• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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[QUOTE=The Aussie;46138311]That really makes a lot of sense. I've never had any other bad trip, and i can't really remember anything that came off of that. However, a hell of a lot of what i learned in that shroom trip is still very obviously affecting me now. Maybe i just grew older, or maybe my personality was changed, in part, by the trip. Have you or anyone else learned something significant on a good trip? All i've got in a greatly increased appreciation of nature, especially trees. I love to look a trees.[/QUOTE] i tripped on 2cb and sat on top of a giant mountain that overlooked all of the land around me while listening to music, i remember at one point i was listening to free bird and watching the clouds and it's like they were telling me something, to this day it's still impossible for me to describe what i discovered but it's like i have a new "understanding" of so much. it's like i saw my fate, i knew my destiny yet myself and everyone around me were keeping me from it [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=np0solnL1XY&list=RD2X_2IdybTV0[/media]
guys at college set me 2 bongs aw fuckin yeeeeeeeeeah i'm baked as beans
[QUOTE=KillerTele;46140291]I used to get that, even when sober. It sucks pretty bad but I got used to it so I stopped thinking about it and it went away :v:[/QUOTE] Yeah I think it's a trick of the mind when you get sweaty or swamp nuts down there. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=Consciousness;46140384]i am going through something of an existential crash crisis right now i think i may be depressed im questioning everything I feel absolutely nothing I don't want to be on my own and I don't want to be bothering people with my negativity god fucking Damnit this is bad... what should I do? i dont want to be stuck like this[/QUOTE] I don't know man. My friend actually just told me to try getting on zoloft a moment ago. I'm kind of in the same place, but I also dislike and distrust almost all people.
i might try the alternative and get off all medication for a little while but fuck i dont even know my life is just... endless bullshit
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46140384]i am going through something of an existential crash crisis right now i think i may be depressed im questioning everything I feel absolutely nothing I don't want to be on my own and I don't want to be bothering people with my negativity god fucking Damnit this is bad... what should I do? i dont want to be stuck like this[/QUOTE] Things in life come and go, this applies to everything. You may feel like shit now, negative thoughts dragging you down. You will feel better sooner or later, feeling down is a thing that happens and what you should do is accept it and realize that it WILL pass. It's just a matter of time. Write your thoughts down, talk it out with someone (there's a site for this, but I don't know what it's called) I know how you feel, this spring I felt really bad. I remember school was ending and we were doing our final driving exams (I was getting educated to become a truck driver), I managed to smash the rear of the truck into a wall. The teacher said it was alright, things like that happen but I almost broke down crying in front of him and two friends. I was feeling so bad about everything I did back then. I felt that nothing I did went right and that everyone thought a fool of me. After a few weeks of feeling constantly shit, not being able to feel like myself and not being able to laugh it passed. It took time and talking with people about it certainly helped. Hang in there man, things will get better. I promise you this. Think of your achievements, think of what you've accomplished. I mean, you fucking quit meth, that takes dedication and you managed to do it. Being capable of that kind of dedication is a great skill and you've proven yourself to have it. Take some time just for yourself doing exactly what you want to do. If you want to cry, do it. If you want to play piano, do it. If you want to go out on a hike without anything on you, do it. Just focus on the most important person in the world, which is you.
Hungover and don't remember much from last night other than meeting some pretty cool new people
[QUOTE=dr.bean;46140080]Decided just to lay down last night, that resin made me super tired. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] If I were you I would smoke small amounts at a time until you're in a good place, either with snappers or loading a bowl and taking a toke or two then wait.[/QUOTE] I'm just making a bong outta a water bottle, hopefully I will be getting a glass bowl soon because bowls are badass
Starting to realize how dangerous my anger is getting and how I need to be able to control it without cannabinoids. I feel like I should talk to my doctor or a therapist. There are many situations where meditation and reflection won't work for me.
[QUOTE=Winner;46141472]i had the same thing happen to me on acid where i kept thinking i'd pissed myself and it freaked me out so much i had to strip off and sit in the shower for a while later realized it was because of a brownie that i had eaten before my trip which i thought hadn't done anything, chucked the rest of those right the fuck out ruined the peak for me, going to be taking some psilocybin w/ a friend tomorrow but i need a redo of that trip :([/QUOTE] I have a shrooms story like this, sorta. But I really did have to pee. Everyone was home and I was in my room and way too paranoid to get to the toilet, so I pissed in an old ramen cup, spilled it on my laptop, and killed it. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] But it's all good I guess cuz it was being replaced soon anyway.
