• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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Got high and drunk with my friends ordering dominoes. Fuck.
Memorial service tomorrow, working a half day tomorrow then probably going to drink the night away. Still missing you, Justin. Hope you're doing well, wherever you are. [editline]4th October 2014[/editline] It's all had me wondering what forever after is like after you flatline from an overdose. Do you guys think you just drift off like going to sleep?
Serious shit going down atm, cant say much due to me being a paranoid person but once things clear up ill indulge you guys this is like seriously some ultimate showdown type stuff
[QUOTE=de;46153311]Serious shit going down atm, cant say much due to me being a paranoid person but once things clear up ill indulge you guys this is like seriously some ultimate showdown type stuff[/QUOTE] Good luck with whatever's going on, dude.
Also im in texas for unrelated reasons, they got some cool shit here [editline]4th October 2014[/editline] We are like mortal enemies when it comes to automerges johnny rofl
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The new album from Aphex Twin is really fucking good.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;46152176]You will have to be off them for at the very least 2 weeks, to be on the safe side longer. Really isn't worth it especially if you need your meds since SSRI's have such a long half life.[/QUOTE] Yeah I meant off them permanently. I've been on and off SSRI's, and SNRI's for the past 3-4 months. Just kinda waiting to see what happens
I took a first plateau dxm trip tonight. Potentiated with teas, oj, gfj, with red cabbage and applesauce for dinner. Came up in bed without any nausea. Didn't realize how high DXM got me below 200mg. Got one bowlpack left. I'm just laying in bed relaxing, watching H2 and Discovery, not coughing my lungs out or sick feeling at all finally. Years ago, I learned how to model and compile for Source and Lua to code weapons for GMod, then I took a programming class and used Alice. I hated that class. I like to code as a hobby, but it was really dreadful in school.
So cooked i ate my pipe after i was done.
Try two months dry after your dealer gets busted and you have NO way to find new connections.
5 months now sober, what a life
1 week sober becauseno money for anything but weed and I got bored of weed tbh
I went sober for three months once Im probably due for another
smoked another fat hit, actually nodding a little bit cool
[QUOTE=dr.bean;46153366]Plugged .75 mg of suboxone, maybe a little more later but probably not, feeling pretty good and just smoked 2 hits and the rest of a cig. Gonna give this shit back to that girl probably cause it's not that great and don't wanna jack up my tolerance with it for the next time I get some actual opis.[/QUOTE] Isn't Suboxone useful for opiate withdrawals? My friend that does heroin always keeps suboxone for when she's dry.
[QUOTE=teslacoil;46153967]Isn't Suboxone useful for opiate withdrawals? My friend that does heroin always keeps suboxone for when she's dry.[/QUOTE] yes but it has very slight abuse potential, if you have a low tolerance then 1-2 mgs or even less can leave you with opiate like sedation but a lottt less euphoria cause its a partial agonist or some shit, buttt it does last for a very long time. thing is though if you keep using it everyday getting the "high" part will stop, has like a 4mg ceiling effect for the aforementioned opiod like sedation or something like that. its ok, but its nowhere near a full agonist like oxy/etc. not physically addicted myself, just like my opis and this was all i could get at the moment (and free)
bout to take some bong rips hope i don't fall over lol [editline]5th October 2014[/editline] fuck i have to mexywalk to my car to get my aux cable while taking rips? damn i REALLY hope i don't fall over
I'm digging CBD edibles but what I've got right now is not a price performer
i'm dying, I just read a five page trip report of a 15 year old smoking his first bowl
[QUOTE=Lick;46154435]i'm dying, I just read a five page trip report of a 15 year old smoking his first bowl[/QUOTE] link plz
[url]http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=55163[/url]
I had a really deep convo with a mate of mine last night who was drinking recklessly/excessively on his own, couldn't even wait til I arrived before he was blacking out, thankfully he got his head a bit together by the time I did get there that wave of depression has made me come to terms with some things i have a weird sense of things now though, since then nothing's seemed quite as 'real' in the sense that things are looking a little cartoon-esque in nature, colours are vibrant and things seem rather well defined but I don't take it as 'seriously', like, I find things are more humble in a way without getting all worked up internally some other things have been playing on my mind, i'm pretty sure i'll be alright as things go but for now i'm just taking it easy and doing my best to focus on myself and do what makes me happy, without grasping at the happiness it self, i'd rather feel a little shitty than not feel anything, and I accept that things are gonna be flat from time to time, but there's something about the way my mind is working now since then that I don't know whether I like or dislike, it's almost as though it's clicked into a more focused/honest sense of clarity, i feel realigned, for the better part, less scattered and prone to attachment to things more like my 'core' self, in a sense, observing and interacting but not trying to control too much, just allowing it's a little odd, simply because i'm not used too it, but it feels more stable and a lot more comfortable than where I was at before, in a weird kind of way my smoking habit feels like it's dying off, i've been smoking less and less as of late without thinking about it too much, and it's just getting pretty meh in general and I feel motivated to do the things I want to be doing so my position on it is mostly a positive one, whether or not it's normal, I don't really mind this too much
quick q how well would putting my mxe on my gum would work for sublingual if i keep it under my tongue [editline]5th October 2014[/editline] as in chewing gum
smoked a nice hit before munching out then bed, though I just sat here biting my nails for like an hour or 2. fuck.
