why is it called menstruation and not womenstruation
Two hits of "LSD"
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I finally got some eyedrops that should actually work
Even though most people here don't care, I'll feel better if it's not obvious to security/professors
Fuck, even sober I love turning on some music and flying through my mind, exploring all the different headspaces that bubble up
Sometimes I wonder if I have trouble socially because I'm so much more internally conscious; at this point I can identify most shifts in my consciousness or emotions and I understand my own cognition
But when it comes to other people and interactions between/with them, it's a complete mystery to me how that works
Not that I haven't been trying to be more social, but honestly it feels like there's something I'm missing here
I think I need to study my own actions/thoughts while in these situations and see what I can do to improve or just figure out where the anxiety really comes from
got some more bud, though he keeps asking what's wrong but I just keep saying nothing..feel so bad I just started bawling when I got back downstairs. Idk why I don't just tell him, I guess I just really don't wanna go deeper into it and shit..
alcohol's been fun but i'm definitely glad i'm going back to weed
i love high
smoked a couple hits and got a cup of joe, feeling goood. gonna dota so i dont think about bullshit.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46273135]Two hits of "LSD"
[t]http://i.imgur.com/J9BzW42.png[/t][/QUOTE]
no foil wtf
smoke trees
man I really gotta learn how to hook up with a girl at a party, fun girls everywhere last night but just wasn't comfortable with it and was super awkward lol
God I feel like shit, I don't appreciate being sober like that, but I gotta work my way through it, I have no money so I can't buy anything to smoke.
it feels good to be able to drop some mexxy under my tongue and lay back to some sweet tunes
The more I listen to the soundtrack to Kids on The Slope the more issues I find with it
Like for example in the song below the pianist flubs a note at 2:34, hitting a neighboring key (seemingly) on accident. Not song ruining, and the pianist himself is a phenom, but come on the song is only 2 minutes long so there's no reason to leave that in outside of laziness. This is a fault of the producers and not the musicians tho.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PV2QC6Z5Ok[/media]
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and there are other things like them playing the melody to a few tunes 4 times and not taking any solos. That may be a choice to cater to the anime but it kinda goes against the genre of Jazz as a whole being as its a genre built around the solo.
[QUOTE=Number7Reds;46267133]Damn, I should stop bragging about my substance abuse. I don't wanna tempt people into wanting stuff they don't need.[/QUOTE]
Don't worry friend, I'm a big boy and I've been around the block. With all due respect, a post on the internet is far from the most daring temptations I've experienced. Just a reminder about where I've been, and how I wouldn't mind certain things again in moderation every now and then, but that's the farthest I'd ever go. I've learned my fair share of lessons, and cocaine is only one. A minor one at that.
i thought i smoked all my weed but i was able to salvage enough from roaches to make a nice half-bowl. hell yes
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you know, i really enjoy a cannabis-mxe high
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you know, we never actually know what reality is. all our brains can do is calculate an approximation of reality based on what data it collects. we will never know what infrared light waves actually look like. we will never be able to detect scent as well as a dog. the only way that one could know what reality truly was would be if they could perceive in every possible way at once, to be able to detect absolutely every possible variable.
Vaping all day, these eyedrops actually work and it's awesome
just realized my 10 year old cousin will probably try hitting me up for liquor when i am 21 and he is 13
I spent the last three nights in a drunken/high state
my current view is staring across the room at my friend passed out on a sofa with a shopping trolley behind him :v:
So I was high last night, and I heard a meowing which just simply wouldn't stop. So I got up, looked outside, and it was a cat stuck near my garden fence. I took him in, and fed him, he ended up staying with me for the whole night. Until this morning, I found out that he had pissed on the floor so I had to let him go. Everytime I'd try and pick him up, he would start crying, meowing and hissing. I just finally let him go, it was sad :(
Oh, and since my last unemployed post, I now have a part-time job in the technology department at Staples, I'm working another job as a Mechanic, and I've got an interview for an apprenticeship with Vauxhall tomorrow. Woo!
