• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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took two eye dropper things of acid like 5 hours ago at midnight it is 742 am im so fucked up tripping, i saw the sunrise and got a mcmuffin lol, still tripping though. I've lived a couple months in this night/day, what a fucking trip man
i just locked myself out lmao i had to climb back in through my open window
Dude I came home atlike 6 or who the fuck knows when,and my door waslocked. I waslike nah, I'm getting in there, I need to get in there,my weed's in there, Ineed to get in thhere and smoke my weed. So i fuckin kicked the door open, and I'm like, okay no one's in here and this door was accidentally locked as i thought, and i look to the left and theres my roomates brother in my bed He says it wasn't locked and goes back to bed. Fixing that sometime today [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] Dunno why I felt kicking a door down as necessary, but thats how Iknow how hard im tripping i guess
speed is fun, yesterday i knocked down a goddam chimney while tweaking to fuck, had to do the same thing today but the comedown is absolutely killing me, my everything is in so much pain and i hate it
i could go for some speed right about now [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=geogzm;45696972]remove toxicity get bliss [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] i find it hilarious when people start trying to fuck other people over as if they're some walter white chessmaster type but really they're just a dramatic cunt[/QUOTE] yeah fuck that dude, hopefully he will stay away. he is apparently scared that some of us, his old mates, want to jump him :v: it's kinda funny, but i don't doubt someone want to knock his face into pavement.
oh my god i wish i was dead
Didn't get ideal results but it looks like I'm going to Edge Hill this year for history & politics! Going to get shitfaced later on and do some shopping for Leeds fest tomorrow
benzo Withdrawal is a fucking demon, FUCK
i cannot even begin to explain how much simpler and directive things are feeling now that i'm medicated, i mean, it's in all the little things. My energy is contained and focused, i'm not constantly fidgeting around, i'm actually helping around the house and, naturally, keeping my own environment clean. procrastination genuinely feels, like i'm just procrastinating, but it doesn't seem to dismiss things from my mind in the same way; the things I need/want to get done will nag at me until I do them, even if I procrastinate doing them, which is something i've never really experienced before, my memory's working better, i feel more contextually and socially aware/capable, in general im just well, functioning a lot better actually hung out washing today which usually i'd have absolutely no desire to do, seemingly no ability to make myself either in favor of heavy distraction and that sort of dismissive procrastination On top of these things I'm not constantly stuck in over active analytical/logical thinking, which is particularly nice because i'm actually getting some decent sleep again, my dreams are very vivid and, too some degree, even lucid, but they're not all scattered and intermittent like before, they actually follow something of a progression that makes sense to me, they flow.... It, genuinely feels, like being pieced back together, i hope this lasts even as I develop tolerance to the meds, the nicest thing by far so far is being able to actually go to sleep, at will, so to speak. there's some aspects i'm not fond of (minor side effects) but it seems to be outweighed by the positive and they should go away as my body gets used to it, from what I understand. [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=TCB;45697532]oh my god i wish i was dead[/QUOTE] I know the feeling of those withdrawals, hang in there buddy things'll clear up [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=/B/rother;45697498]i could go for some speed right about now [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] yeah fuck that dude, hopefully he will stay away. he is apparently scared that some of us, his old mates, want to jump him :v: it's kinda funny, but i don't doubt someone want to knock his face into pavement.[/QUOTE] fuck his sorry ass, his fear comes out of knowing he's the one that was in the wrong yet chances are instead of acknowledging the fact he's just going to avoid you guys and justify his actions to himself with further bullshit. When it comes to money and friends, it's always a bit fucky, we all have our moments where things are a bit shit and sometimes we fail to live up to our word because of financial woes, rule of thumb is to never really expect it back but if they do good on it eventually then props to them, you know they're at least trying to be a decent human being about things but fucking mates gf /ontop/ of being shit with money, is pretty damn snakey
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45698076]i cannot even begin to explain how much simpler and directive things are feeling now that i'm medicated, i mean, it's in all the little things. My energy is contained and focused, i'm not constantly fidgeting around, i'm actually helping around the house and, naturally, keeping my own environment clean. procrastination genuinely feels, like i'm just procrastinating, but it doesn't seem to dismiss things from my mind in the same way; the things I need/want to get done will nag at me until I do them, even if I procrastinate doing them, which is something i've never really experienced before, my memory's working better, i feel more contextually and socially aware/capable, in general im just well, functioning a lot better actually hung out washing today which usually i'd have absolutely no desire to do, seemingly no ability to make myself either in favor of heavy distraction and that sort of dismissive procrastination On top of these things I'm not constantly stuck in over active analytical/logical thinking, which is particularly nice because i'm actually getting some decent sleep again, my dreams are very vivid and, too some degree, even lucid, but they're not all scattered and intermittent like before, they actually follow something of a progression that makes sense to me, they flow.... It, genuinely feels, like being pieced back together, i hope this lasts even as I develop tolerance to the meds, the nicest thing by far so far is being able to actually go to sleep, at will, so to speak. there's some aspects i'm not fond of (minor side effects) but it seems to be outweighed by the positive and they should go away as my body gets used to it, from what I understand. [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] I know the feeling of those withdrawals, hang in there buddy things'll clear up[/QUOTE] Glad to hear your medication is helping you out, here's hoping that your test comes back clean. I once had ritalin and just got chatty and enthusiastic for a while.
