Im still processing yesterdays trip, like Holy fuck
Shit was mad beautiful, too bad my mom kept calling and freaking me out, ruined my comedown but whatever.. Shrooms is beyond amazing
i am excellently high, and i am not disappointed in my life. this is great!
My dealer couldn't make the exchange tonight, but my friend will try to get everything tomorrow before we start baking
Shits gonna be fun
I heard a song off the pink floyd album that's coming out soon, I wasn't disappointed.
With regards to opiates the only people I've come across that are able to stave off full on addiction after an extended period of using are the ones who can't afford/don't have consistent hookups for it. Sooner or later everyone seems to find a reason to justify using them more often and it snowballs after that.
A friend sent me this cool video that sums it up nicely imo, even if it talks specifically of heroin it's still relevant.
[MEDIA]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9huWlXFA1s[/MEDIA]
[QUOTE=Animoz;46188928]Im still processing yesterdays trip, like Holy fuck
Shit was mad beautiful, too bad my mom kept calling and freaking me out, ruined my comedown but whatever.. Shrooms is beyond amazing[/QUOTE]
this is the reason as to why i turn my phone off when i'm getting funky.
i don't want to chitchat with my mother, girlfriend or anyone else while tripping balls :v:
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46189482]this is the reason as to why i turn my phone off when i'm getting funky.
i don't want to chitchat with my mother, girlfriend or anyone else while tripping balls :v:[/QUOTE]
i could have timed it better, im at school right now and my mom just wanted me home to go to bed
facing her while tripping was quite interesting..
but bro, lets shroom together sometime, in the right conditions :v:
[QUOTE=Animoz;46189546]i could have timed it better, im at school right now and my mom just wanted me home to go to bed
facing her while tripping was quite interesting..
but bro, lets shroom together sometime, in the right conditions :v:[/QUOTE]
haha, i can't imagine having to small talk with my mother while tripping.
and we totally should! i suggest we do somewhere where we won't be bothered though. maybe if ones parents go on vacation so that we have a house to ourselves or maybe we find somewhere nice in the woods or something like that.
shrooms makes me feels very strong connection and understanding for nature.
on higher doses i'm a goddamn shaman :v:
[QUOTE=Joscpe;46187598]Really depends person to person. I'd say if you did it every weekend, your tolerance would stay level, but doing it a few times a week or more will cause it to gain. I don't find my tolerance gets in the way at all, I still get high as fuck, specially when my friend visits with his beautiful shatter.
I find I get more and more depressed the longer I'm sober. I haven't been doing well lately, I suppose. I haven't smoked up in a while, because I haven't the money, and I haven't been drinking because I've noticed I may be becoming addicted. I've mostly been scripting to occupy my mind, I don't have music now because my media hard drive started clicking, and I don't want to lose any more of my data. So I can't silence my thoughts.[/QUOTE]
Guess i'm gonna have to experiment with it a bit. I can live without weed, but once i have it i can't stop smoking it so i'm gonna try to only smoke at night and see where that get's me.
I know how you feel, it's the same way i felt before. For me the solution was to start looking at things from a different perspective and try to somewhat take a step back from that depression which was pretty difficult after being caught in it for several years. It's kinda weird but it's actually my third LSD trip that made me realize how far things had gotten and that i needed to make some big changes to be able to be happy again.
went out
had some drinks
had some hash
redundant feeling of doing the same thing over and over at home has been broken
[editline]9th October 2014[/editline]
tomorrow club
saturday club
sunday rest
then we do it all over again
5 or so months of upper back pain is taking its toll on my mind. I'm having a harder time concentrating and my memory is getting worse. Gonna see a physiotherapist today and see if they can help. This shit sucks, my attention wanders around, I zone out often and just end up gazing off into the distance just sitting there like a zombie.
Just sitting by the computer doesn't help with all this either but it's one of the few things I can do without getting pain.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46189561]haha, i can't imagine having to small talk with my mother while tripping.
and we totally should! i suggest we do somewhere where we won't be bothered though. maybe if ones parents go on vacation so that we have a house to ourselves or maybe we find somewhere nice in the woods or something like that.
shrooms makes me feels very strong connection and understanding for nature.
on higher doses i'm a goddamn shaman :v:[/QUOTE]
deal!
i was always told that the visuals was not as strong as people say it is.. but holy shit, after 1,5 grams of dried liberty caps?? I have never felt so mindblown in my entire life.
We tried to go for a walk in Dyrehaven (a big open forest) but since it was dark we had to leave aigan, it was waaaay too scary and visually overwhelming. I remember seeing animals that i knew wasnt real, and the sky kept breathing. I also saw alot of flickering red dots (kinda like dead-pixels on a monitor if anyone has tried that shit) really fucking intense :v:
drinking and dj-ing at the same time is a blast, though I don't think I'd ever preform when drunk seeing as it could cause all sorts of unforseen trouble.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46189561]haha, i can't imagine having to small talk with my mother while tripping.
and we totally should! i suggest we do somewhere where we won't be bothered though. maybe if ones parents go on vacation so that we have a house to ourselves or maybe we find somewhere nice in the woods or something like that.
shrooms makes me feels very strong connection and understanding for nature.
