be too, seeing as it's his first rodeo with the Jesus plant.
Decided just to lay down last night, that resin made me super tired. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=The Soul;46139585]Me and my boy are gonna smoke some dankedy tonight and kick back and play some Diablo III. It'll be his first time, so I am super hype. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] Any tips for helping someone smoke for the first time? We barely have half a gram, but even after a year of smoking my tolerance is still low as shit and I'm betting his will be too, seeing as it's his first rodeo with the Jesus plant.[/QUOTE] If I were you I would smoke small amounts at a time until you're in a good place, either with snappers or loading a bowl and taking a toke or two then wait.
What happened to me last night guys? I usually get paranoid when I smoke a lot but this was way worse. I literally thought I had pissed/shit myself. I felt the pee coming out and grasped down there and looked like a retard, then I just faked getting a text and left. It was so awful. I got home and checked myself and nothing was there of course and y'know, SOMEONE would've said SOMETHING if I just blatantly pissed myself in front of them... On the bright side, today I'm hanging out with my lovely lady friend who I might start dating.
[QUOTE=Nifae;46140164]What happened to me last night guys? I usually get paranoid when I smoke a lot but this was way worse. I literally thought I had pissed/shit myself. I felt the pee coming out and grasped down there and looked like a retard, then I just faked getting a text and left. It was so awful. I got home and checked myself and nothing was there of course and y'know, SOMEONE would've said SOMETHING if I just blatantly pissed myself in front of them... On the bright side, today I'm hanging out with my lovely lady friend who I might start dating.[/QUOTE] I used to get that, even when sober. It sucks pretty bad but I got used to it so I stopped thinking about it and it went away :v:
i am going through something of an existential crash crisis right now i think i may be depressed im questioning everything I feel absolutely nothing I don't want to be on my own and I don't want to be bothering people with my negativity god fucking Damnit this is bad... what should I do? i dont want to be stuck like this
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