[QUOTE=ZenX2;46275801]Vaping all day, these eyedrops actually work and it's awesome[/QUOTE]
Aye, be careful with using it too much though (every day or so). Afaik, similar to nasal decongestants, constant exposure will make you "addicted" to it, so that eventually you'll need to keep using eyedrops to not have red eyes even when sober.
Also, some fun trivia; after a 6-mapb session I managed to over-irritate some blood vessel or whatever by snorting it all only in one nose, and as a result one of my eyes was very bloodshot. Since I was out of eyedrops I decided to use nasal spray to clear it up (contains the same active ingredient as many of the eyedrops), in order to not look like a red-eyed madman out in public.
A few hours later I felt a weird brightness in that eye, looked in the mirror and was shocked to find that it had a massively dilated pupil, while the other was normal. Panicked, thinking "oh you done it this time, you manage to give yourself brain damage", I googled the problem and as it turned out one of the additives used in certain sprays have the effect of dilating pupils. Completely harmless, and passed within a day, but still freaky (and a bit cool).
Thinking about using this some day at a Halloween party or some shit, and fake a half-face/body limp, so I can pretend to be a stroke-sufferer c:
I got high in a rain forest today. The weed my friend brought was very mellow stuff but it was still a fun few hours walking around. The contrast between the shadows and light coming through the canopy was awesome.
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also cleareyes feels amazing when your eyes get dried out
[QUOTE=dr.bean;46273819]got some more bud, though he keeps asking what's wrong but I just keep saying nothing..feel so bad I just started bawling when I got back downstairs. Idk why I don't just tell him, I guess I just really don't wanna go deeper into it and shit..[/QUOTE]
who is he? you're going to feel a relief if your share you thoughts, i'm sure.
Had a weird experience last night, dropped a microdot of scary strong acid at 1PM and ate 1.5g Cubensis at the 1hour mark in a feeble attempt to make the peaks somewhat align. I had a fantastic trip along with 2 of my friends who ate a fuck-ton(4 and 5 grams) of shrooms. I tripped balls until around 3AM with basically zero hiccups except one fucking terrifying moment while waiting on a platform for a train.
Both my buddies are now in the afterglow of their shroom trip and is just there to make sure I don't do something stupid or suicidal, I'm still tripping balls and being consumed by electric flower patterns when this sketchy ass motherfucker walks up to our bench and start talking nonsense. And not because I was tripping but because he was genuinely bat-shit crazy. Guy is obviously very angst or paranoid, kept talking about the how many cameras there are, watching our every move, how some people are just camera robots in disguise. He then cuts out the nonsense and asks us which train he needs to catch to "get out of the filth"(I assumed he meant city) With great effort I communicate which direction he needs to take when I notice that he has a huge ass fucking knife the side pocket of his cargo pants. I freak internally but keep my cool and communicate my knife concerns via eye-eye contact to my friends, who like me promptly get up and out of stabbing reach of this paranoid dude. after we get up and out of reach he starts talking about how he's supposed to be at his own bachelor party, and that all the guests thinks he is in the shower, about how he had fled and was now stranded in the city with nothing but his clothes and "his trusted knife" My friends end the conversation and we turn around and leave, when we(and everybody in a 5 block radius I guess) hear this guy just scream at the top of his lungs and start running, we had our backs turned so we didn't know if he was running towards us so we all instinctually turn around in fear of being stabbed by this crazy fuck. lucky for my friends he had just ran onto the tracks and over a fence in an attempt leave the platform without passing the robots, unlucky for me the instinctual thought of being stabbed by some psycho mid trip had forced my mind into to what I would describe as an amplified version of primal fear.
Never felt that scared on psychedelics before, CEVs went beyond nuts and overpowered my visual input like the grey clouds one would see right before you passing out. I don't really understand what went on after that for the next 10-20 minutes but friends told me I stood on a bridge looking down on the train tracks for 20 minutes before agreeing to the fact that I would probably survive.