I've been so high I thought I pissed myself, never thought I shat myself however. It's a very strange feeling but almost relieving as actually pissing to find out you didn't.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46141594]I've been so high I thought I pissed myself, never thought I shat myself however. It's a very strange feeling but almost relieving as actually pissing to find out you didn't.[/QUOTE] Yeah, I know that feeling
my heads out of that emotionless and numb, bottomless pit of a place it was in now I basically just kept typing direct expression, reflecting, editing, until the flow of doing that took over and I regained some sense of, well, something i'm still feeling pretty flat, but at least I feel something, and can actually fucking move now. I mean, the state sucked that much it was causing sluggishness to the point where I could barely even walk... my first experience with such a depression state, i've experienced the emotionlessness before, but not /that/ i should be okay
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[QUOTE=cody8295;46141594]I've been so high I thought I pissed myself, never thought I shat myself however. It's a very strange feeling but almost relieving as actually pissing to find out you didn't.[/QUOTE] I once was smoking outside with a friend and it was chillier, so I was wearing a hoodie. When we walked back inside, very high, I started to take off my hoodie and began to panic because I thought that the shirt I was wearing underneath it was gone. One of the funnier things I've thought stoned.
[QUOTE=cheetahben;46142224]I once was smoking outside with a friend and it was chillier, so I was wearing a hoodie. When we walked back inside, very high, I started to take off my hoodie and began to panic because I thought that the shirt I was wearing underneath it was gone. One of the funnier things I've thought stoned.[/QUOTE] I always freak out when I lose my phone only to find that it was in my pocket the whole time :v:
Go home, WFSB, you're baked [t]http://i.imgur.com/GeHAmcH.png[/t]
So I have been waiting for like 2 hours now for my friend to come back from Christiania.. I am starting to loose hope guys. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] I havent been this disappointed in a very long time, he bought fucking skunk, and danish skunk sucks utter shit. Well I wont get high tonight guys. An idiot bought weak shit skunk instead of hash which might actually have gotten us high. Damn I am pissed.. Skunk is trash.
Sat at my boyfriend's house getting to know his mum a bit better she's just talking about the weed she got and how it smells shit hot :v: she's interesting
[QUOTE=Number7Reds;46137886]Acid+Lonerism album= [b]EVERYTHING IS CHANGING[/b] I'll never forget that.[/QUOTE] Also listened to that on my first psychedelic/mushroom trip, right after Dark Side of the Moon. What an experience.
I remembered I have a bag of cinnamon muffins wowww [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] his mum was right this weed is shit hot yiss
4:20pm [img]http://images.mzzt.net/smilies/emot-2bong.png[/img]
I am going to eat my weight in cinnamon muffins
[QUOTE=cody8295;46142621]Go home, WFSB, you're baked [t]http://i.imgur.com/GeHAmcH.png[/t][/QUOTE] Holy shit, new drugs, reefer madness, I tells ya!
[QUOTE=cody8295;46142621]Go home, WFSB, you're baked [t]http://i.imgur.com/GeHAmcH.png[/t][/QUOTE] Looks like a cobra
Alright, time for a legit t-break, wish me luck guys.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46142621]Go home, WFSB, you're baked [t]http://i.imgur.com/GeHAmcH.png[/t][/QUOTE] For fuck sakes, is this going to happen for each "new" method of smoking pot? fucking whack jobs need to give this shit a break. [editline]3rd October 2014[/editline] May be having some more dabs this weekend. Would certainly brighten my outlook.
i might have to choose between the girl i love or the reefer <3 > 420
[QUOTE=TCB;46143841]i might have to choose between the girl i love or the reefer <3 > 420[/QUOTE] The girl isn't 420 friendly?
Just got back from my now-girlfriend's house. We watched anime, did some fun stuff, then took her dog to the vet and I set up a job shadowing there. I'm home now and feelin' pretty good. Gonna get some food and head over to the local weed house in hopes one of my friends is there with some bud. If not oh well, today went well enough. :v:
Holy shit for once skunk actually got me high, wow. It was a nice high, too, I felt talkative, and giggly instead of downright fucking crazy hash. But he did have downright fucking crazy hash too so we finished off with that and now I am stoned like there is no tomorrow.
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