i'm broke as shit now and i'm out of hash.
this leads me to start thinking about how i've made myself dependent on it, as i've used it for years to help with my insomnia and eating disorder.
now it feels like these two things are just on the loose and i've got no way to deal with it really.
i guess i should just endure it for a few days and it'll get better, but right now it's so real.
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
adjusting to being sober
I want to try something that is stronger than weed and hash
Got any recommendations? Preferably something I can make myself without too much lab equipment. Because i suck at finding dealers and my town is pretty much bare of dealers, found one who deals Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds but that is a psychadelic and I don't want a bad trip or something like that.
Is GHB easy to cook?
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46268218]i'm broke as shit now and i'm out of hash.
this leads me to start thinking about how i've made myself dependent on it, as i've used it for years to help with my insomnia and eating disorder.
now it feels like these two things are just on the loose and i've got no way to deal with it really.
i guess i should just endure it for a few days and it'll get better, but right now it's so real.
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
adjusting to being sober[/QUOTE]
Hey I am broke and out of hash too! Welcome to the club!
I've got both hash and green for once, aha!
[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;46268323]I want to try something that is stronger than weed and hash
Got any recommendations? Preferably something I can make myself without too much lab equipment. Because i suck at finding dealers and my town is pretty much bare of dealers, found one who deals Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds but that is a psychadelic and I don't want a bad trip or something like that.
Is GHB easy to cook?[/QUOTE]
HBWR is a hit or miss drug it seems, I've only had good experiences but I've read numerous reports of people having bad trips. You could try a low dose and see how it works for you and then increase.
Also guessing it's way more expensive to buy the seeds from a dealer than from eBay. I got 100 seeds for about 150sek and I used 10 or so per trip.
I had a great time with lsa a little while back
[QUOTE=Nifae;46263531]I don't think you realize what you're getting into. You think most heroin addicts have the money? They don't. You'll find a way to get it though, be it stealing, pawning your shit, or worse. If you go through with this instead of getting out while you still have a chance, you're probably fucked.
There's a picture that's frequently posted on 420chan describing exactly what you're doing. EVERYONE says they're going to chip. EVERYONE says they don't have the money. Too bad. Here's the cycle: you start off snorting/smoking/plugging/whatever the heroin (whatever deity you believe in help you if you start IVing it), then your tolerance builds, you start doing more of it and more frequently because you're already psychologically dependent. You switch to IV "just once and a while" to "save money" due to your growing tolerance, and from there... well, good luck.
Please don't make me watch you kill yourself.[/QUOTE]
Not only heroin though, it's all opiates, heroin is just the worst because of impurities and shit, but I digress, I really really really really REALLY wish I had actually taken the advice I read online. Dr. Bean Go ahead and seek out some threads on addiction sites and just sites in general and those undergoing recovery... the first thing you'll notice is how many there are, the second thing you'll notice is they all say the same thing in their own way, whether educated or not, "man I wish I would have stopped before I got addicted", and they're saying that with every fiber of their being, you really cannot imagine how hard it is until you go through it because such is a complicated thing changing the mind, and is often difficult to perceive another's thought. Last night I had just about finished up with an awesome day with some awesome people, in other words, I was happy, really actually happy, for the first time without opiates or another drug other than weed in such a very long time, and I STILL came home, grabbed some dilaudid that I was fronted to sell, and sat down and began to crush it up to prepare for snorting. Now my mind was trying it's absolute hardest to convince me that the only reasons I was gonna take that hydromorphone was because I was suffering from a migraine all day, and that I wasn't going to be able to easily fall asleep because I took a small dose of adderall 14 hours prior. Either way I stopped myself in my tracks and just sat there and stared at the small pile of white powder that was once a pill and just thought hard, for such a long time, just running through everything in my mind if I can really "get away" with using "just this one time again" I was sitting there for about 45 minutes in deep thought, going over and over again about how it's only been 2 weeks and even though I don't have work for 4 days, it's starting over again and blah blah racing stoned tired thoughts. But something just hit me, a thought, and this came from within. what I mean is, Me, myself not what others wanted of me, really wanted a change in my life. I don't want to keep going through the same old shit just nullifying my life and shutting everything out, it wasn't even making me happy anymore, it was just keeping me going. I am still in disbelief that I didn't do that pill last night, I gave it to my buddy instead since I'd already crushed it and didn't want it to go to waste. I don't know why I typed this, I don't feel like bean's going to listen anyway, but I suppose if someone reads this and learns, or stays away then it was worth it.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;46268324]I hate adjusting to being sober for more than two weeks at a time.[/QUOTE]
i think it just the first week or so that's going to be tough for me, but i'm rarely sober for that long.
i know a ton of people who all smoke, and smokes me out no questions asked, so i don't go more than a day or two before i'm offered a smoke/line/beers.
knowing myself being broke doesn't really put a stopper to getting high, cause i'll probably be scraping my spoon for resin later, buy more hash on credit or ingest another drug.
