While mostly asleep and maybe still high, I managed to smash my nose against the side rail of my bed
Fuck, I'm so lucky that I didn't break it. I think it's just swollen
Today I shall get out of the house and apply for a job. Anything coming from my head can go fuck its self. For I no longer wish to beat the shit out of myself mentally. To experience is the strange madness is good enough for me. I really don't get the humans though they live in some weird reality I can't join. On the flip side everything is now magical for me now that I no longer feel. Fuck I think I might be a writer of crazy insanity.
[QUOTE=DELL;46261935]Today I shall get out of the house and apply for a job. Anything coming from my head can go fuck its self. For I no longer wish to beat the shit out of myself mentally. To experience is the strange madness is good enough for me. I really don't get the humans though they live in some weird reality I can't join. On the flip side everything is now magical for me now that I no longer feel. Fuck I think I might be a writer of crazy insanity.[/QUOTE]
Well; you are right man. You're definitely capable of anything you set your mind to. Seems you just need to find some new hobbys and possibly try some new things in your life. Goodluck job hunting
Got this weed called TRICK-ED WICKED or something
it's dank as fuck, basically got an eight of it for 45
[QUOTE=cody8295;46261557]Trying to by a quarter but all my dealers are being jews and asking 90dollars[/QUOTE]
Damn son, here you can get a half ounce for 90.
[editline]17th October 2014[/editline]
Payday! Bought a dabbing rig and 2 grams of Salvia.
[T]http://i.imgur.com/bjj2Dat.jpg[/t]
Shit, if it weren't for a campus security guard and a chill dude from Pakistan my best friend and I would be asleep on the side of the road right now. Mad props to anonymous security guard and el saran, the chillest freshman at 3:30 in the morning
[QUOTE=zach1193;46260571]Said every person to ever get addicted to opiates ever, and with a steady good dope connect, good game man... Dope's waaayy cheaper than the pills you've been getting and it gets you significantly higher than most, good luck, stay safe.
[editline]17th October 2014[/editline]
But it's fall bro... :v:
Oh shit I didn't read that above post, marijuana.[/QUOTE]
I know bro. I will, I don't have a good flow of money anyway lol.
Mmm pain is so sweet and tasty.
I feel as if It's hard to check the forums daily..
Or else it must just be a speed thing..
The worst feeling is smoking the last of your weed and just sitting there and being like, "Well, I'm all out of weed."
[QUOTE=dr.bean;46262862]I know bro. I will, I don't have a good flow of money anyway lol.[/QUOTE]
I don't think you realize what you're getting into. You think most heroin addicts have the money? They don't. You'll find a way to get it though, be it stealing, pawning your shit, or worse. If you go through with this instead of getting out while you still have a chance, you're probably fucked.
There's a picture that's frequently posted on 420chan describing exactly what you're doing. EVERYONE says they're going to chip. EVERYONE says they don't have the money. Too bad. Here's the cycle: you start off snorting/smoking/plugging/whatever the heroin (whatever deity you believe in help you if you start IVing it), then your tolerance builds, you start doing more of it and more frequently because you're already psychologically dependent. You switch to IV "just once and a while" to "save money" due to your growing tolerance, and from there... well, good luck.
Please don't make me watch you kill yourself.
Low on weed and my anxiety is getting worse. I've been smoking way too much recently, starting to make my anxiety and other shit worse when I'm not high. Doesn't help that I'm stressing from work, about the pickup, and chilling with an old friend, shit so insignificant to, yet I feel like shit. Just gotta keep my mind occupied I guess, hold off getting high so I can party with my friends later. Just gotta change my mindset, it is payday which is pretty sweet.
Fk knows I'm fked on drops and Im watching Cars wasson! How the fk
Went to type in my banks website to see my paycheck, accidentally typed payday.co- before I noticed.
Just had my first dabs hit, I am very high right now
I'm pretty sure I vaped some of my CBD shit. But I also can't remember what the last bowl I packed in there was
So potentially wandering blazed around downtown tonight
[QUOTE=Kite_shugo;46260918]I'm turning 21 tomorrow. I can now drink on planes.
Anyone on DD play destiny on ps4?[/QUOTE]
Actually that makes me wonder, if you are from america do planes not let you drink on them until you are 21 no matter where they are flying over?
[QUOTE=bacardimaster;46265436]Actually that makes me wonder, if you are from america do planes not let you drink on them until you are 21 no matter where they are flying over?[/QUOTE]
I believe it would depend upon the nations laws who's airspace you're in. For example, when you fly over Iran all alcoholic beverages are collected because it's banned there
Bought a pack of cigarettes, just to experiment, smoked two, threw the rest away.
Shit in comparison to weed. Feeling a little dumb for wasting so much money.
I wish I was married to Donna Summer back in the day. Wouldn't that be nice?
Like no shit, I seriously wish I had been to married Donna Summer at some point in my life. Just imagine. She works hard for the money.
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
when I see this sober tomorrow my opinion won't change.
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=pvt.jenkins;46259876]just got this 4 free
[img]https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/255920778/IMG_0567.JPG[/img][/QUOTE]
What the fuck did you do rob somebody
smoked 2 hits earlier and another now.
Now I remember why smoking weed is way better, my head is like a tumble dryer this 2:50pm in the morning
I got cocaine, runnin' around my brain..
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgUsEVwXch0[/media]
Oh shit, that bowl was dense. Bliggity blazed as fuck
[QUOTE=Number7Reds;46266818]I got cocaine, runnin' around my brain..
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgUsEVwXch0[/media][/QUOTE]
oh fuck cocain is muy bien. i wouldnt mind some right now
damn you now its running around my brain and i dont even have any..
Damn, I should stop bragging about my substance abuse. I don't wanna tempt people into wanting stuff they don't need.
Got some really good sativa now, had an awesome yesterday listening to music and jamming. Chillest time in ages!
Smoking and drinking, having hella CEVs right now even though I'm not that high anymore
So I've been thinking about my recent experiences with mushrooms. Looking at how the trips progressed negatively lead me to investigating my (over)use of them has instilled me with the realization that the experiences are becoming more and more negative. If I continue the current pattern of use (about once a week or so) the only logical conclusion is that it will end with a train wreck. So with that, I'm postponing any usage of psychedelics outside of weed and DMT until the end of the year. On new years I will reevaluate my position and see where I'm at, and take things more slowly and purposefully. Either way my old hippy days of tripping several times a month are seemingly over since I seriously doubt that I will ever be in the spot mentally to handle that amount of tripping again, and its for the best. Time to put on my big boy pants and step into my next phase, where I suspect I will use what I've learned to do and not to do to get some very serious personal and spiritual work done.
In other news;
the insomnia i get from a sudden lack of weed is fucking insane
21 hours awake at the moment, running off of 2 hours of sleep + one or two 15 minute naps scattered throughout the day. Before that I only got like 4 hours of sleep. I honestly didn't start feeling tired until about an hour ago, and I only feel it in my eyes. Body feels find, mind feels fine, etc
oh and when I do dream dreams are vivid and weird as fuck. slightly terrifying but I always seem to realize I'm dreaming around when shit gets real.
I have a feeling im going to wake up tomorrow, read this back to myself, and wonder how/why a madman got into my house and posted on facepunch. The wonders of sleep deprivation woo!
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
late 420th post celebration because i didnt realize i had hit (and surpassed) that number until now
mdma on a night out is tip top I've never danced so hard to Jamiroquai in my life
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