We promptly went to my friends flat after that and watched The Matrix, smoked joints and ate fries and pizza, but it took a full 2 hours for the unsettling feelings to die down and let the patterns re-evolve from the electric mess they had become to the beautiful flowery scenery I had gotten so used to.
TL;DR
I guess setting does matter
To trip or not to trip, that *is* the question
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Last night was interesting. Got my dick stroked by this girl while I was driving and smoking a blunt. Although her 2 friends were in the backseat and she was narrating the entire event loud enough for them to get a pretty clear mental image
What is you guys take on LSD <> Cubensis?
I've done lsd a couple of times, currently gathering liberty caps for a proper trip
(Is 20-40 dried really considered a medium dose? thats a lot of fungus man)
Felt like I had a heart attack after smoking a lot of weed. Honestly felt like I was going to die. Was it possibly a panic attack? My heart feels pretty much fine now, still have a lot of anxiety however. It happened a day ago.
-I smoke about 2 packs a week. (I haven't smoked a cigarette since it happened a day ago).
-I'm not overweight.
-I don't exercise.
-I'm 18.
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My right chest feels...empty too now.
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Like airy, almost.
[QUOTE=exhale77;46277138]Felt like I had a heart attack after smoking a lot of weed. Honestly felt like I was going to die. Was it possibly a panic attack? My heart feels pretty much fine now, still have a lot of anxiety however. It happened a day ago.
-I smoke about 2 packs a week. (I haven't smoked a cigarette since it happened a day ago).
-I'm not overweight.
-I don't exercise.
-I'm 18.
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My right chest feels...empty too now.
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Like airy, almost.[/QUOTE]
Probably just the weed. That doesn't sound like anything too strange really. (Possibly) a panic attack but I'd bet it was just the weed doing things to your body. I know my answer is vague as fuck but I'm just trying to help.
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and good job on smoking so little. I don't know you but I'm proud of you, lol. I go through a pack in 2-3 days. Still not bad and I buy packs irregularly. I stick to bumming 2-3 cigs a day around campus.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;46277254]Oh God, my 13 year old sister wants to smoke weed just one time.
She knows where I keep my weed and that I started when I was 13
I'm 20
what do[/QUOTE]
if you don't think she is mature enough to smoke, discourage it and hide your weed in a different spot so she doesn't steal
if you think she is mature enough, i'd say the way to make sure she has the safest experience would be to either smoke with her or be with her when she smokes.
i, personally, don't think that 13 is a good time to smoke, but that is up to you
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;46277254]Oh God, my 13 year old sister wants to smoke weed just one time.
She knows where I keep my weed and that I started when I was 13
I'm 20
what do[/QUOTE]
Smoke a fat blunt with her then explain why like anything, weed can become a bad habit
[QUOTE=kattolil;46277028]What is you guys take on LSD <> Cubensis?
I've done lsd a couple of times, currently gathering liberty caps for a proper trip
(Is 20-40 dried really considered a medium dose? thats a lot of fungus man)[/QUOTE]
They work very well together IMO. Don't chew the mushrooms if you take the cid first though.
I wasted 1.5g mushies yesterday chewing them up only to projectile vomit ( I didn't mind, tasted like pink flowers duo to pulp heavy guava juice I had before ). I then tried again with just picking them apart and flushing them down with some kind of beverage and that went down without a hitch. Might just be me but I won't recommend the chewing just to get a faster onset.
Liberty caps are very small and has a somewhat high water volume, if you wait and dry them the amount you have to eat will seem very small and manageable. If you're gonna eat fresh shrooms, prepare for imminent diarrhea, it's not guaranteed but parasites are so abundant in wild shrooms(especially from fields where creatures grass, which incidentally is where they're most easily found) you might as well be prepared and have a house available. The drying process kills them.
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