I suck at hearthstone but it's fun.
Yesterday I compiled a list of problems I have with my body and mind, I think it's time to go to the doctor. First off I got bad memory and it's getting worse and worse, I can put something down and forget it in a few seconds, I forget simple chord progressions that I've known for ages. I'll play them and then start mixing the chords in the wrong way because I can't remember what comes next. I can't focus on things, my attention wanders, I'll do something for a minute then just move on to something else without thinking about it. I'm getting more and more clumsy, making stupid mistakes I shouldn't be making. I try to think about my movements to make sure I don't knock stuff down but I either forget to move consciously or it doesn't help. I zone out, my eyes go out of focus and I just gaze off into the distance, when this happens I usually stop breathing as well. This happens often, sometimes more often and sometimes less. I got glasses but they made no difference, I went and checked my sight again but it was fine. Sometimes I'll feel great and I can talk to anyone without problems, then a day later I can be the opposite feeling bad and not being able to think about what to say to people. I don't feel like myself when this occurs. I have a hard time understanding what people say to me, either I don't understand the words or I can't hear. The word I use most pretty much everyday is "what?". If I have my arms above my shoulders, laying on my back with my hands under my head for example they start tingling and I have to put them down. I even woke up tonight because my left arm was tingling even though I had it in a good position. The thing it all started with was my back this summer, I started my first job and at the same time was getting more and more active with my body, like going for walks/hikes. I got pain between my shoulder blades and I've pretty much had it since then. A few weeks ago I started doing yoga exercises to loosen up more but I'm fairly certain they've brought on the opposite effect. My back cracks all the time and I'm often times stiff as fuck. I can't hold a good position, I just hunker down because it hurts. The worst thing is it seems to get worse the more I move about or exercise. So much for being young and fit, 19 years old and I feel like and old man. Typing all this felt weird, I don't know which words to choose and I keep making typos. [editline]5th October 2014[/editline] Also brain fog, but I don't have it as often now as I used to.
damn killertele that sounds a lot like what I was experiencing but it could be something else entirely be careful to not self-diagnose, compiling your symptoms is a start but don't look into it too much more than that, it can become a vicious cycle of self-loathing and attempts at defining yourself see a doctor and let him know what you're experiencing and see what they think, I don't know what your current drug usage pattern is like, but if you're at all doing anything habitually, try giving it a rest for a while and see if your symptoms persist after taking a good bit of time off, that's usually a surefire way to know if there's anything actually going on or if it's just a stacked/temporary side effect of habitual drug use, smoking a lot of weed can cause stuff like that that being said, I hope you get it sorted out because I know what a drain stuff like that can be on your well-being, similar boat, but slightly different set of symptoms which I had persisting from early on in high school prior to even beginning drug use, quite honestly, I think my drug use made it worse in the long run
[QUOTE=0lenny0;46149529]I've been having that for a while now. I had the same feeling after taking some acid with friends about 2 months ago, and it keeps returning every now and then when i smoke. I took a good break and i feel better then ever (lurking here helped me deal with a lot of trouble in my life, thanks for that <3), but yesterday i smoked again and i just felt like i pissed myself. It never actually happens but that doesn't stop it from ruining my mood.[/QUOTE] Smoked a few fat doobs with some friends yesterday and I thought I'd shit myself. I'm so confused by this bullshit, must be something in my own head because it only happens with weed and other psychedelics. Wondering if it'd be possible to use coke or mdma as a study tool.
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