[QUOTE=babyarm-bat;45697281]took two eye dropper things of acid like 5 hours ago at midnight it is 742 am im so fucked up tripping, i saw the sunrise and got a mcmuffin lol, still tripping though. I've lived a couple months in this night/day, what a fucking trip man[/QUOTE] Wait, you dripped two drops of acid on your tongue with an eye dropper, shit man, where the fuck did you get a vial of acid? [QUOTE=babyarm-bat;45697331]Dude I came home atlike 6 or who the fuck knows when,and my door waslocked. I waslike nah, I'm getting in there, I need to get in there,my weed's in there, Ineed to get in thhere and smoke my weed. So i fuckin kicked the door open, and I'm like, okay no one's in here and this door was accidentally locked as i thought, and i look to the left and theres my roomates brother in my bed He says it wasn't locked and goes back to bed. Fixing that sometime today [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] Dunno why I felt kicking a door down as necessary, but thats how Iknow how hard im tripping i guess[/QUOTE] Party hard.
hahaha so I managed to get a full time job doing IT for a local community college blazed as a mofucka yesterday. My GF texted me at like 11:30 mind you I'd been doing dabs since like 9:30 and goes "the college offered me a full time job in IT I can't do it with school but I told them about you, You have an interview at 2" "awesome.....oh jesus I'm really high" "fuck well try and be not high by 2". Managed to take a shower and buy out CVS of rohto and get kind-of sober *hard to do after doing silver haze dabs....* 2 rolls around and the interview is with the head of the IT department and the head of desktop technology. I had a 2 hour interview with them and apparently managed to not bottle fuck it cause they offered me 9.75$ starting out 40 hours a week+overtime 10am-6
110mg's mdma down the hatch weee
[QUOTE=Kyle v2;45698242]Wait, you dripped two drops of acid on your tongue with an eye dropper, shit man, where the fuck did you get a vial of acid? Party hard.[/QUOTE] Dude last night my friend wanted to trip and pay for it, And so we started with four lines of cocaine each to get some fire under our asses, the rest is history. For instance, some dude tipped me 4 bucks for talking to him about his life. like he just put it in my vest pocket and left [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] and believe me, i am still tripping and covered in glitter
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45698076]i cannot even begin to explain how much simpler and directive things are feeling now that i'm medicated, i mean, it's in all the little things. My energy is contained and focused, i'm not constantly fidgeting around, i'm actually helping around the house and, naturally, keeping my own environment clean. procrastination genuinely feels, like i'm just procrastinating, but it doesn't seem to dismiss things from my mind in the same way; the things I need/want to get done will nag at me until I do them, even if I procrastinate doing them, which is something i've never really experienced before, my memory's working better, i feel more contextually and socially aware/capable, in general im just well, functioning a lot better actually hung out washing today which usually i'd have absolutely no desire to do, seemingly no ability to make myself either in favor of heavy distraction and that sort of dismissive procrastination On top of these things I'm not constantly stuck in over active analytical/logical thinking, which is particularly nice because i'm actually getting some decent sleep again, my dreams are very vivid and, too some degree, even lucid, but they're not all scattered and intermittent like before, they actually follow something of a progression that makes sense to me, they flow.... It, genuinely feels, like being pieced back together, i hope this lasts even as I develop tolerance to the meds, the nicest thing by far so far is being able to actually go to sleep, at will, so to speak. there's some aspects i'm not fond of (minor side effects) but it seems to be outweighed by the positive and they should go away as my body gets used to it, from what I understand. [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] I know the feeling of those withdrawals, hang in there buddy things'll clear up [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] fuck his sorry ass, his fear comes out of knowing he's the one that was in the wrong yet chances are instead of acknowledging the fact he's just going to avoid you guys and justify his actions to himself with further bullshit. When it comes to money and friends, it's always a bit fucky, we all have our moments where things are a bit shit and sometimes we fail to live up to our word because of financial woes, rule of thumb is to never really expect it back but if they do good on it eventually then props to them, you know they're at least trying to be a decent human being about things but fucking mates gf /ontop/ of being shit with money, is pretty damn snakey[/QUOTE] i hope those meds keeps helping you out, dude! i think you're probably right about the way he'll handle all this. why would he start changing now? in the beginning i thought that he might realize how much of a fucking douche he has been, but knowing him he won't act on it. and it wasn't money i lend him, it was reimbursement for my 6D charger, backpack and various other items that he claimed had been stolen from him, when he infact had just lost the backpack at a party. damn right, that's a snake. [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=thecat100;45698355]110mg's mdma down the hatch weee[/QUOTE] enjoy :3
Nothing quite like a morning with morphine. I get to sell some more today too, and I'm bout to score a quarter of some dank for $60, which normally around here is $80-$100 (100 is for stupid people though) and 80 is cheap-ish. I'm loving all these sweet deals lately. Finally in some sort of money.