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;46268323]I want to try something that is stronger than weed and hash
Got any recommendations? Preferably something I can make myself without too much lab equipment. Because i suck at finding dealers and my town is pretty much bare of dealers, found one who deals Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds but that is a psychadelic and I don't want a bad trip or something like that.
Is GHB easy to cook?[/QUOTE]
a few friends of mine has done HBWR and liked it. it's a long and intense journey though, so you've gotta be committed.
and i don't think it's easy to make ghb, but i've heard of people on facebook doing it.
anyways, this drug is extremely addictive and makes you act like completely insane on high doses, so be careful.
So, recently some friends gave me some cash to help me get a 1/2 to sell. But I've realized splitting the profit 3 ways is leading to a little amount of profit for myself. I think the best thing to do is to pay them back the 50 they each put in and be on my way, but I have a feeling they aren't going to be okay with that. What do you guys think I should do?
[QUOTE=Exigent;46269025]So, recently some friends gave me some cash to help me get a 1/2 to sell. But I've realized splitting the profit 3 ways is leading to a little amount of profit for myself. I think the best thing to do is to pay them back the 50 they each put in and be on my way, but I have a feeling they aren't going to be okay with that. What do you guys think I should do?[/QUOTE]
Pay them back *some* profit if possible. Just make sure you're not taking too large of a slice. Then after they're paid, explain to them why it might be a different profit split next time.
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
also wake n bake
[QUOTE=cody8295;46269115]Pay them back *some* profit if possible. Just make sure you're not taking too large of a slice. Then after they're paid, explain to them why it might be a different profit split next time.
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
also wake n bake[/QUOTE]
I meant in general that I just kinda want to cut them off as "partners". I'll make sure they get profit though.
I don't hear voices anymore! I got a new medication! My substance abuse psychosis is officially over! I CAN SMOKE WEED AGAIN.
[QUOTE=Exigent;46269154]I meant in general that I just kinda want to cut them off as "partners". I'll make sure they get profit though.[/QUOTE]
yeah make em happy then fire em
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
YA FIRED!
When ever I am high and alone, background 'music' plays and won't ever stop no matter how much I focus on other shit it's there. Usually once people are around and chatting it stops. I think it's my mind rearranging the background noise into different sounds. I don't know why it happens.
The other day my friends left to the store, and while I was at his place by myself, I kept hearing a drum beat paying, like someone was playing drums near by, with different fills and loops. One time when I was on shrooms, I guess my tinnitus was sounding of a constant ring in the background, but my mind turned it into really rapid Nintendo music. It was very constant and sporadic.
I have no control over it, and no way to block it out. I have no idea what causes this.
[QUOTE=Joscpe;46269440]When ever I am high and alone, background 'music' plays and won't ever stop no matter how much I focus on other shit it's there. Usually once people are around and chatting it stops. I think it's my mind rearranging the background noise into different sounds. I don't know why it happens.
The other day my friends left to the store, and while I was at his place by myself, I kept hearing a drum beat paying, like someone was playing drums near by, with different fills and loops. One time when I was on shrooms, I guess my tinnitus was sounding of a constant ring in the background, but my mind turned it into really rapid Nintendo music. It was very constant and sporadic.
I have no control over it, and no way to block it out. I have no idea what causes this.[/QUOTE]
Sometimes even when I'm sober I hear the coin gaining noise from super mario in the background going off like wildfire.
[QUOTE=Joscpe;46269440]When ever I am high and alone, background 'music' plays and won't ever stop no matter how much I focus on other shit it's there. Usually once people are around and chatting it stops. I think it's my mind rearranging the background noise into different sounds. I don't know why it happens.
The other day my friends left to the store, and while I was at his place by myself, I kept hearing a drum beat paying, like someone was playing drums near by, with different fills and loops. One time when I was on shrooms, I guess my tinnitus was sounding of a constant ring in the background, but my mind turned it into really rapid Nintendo music. It was very constant and sporadic.
I have no control over it, and no way to block it out. I have no idea what causes this.[/QUOTE]
It really can turn the world into music, the other day I could've swore some squeak of wood sounding like a woman talking outside while me and my friend were chillin'
So an american dude is coming to the party I am throwing the 1st next month when I get money, he has a special request: He want's me to buy some bud instead of hash.
Thing is, I know jackshit about how to pick up good bud, last time I tried all I got was some horrible green stuff that barely got me high. Seems like Christiania has mostly shit bud because the dealers specialize in hash.
What are some key rules for identifying good dank? I mean, can I figure out the potency of it before buying it?
The things most people will consider:
Smell: the smell isn't always the determining factor, but if there's an intense sweet or danky smell coming off of it, could be good.
Sight: Some will say lighter weed is better but it depends. A lot of visible crystals is really good. Make sure it's somewhat dense, not too light.