on higher doses i'm a goddamn shaman :v:[/QUOTE]
best conversation I ever had with my mother was on mdma, funnily enough
then there's the time I went to church with family while tripping on acid
I found small talk was actually easier when I was in a loved up state of tripping/rolling as opposed to the usual 'you piss me off' kinda mindframe I get towards my mum, but that's probably something I should just deal with in myself over time
its 4:20, so imma rip my spoon :smile:
[QUOTE=Nifae;46186094]Does anyone here do hydrocodone on like a semi-regular (weekly) basis that can inform me of how hard it is to keep it on a weekly basis or just to use it in moderation? I may start getting drug tested for weed, and if I fail I could be kicked out I assume, so I'm thinking about switching to low/medium-level opiates like hydrocodone as like a weekly treat or something. I am definitely not above addiction and it's hard for me to not smoke weed when I have it even.[/QUOTE]
Monthly treat if you want to stay safe... I tried making it weekly, then you get a steady supply (you'll find one if you want it) and then one thing leads to another... very recently previously addicted to opiates if that helps and if you have any other questions bout em. But really I fell in love from the first try, I think it was bound to happen just by how much I enjoyed the feeling, not to say the same will happen to you, but in that case I really think it was tried it once and got addicted, mentally anyway. Of course that's probably bullshit anyway :v: Good morning!
yeee just scooped an oz of sasquatch
currently an astronaut
inviting a friend out for a blaze on me
[img]http://puu.sh/c5wXV/d82ab1b67b.png[/img]
lol
There's a flying bush across the street :
[IMG]http://i.imgur.com/ZFWswuq.jpg?1[/IMG]
[QUOTE=Animoz;46190269]deal!
i was always told that the visuals was not as strong as people say it is.. but holy shit, after 1,5 grams of dried liberty caps?? I have never felt so mindblown in my entire life.
We tried to go for a walk in Dyrehaven (a big open forest) but since it was dark we had to leave aigan, it was waaaay too scary and visually overwhelming. I remember seeing animals that i knew wasnt real, and the sky kept breathing. I also saw alot of flickering red dots (kinda like dead-pixels on a monitor if anyone has tried that shit) really fucking intense :v:[/QUOTE]
i remember being on a swing with closed eyes while jones pushed me as high as he possibly could. i was having cev's and were just manically laughing
[QUOTE=geogzm;46190924]inviting a friend out for a blaze on me
[img]http://puu.sh/c5wXV/d82ab1b67b.png[/img]
lol[/QUOTE]
pfft you didn't shoot him in the face? fucken noob
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46190537]best conversation I ever had with my mother was on mdma, funnily enough
then there's the time I went to church with family while tripping on acid
I found small talk was actually easier when I was in a loved up state of tripping/rolling as opposed to the usual 'you piss me off' kinda mindframe I get towards my mum, but that's probably something I should just deal with in myself over time[/QUOTE]
i've also had nice conversations with my mother while being on cocaine. that stuff makes conversation flow.
My mom is down with everything but opiates/heroin, she calls me while I'm tripping to make sure I'm okay and ask if I need anything. She tripped with David Gilmour back in the day. Apparently she was a "roadie" for PF. I'm not entirely sure what that entails, nor do I wanna think about it.
i got a fish eye lens
i'll make a rap video with a couple of friends
it goes wauhmp wauhmp
[IMG]http://i.imgur.com/50ZY5i1.png[/IMG]
true love
I can't smoke weed anymore. It gives me too much anxiety and I start hearing voices. It's fucking awful. Sign me up for opiates or benzos any day though.
[editline]October 9th, 2014[/editline]
I found all my journals on google drive from a year ago when I was obsessed with demons and the spirit world. This schizophrenic girl convinced me it was real and I eventually went into psychosis from taking too much adderal and being too strung out. These journals are crazy shit.
look at this shit here's an excerpt
[code]
People are spiritually popes when they cross fingers and put their hands over their heads.
People spiritually pretend they’re in a hammock when they’ve got their hands behind their heads.
I had to manipulate myself because CHRIS took us to the HOSPITAL while we dosed on MOLLY.
God fucking damnit shit fuck piss fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssstop
Demons contrive me
Constant sparring.
I sold most of my soul.
Start apologizing to/for people.
You sold 4/5ths, that’s why your number is 45.[/code]
Damn I was so high last night, and now I don't wanna get out of bed lol
so high last night i wake up with not enough time to get to class
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;46188639]Not everyone can stick to a routine. Way too easy to just 'treat' yourself and do it a little extra during the week, then a little more, etc.[/QUOTE]
Not to mention the difficulty of maintaining such a routine in face of traumatic events. While I obviously do not have exact statistics, I'm fairly sure a significant proportion of those addicted to opiates started off with a fairly stable weekly-or-so habit which quickly spiraled out of control after something bad enough happened to induce a depressive period (e.g. parent dying, breakup with partner etc), whereby they start taking it more frequently to not only feel good, but stop feeling bad.
The same risk/trap is there with alcohol.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;46191644]Not to mention the difficulty of maintaining such a routine in face of traumatic events. While I obviously do not have exact statistics, I'm fairly sure a significant proportion of those addicted to opiates started off with a fairly stable weekly-or-so habit which quickly spiraled out of control after something bad enough happened to induce a depressive period (e.g. parent dying, breakup with partner etc), whereby they start taking it more frequently to not only feel good, but stop feeling bad.
The same risk/trap is there with alcohol.[/QUOTE]
Exactly. That's what I was doing but it was to keep my relationship alive. I would just get really lovey. I had two full relationships (not at the same time) while I was addicted to opiates. Shit was actually really nice but once I ran out my relationship started to run into problems and just got really depressing. Then that summer (this is all last year and the winter before) I binged on molly.
Don't fucking do that shit. You guys even warned me not to but I still did.
DON'T FUCKING BINGE ON MOLLY. I lost some actual sight because of it and was depressed for a month afterwards. I would cry myself to sleep it was so bad. Shit sucked.
Anyways, in my opinion, don't make it a routine unless you know you can stick to it and keep it to a moderate/low amount. Even then, be really fucking careful.
Friends on campus smoked me up on a blunt last night, that chick can roll!
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