[editline]15th August 2014[/editline] enjoy :3[/QUOTE] Felt minor effects after an hour (on a full stomach) Swallowed 40mg's more with water. I feel like I kinda made a mistake lol.
I only need 2 more dollars in btc to get deeze shrooms
[QUOTE=thecat100;45698812][editline]15th August 2014[/editline] enjoy :3[/QUOTE] Felt minor effects after an hour (on a full stomach) Swallowed 40mg's more with water. I feel like I kinda made a mistake lol.[/QUOTE] 40mg of mdma isn't much more. Hope you actually have mdma.
[QUOTE=zach1193;45699302]Felt minor effects after an hour (on a full stomach) Swallowed 40mg's more with water. I feel like I kinda made a mistake lol.[/QUOTE] 40mg of mdma isn't much more. Hope you actually have mdma.[/QUOTE] Oh yeah I'm feeling it, all good here Amazing maaaaan
you're gonna come up really soon, if it's actually mdma. 140mg makes me gurn a little so you should be feeling something.
[QUOTE=cody8295;45699227]I only need 2 more dollars in btc to get deeze shrooms[/QUOTE] I would totally send you it if I- in the slightest- had any idea how BTC worked. :v:
i had a little bit of kool aid and lean in a bottle from last night so i finished it off when i woke up mmm lean
[QUOTE=Exigent;45700308]I would totally send you it if I- in the slightest- had any idea how BTC worked. :v:[/QUOTE] If you already have the btc, it's easy to send it. Otherwise, you can only easily get btc with a bank acc
this feels so pointless. why am i bothering to put up with agony when i don't even want to be alive in the first place
Because what is life without it's ups and downs?
[QUOTE=cody8295;45701622]If you already have the btc, it's easy to send it. Otherwise, you can only easily get btc with a bank acc[/QUOTE] Yeah, I don't even have BTC. Never really bothered, I've been looking into it though for things like agora and what not.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;45702355]Because what is life without it's ups and downs?[/QUOTE] nah, i've been dealing with a lot of suicide-y shit all year which makes this comedown so bittersweet
[QUOTE=Entraik;45690555]It's cool man, only AS so just the first year. Moving to a different college in september to do a level 3 btec computing course for two years. Did you get your results? Good luck with your dick as well man, congrats on getting enough sex to actually get an infection though, all these tinder/meetme/hotornot girls are too far for me, or in towns where there's no train there.[/QUOTE] I fucked my As levels up pretty badly so I'm going to do a software development and games development level 3 btec 2 year course which can give me up to 420 points for university's. On a happier note I got back from Amsterdam yesterday which is now my favorite city. I would go into more detail but I'm blazed as fuck and have a long shift at work tomorrow so I need to sleep.
fuck oh my god i forgot how much I love thelonious monk [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FM-KmIE_gfw[/media] [editline]15th August 2014[/editline] total badass too [quote] "On that tour Monk said about two words. I mean literally maybe two words. He didn't say 'Good morning', 'Goodnight', 'What time?' Nothing. Why, I don't know. He sent word back after the tour was over that the reason he couldn't communicate or play was that Art Blakey and I were so ugly."[/quote]
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