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
And if you don't want to waste too much money, just ask the dealer if he wants to match on a few bowl packs or something, just so you can gauge how good the bud is. That's how we do it over here
[QUOTE=cody8295;46269857]
And if you don't want to waste too much money, just ask the dealer if he wants to match on a few bowl packs or something, just so you can gauge how good the bud is. That's how we do it over here[/QUOTE]
that's not really a possibility here.
you're allowed to look, smell and touch the bud, but you're not going to be able to smoke it without paying for it first.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46270007]that's not really a possibility here.
you're allowed to look, smell and touch the bud, but you're not going to be able to smoke it without paying for it first.[/QUOTE]
really? are they businessmen? Over here, at least around my parts, we're all friends and we all like to smoke, all the time. So if I don't want to buy $70 worth of weed, a lot of the times we'll just smoke each other up on a blunt or bowl, etc.
And then once we know it's good shit, we get down to talking cash.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46270007]that's not really a possibility here.
you're allowed to look, smell and touch the bud, but you're not going to be able to smoke it without paying for it first.[/QUOTE]
Perhaps you know a good booth to buy from? Could you PM me with some directions?
[editline]18th October 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=cody8295;46270036]really? are they businessmen? Over here, at least around my parts, we're all friends and we all like to smoke, all the time. So if I don't want to buy $70 worth of weed, a lot of the times we'll just smoke each other up on a blunt or bowl, etc.
And then once we know it's good shit, we get down to talking cash.[/QUOTE]
They sell weed openly in Christiania, Christiania is basically a micronation inside Copenhagen so they have their own laws, it's not recognised as a country by the danish state but oh well. Yes they are businessmen, they deal with hundreds of people, it's nothing like normal dealers.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46270036]really? are they businessmen? Over here, at least around my parts, we're all friends and we all like to smoke, all the time. So if I don't want to buy $70 worth of weed, a lot of the times we'll just smoke each other up on a blunt or bowl, etc.
And then once we know it's good shit, we get down to talking cash.[/QUOTE]
this is how it works locally, but we're talking big time organized crime here.
[img]http://img1.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20130613032921/villains/images/8/83/Clock09.jpg[/img] Alex Delarge would be such a great and simple halloween costume
[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;46270041]Perhaps you know a good booth to buy from? Could you PM me with
They sell weed openly in Christiania, Christiania is basically a micronation inside Copenhagen so they have their own laws, it's not recognised as a country by the danish state but oh well. Yes they are businessmen, they deal with hundreds of people, it's nothing like normal dealers.[/QUOTE]
Sounds like it would be a last ditch effort to me man, I'd rather buy from friends.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46270092]Sounds like it would be a last ditch effort to me man, I'd rather buy from friends.[/QUOTE]
Thing is that I know nobody who are dealers and I have no real social life to speak of, so I won't find any dealers. Besides, its mostly in Jutland they deal bud, here on Zealand they pretty much deal only hash. If you want bud on Zealand, you gotta go to Christiania.
im going to buy lots and lots of vicodin and make my own brand of cough syrup via a CWE.
idk why but there's something about sipping on cough syrup that I really enjoy
[QUOTE=de;46271268]im going to buy lots and lots of vicodin and make my own brand of cough syrup via a CWE.
idk why but there's something about sipping on cough syrup that I really enjoy[/QUOTE]
send me some ;-;
[QUOTE=explodingape;46268435]I had a great time with lsa a little while back[/QUOTE]
I had a terrible time with morning glory seeds. You know those sharp little seeds of hell. Althought this was years ago I think was on shrooms and had this bag of morning glorys and was so tripped out didnt think I needed to extract them so I swallowed whole bunch of them. Needless to say near end of my trip biked to my grandma with my sister to say hi. But as I got there got this terrible stumich pains and was basicly stuck there coulnt even move. it must be the second most pain ive felt in my life. You cant even imagine its basicly small pointy seeds making holes in your intenstines. This went on for hours before I was able to bike home.
We all do stupid things but we must becarefull with taking extra drugs while tripping. Maybe im just stupid cuz im also the guy who passed out in a snackbar beceuse I drank alcohol with mdma the night before. But that was mostly beceuse I didnt care and I perfectly knew it was bad for you. That night I was also seeing things unlike lsd/shrooms ever could bring me. Things as moving on the street and thinking your just staying on the same spot passing the same house over and over again. And seeing mirrors on the floor in the club reflecting people dancing on the ceiling while also dancing on floor. seeing my phone icons fly out my screen and being confused where they went. Talking to people while then being confronted by someone whos asking "who are you talking to there is nobody on this table?" Drugs do weird things to people even the ones you never think that are possible to happen on it.
Dealer is dry till next week. The bright side is that his stuff will be nice and fresh when he picks up so I'll be excited for that.
Cracked my phone screen something awful, anyone know if and how to replace a Nexus 5 screen?
Just watched This Is The End for the first time completely baked, the film was crazier than I was expecting. Danny McBride was on top form as always, going to watch Anchorman 2 now and possibly roll one more cheeky spliff... If I can work up the energy.
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